My infertile wife ran with the ball

The spring rain continued, and the whole small city was shrouded in rain, and the already dull air became even more humid.

The rain in the small town was more lingering than that in Beijing. For three days at a time, the cool wind came in along the cracks in the walls and blew into the bones.Because it was too cold outside, Lin Yi didn't go out these days, and concentrated on drinking fish soup at home to coax the children.

It was still raining outside, Lin Yi was sitting by the window with the baby in his arms, quietly looking at the commercial vehicle downstairs.

The black Maybach with the M logo is very ostentatious, there should be only one in the whole city.Since the day he came home from the hospital, the car had been parked in place, silently baptized by the rain.He often holds the child and watches by the window, and occasionally sees the driver's assistant running in and out, but he never sees Shen Qinghao...

Is he always in the car?Or did you go back to your home company for something?

"Xiao Lin, lunch is ready! Come and eat!" Sister Tian's voice came from outside the door.

"Here we come." Lin Yi said.

He hugged his soft son and put him in the crib, then went to the window and took a look at the car. Seeing that the car was still parked quietly in the rain, Lin Yi pursed his lips and turned to eat.

Lunch was a large bowl of crucian carp soup, a few light stir-fries with purple rice, Lin Yi sat at the table, picked up a spoon and drank the fish soup first.

"Xiao Lin, I've seen the car downstairs when I went out these few days. What does the father of the child want to do? He doesn't want to steal the child, does he...I'm so scared every day." Sister Tian sat opposite the young man. , holding chopsticks and said worriedly.

"Hey, why is Miaomiao's father like that? If you two really go back in the future..."

Lin Yi picked up some food with chopsticks for Sister Tian, ​​and said softly: "The child's father is a good man, don't worry, just eat, I have an idea about whether to go back or not."

"It's good to have an idea, you have to think clearly..."

Lin Yi lowered his head and sipped the fish soup silently.

"Ding-dong-"

The old brass doorbell rang, and the two people who were eating at the dining table were startled. Lin Yixian put down his chopsticks, and patted Sister Tian's hand as if he had a premonition, "Sister Tian, ​​please go in and help me see meow Meow, I'm going to open the door."

"Hey, okay, be careful, Xiaolin."

"Ah."

The heavy rain made the whole sky gloomy, and the lights were on in the house. Lin Yi walked to the door step by step under the bright white light, looked outside through the cat's eyes, and opened the door with a silent sigh.

The newly repaired door panel was opened, and the young man appeared in front of him.

Shen Qinghao's complexion was not very good, his eyes were heavily bluish-black, his lips were peeled, the corners of his lips were torn, and his hair was a bit messy, as if he had just blown it with a hair dryer and hadn't had time to comb it.

"Lin Yi..." Shen Qinghao called out to him with lowered eyes.

"Well, didn't I say that I will call you when I think about it, why are you here?"

"It's been three days...you don't go out, I can't even see your back..."

"It's too cold outside, and I'll take the baby out for a walk when the rain stops."

"Oh...."

Shen Qinghao habitually bit his lower lip again, but his canine teeth were too sharp, so he accidentally bit open the wound on the corner of his lip, and a stream of blood immediately flowed out from his lip.

Lin Yi frowned, reached out and touched the corner of his lips, and touched the young canines with the pulp of his thumb.

"Does it hurt? Didn't you say to grind this tooth last year? Why haven't you done it yet?"

"Hmmm...too busy in America to forget."

Shen Qinghao glanced at Lin Yi with wet eyes, then lowered his head, and said sullenly with his fingers in his mouth: "Well, I came here to give you something, I think Sister Tian went out to buy it these days The dishes are all mediocre, you have to make up for it since you haven't confinement yet."

Saying that, the giant cat pointed to several large boxes placed by its feet.

"There are ginseng, black-bone chicken, wolfberry, red dates, etc., and there are also vegetables and fruits brought in by air. You can take them in and eat them. This is about three days' worth. I'll deliver them to you after you finish eating."

Lin Yi naturally understood what Shen Qinghao meant. He touched the cat's canine teeth and sighed, "Let's put it there first, I'll take it in later. Stand here obediently, and I'll get you some medicine to treat the wound. It's not good."

When he pulled out his finger, Shen Qinghao licked his fingertips, the cat's tongue was soft and slippery... Then Maomaozi licked the wound on the corner of his lips and whispered: "Then I will wait here you."

Lin Yi rubbed his head with hands that didn't contain cat's saliva, and couldn't help but soften his tone, "Okay."

The young man took a cotton swab and alcohol, walked back to the door within a minute, pinched the young man's chin and disinfected him with medicine.

The facial skin under the fingertips is warm and delicate, but it is slightly rougher than before, and there are many places where the skin is peeled up.

"Haven't you had a good rest these days? Why is your face like this?" Lin Yi asked.

"Huh?...Oh...I've been sleeping in the car for the past few days. I just found a hotel to take a shower, and then I came to see you..."

"In that business car downstairs?"

"Ah."

Lin Yi continued to wipe the alcohol on him again, his whole heart was sore and swollen.

After more than ten months of being together day and night, how could the love generated be fake?What's more, when he saw Shen Qinghao, his heart burned, and he was willing to give birth to him, with a little joy.

But he is stuck in self-denial and can't get out, denying his past, denying his future, denying all achievements and admiration, and only feels that he deserves the praise... The more he thinks about it, the more depressed he feels, Every night, the body and the mind start to fight, and there are two voices in his head repeatedly, one tells him to abide by the rules and recognize himself, and the other tells him to let go and stay with his lover until the end of his life... Confused The end is to keep consuming until his own spirit is exhausted...

The depression has started again, and it seems that the mania is not far away...

The cotton swab in Lin Yi's hand fell to the ground with a "click", he twisted the cap of the alcohol bottle with trembling hands, and walked into the room without looking back, as if he couldn't avoid Shen Qinghao.

"Lin Yi, don't go..." Shen Qinghao called him in a tone that was almost crying.

"I haven't taken the things yet, you take the things in before leaving..."

The young man's footsteps paused, "Well, I'll take it later, you go first, don't send me anything, I will call you within four days."

The air was stagnant for a few minutes, and then there was a young man's soft weeping behind him. It didn't take long for the weeping to fade away, and the footsteps coming down the stairs became nearer and farther away, and finally disappeared.

Lin Yi carried the things Shen Qinghao brought into the room, staring at the gift boxes in a daze.

His mental state is actually not suitable for raising children...

Lin Yi rubbed his eyes and walked towards the bedroom.

"Sister Tian, ​​the child's father is gone, you should come out for dinner."

"Hey, Meow Meow also fell asleep just now, you should take a nap after dinner."

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At two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the rain outside the window was heavy again, and it could be said to be menacing.

Lin Yi lay on the bed, lying motionless for a long time but couldn't fall asleep. On the other hand, the little guy in the crib slept soundly, and the sound of ding dong rain didn't disturb him at all.

The son didn't need to do housework, and in just over two hours, Lin Yi felt that mushrooms would grow on his body, and he panicked in idleness.

In the end, he still couldn't hold back the obsession with his lover in his heart, opened the corner of the curtain, and silently looked at the car outside the window.

The black body has not changed in any way, the only difference is that there is a man holding an umbrella standing next to the car, tall and thin, with a familiar watch on his wrist, half of his face can be seen from his angle, Lin Yi glanced at it. He recognized that it was Shen Qinghao.

The young man frowned and looked at the thermometer, which showed that the outdoor temperature was five degrees below zero at this time...

Stupid cat, I still wear suits and coats this season, don’t you know it’s cold?

Lin Yi opened the curtains and called Shen Qinghao with his mobile phone.

"Go back to the car, can't you feel the cold outside?"

"...are you looking at me?" The voice on the phone sounded happy.

The people downstairs suddenly put away their umbrellas, raised their heads in the rain, looked straight at him sitting by the window, and then raised their hands heartlessly to greet him.

"Wife, you look good in this way."

"You..." Lin Yi was speechless.

"Don't sit by the window, it's cold, go back and lie down."

"If you need me to warm the bed and watch the children, I'll change clothes and go upstairs now."

The young man in the rain shook his wet hair, which was soon wet by the spring rain, and the ends of his hair and the corners of his clothes were all dripping with water.

"It's okay if you can't enter the house. I'll just see you here. You don't have to worry about me. I'm in good health and won't get sick. You said you'd give me an answer in four days, but when I think I won't be able to see you for four days, I It's so bad.....I just want to take a walk in the rain..."

"...Take care of your body..." Lin Yi instructed Shen Qinghao a few more words, and all the young people agreed humbly.

This is really torturing each other...

Lin Yi sighed heavily, lay back on the bed and covered himself with the quilt.

The spring rain stopped abruptly in the evening, and small puddles of water accumulated on the concrete floor, reflecting the blue sky.

The grandpas and grandma who had been in the house for a long time came out for activities. Those who danced in the square went to the square, and those who bought vegetables went to the supermarket. For a while, the crowd was bustling, and the quiet city became lively.

"Oh! There's a dead man here!" An old woman with a vegetable basket pointed to the bench downstairs and said in surprise.

People who had nothing to do and strolled around immediately gathered around the bench as the center in a semi-surrounding shape, scrambling to see the "dead man" on the bench.

"The face is so white, did he freeze to death?!"

"A very handsome child, what a pity."

"Is it 120 or 110?"

"You don't understand this, of course you have to go to the neighborhood committee first if you have anything to do!"

An old man wearing a red armband of the neighborhood committee came out of the crowd, walked up to the "dead man" with arrogance, and stretched out his hand to test his breath.

He just put his hand on it, but unexpectedly, the "dead man" suddenly moved, coughed softly, and spit out a mouthful of bright red blood.

"Ahhhhh, I'm not dead, I have to call 120 for first aid!" The old man jumped away in a panic, took out his elderly phone and dialed the emergency number.

Not far from the crowd, a woman who had just finished shopping for vegetables stood there quietly. After seeing the appearance of the "dead|corpse", she hurried upstairs. Facing the confinement husband at home, he said, "Xiao Lin, the child's father seems to have passed out downstairs!"

The young man was strolling in the living room with the child in his arms, when he heard the words he couldn't believe it: "Qing Hao passed out?"

"...Well, I saw it was him just now, and now the neighborhood committee is sending him to the hospital."

Lin Yi stuffed the baby into Sister Tian's arms, put on a down jacket and went downstairs immediately.

The crowd was still noisy, and the black Maybach in the distance didn't respond at all. Lin Yi pushed through the crowd and squeezed into the center. After seeing the unconscious person on the bench, he couldn't help shouting that person's name. Name, "Qing Hao..."