He can't read my heart today

Gong Chenglan is not a person with a lot of time.

There are too many people looking for him to see a doctor, and he can't get a number in line. He often travels at home and abroad, conducting various academic seminars, and communicating with top psychologists.

Gong Chenglan has mild obsessive-compulsive disorder, which was diagnosed by his doctor friend.As the saying goes, this is also a doctor who does not heal himself.

But right now, Gong Chenglan is having a daily conversation, his daily conversation with Wen Xiangwu, an extremely daily conversation.

Gong Chenglan knew all the details of Wen Xiangwu's life.If you share, there is really nothing to share.

Gong Chenglan simply listened to what Wen Xiangwu said about what happened today.

It's nothing more than some trivial things, because Gong Chenglan doesn't allow any unexpected things to happen in Wen Xiangwu's life, which will make Wen Xiangwu fall into an excessive stress reaction.Irritability is relatively normal, and more Aspergers will fall into depression because they cannot be understood and their emotions cannot be relieved, which is very bad.Because Gong Chenglan's major is not to study depression, but to study Asperger's disease.

Wen Xiangwu briefly explained what happened today, for example, this morning I ate a sandwich with peanut butter and blueberry sauce and drank lemon black tea, which was made by Housekeeper Chen himself.Read a book in the study in the morning.I had fried octopus for lunch. The fried octopus was as tough as ever, but it was delicious.After lunch, I took a nap for an hour, and then, as usual, I went to the attic studio to draw. Today I want to finish the diamond necklace that was not finished yesterday. I haven't decided what gemstone to use.Afternoon tea, I drank English Earl Gray tea and ate some donuts. The chocolate was as greasy as ever but addictive.Twenty minutes before dinner, Xi Jun came and mentioned the design draft. Because he interrupted the normal rhythm of eating, he felt anxious, but he endured the anxiety and politely told the other party that he was not feeling well. In 10 minutes, Xi Jun drank a cup of tea, then left, met Gong Chenglan who was 10 minutes late at the entrance, and Xi Jun got on the bus 3 minutes late.

Sensitive to time anomalies as always.

"Ah, by the way, today's Shuangseqiu lottery numbers are 020414162022 and blue ball 11."

Smiling proudly, crossing arms with both hands, sitting on his chair, leaning back slightly, looking at Gong Chenglan.

Praise me for a good job.

TMI, Gong Chenglan looked at Wen Xiangwu, and when she was about to meet Wen Xiangwu's request, she was interrupted by Wen Xiangwu raising her hand.

Forget it, I have always been like this, my memory or anything else is much better than the average person.It is because of this that I can show my superiority.

Gong Chenglan didn't speak, but smiled understandingly, and nodded to indicate that the other party was listening.

This is known as the Sherlock personality, after the famous Baker Street detective.This symptom occurs from time to time in people with Asperger's, and it's not rude.

Showing your superiority by belittling others is narcissistic behavior.To some extent, it also reflects a certain inferiority complex.

With Asperger's it's not impolite, they can't control the expression of this kind of speech, it's a handicap.

It's the same as someone who is born right-handed, and then uses his left hand to draw and make design drafts in order to develop the cerebellum.

"Okay, just treat me as nonsense. You know I can't read your face, please say something, Mr. Gong. Don't embarrass me like this, I beg you. Share something, you know I There is nothing here to share with you, you are in control of my life, every detail, everything."

Wen Xiangwu's smile was begging for mercy, as if he had had enough of Gong Chenglan's tepid answer.

Gong Chenglan laughed out loud, and lightly waved her hands to show that she didn't mean that.

"I learned that Xi Jun wants to use your manuscript to design jewelry. I think it's a good idea. Although Xi's house provides your food and clothing, I have to say that you are an adult now. Ordinary adults have to come out to earn money. Even college students will find ways to work part-time or get scholarships.”

Gong Chenglan took out his background check from his handbag.

He wasn't good at doing it, he had his assistant do it.In Gong Chenglan's clinic.

Wen Xiangwu heard what Gong Chenglan said, and sighed, "I don't need to do those things just because I'm not an ordinary person. Compared with Asperger's patients like me, most of them are geniuses."

"No, I think you are wrong. At least you are the only one among the Asperger's patients I have met, including my colleagues, and there is only one Einstein in history."

"No, no, no, when I was 12 years old, Dr. Hu told me that there are geniuses like me like Newton, French President Charles de Gaulle, American President Jefferson, musician Beethoven, Mozart, fairy tale writer Andersen, philosopher Kant, Wiley Genstein, the writers George Orwell and Wells."

Once again showing off his excellent memory.

His IQ was determined to be 133 in the diagnosis a year ago, which finally added an advantage to this cute child.

"That spanned hundreds of years? You let you name the famous ones, but how do you know who they are if you don't mention them? Moreover, none of these people put [vagrant] in front of their names. So-and-so. You should think about it carefully, this change is not a bad thing for you. Just start reading this background check from tonight, anyway, I did it with hard work."

Gong Chenglan knew that Wen Xiangwu wouldn't say anything he didn't like when he said this.

Sure enough, Wen Xiangwu took the stack of A4 papers from Gong Chenglan's hand and put it at hand.Continue to smile, and wait for Gong Chenglan to share some interesting things.

"Just change the reading tonight to this. It's a good thing for you. You seem to be considering leaving the Xi's house too."

Gong Chenglan explained Wen Xiangwu's little thought, and Wen Xiangwu showed a disappointed expression.

"How do you know that?"

Wen Xiang was bored in the afternoon and stopped talking.

"What's the matter with you that I don't know about?" Gong Chenglan looked at Wen Xiangwu with a smile, "Xiao Wu, I have to tell you something very solemnly, the Xi family probably won't let you leave."

"Why, after being taken care of by them for so many years, should I continue to stay in this place? This is not my life. I have no relatives or reasons with the Xi family. This is not in line with the order."

Gong Chenglan looked at Wen Xiangwu who was stubborn again, feeling helpless.

"How can people take care of you for so many years in vain? You are smart, how can you not figure out how much they spent taking care of you for so long?"

Wen Xiangwu looked at Gong Chenglan, "Letting them take care of me is not the conclusion I reached when I was seven years old, nor is it my purpose. I came to Xi's house only because my grandparents brought me here."

At the age of seven, there were already signs of Asperger's disease, but at the age of nine, his grandparents passed away, and he had no relatives with the Xi family, and the Xi family only had some affection for old housekeeper Wen. Taking care of Wen Xiangwu is definitely not as good as taking care of Xi Jun compared to taking care of Wen Xiangwu. Therefore, Wen Xiangwu was diagnosed several years late, which delayed the timing of treatment.

The more the individual consciousness is not fully formed, the easier it is to treat this disease well.

"You should think it's fair. If you help them solve their urgent needs, then you will no longer be a freelancer in their eyes. You will also have more right to speak. When you want to stay, don't you just watch it?" Your wish?"

It's so easy to say.

Gong Chenglan sighed a little at her speaking skills, and after just a moment, she saw a strange light shining in Wen Xiangwu's eyes.

"Brother Chenglan means that if I can repay the favor, then the Xi family will not interfere with my affairs."

Gong Chenglan tasted what Pin Wen Xiangwu said, and felt that there was nothing wrong with it, so she nodded her head in a positive manner.

"Who is that Xi Jun...?"

"It's the person who will succeed Xi Xiang as the boss."

Gong Chenglan spoke very lightly. For Wen Xiangwu who couldn't understand all the ways of the world, speaking directly and concisely was very helpful for Wen Xiangwu to understand the meaning of the words, and he didn't need to make him think too much. speculation.

Patients with Asperger's disease generally do not understand social behaviors, such as the emotions and information conveyed by expressions and eyes. They are suitable for listening and seeing. When they hear words and see words, they will take what they see Treat it as you think it is.

"Then, I should help him. In this way, a fair situation can be achieved, an order can be established, which is in line with the development I expected."

Wen Xiangwu spoke again, again in standard written language.Gong Chenglan didn't correct her, but just nodded.

"Then it's a win-win for me, or for him. I hope things go very well."

Order, orderly.

This is what Wen Xiangwu pursues, just like the vase on his desk sticks to the corners of the table, the square base is parallel to the corners of the desk, or like his arrangement of tableware at home, a certain dish can only be eaten on a certain day of the week It's the same when.

Wen Xiangwu pursues stable development and a predictable situation, so Wen Xiangwu doesn't want Xi Jun's sudden visit to disrupt his pace of life.

"It's not difficult to explain why the Asperger's patient you mentioned is unwilling to accept you. Because you are someone beyond his expectations and disrupted his order."

Xi Jun recounted all kinds of encounters in the past few days, and listened carefully to the psychiatrist's words, and nodded affirmatively.

"I agree with your point of view, but now, I hope to reach a kind of cooperation with him, but I have no one to rely on except contacting him himself."

The psychiatrist hesitated for a moment, browsed through some of the symptoms just described, and thought for a moment.

"Or, I can ask if there is any material relationship between him and you? Or emotionally, preferably materially."

Xi Jun thought about it carefully, and then said in an uncertain tone, "Our family may have raised him for about ten years."

"That's easy to say. Asperger's disease will pursue a strong sense of social justice. You can use this sense of fairness to let him accept your request in the form of repayment, but it is best not to expose you too directly. thoughts and attempts, because if it is too direct, it may stimulate his sensitive nerves."