Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

Nursing homes are always too quiet.

Occasionally, medical staff and medical carts pass by the door of the ward, and the unpleasant sound of plastic wheels rolling over the floor always seems so out of place.

The nursing home where Ji Ran lives is far away from the urban area, backed by deep mountains, and it is the best private nursing home in Beijing.

It is famous for its beautiful environment, good medical conditions and the highest confidentiality.

This is the most suitable place for rich people to hide family scandals and treat diseases that they don't want others to know.

Ordinary people without money can't come in, and rich people who come in are tacitly aware of it.

Since the doctor noticed that Ji Ran had a slight tendency to depression a few years ago, Ji Ran's parents moved Ji Ran's ward to Area C, and asked the doctor to guarantee that he was responsible for keeping Ji Ran's life, and they would not continue to ask about anything else. .

Section C of the nursing home mainly receives patients with mental illness.

Ji Ran has no ability to refuse the arrangement of his parents.

All he could do was comfort himself.

In fact, it doesn't matter which district you live in, isn't it all within the range of a nursing home?

In order to protect the confidentiality needs of patients and their families to the greatest extent, the nursing home not only isolates the wards from each other, but also has clear regulations:

Nursing home staff are prohibited from having any close contact with patients and their families.

Everyone that Ji Ran could come into contact with in the nursing home had an evasive attitude towards him.

He spent nine years alone in this cage, from the age of ten to 19, from a minor to an adult, only a tablet that can connect to the Internet can give Ji Ran some comfort.

Ji Ran's parents are the young master and young lady of two big families in Beijing. They were forced to marry because of the needs of the two big families. There was no marriage based on love, and there was no love for a long time, only mutual boredom.

They were forced to give birth to Ji Ran.

Husband and wife bear mutual hatred, so naturally they will not love this child who was forced to give birth.

Ji Ran thought: Shouldn't children be the crystallization of love?Since you don't love me, why did you give birth to me?

Ji Ran was thrown to a full-time nanny right after he was born, and he never drank his mother's breast milk, never saw his mother, and his indifferent father always spent days and nights out and never came home.

The owner doesn't care, and the nanny is also free.

In Ruo Da's family, Xiao Ji Ran often stays alone.

When he was found to have heart failure at the age of ten, Ji Ran's parents panicked.

They don't care about Ji Ran's condition, they just don't want to have another child with each other.

Ji Ran is the product of a combination of interests, and no one in this family cares about his feelings.

They sent Ji Ran to the hospital, but none of them was willing to take care of him, so they sent Ji Ran to a nursing home...

However, the interest relationship is not a stable and unchanging fixed relationship. Since there are interests, there will be differences. the existence of shame.

Those who are married can choose to divorce, but the children who are born cannot choose not to be born.

No one cares about Ji Ran's existence.

Which of his parents didn't want him...

Ever since he was reborn, Ji Ran would dream of his former self whenever he fell asleep.

Ji Ran looked at "myself" resting against the window with thin clothes.

Because he was afraid that Ji Ran would have suicide thoughts due to depression, the hospital prescribed antidepressant drugs to Ji Ran. These drugs made him often feel headache, dizziness, nausea and loss of appetite.

After dinner, the broken hair on "Ji Ran"'s forehead was blown, revealing the dark circles under the eyes of "Ji Ran" who did not sleep well due to the side effects of the medicine.

Perhaps because he felt a little cold, "Ji Ran" gathered up his thin coat, but he couldn't find any warmth from this world.

On the table, the food that "Ji Ran" only took a small bite of was already cold.

Here, the staff will only bring in the sumptuous meals prepared by the nutritionist, and then pack the meals back completely. No one cares about how much "Ji Ran" eats, and naturally no one will remind Ji Ran that not eating is a serious matter. Bad things for your body.

A needle of nutrient solution was inserted into Ji Ran's hand all the year round, and the silver needle was almost fused with Ji Ran's bloodless skin.

The person in front of him was so thin that only a skeleton remained.

Ji Ran suddenly wanted to step forward to hug "myself" and tell "him":

Not worth it, not worth living.

If there is no way to commit suicide by cutting one's wrists to end this useless life, then jumping off a building is always okay, right?

Tears kept sliding down Ji Ran's face. After waking up from the dream, he looked at the empty ward in a daze, and walked towards the window step by step...

"How is he now?"

Andor didn't expect that he was just busy working for a few days and neglected to pay attention to Ji Ran's condition. Ji Ran's physical data and mental state would plummet.

Are butterfly people porcelain dolls?

Too fragile, right?

Since Ji Ran wants to jump off a building!

Fortunately, he was discovered in time and finally rescued.

"The situation is not very good. Currently, the patient has been in a state of low-grade fever, and all the body functions are not within the normal range. The heart function also tends to fail early... The situation is not good, and it may be necessary to enter the treatment room again."

"my suggestion is……"

The pressure of the man in front of him has been dropping. Facing anyone else, the slick Lakley can easily deal with it, but facing the legendary ruthless Chief of Justice, Lakley only feels great pressure...

Dry!Verbal expression is useless.

"Ji Ran now has obvious symptoms of neurasthenia and cannot accept any stimulation..."

Lakeri said inwardly: If you go in like this, you may be able to scare the little butterfly man inside into the sky.

"okay, I get it."

After receiving the medical record from the doctor, Andor didn't want to listen to the doctor's unnecessary instructions, so he opened the door and entered the ward, and gave the doctor a handsome back.

Ji Ran didn't wake up, because of the nightmare and low fever, he didn't sleep well.

Andor noticed that Ji Ran's eyes were shining with broken lights.

Gently touch.

It's tears.

This is the first time that Andor has had such close contact with butterfly people. Although there are many butterfly people in the social circle, but for some reason, Andor has not been liked by butterfly people since childhood. To be precise, there are no butterfly people and butterfly people. Girls like cold Andorra.

Crying in nightmares.

Andor sighed silently in his heart: Butterfly people are really fragile and sensitive creatures just like the legends.

……

When Ji Ran woke up from the nightmare, he saw a silver-haired man in black with pointed ears sitting ruthlessly beside his bed.

Killer?

grim Reaper?

These two thoughts suddenly appeared in Ji Ran's mind.

He looks so fierce, his hand is still in front of me.

Is this man a killer?

Is he trying to kill me?

It's okay to kill me... kill me quickly!

Ji Ran closed his eyes, and quietly waited for the god of death to claim his life.

I've already experienced death once...

I'm not afraid!

Don't be afraid!

Ji Ran cheered himself up in his heart.

"Kill you?"

Heh... Andor looked at the little butterfly man with his eyes closed tightly in front of him, and felt that his state was very strange.

After hearing Ji Ran whisper these words, Andor's first feeling was distressed, inexplicably distressed.

Maybe because of waiting for a long time, Ji Ran felt more and more flustered.

Death regretted it?Don't take his life?

Thinking of this, Ji Ran suddenly opened his eyes, and grabbed Andor's hand vigorously.

"Please take my life!"

I don't want to be born, I don't want this life either~

"Take it easy."

"me……"

Being born was really not what I wanted.

If it is the god of death, it should be less painful than cutting your own wrist, right?

Ji Ran's thinking began to become confused. He forgot that he jumped off the building just now, and he also forgot that this person was his savior.

How could the person who saved his life want him to die?

"I'm a little afraid of pain." Ji Ran said in a low voice.

Tears wet his delicate face, sweaty black hair stuck to his white forehead, and the watery blue-black pupils shone brightly.

Why is it such a pitiful look?

The heart seemed to be tightly gripped along with Ji Ran's right hand, throbbing and aching.

At this moment, Andor has completely forgotten Ji Ran's identity as a suspect, and only feels great distress.

"Why do you want me to kill you?" Andor asked him softly, trying to make his voice softer.

He held Ji Ran's cold little hand back, and gently wiped Ji Ran's tears away.

"It won't hurt."

"It won't hurt if you kill me!"

Impacted by the nightmare, Ji Ran's psychological defenses completely collapsed. He could no longer think rationally, and all he could think of was the strong desire to commit suicide.

If you die, you won't suffer any more...

how nice...

Everyone feels relieved that I am gone.

Andor, who usually maintains a high IQ, can't understand Ji Ran's thoughts at all.

"Why doesn't it hurt when I do it?"

Andor hugged the little tearful man into his arms, and patted him on the back, trying to calm his broken emotions.

But just when Andor reached out and pressed the call bell, wanting the doctor to see what happened to Ji Ran.

Ji Ran suddenly passed out in his arms.

After living for nearly 30 years, Andor felt flustered for the first time.

He picked up Ji Ran and hurriedly rushed towards the infirmary where the doctor was...

[The author has something to say: This article is sweet!Sweet!

Although Ran Zai was very pitiful in his previous life, after his rebirth, Xiao Gong will pamper him with everyone——

To reiterate, the author does not like suffering, but loves sugar, so this article is sweet!

It's not sweet, the author asked Xiao Gong to perform boulder breaking on the spot! 】