Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

Andor made it clear that he really liked Ji Ran, but today he suddenly wanted to understand how immature his love was for Ji Ran.

For a long time, Andor has treated Ji Ran as a patient. He uses surveillance to monitor Ji Ran. He does things for Ji Ran that he thinks are good for Ji Ran. He arranges doctors and social activities for Ji Ran. ...

He realized that he subconsciously regarded Ji Ran as his property before, and he never asked Ji Ran's opinion when doing things for Ji Ran.

On the way home, street lights flashed one after another, and Andor looked out the window silently.

"Am I really a very unqualified partner?" Andor asked suddenly.

Xiao, who was pretending to be a background board, suddenly heard Andor say something to the car window, and took a few seconds to confirm that there was no one else in the car. Andor was asking himself.

"..."

He thought to himself that the boss has been particularly fond of being a monster since he fell in love, so if he told me, he would tell me why he was facing the window, and I was not outside the window.

"Boss, please be more specific. Your general statement is really hard to understand." Xiao replied politely.

Andor turned his head and looked at Xiao for a while, he only struggled in his heart for a while, and continued to speak:

"I feel like a failure as a boyfriend. I can't figure out what Ji Ran is thinking. I always think I make decisions for Ji Ran. I..."

Andor's voice became smaller and smaller, he looked at Xiao, the good brother who grew up with him, he couldn't speak anymore, he was a little ashamed.

For a long time, Andor has always been an excellent person in all aspects. He wants to solve everything perfectly, and he also hopes that he will be a perfect partner.

But he found that he couldn't do it, especially when facing the person he liked, he couldn't think rationally about Ji Ran, and he couldn't make a correct decision. In retrospect, Andor realized that he had done many things wrong .

He loves Ji Ran, he wants to give Ji Ran a perfect self.

"Alas..." Xiao sighed. The authorities were confused, but the bystanders were clear. Xiao naturally knew what Andor's confusion was. He looked at the perfectionist in front of him who had high requirements since he was a child.

Ji Ran has an emotional disorder, and Andor has no experience in love. When these two people get together, there will be various setbacks and conflicts. Xiao Xiao looked at Andor with a smile.

Andor is such a perfect person.

He has a noble birth, a happy family, high-quality abilities, and a decent job... such a person who pursues perfection, finds himself walking crookedly on the road of love like a toddler, how much psychological gap should he have?

"No one is born perfect, and no one is born knowing how to make a perfect partner."

Xiaodang Andor is his brother, so he is happy to be Andor's emotional counselor. He has a lot of meaning, looks at Andor with relief and continues:

"Love should be the mutual growth of both parties."

Akatsuki didn't say much, but these words were enough to dispel the fog in Andor's heart and point out the way for Andor.

Andor and Xiao smiled at each other, and the long-term tacit understanding made each other understand the unexpressed thoughts in their hearts.

In this relationship, I was too self-righteous, I thought I had changed, but in the end I didn't touch the root at all, all I did for Ji Ran was superficial.

Andor sat on the back chair with a tired face. He looked at his blank hands and re-examined the relationship between himself and Ji Ran. Various thoughts flew up in his mind, like dandelion stamens blown away by the wind, unable to be himself Drifting with the wind, reaching out to grab something, but in vain.

In this relationship, he was the one who guided Ji Ran to him, it was he who mistakenly thought that Ji Ran liked him and started to care about him, it was he who wanted Ji Ran, it was he who vacillated when facing Ji Ran, and he admitted that he loved him Ji Ran, but he always felt that what he did was not good enough.

Andorra felt at a loss.

"I want to disclose my relationship with Ji Ran and give Ji Ran an identity." Andor said.

When the dandelion seeds fell to the ground, Andor's thoughts gradually became clearer.

Akatsuki looked at Andor and smiled and didn't answer, but Andor knew that he agreed.

As Andor's friend, Akatsuki is naturally very happy that he can find a lifelong partner, but Akatsuki also has another identity as Andor's assistant, so he has to remind Andor:

"Ji Ran's identity is still unresolved, and your identity is special, I'm afraid it will be disclosed..."

Akatsuki knew all about Andorra, but he avoided these questions before and planned to take a step at a time, but now he realized that this idea was wrong.

"These problems are all for me to solve, not for me to hide Ji Ran. If I can't give him a clear identity, he will feel insecure." Andor said.

It is precisely because of Andor's attitude of letting nature take its course and muddling along with this relationship that Ji Ran obviously likes him but dare not admit it, relies on him but still feels insecure.

I didn't do enough, I didn't do it well, Andorra thought.

"Andorra!" Akatsuki called Andorra's name.

Hearing the sound, Andor looked up at Xiao, who looked at him with a complicated expression.

"Andor, are you putting too much pressure on yourself?" Akatsuki said.

In this relationship, Andorra is a bit too perfect.

"Emotion is not a formula, nor is it one of your jobs, Andor, you have to understand that you are just a person who fell in love for the first time, both you and Ji Ran." Xiao said.

Andor was silent. He looked at Xiao, as if he wanted to understand something, but he seemed to be unable to understand anything.

Back home, Rhine was already waiting outside the door.

"Mr. Xiao has been doing live broadcasts in the afternoon. He didn't have a lunch break. He is still in the work room." Rhine saw that Andor was looking around for Ji Ran again, so he took the initiative to speak.

"Okay." After Andor answered, he walked to the innermost room on the second floor, the workshop he specially remodeled for Ji Ran.

Rhine walked over with Andorra without incident.

"Rhine," Andor called.

"Yes, sir."

"What do you think of my role as Ji Ran's partner? Okay?" Andor asked casually, with a relaxed tone, as if he was talking about an indifferent topic.

Rhine watched Andorra grow up from a young age, and knew that Andorra was being serious with himself.

"You've done a good job, you don't need to feel anxious about yourself, as long as you put people in your heart, everything you think is for love, even if you do some small things wrong, it doesn't matter."

Rhine looked at Andor, like an old father looking at his growing son, full of the mentality of a son who has a son who is just growing up.

"Then do you think Ji Ran is satisfied with my performance?" Andor turned around and asked.

"Ask yourself or others whether you are doing well or not. It is better to ask Mr. Ji Ran, he is the one who has the most say." Rhine replied with a smile.

At the other end of the room, Ji Ran had finished the live broadcast and was about to go out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Andor and Rhine walking towards him.

Ji Ran looked at the man in front of him that he had been missing for a day, and he happily ran towards him, falling into the man's warm embrace.

Andor hugged Ji Ran who was smiling when he saw him, and felt that Ji Ran was that ray of light that suddenly appeared, illuminating the whole world, hugging Ji Ran, it seemed that he had the courage to face all problems.

"Ji Ran, can we talk?" Andor said holding Ji Ran. Andor wanted to understand where his problem was. He didn't want to wait for small problems to become big problems before solving them. He loves Ji Ran, so Ji Ran has to give the best, including this flawless relationship, including himself.

……

Ji Ran followed Andor back to the room, he was a little nervous, he didn't know what Andor was going to do, just a few minutes after following Andor back to the room, he was frantically thinking in his mind whether he had done something bad recently, just While desperately and anxiously reflecting on himself, Andor spoke.

"I'm sorry," Andor said.

Ji Ran stared blankly at Andor, he didn't know what happened, but when he heard Andor's inexplicable apology, Ji Ran suddenly felt aggrieved.

"What's wrong with you?" Ji Ran looked at Andor aggrievedly, leaned into Andor's arms, and looked at Andor with tears in his eyes.

"I love you, Ji Ran." Andor hugged Ji Ran, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Ji Ran's eyes, with a hint of guilt in his tone, "Because I love you, I want to give you the best, but I fell in love for the first time, loved you for the first time, and I don't know what is good for you."

"I said I love you, but I pushed you to Sokri, left you alone at home, gave you a safe environment, gave you the best doctor, gave you meticulous company, but never asked Do you need it?"

This is the first time for Ji Ran to face Andor who is so fragile and helpless. His heart is throbbing with pain and soreness, and his whole body seems to be stuffed into sour water. He feels sorry for this person who has always been strong in front of him. Gentle man.

"Forgive me, please?" Andor's voice was sad and helpless, like a lost child. He looked at Ji Ran and held Ji Ran's hand. He was facing love for the first time, and he felt helpless , feel lost.

Ji Ran looked at Andor, seeing all kinds of complicated emotions in his eyes, Ji Ran felt wronged and sad, it shouldn't be like this, he thought.

His gentle and powerful Andor shouldn't be so confused and helpless, and all of this is for him now, Ji Ran realized.

Forgive yourself for being cared about like this, Ji Ran was thrown into the heart of sour water, and at this moment, Andor gently took him out and put him into a warm and soft embrace, Ji Ran was so moved that tears came out of his eyes.

"Andor, why are you so nice!" Ji Ran cried and said, "How can I accompany you! Woooo..."

Ji Ran was sobbing in Andor's arms, and Andor patted Ji Ran's back lightly. Although Ji Ran's answer was not what he asked, Andor had already got the answer he thought of, perhaps this answer was beyond his expectations.

"Ji Ran, I promise that I will treat you well and love you well." Andor said.

[The author has something to say: ╭(╯ε╰)╮I feel that I am so slow to get hot]