Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

During the conversation with Ji Ran, Andor knew that Le Jiran was bullied by other children when he was a child.

He hugged Ji Ran and didn't know what to say. He wanted to tell Ji Ran that those things had passed, but Andor knew that this was all self-deception. Things would pass, but even if the wounds healed would heal. Leaving scars, these things will always be the pain in Ji Ran's heart.

Andor hugged Ji Ran distressedly, listening to Ji Ran rambling about some past memory fragments, he knew that useless promises were too cheap and empty, he looked at Ji Ran's broken heart, and knew that no matter how much he comforted him, he could not Immediately healed the wound in Ji Ran's heart, he could only swear in his heart:

I won't let you get hurt like this again, I will protect you, Ji Ran.

Andor really wanted Ji Ran to talk to him more, to talk more about his past, to talk more about his childhood, his parents... Let Ji Ran confide to him all the suppressed emotions in his heart, but Ji Ran Just like an onion, one layer is wrapped in another, he wrapped himself tightly, and just wanted to show his best side to Andorra.

Ji Ran always doesn't like to talk about his own affairs. He is afraid that Andor will turn around and leave after seeing the devastated and bruised himself, so he hides himself tightly about the past.

Andor knows that Ji Ran can control his emotions very well now, he has done a good job, he opened himself to me, he took a small step, walked out of his world, as long as Ji Ran can take a step towards him After taking this small step, he was already very satisfied.

But these are far from enough, it's just that Ji Ran tore off the surface of his disguise, he just opened the window to me, and the door of his heart is still locked.

"Could you tell me any sad things you encounter in the future?" Andor put Ji Ran's hand on his heart, wanting to tell Ji Ran that he will always be there with his heartbeat, and he continued:

"Feel it?" Andor asked.

"My heart hurts, Ji Ran, he is feeling sorry for you."

Ji Ran looked at Andor, he was held in Andor's arms, they often hugged each other, Ji Ran also liked Andor's hug very much, hugging can shorten the distance between two people, and Andor's nightgown was covered by Ji Ran The action just pulled it away, revealing a large piece of cold white skin. His hand is now tightly attached to the thin layer of skin on Andor's heart. One, each can feel the existence of the other.

Ji Ran felt novel about these feelings. After being with Andor, Ji Ran felt that Andor took him to experience the world again.

It's a whole new world.

"Bang bang."

Ji Ran felt the violently beating heartbeats under his hands, as if he could really feel that this heart that did not belong to him was distressing for him at the moment.

He raised his head in astonishment, and bumped into Andor's gaze that had been lingering on him. Andor's eyes conveyed too many complicated emotions to Ji Ran, and Ji Ran's tears burst out again.

Ji Ran hugged Andor, cried for a while, and then put his ears on Andor's chest, taking his heartbeat as a lullaby, and soon fell asleep from exhaustion.

It’s been like this all this time. Andor uncovered Ji Ran’s scars bit by bit. When cleaning the wound, Ji Ran always hurts, but Ji Ran is very good. Even if he is ignorant, he can’t understand why Andor always He wants to chase after his own past, but he also believes in Andorra, and believes that Andorra will not hurt himself.

"I won't let you suffer any more harm." Andor looked at Ji Ran's peaceful sleepy eyes, and his heart was as calm as water.

Ji Ran seldom fell into a state of depression for a long time, and he never fell ill again. He also wanted to get out of the shadow of the past quickly. For Andorra, he wanted to give Andorra a healthy Ji Ran. , he thought he was cured, and he told Sokri that the monster never came to catch him again.

Sokri and Andor also told Ji Ran that he was fine.

Ji Ran was able to walk out of the room, out of the house, to do what he wanted to do, and even live broadcast with Aitlan.

Everything seems to indicate that Ji Ran is already healed.

But both Andor and Sokri knew that Ji Ran was "good" as long as he didn't expose Ji Ran's scars.

In countless nights, Ji Ran would still have nightmares, chasing monsters in his dreams, whispering to Andor for help in his sleep, calling Andor's name in pain, but Ji Ran would completely forget about it when he woke up. In the dream I once had, Andor wanted Ji Ran to have a good sleep at night. Long-term insomnia caused Ji Ran to be in a poor state of mind during the day. For Ji Ran’s health, he always secretly gave Ji Ran the He applied some tranquilizing incense.

Andor had seen Ji Ran crying silently countless times, but Ji Ran always refused to admit it, he couldn't remember why he was crying, why he was sad, as time passed, Ji Ran refused to admit that the sick self was him, he was the good Ji Ran.

Sokri and Andor were afraid that breaking Ji Ran's current balance would cause Ji Ran's mental breakdown, so they didn't dare to tell him the truth.

While they acted with him, they were actively looking for a way for Ji Ran to safely smash "himself".

"Yes... yes... it's still the same today..."

"Is there anything special?" Sokri asked on the other end of the phone.

"Today my brother brought his two sons over."

"Then how did he behave?"

"I asked my brother to test him while I was away. He was a little reserved, answered questions and didn't see anything wrong."

"What about the child? How did he treat the child?"

"He felt that he was afraid. Although he might be a little restrained, his body stiffened as soon as he got close to the two children, and he didn't dare to move..."

"Is he like this with other children?"

"No, Aitlan brought his little sister to the house before, and I don't think he did. At that time, Ji Ran liked that little girl." Andor thought for a while before answering.

"What's the difference between your brother's son and that little girl?" Sokri listened to the phone while writing and drawing in his notebook.

Aitlan's younger sister is called Ai Lili, she is six years old this year, she looks like a little ice cream, she is white and fat, with short hair, she talks like a grandma, she likes to obediently wear a small skirt and follow Ji Ran to do some simple handicrafts , Ji Ran likes her very much.

"It's more naughty."

"That's a bear~" Sokri had also heard the legend that Andor's brother once ruled the capital. Andor's son was called "naughty" by Andorra. This is definitely a euphemistic expression by Andorra, and he is definitely a bear boy like his father.

"..."

"Ji Ran doesn't like that naughty children have anything to do with his previous experience." Sokri said.

Ji Ran is now hiding himself under the water, and he may not be able to believe all the performances projected on the water surface, when any dislike and sadness he shows are what he really hides.

Ji Ran is afraid of his parents, which means that he has been seriously hurt by his parents. He is afraid to talk about his past, which means that he doesn't like that experience, and he doesn't like naughty children. It may mean that he was hurt by "naughty" Pass.

Suokri repeatedly looked at Ji Ran's medical record, trying to find a milder breakthrough.

"Sockri." Andor suddenly remembered something.

"People from the Butterfly Protection Association said they found Ji Ran's biological father, but I don't know if Ji Ran can go to see him in his current state..."

Ever since the Butterfly Protection Association learned of Ji Ran's situation in Heya City, they have been actively searching for Ji Ran's information, but no one thought that the database of the Butterfly Protection Association, which claims to have the most comprehensive butterfly information records, did not have any information. For any information about Ji Ran, Ji Ran seems to have suddenly appeared in Heya City.

But this is impossible, as long as the butterfly man is born in Liya, then the Butterfly Man Protection Association will have his records. The information is entered into the file. Even if the butterfly people born outside are not entered into the information, when they step out of Liya's territory, they will be tracked by the Butterfly People Protection Association.

The Butterfly People Protection Association has no record of Ji Ran's information at all, and Ji Ran was rescued by Andorra in Heya City, which is very abnormal.

However, the Butterfly Human Protection Association helped Ji Ran find a relative who had the same gene as him. According to a series of genetic comparisons and verifications, the results showed that this person was Ji Ran's biological father.

Ji Ran's biological father has lived on the planet Tucker far away from Liya for a long time. He returned to Liya with his businessman husband a week ago.

People from the Butterfly Protection Association found him with Ji Ran's information, and explained Ji Ran's current situation to him, but they refused to admit that Ji Ran was his child, and were unwilling to provide any information about Ji Ran.

After repeated lobbying by members of the Butterfly Human Protection Association, Ji Ran's biological father finally agreed to see Ji Ran before he left.

"Ji Ran is very reluctant to talk about his parents. I'm afraid he will break down when he sees that person." Andor said worriedly.

The current husband of Ji Ran's biological father is obviously not Ji Ran's other father. Andor suspects that Ji Ran's parents abandoned him after their divorce, which is why he has such a big influence on him.

"But if Ji Ran doesn't go through this hurdle, he will never face up to himself, and he will not be able to get out of the influence of depression."

For a depressed person, you have to break him before he can truly be reborn.

"...Okay, I will accompany Ji Ran to meet that person."

"No, you can't accompany him, you have to let him face it and come out by himself." Sokri said seriously.

No one has the ability to pull Ji Ran out of the quagmire, only if he is willing, he can really come out, even if Andor pulls Ji Ran out of the quagmire forcefully, seeing only a "fake" Ji Ran, the real Ji Ran Still trapped in that quagmire.

"Can he? I'm afraid..."

"Andorra!" Sokri said seriously.

"You are the only person Ji Ran trusts now. You have to trust him. Your trust and encouragement is to guide him out of the quagmire. If you don't even believe that he can get out of the shadows, then what do you want him to do?"

"Ji Ran is very lucky to meet a lover who loves him so much and is responsible." Sokri said with emotion.

Depression is not a common disease. How many depressed patients have died because of the incomprehension and mistrust of their relatives or lovers?How many patients relapsed after they recovered without receiving the care they deserved?

Ji Ran is a very lucky person.

"As long as you can be by his side, it is his greatest comfort." Sokri finally said.

……

Today is a working day, so after Ji Ran woke up and went downstairs, he found that Andor was having breakfast in the restaurant, so he had a premonition that something was not normal today.

During the meal, Andor didn't look up at him, which was not normal.

Normally, Andor would always find a lot of topics to chat with Ji Ran. He would ask Ji Ran if his breakfast was good, what he was going to do today, and if there was anything he wanted... There was nothing today, and Andor stayed with Ji Ran to be quiet After breakfast.

After the meal, Andor sat on the sofa with Ji Ran in his arms.

"Are you blaming me for not liking Yiri and Yim?" Ji Ran asked cautiously.

"There's nothing I don't like about them, they're cute, you could have them in our house."

"No." Andor showed embarrassment, took Ji Ran's hand and said:

"There is a person who wants to meet you, but I don't know if you want to meet him or not?"

"Who? Who wants to see me?" Ji Ran asked suspiciously.

[The author has something to say: π_π climbed down the mountain and my hands shook π_π]