Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

In the past few days, Ji Ran's behavior has been normal.

Sokri also often came to Andor's house recently. At first, he would take Ji Ran's feelings into consideration. He only used various reasons to come to Andor when Andor was at home, and then looked for opportunities to observe Ji Ran. Later, he had a relationship with Ji Ran. After getting acquainted with him a little bit, he came here to play with Ji Ran while Andorra was away.

Ji Ran has a good impression of this sloppy psychologist.

Aitlan hasn't come to see Ji Ran for a long time because of the blind date.

Ji Ran has no friends here. Although he lived alone without friends for a long time, he still hopes that someone will find him to make friends with.

So when Sokri appeared in Ji Ran's world as a friend, he quickly accepted it.

Ji Ran has a good impression of this sloppy psychologist.

The game that Sokri has been playing with Ji Ran for the past few days is called a sandbox game.

Although it is simple for Ji Ran to use all kinds of sand utensils on the sand table, this game is not a "simple" game.

The sandbox game is a stage, a platform where Ji Ran can freely build his own spiritual world, and Sokri can gain a deep understanding of Ji Ran's spiritual world by observing the sandbox world Ji Ran built.

The two-person doll floating on the beach represents Ji Ran's parents.The big bear doll standing in the center of the sand table represents Andorra.Various ornaments in other sand tables represent different people around Ji Ran.

The circuit in the sand table is very complicated, which means that Ji Ran is confused about this world.

The sand table can perfectly reproduce Ji Ran's mental state at this moment.

But Sokri found that no matter how he induced him, Ji Ran was unwilling to open himself up for treatment.

……

Lying on the soft bed, Ji Ran and Andor were huddled next to each other, watching a funny variety show together with their optical brains. This variety show was recommended to Ji Ran by Sokri.

Before being reborn, Ji Ran would also search for various funny variety shows and videos for himself to watch in order not to let himself down.

Although Ji Ran would be made to laugh out loud while watching a funny video, but when the video ended and the laughter subsided, Ji Ran would feel the endless sense of loneliness again, and the loneliness would no longer erode his heart all the time. Bitten him to pieces.

In the end, Ji Ran didn't read anything, nothing could make him really "laugh".

But now he's watching these hilarious videos again.

Seeing Ji Ran laughing so happily watching the variety show recommended by Sokri, Andor temporarily forgot that Sokri did all this to evaluate and treat Ji Ran.

"Is it so pretty?" He asked with some sourness in his heart.

"It's beautiful!" Ji Ran replied.

"It's funny, don't you think?" "Not bad," Andor replied.

After coming over for a while, Andor came over again and asked, "What does Ji Ran think of Suokri?"

Ji Ran was fascinated by the variety show, and didn't notice the sourness in Andor's words at all. He answered truthfully:

“Sockri was good!”

"I like him." Ji Ran replied.

very good?like?Although reason told him that Ji Ran didn't mean what he thought, Andor immediately became more sour, and he turned to look at Ji Ran.

At this moment, Ji Ran was still engrossed in watching the variety show.

Andor looked at the corners of Ji Ran's raised lips, and didn't want to pursue it anymore. If Suokri could cure Ji Ran, he wouldn't care about it.

On the other side, Sokri was not as comfortable as Andor and Ji Ran. As an ordinary social animal, Ji Ran was not the only patient in his hands.

He still has a lot of work waiting for him to solve.

After finishing Ji Ran's preliminary assessment and analysis, Suokri found that Ji Ran's condition was not as serious as he thought before, and felt that he could lead Ji Ran to a further step.

But the disease of depression is too special, Sokri felt that he couldn't be so hasty with Ji Ran, he wanted to dig deeper to see if he could find anything else.

But then, Lakley's job was not as easy as he imagined.

Ji Ran is no longer willing to build a spiritual world with Sokri, to be precise, Ji Ran is no longer willing to open his spiritual world to Sokri.

Ji Ran is still willing to play with Sokri, and he is also willing to play the psychotherapy game he prepared with Sokri, but Ji Ran's sand table world is always "replicating".

Sokri found that Ji Ran's sandbox world was repetitive, and it only stayed at the level that Ji Ran was willing to let Sokri know.

In order not to arouse Ji Ran's resistance, Sokri could only temporarily slow down the pace of establishing a relationship with Ji Ran, and he even planned to re-evaluate Ji Ran's condition.

Because he suspected that Ji Ran might have noticed something.But Sokri still took a wait-and-see attitude towards Ji Ran, because based on Sokri's current analysis of Ji Ran's condition, Ji Ran has no problem.

"What's it like to be reborn?" Sokri asked Ji Ran.

Ji Ran is eating a piece of cake brought by Sokri. Ji Ran likes this brand of cake very much. It tastes like the cake he could eat on his previous birthday. It is not very delicious. Although he can never forget it so much, it's just that the sweetness of this cake is a rare "delicious" that he could eat before.

"What is rebirth like?"

Seeing that Ji Ran didn't seem to hear his question, Sokri asked again.

"It's just that I've had a bad life recently. I'll see if the rebirth is good. If life is really unsatisfactory that day, I will also have a rebirth." Sokri said to Ji Ran pretending to be very sad.

"Sokri." Ji Ran looked at Suokri seriously, and said:

"Don't have such thoughts! Life is very good, even if you don't like it sometimes, you have to believe that it will get better and better in the future. Don't have such thoughts."

"Then how did you get reborn?" Sokri asked.

"I...you don't want to know, it's good that you don't have this idea anyway." Ji Ran was unwilling to say any more immediately.

Suokri did not continue to press Ji Ran.

Ji Ran looked at Suokri still looking worried, thought about it for a while, and said:

"It's not a very good feeling. It's like drowning. You're imprisoned on the bottom of the sea, you can't move your body, you can't breathe."

"The most important thing is that you will be in pain. Every cell in your body is crying out for pain. It feels like you'd rather die."

"Alas~" Ji Ran sighed, and said to Suokeli with earnest words:

"If your life is unsatisfactory, don't be too sad, things will pass."

Suokri looked at Ji Ran meaningfully, but did not answer.

Ji Ran was afraid that Suokri was really in a bad mood because of something happening recently, and wanted to do stupid things. He has been persuading Suokri to take it easy on the idea of ​​committing suicide.

"Life is always good," he said.

"You haven't seen the sun tomorrow, you have to think about what will be waiting for you tomorrow."

"You have to find something to do, as long as you can distract yourself, you won't feel sad."

"..."

Ji Ran regards Suokri as his friend, so he doesn't want Suokri to go the same way as himself, such a good person, he should live well.

In the end, Ji Ran's painstaking efforts were not in vain.

"Okay." Finally Sokri nodded. Ji Ran felt very relieved. He felt that he had saved a life today. He felt very happy. Looking at Sokri, he smiled gratifiedly.

Looking at Ji Ran's sincere smile, Suokri felt that he was over-concerned at first, and that Ji Ran's condition was not as bad as he expected.

When he left, Sokri had already decided in his mind what kind of treatment plan he would make for Ji Ran, and he was sure that after Ji Ran completely let go of his heart to him, he would be able to completely bring Ji Ran out of depression.

Although it is not easy to cure a depressed patient, for a patient with mild depression like Ji Ran, there are many things that Lakeri can do for Ji Ran. My own problems are good, and I have a good ability to get out of them.

So Lakeri relaxed.

At night, after taking a shower, Laikri, who was still very clear-headed, wore gold-rimmed glasses and walked to the desk at home. He was going to write down the treatment plan conceived in his mind for Ji Ran.

Sokri used to carefully review the patient's previous evaluation report before writing the patient's treatment plan.Looking at Ji Ran's body data report, assessment report, and investigation records in his hand, Sokri fell into deep thought. He seemed to have found something wrong, and he always felt that there was something wrong.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong, and finally he figured it out.

He dialed Andor immediately.

"What's wrong?" Andor was resting in the bedroom. As soon as he saw the news from Sokri, he immediately connected the phone.

"Has he ever had suicidal thoughts?" Sokri asked.

"Yes, he had the desire to jump off a building in Heyacheng Hospital." Andor replied.

"He jumped?"

"No, I was stopped by someone who found it halfway."

"What about after he is discharged from the hospital? Does he still have any thoughts of committing suicide?" Sokri continued to ask.

"No."

"Have you found out that he has self-abuse behavior?" Sokri felt very strange, Ji Ran was very strange.

"No, he's fine." Andor also noticed something wrong in Sokri's tone, and he thought there must be something wrong with Ji Ran.

"Hiss~" Sokri thought of a possibility, and he felt a headache.

"You heard me, I suspect that Ji Ran lied to all of us." Suokri's voice was so heavy that Andor's heart was also weighed down by a big stone.

"what?"

"I suspect that Ji Ran is not the real Ji Ran..." Sokri suspects that Ji Ran is not the real Ji Ran. Ji Ran is a naive and fragile child in front of Andor, and an introverted and withdrawn person in front of everyone. In front of Sokri is a patient with a normal appearance... These are not the real Ji Ran himself.

Ji Ran's depression was already very serious, it was definitely not as calm as he appeared on the surface.

He suspected that Ji Ran used a way that everyone didn't notice to make himself "sober", and he behaved normally.

"Have you been staring at Ji Ran? Does he have any abnormal behavior? For example, throwing things in anger?"

"I've been watching, and he doesn't have these behaviors."

"Then did you find anything else wrong?" Sokri continued to ask.

"No." Although Andor didn't understand the psychological knowledge that Sokri said, he answered all the serious questions about Ji Ran earnestly.

"Then do you usually have a relationship with Ji Ran?" Sokri asked.

"..." Andor was silent. He hadn't confirmed his relationship with Ji Ran yet, and naturally he had never had a relationship with Ji Ran. He was not a anxious person. Besides, Ji Ran was still sick, so he couldn't bear it.

"No, we're not there yet."

No, it's not right, Sokri thought

The behavior is normal, and there is no channel to relieve the pressure. What else can Ji Ran vent his emotions?Sokri couldn't think of it for the time being.

"I suspect that Ji Ran used self-torture to keep himself sober, and then "sane" lied to all of us that he is normal.

"Ji Ran is definitely aware that we think he is sick, so he hides his true self through this method.

"..."

Andor figured it out, but he couldn't believe what Sokri said.

During this period of time, Ji Ran behaved very normally. He would always make his stomach hurt from laughing while watching funny variety shows, and when it hurts, he would like to ask Andor to rub his belly.

I will happily play games with my friends, and I am not as lethargic and aggrieved as before.

Andor sometimes forgets that Ji Ran has depression because of Ji Ran's performance.

To "sane" yourself by masochistic?Andor is sure that there is no wound on Ji Ran's body, because Andor is a Lingren, and he is very sensitive to the smell of butterfly people, including the smell of blood. Andor can smell the faint fragrance of faith on Ji Ran's body. Smell of blood too.

Surveillance is installed almost everywhere in the house, including the bedroom, so where is the problem.

Ji Ran is taking a shower.

Andor looked at the closed door, the bathroom was the only place in the house that was not monitored.

He approached the door of the bathroom, and heard only the sound of running water inside, and no other strange sounds.

Andor held the doorknob hesitantly...

[The author has something to say: I rush to the streets every day, and I am so busy during the New Year...]