Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

After putting Ji Ran to sleep, Andor stayed up all the time. He lay sideways beside Ji Ran, silently staring at Ji Ran's sleeping face.

After comforting Ji Ran, he felt that he had never really paid attention to Ji Ran before, and he carefully watched all the monitoring about Ji Ran.

He has been silent since reading it.

There are not many materials in the video, only Ji Ran's videos from the past two days, because Ji Ran seldom goes out except hiding in the room, so the videos are all small clips:

There was Ji Ran who walked down from the second floor with sleepy eyes; there was Ji Ran who sat at the dining table frowning and ate the food that he couldn't eat, little by little, frowning; there was also Ji Ran who was alone Sitting alone on the window sill, looking at the door pitifully...

There was even a video of Ji Ran vomiting stomach blood when he and Aitlan were taking a nap in the living room that day.

Although the video looked normal, Andor noticed that Ji Ran looked like a different person when he was not by his side, like a walking dead, as Andor said, "Eat obediently" "Obey eat Stay at home" and "sleep well".

He avoids everyone's contact and concern, and only mechanically completes Andor's orders.

The more Andor looked, the more distressed he became, and the more he looked, the more silent he became.

Recalling the conjecture Rhine told himself, and contacting Ji Ran's actual situation, Andor's heart was "chilled", like a person who was suddenly thrown to the North Pole, he froze.

After a moment of absent-mindedness, Andor immediately stabilized his emotions. He found that his hands were trembling slightly. He thought of the words that Rhine had tactfully persuaded him:

"He's not suitable for you."

Andor hesitated, but he soon came to his senses and was ashamed of what he had just thought.

He gently hugged Ji Ran into his arms, thinking:

No matter whether Ji Ran has depression or not, I will not despise him because of it.

Yes, the well-informed Rhine was the first to realize that Ji Ran might be suffering from depression from Ji Ran's various weird behaviors.

People suffering from depression will have emotional disorders, become sensitive and vulnerable, be full of negative energy, and have no passion for life.

According to Rhine's observation, Ji Ran was caught in many kinds of manifestations that Rhine knew that patients with depression would have.

Getting along with a person suffering from depression is not an easy task. You have to take care of his emotions and feelings in everything, and you have to have enough strength to guide him out of depression...

Rhine loves Andor very much, that's why he selfishly hopes that Andor will give up Ji Ran decisively and find a better partner while the relationship is not deep now.

But for Andor, Ji Ran was the only partner he identified. How could there be any other better partner?

It was late at night, and the sky full of stars was noisy and filled the silent night.

Andor looked out at the quiet but not lonely beautiful night sky through the window, his heart gradually calmed down.

Thinking of Ji Ran's eyes that amazed him the first time he saw him, he couldn't tell for a while whether the night outside resembled Ji Ran's eyes, or whether Ji Ran's eyes were the brilliant night sky that fascinated him?

……

The next day, Ji Ran woke up when the sun had just emerged and it was still daylight.

By the time he recovered from the morning dizziness, it was already dawn.

Andor went to bed late last night, but now he is sleeping soundly, and he didn't notice that Ji Ran woke up.

Ji Ran stared at Andor for a while, and gently touched Andor's black eyes and the new stubble around his lips with his hands. Even though Andor was sleeping soundly, he still held Ji Ran tightly with his hands. Hoop in your arms.

Ji Ran twisted slightly, and found that Andor still had no intention of waking up.

He retracted into Andor's arms, listening to Andor's heartbeat through a thin layer of fabric.

"Boom~dong~" Andor's heartbeat was as firm and steady as he was.

Relying on this person who made him feel at ease, Ji Ran slowly fell asleep again with the sound of his heartbeat on his pillow.

After confirming that Ji Ran was asleep again, Andor opened his eyes and looked at Ji Ran. In fact, he had already woken up when Ji Ran touched him, but after yesterday's trough, he really didn't know what to do. How to face Ji Ran, I also want to know what Ji Ran will do to himself when he finds out that he is not awake.

Even though he has made up his mind and made a good decision, his thoughts are particularly messy.

How can it be?

he finally asked himself.

After thinking for a moment, Andor took out his optical brain and dialed a person's phone.

……

The Hoya City Hospital is designed like a park, not like a hospital at all, so Ji Ran can live in the Hoya City Hospital without any pressure.

And the Anya Hospital where Ji Ran lives now is not good, Anya Hospital is just like a standard hospital construction, Ji Ran lives here, thinking about himself before rebirth all the time.

This one also looks like a ferocious giant beast, with bloody fangs on its mouth, it rushes towards Ji Ran with its mouth wide open...

Ji Ran didn't dare to look back, he was running wildly, he was running away, escaping from the engulfing of the giant beast.

Andor had seen him break down many times, Ji Ran didn't want to cause him any more trouble, so when he could control his emotions and maintain a certain level of rationality, he begged Andor not to let him be hospitalized, He begged Andor to take him away.

"Can I not be hospitalized?" Ji Ran asked.

"Don't be hospitalized, don't be hospitalized, don't be hospitalized!"

"..."

"No, be good, baby, and observe again. When the doctor says it's ok, we'll go home."

Andor hugged Ji Ran, persuading him patiently.

Ji Ran's resistance to being hospitalized has lasted for several minutes. At the beginning, Ji Ran was able to rationally ask for his consent, but later on he couldn't control himself, and could only keep saying the words "Don't be hospitalized".

"Don't be in the hospital! Don't! Don't!"

Seeing that Andor still disagreed with him, Ji Ran struggled to break free from Andor's imprisonment, preparing to escape by himself.

Never get caught!Ji Ran said this to himself.

Andor immediately sensed something was wrong from Ji Ran's tone and fierce resistance, and straightened him up so that the two could face each other.

"Will Ji Ran look into my eyes?" Andor said.

Ji Ran obediently looked up at Andor, and found that Andor was looking at him seriously.

"You have to tell me why, and you have to give me a reasonable reason to take you out of the hospital early." Andor said.

"I'm afraid." Ji Ran replied.

Ji Ran gasped as he spoke, he was so excited that he couldn't breathe.

"Follow me and breathe, Ji Ran."

Andor used his even breathing to make Ji Ran calm down along with him.

He held Ji Ran's face in his hands, stroked the corners of his eyes, and let him relax slowly with his movements.

"What is Ji Ran afraid of? Huh?" Andor lightly rubbed his face against Ji Ran's.

"Tell me Ji Ran, what are you afraid of?"

Ji Ran looked at Andor's serious but more gentle and loving eyes, and for the first time he spoke out his inner feelings.

"Afraid of the hospital, afraid of monsters... There is only Ji Ran in the hospital, and Ji Ran is afraid."

Ji Ran's answer was endless and confused, and Andor thought that Ji Ran didn't want to be hospitalized alone.

"Aren't you still with me and Aitlan? How can Ji Ran be alone?" Andor asked.

"I'm alone, only me!" Ji Ran said to Andor with reddened eyes.

"They don't want me, so Ji Ran is alone!"

"Who? Who doesn't want Ji Ran?" Andor thought it was Ji Ran who remembered the memory of being abandoned before, and felt very distressed.

"Many people..." Ji Ran thought.

Mom and Dad don't want me, and grandpa doesn't want me either... I'm useless, so they don't want me anymore.

"Ji Ran is very obedient, and Ji Ran is useful." Ji Ran said seriously while tugging at Andor with teary eyes.

"En!"

"Ji Ran is very good, Ji Ran is useful."

"We don't live in the hospital, let's go home, okay?"

Andor was intimidated by Ji Ran's sad look, and didn't dare to let Ji Ran say more, fearing that he would be emotionally overwhelmed, so he could only satisfy his request to go home first, and then try to divert his attention.

"Okay." Ji Ran whispered against Andor.

……

On the way back, Andor kept thinking about what Ji Ran said just now.

Maybe because of some bad memories before, along the way, even if Andor wanted to talk to him again, Ji Ran kept his head down and refused to pay attention to others.

Andor was afraid that he would be immersed in painful memories, so he didn't dare to let Ji Ran go on like this.

"Ji Ran?"

"Baby? Huh?"

"Ji Ran?"

Andor hugged Ji Ran, and kept calling softly in his ear, but Ji Ran seemed to have lost himself in his own world, he didn't reply to Andor, his eyes were lowered, staring at his empty hands.

Andor was a little scared by Ji Ran's state.

"Ji Ran, can you look up at me?"

"do not do that."

"Ji Ran? Ji Ran?"

Finally, amidst Andor's anxious shouts many times, Ji Ran raised his head.

Andor saw it, he saw the sadness in Ji Ran's eyes.

What kind of injury did Ji Ran suffer?he thinks.

Andorra's heart hurts.

"Baby, don't scare me, okay?" Andor pressed his forehead against Ji Ran, and a feeling of fear grew in his heart.

"Ji Ran?"

"Ji Ran?"

I don't know how long the two have been facing each other silently, but Ji Ran's eyes lighted up slightly, and he retracted himself into Andor's arms.

He didn't speak.

Andor didn't speak either.

Ji Ran came back, and Andor, who hugged Ji Ran tightly, thought so.

Ji Ran fell asleep soon, and Andor found that Ji Ran was really lethargic. Ji Ran rarely had full energy in a day, and he always looked like he lacked interest. Andorra didn't notice it before.

Andor felt a little guilty.Outside the window, there was a lot of traffic and a constant flow of traffic. Andor looked at the bustling street outside the window and the crowds coming and going. He sat in the aircraft with Ji Ran in his arms, as if two worlds were separated, and all the bustle outside had nothing to do with Ji Ran. None of them knew that my Ji Ran was sad.

This is something Andorra has never experienced before.

The multicolored shadows flashed before his eyes. For some reason, Andor suddenly remembered what Ji Ran said just now:

"I'm alone, only me!"

Ji Ran's words echoed in his ears.

Andor, who also felt a little sad at the moment, suddenly understood the meaning of Ji Ran's words.

How sad Ji Ran must have felt when he said this!

Andor hugged Ji Ran and kissed Ji Ran's red and swollen eyes.

Don't be afraid, Ji Ran, I will be with you from now on, you won't be lonely anymore.

Andor said in his heart.

……

The butler, Rhine, had been waiting at the door after receiving the notice that Andor would take Ji Ran home.

When Andor got out of the car with Ji Ran in his arms, he saw that Ji Ran seemed to be in good condition, as if he had cried again, with red eyes sleeping peacefully in Andor's arms, and his expression did not send him to the hospital It was so pale at that time, and a heart that had been raised all day was let go.

"How is Ji Ran?" Rhine asked.

Andor didn't know how to answer Rhine. He knew that Rhine was concerned, so he deliberately slowed down in front of Rhine so that Rhine could see Ji Ran's state.

"It's good that people are fine." Rhine comforted.

"Master Sorian just called and said that your call is not available, and he dare not call again. He asked you to reply him when you have time."

Rhine reminded Andorra.

"Okay." Andor replied.

Seeing Andor's back going straight to the bedroom, Rhine sighed.

"I hope Master Sorian can help Andorra."

Back in the bedroom, after repeatedly confirming that Ji Ran was in a deep sleep and would not wake up easily, Andor tiptoed out of bed.

"Beep~~~beep!" The other party quickly answered the phone.

"He's in a bad state today..."

Andor opened the door and said.

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