Crossing the gorgeous galaxy and meeting with tenderness 【Rebirth】

Have you ever contemplated your own death?

Have you ever had a close encounter with death?

Do you know what it feels like to die?

Ji Ran knew all this.

The sharp weapon cuts through the thin skin, and the warm reddish-brown blood gushes out from the wrist. As the temperature of the body drops, the consciousness will gradually dissipate. Everything feels like a person who fell into the water and was dragged by the sea Sinking little by little...

His soul was floating in the abyss, Ji Ran was sure that he was dead.

In order to plan this death, he made a lot of determination. He sent away the supervising nurses, covered the camera with a hospital gown, and finally used a cabinet to block the locked door... After careful consideration, he smashed the bathroom mirror, Use the sharp lens to ruthlessly cut through your already broken body...

But his light and fluffy body is solidifying a little bit at the moment.

A gentle but firm force was lifting his body up.

It seemed to be resisting the huge resistance of the bottom of the sea, the force pushing Ji Ran's body was very difficult.

Ji Ran panicked.

The moonlight sprinkled on the sea like scattered starlight.

He didn't want to go back, he didn't want to go back to that horrible world.

don't want……

No!

Ji Ran began to struggle violently, he tried hard to resist, but his body was out of his control.

I don't know how long he drifted with the current, but Ji Ran's struggle strength gradually decreased, and his will to resist was also exhausted by time.

always like this……

Ji Ran thought.

I can't resist anything.

They don't love me, I can't resist.

They were going to take me to the hospital and I couldn't resist.

The hospital wanted to imprison me in the ward, and I couldn't resist.

always like this!

No one wants me, and no one cares about me.

I can't even decide my own death...

Resisting the huge pressure in the sea, the body's rising speed is very slow, and the sea surface seems to be far away and never reachable.

But that force is still firmly pushing Ji Ran to the surface of the sea.

With his body floating slightly with the waves, Ji Ran had completely given up resisting.he thinks:

Anyway, in the end, I couldn't resist anything.

He desperately felt that with the reorganization of the body, the nerve endings opened up the blood vessels bit by bit, and finally spread to the limbs.

Suddenly, at a certain moment, the cold heart suddenly jumped slightly.

In this silent deep sea, the beating sound of the heart is infinitely amplified, like an old engine that is about to be scrapped and braked suddenly. Every time the heart beats slightly, it takes a period of time to reserve for the next beat .

When the unsteady beating of the heart gradually returned to normal, Ji Ran could feel the faint light refracted through the sea surface.

The sea seems to be not far away...

The eyeballs moved uneasily and independently, trying to avoid the halo, and noisy voices gradually poured into the ears from all directions.

The head hurts, and the body seems to be floating on the rough sea. The waves push each other forward, jump high, and fall heavily, as if they want to tear this newborn body apart, slapping this fragile body fiercely .

dizzy...

It hurts!

My whole body hurts!

The soul follows the body in the wind and rain.

Ji Ran opened his eyes in a struggle, and vaguely saw a figure in a white coat walking in the empty room, holding a strange instrument in his hand. It seemed that Ji Ran had opened his eyes, and he shouted After shouting something, he stopped, took a look at Ji Ran, and immediately rushed to the front...

The black mist enveloped Ji Ran once again, breaking up Ji Ran's finally sober consciousness...

saved?

But I don't want to live anymore.

When Ji Ran opened his eyes again, the afterglow of dusk passed through the window and climbed onto Ji Ran's bed mischievously. The yellow halo swept away the white coldness of the ward, and a warmth filled the whole room.

In such a warm atmosphere, Ji Ran regained his sobriety after a long absence.

He looked out of the window dully, not knowing what he was thinking in his dim eyes.

The tree branches outside the window dance gently with the wind, and the fresh greenery is hidden in the branches.

Today seems to be a lot warmer than usual.

After waking up, Ji Ran found that his head was not as dizzy as before, he didn't feel sick, and he didn't feel like vomiting, everything seemed to be back to when he was still healthy.

He felt his beating heart, which was beating stronger than before. He found that except for a little pain in his head, he could not feel the previous pain in other parts of his body...

Did they order the hospital to cure me again?

The body is more comfortable than before, but Ji Ran's heart hurts even more.

No one wants me, why do you have to save me?he thinks.

Tears flowed frantically from the sockets of his eyes, blurring Ji Ran's vision, and wet a large piece of the pillow.

"What's the matter? What's the matter? Is it a headache?"

It was only when a strange voice sounded that Ji Ran noticed that there was another person in the room.

Although he looked thinner, it could be seen from his thin figure that this was a man.

Wearing a white mask and a white uniform, guarding beside his hospital bed at this time, he should be a nurse, but...

"Stop crying, if you cry again, you will become dehydrated!"

The nurse seemed startled by Ji Ran's sudden burst of tears, and frantically wiped away his tears. It took a long time before he remembered to call the doctor.

After pressing the calling bell at the head of the bed, the intern Aitlan looked at Ji Ran who was still crying on the bed with a headache, and sighed.

Sigh~ Why is this person even more difficult to deal with than me!

"Your hair is black, it's such a rare color~ It looks like black silk, it's really pretty~"

"Are your pupils black? Or dark blue? When you opened your eyes just now, I found that your eyes can refract different light at different angles. They are shining like two gemstones! I'm so envious, I I also want..."

Unable to think of any other way to stop crying, he could only try to divert Ji Ran's attention.

"..."

Ji Ran looked at the striking wine-red hair on the head of the nurse, and at his small mouth that hadn't stopped since he woke up.

Maybe someone has a magical power that can infect others. Ji Ran's attention is unknowingly attracted by him, drawn back by his incomprehensible and strange questions.

It was the first time for Ji Ran to meet such a talkative person. After his thoughts were taken away by Aitlan, he gradually got rid of the pain of self-pity and self-pity. Ji Ran, who could not feel the sadness, slowly walked out of the vicious circle of thinking and calmed down slowly. own emotions.

I can’t blame anyone for my survival. It’s all my own fault. I didn’t commit suicide properly. How can I blame the doctor for being kind enough to bring me back to life?

Thinking about it this way, Ji Ran began to feel that it was not good for him to cry all the time and cause trouble for the nurses. The etiquette teacher said that you should not cause trouble for others.

Ji Ran tried his best to hold back his tears, and looked at Atlan who had a completely different attitude towards him from the previous nurses.

Is it the new nurse at the hospital?To be able to dye her hair this color and come to the hospital to work, she must be very young, and her personality is really invincible and outgoing.

However, Ji Ran looked at the color of Aitlan's hair that was completely impossible to appear in the hospital. Are the conditions for recruiting workers in the hospital already lowered so low?Ji Ran thought.

Finally willing to assign me a carer who is willing to speak to me?

Perhaps because he finally realized the embarrassment of talking to himself alone, the little mouth that kept talking was closed.Squeeze into a straight line.

"Did you hurt your throat? Can't speak?" As he spoke, he was about to get up and urge the doctor.

Ji Ran froze for a moment, obviously unable to keep up with his brain circuit, so he could only get up quickly to stop him.

"No... I'm fine."

After a wave of movements, Ji Ran accidentally pulled the needle thread on the back of his hand, and his head started to hurt again.

"It's fine, don't worry, I pressed the call button just now, the doctors in this hospital are very responsible, they may be on their way, you know, this hospital is the best and the largest, It may be that something has hindered their steps, don't worry..."

Ji Ran watched as the man grabbed his hand, patted it comfortingly, and touched it secretly from time to time, like a cowardly little pervert.

Although it was the first time that Ji Ran was somewhat disgusted by such intimate contact with others, he still happily endured it.The man opened and closed his small mouth and kept spitting out words.Although the person in front of me is willing to talk to me, but he talks too much...

"Oh!" Aitlan suddenly patted his head with one hand, with an exaggerated expression of shame on his face.

"I've said so much, I forgot to introduce myself~ My name is Aitlan, and I'm an intern in this hospital~" Aitlan looked at Ji Ran, winked at him, and wrote with smiling eyes The unique vitality and innocence of teenagers are not annoying at all.This is a type of people Ji Ran has never met before.

Perhaps because of the injury and excessive blood loss, Ji Ran's face lacked a trace of blood, but his pale face did not bring down his exquisite appearance.

Ji Ran has a slapped face that is the standard of beauty, with a slightly pointed chin due to thinness, not too small lips, a delicate and slightly straight nose, big round eyes with slender and thick eyelashes, and blue-black colored glaze. The eyes add luster to this face like a finishing touch... This face is simply the look in the eyes of Yan Kong Etland!

Maybe it was really tired, Ji Ran closed his eyes, feeling a little drowsy.

But he still heard someone push the door open.The dizzy Ji Ran couldn't hold on, he couldn't open his eyes to see who came in.Ji Ran thought it was probably the doctor that Aitlan was talking about.

Standing by Ji Ran's bed and waiting for a while, seeing that Ji Ran had no intention of waking up, the attending doctor took a look at the equipment monitoring the patient's physical condition and found that there was no major problem. He walked to the end of the bed and pressed the Down a few keys.

The transparent glass proton cover slowly rose from the edge of the bed... Ji Ran was dragged into the abyss again by sleepiness, and his consciousness gradually dissipated. He didn't see the doctor's operation, and he didn't know that he was covered by a layer of transparent glass proton When he woke up, he naturally didn't realize that this wasn't the ward he often stayed in, and the era he lived in didn't have such high-tech products.

Everything has changed...

[The author has something to say: a little tidbit:

Atlan: Baba, Baba, Baba...why don't you talk?Did you hit your head dumb? 【! OoO!】

Ji Ran: No, I'm not...

It’s because you are so good at babbling, I can’t get in the conversation【←_←】】