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But Yan Yi returned to the room, put his luggage aside, and lay down on the bed.According to his original intention, he actually didn't want every meeting with his father to be so hasty and sudden.It's just that he couldn't face up to his father.Whenever he sees his father's face, he will think of his mother who died in front of him, that gentle and beautiful woman, even though her vitality has faded a little bit, the eyes she looks at him are even loving.

He would always think of how grief-stricken his father was holding his dying mother, and what kind of eyes he used to stare at him, telling him to leave word by word, in despair and pain.He was actually a precocious child, he could see his mother's death, and his father's hatred and despair.

Closing his eyes and forcing the memories out of his mind, he took a deep breath, stood up, and looked around his room.

I haven't been back for three months, but the room is still very clean, and even the furnishings haven't changed much, it can be seen that I have taken care of it.He pulled out a smile, opened his desk, took out the notebook he had hidden under the drawer, and started writing.

After finishing writing, he closed the notebook, sighed, and put the notebook back again.This notebook is where he records how often he recalls that incident back then.After that incident that year, he didn't cry or make a fuss for a long time, he didn't even say a word, just crazily overeating.During that period of overeating, he quickly grew from an even a little thin boy to a chubby little fat man.

A child is a person who looks at his face. At that time, he was extremely depressed and did not communicate with others. Naturally, he was excluded by many people.And the more he was excluded, the more he refused to communicate with others. Under such a vicious circle, when he was in elementary school, he could not even say a word for a week.Even when the teacher called the roll, he just stood there, staring at his desk, without saying a word.

In contrast, his academic performance is high.It's the time when children love to play, but each child has a different personality. At first, the teacher didn't pay much attention to it.However, after several trials, the teacher gradually realized that something was wrong with him.The teacher was originally a very kind person. After realizing what was wrong with him, he naturally paid close attention to him. He even communicated with his father many times. In the end, he forced his father to take him to the hospital. , perform a detailed inspection.

During that time, he still had nightmares all night, but he habitually refused to tell anyone.As for the doctor, it was only after communicating with him many times that he barely gained his trust.After knowing the whole story, the doctor was also very distressed, but he couldn't say anything more. He could only make him record it and bring it to him every time he recalled the past.At the same time, the doctor also told his father not to mention the events of that year too much.

His parents have always been in good relationship. Although his father accepted the doctor with great grief, he has never wanted to see his little son again since then.At that time, his elder brother Yan Di, who was only four years older than Yan Yi, and his teacher Li Lingrui became the pillars of his extremely dark childhood.

And it was after that time that Li Lingrui cared for him again and again and talked with Yan Li, so that Yan Li gradually got over the pain of losing his wife, and three years later, he proposed to her, making her a Yan Yi's stepmother.

Although Yan Yi no longer needed to see a doctor, he still developed the habit of recording.It's not that he has walked out of the shadow of the year, he just doesn't want his family to worry about him anymore.Moreover, the doctor who took a lot of effort to open his heart left the city shortly after that because of some things.Since then, he has refused to accept treatment from other doctors.However, since his condition gradually improved, his family did not care too much.

No one knows how Yan Yi wept silently in his dreams over and over again in the middle of the night alone, and how he wiped away the tears on his face as if nothing had happened after waking up, and continued to put on a smiling mask.

The author has something to say:

Why does my protagonist seem to be a bit miserable OTZ and envious of Yan Xiaoyi, losing weight is really hard QAQ