Yue Ningxiang

Know what to do? "

Bai Yi put away the umbrella, the rain fell on his shoulders and hair, his complexion was also pale.

"I... heard that the gardenias in Zuo Shi's mansion are beautiful, so I came here uninvited."

"You really know the taste. Although the gardenia is an ordinary flower color, it has an elegant temperament and a strong fragrance. After a night of rain, the white petals are more delicate, as if they can see water. I don't know if General Bai is also with you. Next, do you think the petals of this gardenia are very similar to the skin of a beauty?"

Su Yunming smiled lightly and invited Bai Yi to the table.Although Bai Yi's face was calm, his lips were trembling, and his words were dry.

He gave a dry laugh.

"Really? It turns out that there are so many things to pay attention to when looking at gardenia."

"This is nature. The beauty of Jiangnan lies in the loneliness of being indifferent to the world, and also in the indifference that drifts quietly. Therefore, there are famous people in the south of the Yangtze River, while the north is full of national pillars."

Talking vaguely, Su Yunming waved his hand, and the maid brought a small incense burner and sprinkled some gardenia powder into it.

As a result, the small pavilion that was originally surrounded by the fragrance of flowers that melted in the rain is now even more fragrant and fragrant, but this softness is strong, but it is also like a gardenia, which looks delicate but is actually strong.

The fragrance melted in the air, every trace of floating fragrance was fragrant, and Bai Yi felt uncomfortable.

He remembered those days in the south of the Yangtze River, the drizzle on the cobblestone road, and the gardenias quietly blooming in the morning breeze melted into the rain and fog in the south of the Yangtze River.In that uncontested world, they enjoy tea and wine, taste the world's articles, and go to sleep when they are tired. What a carefree and happy life, why did they finally come to this situation today!

"Yunming, I...I want to know, if I apologize now, can I get your forgiveness?"

The words he was thinking repeatedly in his heart, he couldn't help saying them out, Bai Yi was shocked, and quickly lowered his head to drink, he didn't expect that Zhuyeqing seemed soft and soft, but the mouth was cold and hot, and his face blushed involuntarily.

Su Yunming still had a cold face, he knew that even if Bai Yi suspected that Mo Zhu had a very close relationship with him, or guessed that the two were one, he would definitely not ask that question easily.

"General Bai, you haven't had a drink yet, why are you drunk?"

"Gently and lightly raining, I couldn't help but think about some of the past. I knew I couldn't look back, but I still kept thinking, if I had chosen another life at that time, what would it be like now?"

Bai Yi said helplessly while choking on the wine, but Su Yunming only offered gentle consolation.

"Life is alive, fate is not controlled by others. If you made another choice at the beginning, you will regret it now. Because people are always dissatisfied with the status quo and always think that they can get better."

"But I was really wrong at the time. From the moment I made the decision, I knew I was wrong, completely wrong, but could I make another choice? I was tied up in too much pain by my family, and I didn't even dare to do it. I can't make another choice. I... can't let go of it, and at that time, I couldn't let go of it, and I didn't know what was the most important."

"So, you came to my place to see Gardenia?"

Smiling, not seeing a genuine smile.

Bai Yi suddenly felt sore.

The rain has subsided, and the night breeze is blowing, sending the moist fragrance of flowers stained with rainwater, which is more intense and sad.

The regret that had been lingering in his heart surged again, and he knew that some things really could never go back to the past.

When he grabbed the dagger in his hand, when he made that hurtful decision, he had already embarked on a long road to hell.

"Well, you and I are just destined to be destined but have no more friendship, so we will be separated in the end. No matter whether the decision I made at that time was correct or not, we are only destined by fate in the past life, and have no part in this life, right?"

Is this begging?

Su Yunming looked at Bai Yi, the lights on the rainy night were also dim and dim, he looked at the familiar but unfamiliar face, for a moment, he didn't know how to speak.

I can't forgive, but I don't want to be entangled anymore. The feelings I pulled out can't be turned back long ago.

It's just...does he still want some comfort?

In order to walk alone on the road to Huangquan without being lost by the wanton manjushahua?

Su Yunming looked at him, his eyes gradually became moist, tears condensed on the eyelashes, slowly gathered, and finally overwhelmed, slipped through the corners of his eyes, and fell like pearls.

"For you, I have never loved or hated you. Although what you have done to my teacher is disgusting, it is also ordered by others. Today, I don't want to go into it. The so-called 'previous life is destined, this life has no "Parts', you are being too sentimental."

"Pretend to be affectionate..."

Bai Yi laughed, almost crying.

"Yeah, I've always been self-indulgent. Thank you for pointing it out. From then on, I don't have to suffer anymore! Well, everyone in the world despises me and doesn't understand me, but——what hurt me the most, after all, is You. Because, even if you treat me as self-indulgent, I am—"

"It's late at night, the general should go back to the manor to rest as soon as possible! Suzhou City is not as peaceful as it seems."

Su Yunming interrupted without mercy.

Bai Yi didn't expect him to be so decisive, she stared wide-eyed for a while, and finally turned and left feeling disappointed.

Dejectedly disappearing into the depths of the night, Ren Yusi wet his clothes.

It turns out...he never got that thing, it was just a——

since!do!many!Affection!

However, Su Yunming just stood in the pavilion, signaling the guards who were in the dark to calm down.

Bai Yi's heart has been broken, and the one walking on the road is just a walking corpse.

It's easy to kill a person by force, Su Yunming knows it very well, but he doesn't want to kill Bai Yi, the harm Bai Yi brought to him in the past can no longer be compensated simply with his life.Therefore, he chose to crush him, crush Bai Yi's will, and make him more painful to live than to die.

This is Su Yunming's choice, a choice that may not be correct but he most wants to see.

The night wind was a little cool, and the robe bulged up, as if it was about to fly away.

He closed his eyes and stood facing the wind, letting his mind be diffused in the cold fragrance soaked in gardenia.

As a leftist, as a child brought up by the Ines, I have done everything I can do for the Ines, and I can only ask the gods that may exist in the dark.

I just hope that if there is an afterlife, I don’t have to bear any responsibilities anymore, and I can find a paradise, where there is no love, no hate, and the wind is light and the clouds are calm.

Love is suffering, hatred is suffering, and attachment is always suffering.

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Both Xinyan and Yulang are considerate and gentle, when they are together, no matter how bad the mood is, they will be amused to laugh.But Xiao Yu also knew that these joys were dry, but seeing Xin Yan and Yu Lang trying so hard to make fun of them, he couldn't bear to refute their intentions.

He felt amused. In the past, he never cared about other people's feelings. The servants would scold them coldly if they felt unsatisfactory. Why now, Xinyan and Yulang are trying their best to please him, and he will smile to them?Maybe it's because I know the pain of being rejected, so I can't bear them and feel sad.

Looking at their attentive and pitiful appearances, Xiao Yu would think of himself, who was also humble and begged for his attention, wanted him to be happy, and wanted him to smile for himself.

It's a pity that the emperor and the emperor's brothers did such nasty things to him, and in order to coax him to be honest with him earlier, he lied again and again, and finally self-defeating.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yu became more and more melancholy.

But this melancholy did not last long, Xiao Tianrui's arrival broke the temporary peace.

Xiao Tianrui is the most trusted prince in the world. Since the emperor's brother took power, he has been promoted many times. Xiao Tianrui is also conscientious and not afraid of rumors, pulling out all the forces that hinder the emperor's brother.Xiao Yu didn't like Xiao Tianrui's viciousness and ruthlessness, but he also admitted that he was an indispensable part of the empire. His iron fist ensured the stability during the king's change, and also allowed the prince to secure the throne.

It's just that when he came to Suzhou, Xiao Yu naturally felt uncomfortable.

After all, although Xiao Tiancheng showed mercy to Xiao Yu everywhere, Xiao Tianrui always regarded Xiao Yu as a thorn in his flesh and wanted to get rid of it quickly.In the three years since Xiao Tiancheng succeeded to the throne, if the emperor hadn't protected Xiao Yu everywhere, and Xiao Yu had acted in a low-key manner, Xiao Tianrui had already caught the wrong place and dealt with Xiao Yu.

Coming here this time, Xiao Tianrui's intentions are clearly revealed.

It's just that even if he knew it in his heart, Xiao Yu would not say it. When he received the news, Xiao Tianrui had already entered the city, so he simply put on a show, changed into cumbersome and luxurious clothes, and attended the banquet with beauties and children.

When Xiao Tianrui saw Xiao Yu entering, he gave a compliment with a smile on his face.

"Seventh brother, seeing the beauty in your arms, I know that this trip to Suzhou has been fruitful."

"It's also thanks to Brother Huang's recommendation. If Brother Huang didn't give me the opportunity, how could I have come to Suzhou and met so many beauties?"

Because he was used to Xiao Tianrui's sharp words, Xiao Yu, who didn't care about it, held the beauty's waist and entered the table. Instead, the accompanying officials fought with each other, embarrassed for a long time, and then began the singing and dancing banquet.

After drinking for three rounds, the topic of men gradually became lighter, and with the company of beauties, everyone was smiling, talking and laughing, and making witty remarks.

And Xiao Yu walked up to Xiao Tianrui holding his wine glass and sat down.

"Brother Huang, I offer you a toast."

"Seventh brother took the initiative to respect me, so this glass of wine is right or wrong