Yue Ningxiang

more sincere?Do you love him as deeply as I love him?

But she didn't dare, what Su Qingyu could give to Xiao Qing was what she could never give: incomplete heart arteries fulfilled Xiao Qing's perfect excuse and weaved today's trance.

She is afraid, she is afraid of the truth, she is worried that the truth will be exposed, and even the last dignity will be lost.

She knows that reality is cruel, and that happiness needs to be maintained by lies. If she does not want to live in real pain, she has to accept the false truth she is told, because happiness is illusory, an illusion maintained by countless lies ,

She had to regress, for the shaky sense of happiness, for the happiness that filled the little house, she could only become their accomplice, lie with them, because she loved him.

It's just that she is not reconciled.

She fights, she no longer waits foolishly for Xiao Qing's tenderness, she chooses beautiful, smart and healthy girls for Xiao Qing, she wants these girls to stay with Xiao Qing, and wants them to bear children for Xiao Qing.

——This is what Su Qingyu can never give Xiao Qing!

Xiao Qing didn't object, maybe because of his gentle nature, maybe because he felt indebted, Xiao Qing always accepted most of Taming's arrangements gently.As for Su Qingyu, his anger could not match the awe-inspiring righteousness of "There are three ways to be unfilial and to have no descendants is the greatest."

It's just that both Su Qingyu and Taming understand that the so-called "there are three ways to be unfilial and having no descendants is the greatest" is just a lie, a lie fabricated by the rivals in love for the purpose of confrontation.

Unfortunately, Taming still lost.

She always thought that as long as she kept pushing beautiful and young girls to Xiao Qing, his heart would slowly stay away from Su Qingyu, choose women again, and even return to her side, but when the news of Ajuan's pregnancy was confirmed, Xiao Qing alienated those girls in the name of "beloved wife".

Everyone praised his infatuation and envied her happiness, but she could only swallow a wry smile.She lost, Xiao Qing and Su Qingyu came together once again after confirming that she had a child, and they were together every day!Looking at A Juan who is becoming more and more mellow, she finds it even more ridiculous.

All her efforts were in vain!

Su Qingyu won, he won successfully!

But she couldn't declare war on Su Qingyu head-on, for the sake of Xiao Qing's identity and face, as well as for her own final dignity.

Then, the man appeared.

When she wandered alone in the desert of her heart and couldn't find her way back, that man appeared.

He hugged her waist and led her to the garden full of peonies.

No need for words, no need for communication, she looked at him with purple eyes, extravagant and gorgeous purple, intoxicated.

For three days and three nights of madness, she didn't think about anything, but was entangled with him on the bed naked.

The two hugged each other in the dark, Xiao Qing's indifference and the fear she felt all turned into physical contact, she couldn't stop asking for body temperature, only body temperature can give her real comfort.

The room is always humid, warm and dark. They don't speak, and they don't know each other's names. They stick to each other's bodies non-stop. Although there are no violent movements, they also carry the despair of exhaustion. After all, this is like death. chamber of secrets.And in her heart, after all, lingering fear and rejection of the truth.

Maybe he was too gentle, maybe she was too horny, his fingers brought her pleasure, she was intoxicated in the sweet atmosphere he created, and gradually couldn't extricate herself.Relying on him physically and mentally, when he is tender, when his fingers touch her sensitive parts, she will make a small moan, and when he reaches a new climax, she will also tremble to cater to his movements.

It's not something shameful, it's just a woman's hunger for love.She greedily enjoyed the fresh carnal desires, and lost her reason amidst his caress and lingering.

She remembered every trace of his warmth with her body, and forgot the sadness of reality in his hot embrace.

Body and mind rot in darkness, turning into filth and filth.

So indulgence becomes a part of desire...

until--

The candlestick swayed, fell to the ground, lit the veil, and the flame danced, and the veil soaked in lust and sin was licked by the tongue of fire and turned into nothingness, including the body of that person, the one that temporarily lifted her from the sorrowful despair. The body of a man who rescued her but sent her into an even more desperate abyss.

She watched calmly, another soul stripped of flesh, watched the man burn along with the house.

Everything ended in flames, the three days and three nights of debauchery, all despair and joy, and burned to ashes along with this obscene room.

Walking out of the garden full of peonies, she is still Xiao Qing's wife and the princess of Uighur. No one knows that the garden full of peonies once existed, and no one knows that the owner of the courtyard has disappeared.

Maybe she should have loved him, but just three nights of love, what can it prove?

It's just that after a long time, the body will still remember that moment, remember those moments when it gave up its own will in order to satisfy the desire.

Or, in this life, she was happy only for those three days, before those three days, and after those three days, she was never happy.

She smiled.

He smiled happily, and then shed tears.

Flowers are not flowers, fog is not fog,

Come in the middle of the night and go tomorrow.

Come like a spring dream not long after,

Going like a cloud without a place to look.

——Bai Juyi

"The Chaos of the Upper Palace"

The sky prison is always dark and dark. There is only the smell of corruption and death here. Lying on the cold stone slab, smelling the mixed smell of blood and urine coming from the next cell, Su Yunming, who is known for cleanliness, frowned. : It's disgusting, the smell is so bad that he couldn't close his eyes all night.

Of course, even if it made him feel uncomfortable all over here, he couldn't sleep at night, and he couldn't eat in the sun, he just quietly faced the wall and recited the Chinese classic "Great Light Heart Sutra".

The cell bosses naturally didn't mind at all about his pretentious appearance.They saw a lot of noble people, but they thought it was strange that he hadn't quarreled and cursed in the prison since he was imprisoned in the sky prison.The life of a prison guard is boring and tense. He is on guard all day long against prisoners escaping, and he dares not go to the brothel Chu Guan to have fun even after taking a vacation.As a result, the inmates making trouble in the prison was actually one of the prison guards' boring fun.

Of course, Su Yunming remained silent, the jailer would not intentionally provoke him.Those who can get the glory of being imprisoned in the sky prison are all powerful figures in the past, and it will definitely not benefit them if they are provoked.They just made a secret bet, how long the new prisoner can maintain his arrogance this time.

——They didn't know Su Yunming's identity, nor were they interested in knowing.Anyway, all the prisoners here are death row prisoners who committed the crime of exterminating the nine races, and they will be executed sooner or later.No matter how noble a person is, when the knife is across his neck, after day after day of torture, he will become humbler than the straw under his body.

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It was not yet dawn, and there was still an hour before the morning court. The painted door slowly opened, and it was the newly appointed General Bai who was ordered by the emperor to come to the prison to lift criminals to the palace.The warden hurriedly asked General Bai to wait for a while. The guards found wooden barrels, filled them with hot water, and pulled Su Yunming, whose hands and feet were chained, out of the cell, washed himself up, and changed into clean clothes.

Su Yunming silently accepted their arrangement, and the guards left after explaining their explanations. They were not worried that this man would take the opportunity to make small movements: his daily diet was accompanied by cartilage powder, and his hands and feet were also connected with fine iron chains. It's all very difficult.

Half an hour later, Su Yunming, who had put on a clean green shirt, was brought out. The prison was dark, and he lowered his head again. Bai Yi couldn't see his face and expression clearly at this time, but the green shirt was wide, which made his figure even more thin , I couldn't help feeling a little bit guilty.

Walking out of the dungeon, seeing no one around, Bai Yi wanted to back away, walk to Su Yunming's side, and grab his hand.

"...I... do it, I..."

Some couldn't bear it, but they were in the Forbidden Palace at this time, and the two of them were strangers, so naturally they couldn't say anything more.

"...All right, I know that I am sorry for you, and you hate me. But you also know that filial piety is the first priority in everything. If I don't listen to my father's words and the emperor's, then I will be disloyal and unfilial."

"On that day, when we met in the West Lake, I knew that Brother Bai was determined not to be willing to live in seclusion with me in the mountains and bury the grass. It's just that I don't want to admit it. I'm bound in a cocoon, and I will have today's reward. But, maybe——If it's for Brother Bai What's wrong with losing thousands of followers?"

"I... I... committed murder... I will save them in Huguo Temple..."

Bai Yi explained in a low voice, but Su Yunming didn't look at him, just sighed.

"They are devout, and they will naturally enter the Paradise of Ultimate Bliss after death. If they ask monks to save them, they will be defiled instead."

After saying these words, Bai Yijun's face twisted, and he was about to explode, but he took another look at Su Yunming, and his tone became more or less soft.

"You still won't forgive me!"

Su Yunming snorted.

"To this day, there is nothing else to say. I can only congratulate Brother Bai. A long-cherished wish has finally been able to show your lofty aspirations."

So along the way, he continued to remain silent again. When he was about to reach the Golden Palace, Bai Yi, who remembered something, took a few steps quickly, grabbed Su Yunming's hand, and said in a low voice: "...Yunming, I know you have a strong temper , I never want to wrong myself. It’s just that you must be cautious when you go to the palace, don’t let your temper talk nonsense, don’t say anything that is rebellious, let the emperor hear it, it is a capital offense.”

Su Yunming just glanced at him and didn't say anything.

As a result, Su Yunming was not in Jin