Boss
Chapter 15
Originally, Guan Rongyun wanted to ask "Are you the normal Song Xunhua now or the abnormal Song Xunhua", but it seemed that even he felt a little immoral for asking this question, as if he was pointing at people and asking if you are crazy now...
"Song Xunhua? I don't know you." Song Xunhua shook his head. Judging by his expression and tone, it seemed that he really "did not know". It didn't seem like he was playing any secret tricks or lying...
Then, where did this Song Xunhua, who didn't know Song Xunhua and didn't know himself, who was kind and considerate without any hostility, come from?
Guan Rongyun recalled many, many years ago, the boy who had just joined the underworld, knew nothing and hadn't gotten involved in anything, was simple and serious, had no shadows or scheming, and always had a bright and charming smile.
If people can be recharged and reset like computer products, can all the pain and sorrow and all the resentment be written off?
However, the hatred is gone, the resentment is gone, and there is nothing left, so...does love still exist?
Thinking of this, Guan Rongyun panicked for no reason, looked at Song Xunhua without blinking his eyes, but opened them wide open, his tongue seemed to be stuck and he couldn't speak a word.He didn't even know the emotion in his eyes, almost fragile and helpless...
If... if...
If one day, Song Xunhua is no longer attached to him, if one day, that love does not exist, then what is left of him? ?
Can he go on?
This road may be bumpy, but at least it is a road leading to a destination.But is it possible that one day, that road suddenly split from the middle, and the road surface completely disappeared, no matter whether it was going forward or back, there was no way, and there was only one point left, which could only leave him alone Standing there, in all directions, there are deep cliffs that cannot see the bottom...
He had only two choices, one was to jump down and be smashed to pieces, the other was to stand where he was and die alone.
So, to jump or not to jump?
Perhaps he has never considered such a possibility, never considered that there will be such a day.So when Guan Rongyun realized this for the first time, besides being at a loss and panicking, his head, which was always scheming, calculating and calculating, stopped completely and went blank.
Seeing Guan Rongyun's appearance, Song Xunhua felt his heart tightening for some reason, as if his heart had been grabbed by someone...
He forgot how the man in front of him was so strong that he was almost indifferent in the past. He didn't know why this man came to such a predicament. He only knew that this man was walking tremblingly as if he was stepping on thin ice.
He saw it, saw countless cracks on the thin ice, extending from the person's feet, and maybe the next moment, it would crack.
But this person could only stand there tremblingly looking at him, speechless and isolated...
Be sure to catch him! !
Can't let this man fall anywhere, no, he won't allow it!Song Xunhua couldn't bear to just leave him like this, just watch him disappear like this... He must hold him tightly...
"You have suffered a lot..." After wringing out the towel in his hand, he spread it out and stretched it towards Guan Rongyun, carefully avoiding the large and small wounds, and gently rubbing the bruises on his face water beads.Forehead, eyebrows, corners of eyes, bridge of nose, cheeks, neck... like a mother taking a bath for a newborn baby for the first time, being cautious and careful, and like a family member doing the last cleansing for a loved one who died, attachment It's hard to let go, the gentle tone and clear sound quality, like singing a reassuring song, gently and slowly said: "I have really worked hard on you along the way... Don't be afraid, I will accompany you. Next, let me share with you, okay?"
"..." Guan Rongyun was still looking at him without saying a word, his lips were tightly pursed and turned white, those black eyes that were always deep and restrained, the water in the ancient well was no longer calm and waveless, but turbulent and reverberating, as if It will collapse at any time...
His shoulders were shaking violently... It should be said that his whole body was trembling violently. Although it could be seen that he was trying his best to restrain himself, how could Song Xunhua not feel the pain transmitted to him just separated by a thin towel? The trembling of fingertips?He stretched out his other hand to hug and comfort this person like he did just now, but Guan Rongyun suddenly waved his hand away, very forcefully and resolutely.
It's not bitter, it's not bitter at all, it doesn't feel bitter at all... But the deep resentment and deep hatred made him unable to restrain the trembling all over his body.
Song Xunhua, these years, do you know how much I resent you?
To be able to meet, to be in love, to be in love really makes people feel sincerely lucky.But if these are really a gift, a kind of favor given, then why is it as fragile as a piece of glass, which may shatter and disintegrate at any time?Why is it so illusory like a bubble that you can't even hold it in your hand?
Guan Rongyun really doesn't know how to love someone well, he doesn't deny that he is selfish, but what about you, Song Xunhua?
What do you say "I can give up my life for you", what "love is to sacrifice everything including life", but have you ever thought about it, for a person who is working hard to maintain and want to continue this relationship? , how cruel and resentful is this kind of love?
No matter how he blocks, Song Xunhua will always run to him to meet the bullet when he is not paying attention, no matter how he persuades, Song Xunhua will never cherish his life, no matter how hard he tries to deal with death This life, but that damned Song Xunhua self-righteously took the initiative to throw himself into the arms of the god of death.
Guan Rongyun felt more and more panicked and aware of his own incompetence with that kind of love that was so desperate for life and death. Every time when his hands were stained with Song Xunhua's blood, the intense heartache and reluctance spread out on his face. The feeling on the surface, but on the other side in the depths of the shadows, he was so resentful and annoyed that he almost wanted to use his bloody hands to strangle this mess he loved so much to death with his own hands!
That's right, if this goes on like this, one day, he will definitely not be able to take it anymore and kill Song Xunhua...
It's not like he hasn't had that kind of thought before, he thought desperately, racked his brains, is there any way to avoid losing it?
When there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to lose.
He has many enemies, countless outside the gang, and hidden murderous intentions inside the gang. Song Xunhua's frank and unreserved love is almost like telling those enemies, "Come and kill me!"Can't hide, can't guard against, Guan Rongyun feels that life is very hard every day... Instead of waiting so anxiously for a sudden loss one day, he might as well kill him before that...
He almost wanted to do this several times, but every time he met Song Xunhua's eyes full of gentle smiles, his long-winded but always considerate words, his smile and his expression, His every move and every move is haunted by his own soul, he likes and attaches too much, Song Xunhua is almost a part of his body, how can he be willing to kill him?How could you be willing to see him die?How could it be possible to bear that he would never exist in this world again?
In such a love affair full of contradictions and pains, his mind was almost torn apart, so he chose this path in the end.
He chose to cut off his heart and bury it in the mud, let him be dusty and dirty, let him rot and grow maggots...
After that, Guan Rongyun didn't burn himself like a candle with two ends, gradually consolidated his power, and eradicated those dissidents who threatened him. , put an undercover agent to help Song Xunhua occupy the Red Gate and climb up to the position of leader of the gang, create opportunities for him to grow up the Red Gate, and secretly protect this flamboyant and troublesome new boss with the most powerful and capable bodyguards and gunmen in the Green Gang at any time. The leader of the Red Gate helped him avoid disasters and crises, and climbed to the position where he can keep pace with him on the road today...
There are many people on the Tao who privately say that he is ruthless, disregards loyalty for self-interest, and can even sell and use his confidantes.And Song Xunhua, hating that unwillingness and almost crazy revenge, hating him for betrayal, hating him for being unfeeling, always trying to destroy him in the struggle of gangs... He accepts all of this, he accepts it all. It can be generalized and accepted without being indifferent.
But the longing hidden in his heart was more difficult than he imagined, and it was so deep that he never had a good day.He tried his best to avoid contact with anything related to Song Xunhua, avoiding everything that reminded him of this person, and when he made up his mind to do so, he could not be shaken.So for four years, he didn't dare to eat breakfast again, it would remind him of the happiness he once had, and he didn't dare to step into the house where they lived together, even one step was enough to make him miss him so much that he couldn't get out. He didn't even dare to prepare a big enough warm quilt for himself when the cold snap hit. A wrap that was too warm and a touch that was too soft would remind him of the tenderness and consideration that came from Song Xunhua, and remind him of what he had lost.
The health of the body is repeatedly squeezed by such internal and external troubles, and it goes from bad to worse day by day.
When was the most sick time in the past few years?
He forgot.He only remembered that it was a very cold winter, although the drizzle was soft, but it was as cold as the sting of ice needles on his body, he forgot why he was in that place, where they used to live Outside the building, he didn't know when and how long he had been standing there. When he came back to his senses, he was already standing there, soaked by the rain.
That cold exposure made his whole health fall like a mountain, and he stayed sick for several months. Even the doctor in the gang secretly told his agent that the Green Gang might be preparing to change the dynasty...
But no, if he really fell like this, what about Xunhua?Who will take him home?Who will do all this?
He made it through.Including everything after coming to this house, until today, the sum of those injuries is far greater than the physical pain he has suffered in his life, from the people he loves, all kinds of unbearable torture, several times Wandering on the verge of death, two people who are clearly close are separated by layers of alienation...
Not bitter, these are not bitter.As long as he has something to rely on, he doesn't feel bitter at all.
But what if those reliance and reliance are gone...?
He was beginning to feel resentment in addition to boundless fear.
Blame, blame yourself, why didn't you just kill Song Xunhua?Hate, hate this man who keeps saying that he loves himself and wants to be his sweetheart, why has he never really entered his heart to empathize with his feelings?Why is it that he is so gentle and considerate, but can't consider his love that worries about gains and losses?Why did you have to force him to take this step?
Once again, he waved away Song Xunhua's hand that wanted to appease him, because he swung resolutely and with all his strength, and there was a "slap" that slapped Song Xunhua's arm painfully and numbly.
Why should I show my weakness in front of you?Why should the solid wall that I have built with so much hard work and hard work over the years collapse because of your few words that I don't remember anything?
Song Xunhua was neither angry nor gave up, even though his arm was thrown red, he still stretched out his hand to the trembling body again and again without giving up, and in the end he simply used both hands, relying on his own strength and the other party's sick one , grabbed Guan Rongyun's wrist to prevent him from breaking free, and dragged him to his body with all his strength.
Bending his face down, he lightly touched the corner of Guan Rongyun's mouth with his lips, because those lips were already covered with too many wounds, and he couldn't bear to hurt him anymore... The warm and soft lips touched the cold cheeks She was pecking at her, pampering and infinitely gentle.
"Why?" Song Xunhua felt that the hands in his hands were gradually no longer resisting, so he let go of them, and put his warm palms on Guan Rongyun's cheeks, his eyes were focused and serious, and he read that face carefully Without missing anything, after a while, he sighed and said, "Why do I like you so much?"
"..." Guan Rongyun stared at him, his lips trembling slightly, he hesitated to speak, but remained silent all the time, without saying a word.
why do i like you so much
Such a sentence, which looks like a question sentence, is actually a statement sentence.In the past, Song Xunhua always used this sentence to tell the world his magnanimous and naked affection, that unbearable thought, which is nasty but sincere, persistent and lovely.
After leaving the Green Gang, Song Xunhua always used this sentence to ask himself, why do I still like him so much... Ironically laughing at himself, this sentence is the root of pushing him into hell, this sentence makes him see clearly his deepest love The sad side.
Regardless of the past, regardless of the present.
Whether it is living a happy life in heaven, or being trapped in hell and suffering.
No matter whether he loves Guan Rongyun or hates Guan Rongyun, no matter whether he remembers Guan Rongyun, or even when he forgets who Guan Rongyun is at all...
"It's really strange, I don't even know who you are...but why do I like you so much?"
"..."
"But although I don't know you, I guess you must be a crybaby..." Song Xunhua held Guan Rongyun's face, moved his lips together, and gently kissed Guan Rongyun's eyebrows and eye corners, and kissed it on The salty water beads on the top.
"Absolutely not." Guan Rongyun suddenly put his arms around Song Xunhua's neck, and blocked Song Xunhua's mouth that seemed to want to ask more questions with his lips. The fierce kiss made the wound on his lips tingle slightly, but with the humidity The sweet and greasy feeling gradually spread, and the little pain had already sublimated to the sky, leaving only the entangled and intimate affection between the lips and tongue, stirring the boundless joy.
Why do I like you so much?
The same sentence, the words that Song Xunhua always talked about, were also the words that Guan Rongyun had always kept in his heart.
No matter how many barriers there are, no matter how deep the gap is, it can't stop this fact. The love that can't be let go for a moment, even if it is parallel and cannot meet, it is impossible to disappear.
If it wasn't for this, if it wasn't for Song Xunhua, he was also the same for Guan Rongyun, how could he have the ability and strength to get to where he is today?
After their lips met, they didn't have any more conversations. Apart from panting, they had no time to hold a few words, and they didn't need words at all. The frequency of breathing, the heat of skin and the rhythm of heartbeat, these subtle but natural clues can guide each other to explore the most ecstasy response in each other...
Guan Rongyun's sensory nerves are different from the oversensitivity of ordinary people, and except for Song Xunhua, his indifferent and ascetic personality makes him have no interest in sexual matters.
Don't touch men, don't touch women, even when he occasionally uses Song Xunhua as an object in his mind to meet basic physiological needs, he scribbles it very restrainedly and concisely.Pity such a long-term undeveloped body, under the caress of Song Xunhua's slender and dexterous fingers, sometimes tense and sometimes soft, unconsciously pushing forward and getting tired of Song Xunhua's body, wanting to ask for more There is a higher level of pleasure, but the habit of strict self-discipline has always caused him to try his best to restrain the gaffe of dissatisfaction with desire... But desire and comfort are far more unbearable than pain. The ten toes of the legs in the water were so tight that they were almost broken, but they still couldn't hold back the faint moan amidst the panting.
Looking at Guan Rongyun who closed his eyes tightly and panted unbearably, that contradictory combination of slutty and reserved posture made Song Xunhua almost unable to restrain himself, he almost wanted to pull this man onto his body immediately The desire that had already swelled so painfully was sent into his thin body, wanting to occupy it deeply, from the inside out, wanting this body that he couldn't put it down to belong to him completely...
But just like the feeling of liking, the feeling of wanting to cherish and care for him, and the determination to do everything possible to protect this man whom he obviously doesn't know, it's also inexplicable... When I think of him, I don't know what it is Song Xunhua couldn't bear to aggravate the pain of the wound that was ravaged by someone so red, swollen and torn torn bloody private parts...
This man is very, very afraid of pain.
Huh?How do I know?
The chaotic thoughts could no longer be concentrated, the body wrapped around his chest was astonishingly hot, he couldn't help but move his lips down, sucking on the pink shoulder and neck, and licking and kissing the uneven collarbone.The blue and purple bruises and bloody wounds scattered on the man's body destroyed the perfection of the delicate skin, but added an indescribable sense of eroticism. His injuries, his pain, and his damage were tragic but beautiful like a painting. , written and depicted on that white body full of abstinence, reflected in Song Xunhua's slender eyes, completely overturned his lust to the highest point...
If the temperature didn't cool down, the two hungry and thirsty people would probably evaporate a jar of water.
Song Xunhua lifted Guan Rongyun's waist and moved it forward, so that the lower bodies of the two people were close together, and the abdomen and abdomen were tightly pressed together. When the hot clones of each other touched each other, Guan Rongyun was touched by the feeling that he had never felt before. The stimulation made his eyes open, but his low cry was immediately blocked by Song Xunhua's lips. The feeling of being pinched and rubbed was already exciting enough, and Song Xunhua used his fingertips to tease and scratch from time to time. Holding the bell at the top of his avatar, pushing up and down with his palms to increase his pleasure... Except for tightly clamping Song Xunhua's waist with his legs, Guan Rongyun, who was almost hanging on the opponent's body, had wide-open eyes He also gradually lost focus, and finally closed his eyes simply, following Song Xunhua's rhythm, completely letting him go, wherever he wants to lead him, he will go there...
The two people also have a tacit understanding in the timing of venting. They reached the climax almost at the same time. The white semen floated in the water, and they couldn't tell yours from mine. The lips, tongue, torso and limbs were still tightly entangled. For a moment, it seemed to be fused together. You have me in you and you in me. I can't tell which hand is yours and which leg is mine...
Song Xunhua, who was the first to recover from the passion, moved his lips away from Guan Rongyun's mouth, looking at his dazed expression with his mouth slightly open, his eyes tightly closed and his brows frowning, the word "cute" is not enough to describe this man He couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch the cheek that was so red that it was about to ooze blood, and said with a smile, "Are you satisfied?"
"..." Guan Rongyun regained consciousness after being pinched a few times by him. The redness on his face gradually receded and he returned to his original paleness, and his round almond eyes that were hazy before were slowly cleared up. When he got up, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he returned to his original clear and cold expression.
"I found that you are not only a crybaby, but also habitually mute and paralyzed."
"..." Guan Rongyun tilted his face and turned away Song Xunhua's hand, looking at Song Xunhua's face, but this man is really good-looking, his eyebrows curved like a crescent moon are slightly raised, it is obvious that he has just finished a lewd thing But his face was pure and innocent, his original pink lips were rosy from excessive kissing, and his smiling eyes made people feel warm. Such a beautiful person is still the one he loves in his heart. Just now, he and this person pleasing each other and reached a climax, Guan Rongyun's expressionless face became hot again unconsciously.
"Do you still want it?" Song Xunhua brought his face closer and asked, his long hair was not sure whether it was soaked in the water of the bathtub or the sweat from the passion just now, hanging down on his flawless face, looking like It's a very tempting invitation...
"..." Guan Rongyun just felt that his body that had not completely cooled down could not withstand such a tease. He shook his head, but the bodies of the two were still stuck together, and their desires were completely and honestly conveyed to each other. His Shaking his head instead looked flustered and cramped cutely.
"This mouth, besides eating, can also be used for talking!" Song Xunhua traced Guan Rongyun's tightly closed lips with his wet fingers, scratching the wound on his lips itchy slightly, and accidentally loosened it. After he opened his mouth, his dexterous fingers took the opportunity to sneak in, playing with the tip of his tongue and molesting his mouth... Guan Rongyun, who was not used to putting foreign objects into his mouth like this, wanted to push Song Xunhua's hand away, but the latter didn't give him a chance, With the other free hand, he reached behind Guan Rongyun's back, grabbed his arm and grabbed it back, hugged him tightly, so that his body could only be twisted forward and his chin lifted, It is more convenient for Song Xunhua's fingers to tease wantonly in his mouth.
Song Xunhua's fingers skillfully avoided the parts that would make the other person uncomfortable. They seemed to be scratching and stirring randomly, but in fact, the weight and frequency of every detail were just right. The fingers seemed to be independent in Guan Rongyun's mouth. The living body, like making love to his lips, tongue, or even his teeth, can still produce a little bit of pleasure after repeated teasing...
Not just fingers, Song Xunhua deliberately rubbed Guan Rongyun's chest with his own chest, rubbing those two small nipples so hard that it was unbearably numb.The lower head was not idle, and the narrow knees squeezed into the inner thighs, pushing and sliding on the sensitive and smooth flesh... Guan Rongyun's sensitive body was once again ignited by his fan and boiled again, he really wanted to be tight He clenched his teeth tightly to suppress the unbearable moans, but with Song Xunhua's green fingers stuffed in his mouth, wouldn't it hurt his heart to bite on it?
"Ah, I really can't bear it." Song Xunhua squinted those ecstatic peach blossom eyes, gently pinched the tip of Guan Rongyun's tongue twice with his finger and then stretched out, let him go gently, and then stood up from the water, Sitting on the edge of the bathtub with one buttocks, the slender legs are spread wide open, and the whole body is not shy to be seen at a glance. If it is not extremely confident in his appearance, then he has no reservations about the viewer.As for Song Xunhua, it should be due to the above two reasons, so that his demeanor is so composed, but it shows a pure beauty beyond lewdness.
"If you continue to bathe with your mandarin duck, I really can't bear to fuck you..." Song Xunhua pointed to the innocent but stupid desire between his legs with an innocent expression.
"..." Guan Rongyun, who was kneeling in the water, watched Song Xunhua's fair and delicate toes twitching next to the bathtub. He suddenly thought of the past when he was in the Green Gang. Had an argument with Song Xunhua, how did that guy scold at that time?
"You fucking gave birth to you evildoer!"
At that time, he really couldn't figure out how to describe a man as "monster". ?But at this moment, when he moved his eyes slowly up from the toes, and after Song Xunhua smiled at him, Guan Rongyun came to a conclusion: he really is a monster...
"Hey, why are you so stupid? Are you really hungry? Well...you haven't eaten all day, right? Okay, okay, I'll wipe it off for you and get you something to eat ..."
"I'm not hungry." Guan Rongyun suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Song Xunhua's ankle, pulled him back to the edge of the bathtub and sat down on the edge of the bathtub, moved his body forward to between Song Xunhua's legs, and separated the two with one hand One leg, the other hand held Song Xunhua's semi-soft avatar, lowered his head to his lips, and licked it there...
"..." Now, it was Song Xunhua's turn to be dumb and foolish. He stared at the man with his eyes open and his mouth closed... Yes, that was indeed an out-and-out man. I never imagined that there would be a man willing to do this kind of thing for the same sex... Besides, he didn't even know his name and looked like a man with a twisted gender, but he opened his mouth for him, for his words I opened my mouth...
This man's skills are not very good, indeed, this is the first time Guan Rongyun has done such a thing in his life, how can he be so good?He never thought that his mouth, which has always been cherished like gold and rarely used for speaking, would one day give oral sex to men.But the object is Song Xunhua, the person he loves and is fascinated by even a hair and even a piece of nail...
As far as Guan Rongyun is concerned, everything about Song Xunhua makes him like it very much, no matter what he can't get or what he can have; what he can see or what he can't see... Yes, he is very hungry, yes This person, this body, the flesh and blood hidden in his body, and his soul all make Guan Rongyun feel very hungry...
He didn't know how to please a man with his mouth. On the road, he had seen some mafia bosses who would take a lady with them in broad daylight and in public. When the wine was hot, they would ask the lady to provide services on the spot.He also saw it in the torture room of the gang. In order to humiliate, in order to give a mental blow and extract a confession, the person in charge of the execution skillfully dislocated the jaw of the victim, and then recruited a group of men to force their penis into the closed mouth. Roughly thrusting and thrusting in it...
He has seen it, but that doesn't mean he will.
But just relying on the pure stupidity of wanting to please the sweetheart, wanting to make the other person feel happy, wanting to hear the messy breathing from Song Xunhua's mouth...
Without any distractions, he concentrated on using his tongue and lips to slowly suck and lick the restlessly flicking thing in his hand, like a child licking a sweet popsicle, sucking too much Take a big bite, and worry that you will eat it all at once because you cherish it too much; lick it too lightly, and feel anxious and unsatisfied... The unbearable and reluctant appearance, the delicate warmth The encirclement is more provocative than any superb technique, and it quickly brought Song Xunhua's desire to the critical point...
Guan Rongyun, who is also a man, can also feel that what he holds in his hands urgently needs to be vented, but at this moment he hesitates... What should I do next?
He stopped his movements, raised his face slightly and looked at Song Xunhua from the corner of his eyes, and Song Xunhua slowly opened his eyes, lowered his eyelids, and looked at him with a confused and anxious expression.
Suspending at a critical moment is really too much torture for a healthy young man... Seeing Guan Rongyun's bewildered expression, with his mouth slightly open and his avatar in his mouth, he stopped there in a daze , it is so cute that it makes one's heart itch, but it is also too unbearable to make one's teeth itch! !
Pushing his waist forward a little, and then slowly bringing it back, Song Xunhua didn't dare to push too deeply or use too much force, for fear of making the person under him feel uncomfortable.But the stimulation brought by such a small push is more powerful than just licking and sucking. Guan Rongyun seemed to have noticed the change of that thing, and he took the initiative to move his position forward again. It is a bit difficult to swallow the strong thing completely, but Guan Rongyun still tried his best to use the whole mouth and even the throat to cover the largest area of Song Xunhua's avatar, and then imitated Song Xunhua's way, shrinking his cheeks and sucking it deeply Hold it, release it a little bit, repeat this process, the hot hard thing is taken care of from the tip to the root, every crease and every crease, making Song Xunhua feel so comfortable that he is almost exhausted The greatest endurance is to support myself so as not to fall off the edge of the bathtub to the ground.
At the moment before he was about to vent, Song Xunhua pushed Guan Rongyun's shoulder and wanted to pull out his avatar. This person was able to do this for him, and he was deeply moved. The filth is shot in someone's mouth, right?But Guan Rongyun didn't let him push him away, instead he hugged his waist tightly and swallowed him tighter and deeper. Song Xunhua couldn't bear it any longer after being stimulated, and reached a climax in Guan Rongyun's mouth with a low snort... …
"Ah..." Song Xunhua sighed softly, and was about to fall backwards all over his body. Thanks to Guan Rongyun's sharp eyes and quick hands, he just left the words, and before he could take a good breath, he quickly stretched out his hands and hugged Song Xunhua's waist , the two fell back into the warm water in the bathtub together, but before they could adjust their postures properly, Guan Rongyun choked on a few sips of water again.
Song Xunhua quickly sat upright and picked up Guan Rongyun, seeing him coughing again and again, his heart tightened every time he coughed, seeing that the water coughed up from his mouth still carried the water he had just released. The white turbidity and a trace of pale pink bloodshot, the full taste in the chest can not tell whether it is sweet or sour, looking at this man silently, suddenly there is a feeling of worrying about gain and loss...
He really likes this person, there is no reason, no purpose, and he doesn't even know why...
But would this person also like him for no reason, no purpose, no reason?
What kind of thoughts are in his mind, Song Xunhua really wants to know, but he is afraid to know, there is a vague inexplicable something wrong, preventing his head from exploring deeper.
For some reason, he didn't really believe that he would be able to get good luck. Everything that happened in front of him seemed to be covered with a transparent glass cover, which was obviously what he was experiencing and experiencing, but It's a bit like looking at the operation of another world in the cover through the glass cover, but the him in that world is not him...
Those unbearable memories and sad feelings were blocked in the depths of his mind so he forgot them, but they still existed, hoarding and fermenting in a deeper and darker form...
Condensed, the incomplete and scattered shadows in his heart condensed one by one. Although he still couldn't see what was about to be pieced together, Song Xunhua knew clearly that the thing was not good, very, very bad. This man is all bad and harmful.
Such fear made his feverish body instantly cool down, and it was only then that he realized that the water in the bathtub had become cold at some point. He raised his head and looked at Guan Rongyun's unhealthy pale face... ...what the hell! ?He actually soaked this person who was so ill and didn't know what to do and who just woke up not long ago in cold water for such a long time! ?
There was no time in the United States to regret and hurt, he immediately stood up from the water and stepped out of the bathtub, and picked up Guan Rongyun by the way, and found a clean, thick and warm towel to wrap him tightly Only a head and a pair of calves were exposed, and he didn't care that his bare butt was still dripping, so he bent down and carried Guan Rongyun, who was not much shorter than him, on his shoulders like a cement bag and walked out of the bathroom...
"I have feet..." Guan Rongyun didn't feel that he was weak enough to be cared for like this...Although he spent a lot of energy in the bathtub, and his eyelids began to feel a little hard...
"It can be seen that you have feet." Song Xunhua said with a smile, while walking, he stretched out his hand to pinch Guan Rongyun's calf exposed outside the bath towel... This pinch made Guan Rongyun shrink subconsciously, and almost missed Song Xunhua's shoulder to fall off.
"Put me down." The high-ranking gang leader has been in power for a long time. Although the words of the order are plain, there is more or less a sharp sense of menace, as if holding a gun to the opponent's forehead. Who heard Boss Guan speaking in such a tone, who didn't shrink his neck and wait tremblingly?
But Song Xunhua is not in vain as the leader of the gang, what kind of vicious thing have you never seen?Of course, it is more likely that Guan Rongyun's tone of voice has been heard for many years in the past. It is commonplace, and it doesn't hurt him at all. At the moment when he has completely forgotten the identity of the other party, he feels that this person who is obviously healthy and sexually twisted guy talks in this tone
"Song Xunhua? I don't know you." Song Xunhua shook his head. Judging by his expression and tone, it seemed that he really "did not know". It didn't seem like he was playing any secret tricks or lying...
Then, where did this Song Xunhua, who didn't know Song Xunhua and didn't know himself, who was kind and considerate without any hostility, come from?
Guan Rongyun recalled many, many years ago, the boy who had just joined the underworld, knew nothing and hadn't gotten involved in anything, was simple and serious, had no shadows or scheming, and always had a bright and charming smile.
If people can be recharged and reset like computer products, can all the pain and sorrow and all the resentment be written off?
However, the hatred is gone, the resentment is gone, and there is nothing left, so...does love still exist?
Thinking of this, Guan Rongyun panicked for no reason, looked at Song Xunhua without blinking his eyes, but opened them wide open, his tongue seemed to be stuck and he couldn't speak a word.He didn't even know the emotion in his eyes, almost fragile and helpless...
If... if...
If one day, Song Xunhua is no longer attached to him, if one day, that love does not exist, then what is left of him? ?
Can he go on?
This road may be bumpy, but at least it is a road leading to a destination.But is it possible that one day, that road suddenly split from the middle, and the road surface completely disappeared, no matter whether it was going forward or back, there was no way, and there was only one point left, which could only leave him alone Standing there, in all directions, there are deep cliffs that cannot see the bottom...
He had only two choices, one was to jump down and be smashed to pieces, the other was to stand where he was and die alone.
So, to jump or not to jump?
Perhaps he has never considered such a possibility, never considered that there will be such a day.So when Guan Rongyun realized this for the first time, besides being at a loss and panicking, his head, which was always scheming, calculating and calculating, stopped completely and went blank.
Seeing Guan Rongyun's appearance, Song Xunhua felt his heart tightening for some reason, as if his heart had been grabbed by someone...
He forgot how the man in front of him was so strong that he was almost indifferent in the past. He didn't know why this man came to such a predicament. He only knew that this man was walking tremblingly as if he was stepping on thin ice.
He saw it, saw countless cracks on the thin ice, extending from the person's feet, and maybe the next moment, it would crack.
But this person could only stand there tremblingly looking at him, speechless and isolated...
Be sure to catch him! !
Can't let this man fall anywhere, no, he won't allow it!Song Xunhua couldn't bear to just leave him like this, just watch him disappear like this... He must hold him tightly...
"You have suffered a lot..." After wringing out the towel in his hand, he spread it out and stretched it towards Guan Rongyun, carefully avoiding the large and small wounds, and gently rubbing the bruises on his face water beads.Forehead, eyebrows, corners of eyes, bridge of nose, cheeks, neck... like a mother taking a bath for a newborn baby for the first time, being cautious and careful, and like a family member doing the last cleansing for a loved one who died, attachment It's hard to let go, the gentle tone and clear sound quality, like singing a reassuring song, gently and slowly said: "I have really worked hard on you along the way... Don't be afraid, I will accompany you. Next, let me share with you, okay?"
"..." Guan Rongyun was still looking at him without saying a word, his lips were tightly pursed and turned white, those black eyes that were always deep and restrained, the water in the ancient well was no longer calm and waveless, but turbulent and reverberating, as if It will collapse at any time...
His shoulders were shaking violently... It should be said that his whole body was trembling violently. Although it could be seen that he was trying his best to restrain himself, how could Song Xunhua not feel the pain transmitted to him just separated by a thin towel? The trembling of fingertips?He stretched out his other hand to hug and comfort this person like he did just now, but Guan Rongyun suddenly waved his hand away, very forcefully and resolutely.
It's not bitter, it's not bitter at all, it doesn't feel bitter at all... But the deep resentment and deep hatred made him unable to restrain the trembling all over his body.
Song Xunhua, these years, do you know how much I resent you?
To be able to meet, to be in love, to be in love really makes people feel sincerely lucky.But if these are really a gift, a kind of favor given, then why is it as fragile as a piece of glass, which may shatter and disintegrate at any time?Why is it so illusory like a bubble that you can't even hold it in your hand?
Guan Rongyun really doesn't know how to love someone well, he doesn't deny that he is selfish, but what about you, Song Xunhua?
What do you say "I can give up my life for you", what "love is to sacrifice everything including life", but have you ever thought about it, for a person who is working hard to maintain and want to continue this relationship? , how cruel and resentful is this kind of love?
No matter how he blocks, Song Xunhua will always run to him to meet the bullet when he is not paying attention, no matter how he persuades, Song Xunhua will never cherish his life, no matter how hard he tries to deal with death This life, but that damned Song Xunhua self-righteously took the initiative to throw himself into the arms of the god of death.
Guan Rongyun felt more and more panicked and aware of his own incompetence with that kind of love that was so desperate for life and death. Every time when his hands were stained with Song Xunhua's blood, the intense heartache and reluctance spread out on his face. The feeling on the surface, but on the other side in the depths of the shadows, he was so resentful and annoyed that he almost wanted to use his bloody hands to strangle this mess he loved so much to death with his own hands!
That's right, if this goes on like this, one day, he will definitely not be able to take it anymore and kill Song Xunhua...
It's not like he hasn't had that kind of thought before, he thought desperately, racked his brains, is there any way to avoid losing it?
When there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to lose.
He has many enemies, countless outside the gang, and hidden murderous intentions inside the gang. Song Xunhua's frank and unreserved love is almost like telling those enemies, "Come and kill me!"Can't hide, can't guard against, Guan Rongyun feels that life is very hard every day... Instead of waiting so anxiously for a sudden loss one day, he might as well kill him before that...
He almost wanted to do this several times, but every time he met Song Xunhua's eyes full of gentle smiles, his long-winded but always considerate words, his smile and his expression, His every move and every move is haunted by his own soul, he likes and attaches too much, Song Xunhua is almost a part of his body, how can he be willing to kill him?How could you be willing to see him die?How could it be possible to bear that he would never exist in this world again?
In such a love affair full of contradictions and pains, his mind was almost torn apart, so he chose this path in the end.
He chose to cut off his heart and bury it in the mud, let him be dusty and dirty, let him rot and grow maggots...
After that, Guan Rongyun didn't burn himself like a candle with two ends, gradually consolidated his power, and eradicated those dissidents who threatened him. , put an undercover agent to help Song Xunhua occupy the Red Gate and climb up to the position of leader of the gang, create opportunities for him to grow up the Red Gate, and secretly protect this flamboyant and troublesome new boss with the most powerful and capable bodyguards and gunmen in the Green Gang at any time. The leader of the Red Gate helped him avoid disasters and crises, and climbed to the position where he can keep pace with him on the road today...
There are many people on the Tao who privately say that he is ruthless, disregards loyalty for self-interest, and can even sell and use his confidantes.And Song Xunhua, hating that unwillingness and almost crazy revenge, hating him for betrayal, hating him for being unfeeling, always trying to destroy him in the struggle of gangs... He accepts all of this, he accepts it all. It can be generalized and accepted without being indifferent.
But the longing hidden in his heart was more difficult than he imagined, and it was so deep that he never had a good day.He tried his best to avoid contact with anything related to Song Xunhua, avoiding everything that reminded him of this person, and when he made up his mind to do so, he could not be shaken.So for four years, he didn't dare to eat breakfast again, it would remind him of the happiness he once had, and he didn't dare to step into the house where they lived together, even one step was enough to make him miss him so much that he couldn't get out. He didn't even dare to prepare a big enough warm quilt for himself when the cold snap hit. A wrap that was too warm and a touch that was too soft would remind him of the tenderness and consideration that came from Song Xunhua, and remind him of what he had lost.
The health of the body is repeatedly squeezed by such internal and external troubles, and it goes from bad to worse day by day.
When was the most sick time in the past few years?
He forgot.He only remembered that it was a very cold winter, although the drizzle was soft, but it was as cold as the sting of ice needles on his body, he forgot why he was in that place, where they used to live Outside the building, he didn't know when and how long he had been standing there. When he came back to his senses, he was already standing there, soaked by the rain.
That cold exposure made his whole health fall like a mountain, and he stayed sick for several months. Even the doctor in the gang secretly told his agent that the Green Gang might be preparing to change the dynasty...
But no, if he really fell like this, what about Xunhua?Who will take him home?Who will do all this?
He made it through.Including everything after coming to this house, until today, the sum of those injuries is far greater than the physical pain he has suffered in his life, from the people he loves, all kinds of unbearable torture, several times Wandering on the verge of death, two people who are clearly close are separated by layers of alienation...
Not bitter, these are not bitter.As long as he has something to rely on, he doesn't feel bitter at all.
But what if those reliance and reliance are gone...?
He was beginning to feel resentment in addition to boundless fear.
Blame, blame yourself, why didn't you just kill Song Xunhua?Hate, hate this man who keeps saying that he loves himself and wants to be his sweetheart, why has he never really entered his heart to empathize with his feelings?Why is it that he is so gentle and considerate, but can't consider his love that worries about gains and losses?Why did you have to force him to take this step?
Once again, he waved away Song Xunhua's hand that wanted to appease him, because he swung resolutely and with all his strength, and there was a "slap" that slapped Song Xunhua's arm painfully and numbly.
Why should I show my weakness in front of you?Why should the solid wall that I have built with so much hard work and hard work over the years collapse because of your few words that I don't remember anything?
Song Xunhua was neither angry nor gave up, even though his arm was thrown red, he still stretched out his hand to the trembling body again and again without giving up, and in the end he simply used both hands, relying on his own strength and the other party's sick one , grabbed Guan Rongyun's wrist to prevent him from breaking free, and dragged him to his body with all his strength.
Bending his face down, he lightly touched the corner of Guan Rongyun's mouth with his lips, because those lips were already covered with too many wounds, and he couldn't bear to hurt him anymore... The warm and soft lips touched the cold cheeks She was pecking at her, pampering and infinitely gentle.
"Why?" Song Xunhua felt that the hands in his hands were gradually no longer resisting, so he let go of them, and put his warm palms on Guan Rongyun's cheeks, his eyes were focused and serious, and he read that face carefully Without missing anything, after a while, he sighed and said, "Why do I like you so much?"
"..." Guan Rongyun stared at him, his lips trembling slightly, he hesitated to speak, but remained silent all the time, without saying a word.
why do i like you so much
Such a sentence, which looks like a question sentence, is actually a statement sentence.In the past, Song Xunhua always used this sentence to tell the world his magnanimous and naked affection, that unbearable thought, which is nasty but sincere, persistent and lovely.
After leaving the Green Gang, Song Xunhua always used this sentence to ask himself, why do I still like him so much... Ironically laughing at himself, this sentence is the root of pushing him into hell, this sentence makes him see clearly his deepest love The sad side.
Regardless of the past, regardless of the present.
Whether it is living a happy life in heaven, or being trapped in hell and suffering.
No matter whether he loves Guan Rongyun or hates Guan Rongyun, no matter whether he remembers Guan Rongyun, or even when he forgets who Guan Rongyun is at all...
"It's really strange, I don't even know who you are...but why do I like you so much?"
"..."
"But although I don't know you, I guess you must be a crybaby..." Song Xunhua held Guan Rongyun's face, moved his lips together, and gently kissed Guan Rongyun's eyebrows and eye corners, and kissed it on The salty water beads on the top.
"Absolutely not." Guan Rongyun suddenly put his arms around Song Xunhua's neck, and blocked Song Xunhua's mouth that seemed to want to ask more questions with his lips. The fierce kiss made the wound on his lips tingle slightly, but with the humidity The sweet and greasy feeling gradually spread, and the little pain had already sublimated to the sky, leaving only the entangled and intimate affection between the lips and tongue, stirring the boundless joy.
Why do I like you so much?
The same sentence, the words that Song Xunhua always talked about, were also the words that Guan Rongyun had always kept in his heart.
No matter how many barriers there are, no matter how deep the gap is, it can't stop this fact. The love that can't be let go for a moment, even if it is parallel and cannot meet, it is impossible to disappear.
If it wasn't for this, if it wasn't for Song Xunhua, he was also the same for Guan Rongyun, how could he have the ability and strength to get to where he is today?
After their lips met, they didn't have any more conversations. Apart from panting, they had no time to hold a few words, and they didn't need words at all. The frequency of breathing, the heat of skin and the rhythm of heartbeat, these subtle but natural clues can guide each other to explore the most ecstasy response in each other...
Guan Rongyun's sensory nerves are different from the oversensitivity of ordinary people, and except for Song Xunhua, his indifferent and ascetic personality makes him have no interest in sexual matters.
Don't touch men, don't touch women, even when he occasionally uses Song Xunhua as an object in his mind to meet basic physiological needs, he scribbles it very restrainedly and concisely.Pity such a long-term undeveloped body, under the caress of Song Xunhua's slender and dexterous fingers, sometimes tense and sometimes soft, unconsciously pushing forward and getting tired of Song Xunhua's body, wanting to ask for more There is a higher level of pleasure, but the habit of strict self-discipline has always caused him to try his best to restrain the gaffe of dissatisfaction with desire... But desire and comfort are far more unbearable than pain. The ten toes of the legs in the water were so tight that they were almost broken, but they still couldn't hold back the faint moan amidst the panting.
Looking at Guan Rongyun who closed his eyes tightly and panted unbearably, that contradictory combination of slutty and reserved posture made Song Xunhua almost unable to restrain himself, he almost wanted to pull this man onto his body immediately The desire that had already swelled so painfully was sent into his thin body, wanting to occupy it deeply, from the inside out, wanting this body that he couldn't put it down to belong to him completely...
But just like the feeling of liking, the feeling of wanting to cherish and care for him, and the determination to do everything possible to protect this man whom he obviously doesn't know, it's also inexplicable... When I think of him, I don't know what it is Song Xunhua couldn't bear to aggravate the pain of the wound that was ravaged by someone so red, swollen and torn torn bloody private parts...
This man is very, very afraid of pain.
Huh?How do I know?
The chaotic thoughts could no longer be concentrated, the body wrapped around his chest was astonishingly hot, he couldn't help but move his lips down, sucking on the pink shoulder and neck, and licking and kissing the uneven collarbone.The blue and purple bruises and bloody wounds scattered on the man's body destroyed the perfection of the delicate skin, but added an indescribable sense of eroticism. His injuries, his pain, and his damage were tragic but beautiful like a painting. , written and depicted on that white body full of abstinence, reflected in Song Xunhua's slender eyes, completely overturned his lust to the highest point...
If the temperature didn't cool down, the two hungry and thirsty people would probably evaporate a jar of water.
Song Xunhua lifted Guan Rongyun's waist and moved it forward, so that the lower bodies of the two people were close together, and the abdomen and abdomen were tightly pressed together. When the hot clones of each other touched each other, Guan Rongyun was touched by the feeling that he had never felt before. The stimulation made his eyes open, but his low cry was immediately blocked by Song Xunhua's lips. The feeling of being pinched and rubbed was already exciting enough, and Song Xunhua used his fingertips to tease and scratch from time to time. Holding the bell at the top of his avatar, pushing up and down with his palms to increase his pleasure... Except for tightly clamping Song Xunhua's waist with his legs, Guan Rongyun, who was almost hanging on the opponent's body, had wide-open eyes He also gradually lost focus, and finally closed his eyes simply, following Song Xunhua's rhythm, completely letting him go, wherever he wants to lead him, he will go there...
The two people also have a tacit understanding in the timing of venting. They reached the climax almost at the same time. The white semen floated in the water, and they couldn't tell yours from mine. The lips, tongue, torso and limbs were still tightly entangled. For a moment, it seemed to be fused together. You have me in you and you in me. I can't tell which hand is yours and which leg is mine...
Song Xunhua, who was the first to recover from the passion, moved his lips away from Guan Rongyun's mouth, looking at his dazed expression with his mouth slightly open, his eyes tightly closed and his brows frowning, the word "cute" is not enough to describe this man He couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch the cheek that was so red that it was about to ooze blood, and said with a smile, "Are you satisfied?"
"..." Guan Rongyun regained consciousness after being pinched a few times by him. The redness on his face gradually receded and he returned to his original paleness, and his round almond eyes that were hazy before were slowly cleared up. When he got up, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he returned to his original clear and cold expression.
"I found that you are not only a crybaby, but also habitually mute and paralyzed."
"..." Guan Rongyun tilted his face and turned away Song Xunhua's hand, looking at Song Xunhua's face, but this man is really good-looking, his eyebrows curved like a crescent moon are slightly raised, it is obvious that he has just finished a lewd thing But his face was pure and innocent, his original pink lips were rosy from excessive kissing, and his smiling eyes made people feel warm. Such a beautiful person is still the one he loves in his heart. Just now, he and this person pleasing each other and reached a climax, Guan Rongyun's expressionless face became hot again unconsciously.
"Do you still want it?" Song Xunhua brought his face closer and asked, his long hair was not sure whether it was soaked in the water of the bathtub or the sweat from the passion just now, hanging down on his flawless face, looking like It's a very tempting invitation...
"..." Guan Rongyun just felt that his body that had not completely cooled down could not withstand such a tease. He shook his head, but the bodies of the two were still stuck together, and their desires were completely and honestly conveyed to each other. His Shaking his head instead looked flustered and cramped cutely.
"This mouth, besides eating, can also be used for talking!" Song Xunhua traced Guan Rongyun's tightly closed lips with his wet fingers, scratching the wound on his lips itchy slightly, and accidentally loosened it. After he opened his mouth, his dexterous fingers took the opportunity to sneak in, playing with the tip of his tongue and molesting his mouth... Guan Rongyun, who was not used to putting foreign objects into his mouth like this, wanted to push Song Xunhua's hand away, but the latter didn't give him a chance, With the other free hand, he reached behind Guan Rongyun's back, grabbed his arm and grabbed it back, hugged him tightly, so that his body could only be twisted forward and his chin lifted, It is more convenient for Song Xunhua's fingers to tease wantonly in his mouth.
Song Xunhua's fingers skillfully avoided the parts that would make the other person uncomfortable. They seemed to be scratching and stirring randomly, but in fact, the weight and frequency of every detail were just right. The fingers seemed to be independent in Guan Rongyun's mouth. The living body, like making love to his lips, tongue, or even his teeth, can still produce a little bit of pleasure after repeated teasing...
Not just fingers, Song Xunhua deliberately rubbed Guan Rongyun's chest with his own chest, rubbing those two small nipples so hard that it was unbearably numb.The lower head was not idle, and the narrow knees squeezed into the inner thighs, pushing and sliding on the sensitive and smooth flesh... Guan Rongyun's sensitive body was once again ignited by his fan and boiled again, he really wanted to be tight He clenched his teeth tightly to suppress the unbearable moans, but with Song Xunhua's green fingers stuffed in his mouth, wouldn't it hurt his heart to bite on it?
"Ah, I really can't bear it." Song Xunhua squinted those ecstatic peach blossom eyes, gently pinched the tip of Guan Rongyun's tongue twice with his finger and then stretched out, let him go gently, and then stood up from the water, Sitting on the edge of the bathtub with one buttocks, the slender legs are spread wide open, and the whole body is not shy to be seen at a glance. If it is not extremely confident in his appearance, then he has no reservations about the viewer.As for Song Xunhua, it should be due to the above two reasons, so that his demeanor is so composed, but it shows a pure beauty beyond lewdness.
"If you continue to bathe with your mandarin duck, I really can't bear to fuck you..." Song Xunhua pointed to the innocent but stupid desire between his legs with an innocent expression.
"..." Guan Rongyun, who was kneeling in the water, watched Song Xunhua's fair and delicate toes twitching next to the bathtub. He suddenly thought of the past when he was in the Green Gang. Had an argument with Song Xunhua, how did that guy scold at that time?
"You fucking gave birth to you evildoer!"
At that time, he really couldn't figure out how to describe a man as "monster". ?But at this moment, when he moved his eyes slowly up from the toes, and after Song Xunhua smiled at him, Guan Rongyun came to a conclusion: he really is a monster...
"Hey, why are you so stupid? Are you really hungry? Well...you haven't eaten all day, right? Okay, okay, I'll wipe it off for you and get you something to eat ..."
"I'm not hungry." Guan Rongyun suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Song Xunhua's ankle, pulled him back to the edge of the bathtub and sat down on the edge of the bathtub, moved his body forward to between Song Xunhua's legs, and separated the two with one hand One leg, the other hand held Song Xunhua's semi-soft avatar, lowered his head to his lips, and licked it there...
"..." Now, it was Song Xunhua's turn to be dumb and foolish. He stared at the man with his eyes open and his mouth closed... Yes, that was indeed an out-and-out man. I never imagined that there would be a man willing to do this kind of thing for the same sex... Besides, he didn't even know his name and looked like a man with a twisted gender, but he opened his mouth for him, for his words I opened my mouth...
This man's skills are not very good, indeed, this is the first time Guan Rongyun has done such a thing in his life, how can he be so good?He never thought that his mouth, which has always been cherished like gold and rarely used for speaking, would one day give oral sex to men.But the object is Song Xunhua, the person he loves and is fascinated by even a hair and even a piece of nail...
As far as Guan Rongyun is concerned, everything about Song Xunhua makes him like it very much, no matter what he can't get or what he can have; what he can see or what he can't see... Yes, he is very hungry, yes This person, this body, the flesh and blood hidden in his body, and his soul all make Guan Rongyun feel very hungry...
He didn't know how to please a man with his mouth. On the road, he had seen some mafia bosses who would take a lady with them in broad daylight and in public. When the wine was hot, they would ask the lady to provide services on the spot.He also saw it in the torture room of the gang. In order to humiliate, in order to give a mental blow and extract a confession, the person in charge of the execution skillfully dislocated the jaw of the victim, and then recruited a group of men to force their penis into the closed mouth. Roughly thrusting and thrusting in it...
He has seen it, but that doesn't mean he will.
But just relying on the pure stupidity of wanting to please the sweetheart, wanting to make the other person feel happy, wanting to hear the messy breathing from Song Xunhua's mouth...
Without any distractions, he concentrated on using his tongue and lips to slowly suck and lick the restlessly flicking thing in his hand, like a child licking a sweet popsicle, sucking too much Take a big bite, and worry that you will eat it all at once because you cherish it too much; lick it too lightly, and feel anxious and unsatisfied... The unbearable and reluctant appearance, the delicate warmth The encirclement is more provocative than any superb technique, and it quickly brought Song Xunhua's desire to the critical point...
Guan Rongyun, who is also a man, can also feel that what he holds in his hands urgently needs to be vented, but at this moment he hesitates... What should I do next?
He stopped his movements, raised his face slightly and looked at Song Xunhua from the corner of his eyes, and Song Xunhua slowly opened his eyes, lowered his eyelids, and looked at him with a confused and anxious expression.
Suspending at a critical moment is really too much torture for a healthy young man... Seeing Guan Rongyun's bewildered expression, with his mouth slightly open and his avatar in his mouth, he stopped there in a daze , it is so cute that it makes one's heart itch, but it is also too unbearable to make one's teeth itch! !
Pushing his waist forward a little, and then slowly bringing it back, Song Xunhua didn't dare to push too deeply or use too much force, for fear of making the person under him feel uncomfortable.But the stimulation brought by such a small push is more powerful than just licking and sucking. Guan Rongyun seemed to have noticed the change of that thing, and he took the initiative to move his position forward again. It is a bit difficult to swallow the strong thing completely, but Guan Rongyun still tried his best to use the whole mouth and even the throat to cover the largest area of Song Xunhua's avatar, and then imitated Song Xunhua's way, shrinking his cheeks and sucking it deeply Hold it, release it a little bit, repeat this process, the hot hard thing is taken care of from the tip to the root, every crease and every crease, making Song Xunhua feel so comfortable that he is almost exhausted The greatest endurance is to support myself so as not to fall off the edge of the bathtub to the ground.
At the moment before he was about to vent, Song Xunhua pushed Guan Rongyun's shoulder and wanted to pull out his avatar. This person was able to do this for him, and he was deeply moved. The filth is shot in someone's mouth, right?But Guan Rongyun didn't let him push him away, instead he hugged his waist tightly and swallowed him tighter and deeper. Song Xunhua couldn't bear it any longer after being stimulated, and reached a climax in Guan Rongyun's mouth with a low snort... …
"Ah..." Song Xunhua sighed softly, and was about to fall backwards all over his body. Thanks to Guan Rongyun's sharp eyes and quick hands, he just left the words, and before he could take a good breath, he quickly stretched out his hands and hugged Song Xunhua's waist , the two fell back into the warm water in the bathtub together, but before they could adjust their postures properly, Guan Rongyun choked on a few sips of water again.
Song Xunhua quickly sat upright and picked up Guan Rongyun, seeing him coughing again and again, his heart tightened every time he coughed, seeing that the water coughed up from his mouth still carried the water he had just released. The white turbidity and a trace of pale pink bloodshot, the full taste in the chest can not tell whether it is sweet or sour, looking at this man silently, suddenly there is a feeling of worrying about gain and loss...
He really likes this person, there is no reason, no purpose, and he doesn't even know why...
But would this person also like him for no reason, no purpose, no reason?
What kind of thoughts are in his mind, Song Xunhua really wants to know, but he is afraid to know, there is a vague inexplicable something wrong, preventing his head from exploring deeper.
For some reason, he didn't really believe that he would be able to get good luck. Everything that happened in front of him seemed to be covered with a transparent glass cover, which was obviously what he was experiencing and experiencing, but It's a bit like looking at the operation of another world in the cover through the glass cover, but the him in that world is not him...
Those unbearable memories and sad feelings were blocked in the depths of his mind so he forgot them, but they still existed, hoarding and fermenting in a deeper and darker form...
Condensed, the incomplete and scattered shadows in his heart condensed one by one. Although he still couldn't see what was about to be pieced together, Song Xunhua knew clearly that the thing was not good, very, very bad. This man is all bad and harmful.
Such fear made his feverish body instantly cool down, and it was only then that he realized that the water in the bathtub had become cold at some point. He raised his head and looked at Guan Rongyun's unhealthy pale face... ...what the hell! ?He actually soaked this person who was so ill and didn't know what to do and who just woke up not long ago in cold water for such a long time! ?
There was no time in the United States to regret and hurt, he immediately stood up from the water and stepped out of the bathtub, and picked up Guan Rongyun by the way, and found a clean, thick and warm towel to wrap him tightly Only a head and a pair of calves were exposed, and he didn't care that his bare butt was still dripping, so he bent down and carried Guan Rongyun, who was not much shorter than him, on his shoulders like a cement bag and walked out of the bathroom...
"I have feet..." Guan Rongyun didn't feel that he was weak enough to be cared for like this...Although he spent a lot of energy in the bathtub, and his eyelids began to feel a little hard...
"It can be seen that you have feet." Song Xunhua said with a smile, while walking, he stretched out his hand to pinch Guan Rongyun's calf exposed outside the bath towel... This pinch made Guan Rongyun shrink subconsciously, and almost missed Song Xunhua's shoulder to fall off.
"Put me down." The high-ranking gang leader has been in power for a long time. Although the words of the order are plain, there is more or less a sharp sense of menace, as if holding a gun to the opponent's forehead. Who heard Boss Guan speaking in such a tone, who didn't shrink his neck and wait tremblingly?
But Song Xunhua is not in vain as the leader of the gang, what kind of vicious thing have you never seen?Of course, it is more likely that Guan Rongyun's tone of voice has been heard for many years in the past. It is commonplace, and it doesn't hurt him at all. At the moment when he has completely forgotten the identity of the other party, he feels that this person who is obviously healthy and sexually twisted guy talks in this tone
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