Ji Da's husband's diary

Wednesday, February 2th, Xiaoxue

Gradually, I began to get used to the always white scenery outside the window. I checked the calendar suddenly and found that the day of return has quietly approached.

Looking back on this trip to the snow mountain, it was really exciting.There are shocks and surprises, but now this big name suddenly has an urge to use his strength to bring back the actor again!Smiling quietly in the mirror, I also have moments when I want to impress others!

what to do?I really like Mingrui more and more!

Especially knowing that such an excellent man also has hesitation and anxiety... How should I put it, I feel that the distance is much closer all of a sudden!

Ps. I found that there was too much luggage and I couldn't pack it into the box when I arrived.Let's leave it to the little assistant, he will definitely be able to do it!

Today's status:

Physical Index★★

Mood Index★★★★

Before going to bed, I suddenly thought, why does it seem a bit lonely to sleep alone?

—————————— Even Su closes the diary and drops the dividing line—————————

Ji Kongqing silently looked out the window.In the snow, the silhouettes cuddling each other stretched long by the setting sun seemed indescribably harmonious.

It seems a little envious... He sighed in his heart.

Ah Quan and Qiu Yueren seem to be really matched.Especially when they stand side by side, the tacit understanding and the perfect fusion of aura really make people envious.

different from myself.

Mingrui seems to be much stronger than himself, although at first he wanted to approach him with the attitude of supporting newcomers, but in the end he found that he was always taken care of.When can I become a man worthy of him?Whether it's momentum or talent, it's too bad...

Why can't I be as mature as him when I am four years older than him?If it weren't for this rather handsome face, I really can't figure out how to stand beside him and not be cast aside by others!

Huh?No, I saw the freshly released promotional poster yesterday, and everyone said that standing together is quite pleasing to the eye?So maybe others can't see it?Is it because of the little things in the process of getting along that gave me a feeling of being protected all the time?

It is not only responsible for rewarding my stomach, but also responsible for comforting my heart, and even responsible for improving my acting skills... In comparison, the things that can be done for Ming Rui... are basically equal to zero!

Am I really a bad lover?

Jing Mingrui, who was walking with a smile, was suddenly taken aback by the low air pressure around Ji Kongqing's body.What's going on here, why do you feel so down after taking a break?

"Brother, it's time for a break. Do you want to continue? Or eat something to fill your stomach first?"

Ji Kongqing turned around and shook her head, trying to regain the sad expression on her face: "Let's start!"

He bit his lower lip, despising himself in his heart.What's the use of feeling sorry for yourself?Why not start with acting skills and catch up with Mingrui step by step!

"Then, I tried the dialogue just now, let's try the monologue now!" Jing Mingrui took out a stack of papers from the table and handed it to Ji Kongqing, "Look, this monologue is quite classic."

"Hmm... "Red Rose and White Rose"?" Ji Kongqing looked down at the lines and the detailed plot introduction.

"Read it carefully and tell me what kind of mentality he had when he said this monologue." Jing Mingrui raised his wrist and looked at his watch, "Let's begin!"

Ji Kongqing quickly browsed through the materials in his hand, trying to recall how he felt when he watched the movie.

Since agreeing on the secret code for the play, Ji Kongqing took the initiative to ask Jing Mingrui to help him improve his acting skills in his free time.I don't know if it's because Jing Mingrui's method is particularly effective, or because every word he utters is particularly easy to be reflected in Ji Kongqing's mind. In short, Ji Dapai, who has not improved in acting skills for many years, seems to suddenly see a path leading to acting. Pai's broad road.

With the deepening of the special training, the gap between the two became more and more obvious to Ji Kongqing.

With the same content, Ming Rui can often express the character's heart with a subtle action, while he himself can only use some weak lines to express the scene in the same way.

Especially when doing dialogue exercises, usually as long as Mingrui speaks first, I can easily be brought into the play by him, and my emotions are completely mobilized.But if he started by himself first, he would have to wait for Mingrui to answer the call before he could find the feeling.

Sigh... I am also a qualified graduate of Luo's acting crash course!

Well, it can't be compared with Mingrui. Where did he graduate from?

"I'm majoring in psychology." Jing Mingrui gently rubbed Ji Kongqing's head, "Brother, have you lost your mind again?"

Huh huh?Have you spoken out what is on your mind? !

"Aren't you from the acting department?" Ji Kongqing asked with some doubts.Although no one has disclosed Jing Mingrui's school, the outside world has always believed that he came from an orthodox foreign performance department.

"So the rumors may not be credible." Jing Mingrui spread his hands.

Ji Kongqing lowered her head, trying to hide her sudden depression.

Mao!

Was it self-taught?This sense of distance...

Has a man's self-esteem been reduced to shards on the ground?

Although it's wrong to compare with someone you like, at least the gap shouldn't be that big, right?Maybe the only thing I can get is the numbers in the bank book?

No, if you want a sugar daddy, why would Mingrui go far away, Aquan seems to be richer than himself...

No, no, no, what!This weird way of thinking, what on earth is he thinking? !

"I'm hungry."

Jing Mingrui suddenly put down the paper in his hand, leaned lazily on the back of the chair, and let out a sigh. "Uh...then let's go to the restaurant for something to eat?" Ji Kongqing suddenly felt guilty.What, Mingrui Mingming is working so hard to help himself find materials and find ways to improve, and he still has to think wildly.

"I want to eat sweets." Jing Mingrui frowned when he heard about the restaurant.

"Then go and see if there is any dessert? No, there is a coffee shop where there are sweet drinks." Ji Kongqing tilted his head and thought for a while.

"I'm so hungry that I can't even walk." Jing Mingrui slumped on the chair with a bitter face.

"Huh?" Ji Kongqing looked at Jing Mingrui worriedly, "I... I didn't notice, Mingrui, didn't you eat lunch?"

Jing Mingrui licked his lips: "I ate it, but I digested it long ago. Brother, don't you have any sweets that can save you?"

"Hmm... I'll look in the refrigerator." Ji Kongqing stood up, but Jing Mingrui grabbed his arm.

"The one in your coat pocket, isn't it for me?"

"Ah—?!" Ji Kongqing couldn't help but widen his eyes.

"It's okay, let's go to the restaurant for dinner." Jing Mingrui stood up and smiled wryly, "I'm just joking, but I'm actually not very hungry."

"No, no, no, it's for you! But...but it was... not very successful, and... there is no material to make a second one, so..." Ji Kongqing said, "And ...I didn't pay attention yesterday ... I put the coat next to the heater, and it was a little melted when I found it."

"Is that why you suddenly rushed back in the middle?" Jing Mingrui smiled and hugged Ji Kongqing's waist, and laughed softly, "Since you have put so much thought into it, why didn't you hand it over to me? I But I have been waiting for a whole day full of confidence, but I have not waited for anything. Now I have to beat around the side while pantothenic acid water."

"How did you know?" Ji Kongqing asked belatedly.He obviously checked Jing Mingrui's schedule in advance, so he deliberately picked a time when he would not show up and secretly went to the kitchen to make chocolate.

"This is probably the telepathy between lovers." Jing Mingrui said with a serious face.He didn't intend to mention it at all, it was entirely the result of him observing Ji Kongqing through the eyes of Yaoguang from time to time.

Ji Kongqing tried his best to suppress the soaring temperature on his face, took out a small box from the jacket pocket hanging on the armrest of the sofa, and handed it to Jing Mingrui: "Then... you can try it!"

Jing Mingrui took the box, carefully trying to find the edge of the wrapping paper and tear it apart.

"Oh, just tear it open." Ji Kongqing twisted her fingers, saw Jing Mingrui finally put the small deformed object into her mouth, and couldn't help but look at him nervously.

Why is his expression so weird?

"Very... unpalatable?" Ji Kongqing asked in a low voice.

Why did your face turn red all of a sudden?Could it be that the things I made have the taste of poison?

"Why don't you just swallow it? Do you want water?" Ji Kongqing suggested with a bitter face.

Jing Mingrui coughed violently, giving people a feeling that they couldn't vomit.

"Mingrui, what's the matter with you? Are you okay?" Ji Kongqing was so anxious that his eyes were red, he went a step further and patted Jing Mingrui's back to help him spit out.

A smile flashed across Jing Mingrui's eyes, he grabbed Ji Kongqing's arm and pushed him down on the solid wooden table, and he fell down with one breath.

"Mmm... Mmmmm...!"

"It's not bad, but it's too little. There's no way to spread it on your body and eat it slowly." Jing Mingrui entangled the lips of the person under him, stirring the slightly bitter chocolate in his mouth.He didn't let go of Ji Kongqing's tongue until he felt that he couldn't restrain the scorching heat in his lower abdomen.

Ji Kongqing panted hard, her mind was a little fuzzy, and she didn't even have time to think about what Jing Mingrui said.

"Senior brother, did I tell you?" Jing Mingrui clicked his tongue, "Meeting you is probably the luckiest thing in my life."

"Huh?" Ji Kongqing was distracted by this sudden emotion, raised his head and looked at Jing Mingrui suspiciously.

Jing Mingrui's eyes paused at the corner of Ji Kongqing's mouth, and then he said with a smile: "I, since the day I joined the company, I have been thinking, will I see you? Will I have a chance to meet you?" ? Will I be able to act with you one day? Will you notice me? Will you like me? Until that day, when I was notified to participate in the casting, I was so excited that I didn’t sleep all night I felt like I almost couldn't get up the next day..."

"Mingrui..." Ji Kongqing's eyes widened in surprise.He never thought that Jing Mingrui had so many expectations before he knew himself.

"When I got to the set, I was really anxious. I didn't even dare to go backstage to see if you came, so I had to go to the tea room to memorize the lines to pass the time. I thought that even if you came, you might not be able to talk to me. I was sitting on the judging panel, and I was still thinking wildly. The company said the day before that I would let you take care of me. Do you already know who I am... Anyway, I have the script in my hand but I didn’t say a word. Look in!" Jing Mingrui touched his lips in embarrassment, "So when you suddenly appeared, I was so lucky that I didn't jump off the window sill and gnaw my shit while my heart was pounding. "

Ji Kongqing suddenly recalled the first time he saw Jing Mingrui, and transformed him from jumping coolly from the window sill into a fall on his head, and laughed out loud: "Mingrui... ...You...you...hahahaha, you actually thought like this at the time? You didn't see it at all!"

"Oh..." Jing Mingrui sighed, "So you can probably imagine how happy I was to be favored by you? At that time, I was in a bad mood because of the unlucky scandal, so I went to borrow a Quan's yacht was about to go out to sea, but I saw your confession on TV! I rushed over to start the car, but failed to start it for a full 3 minutes... God gave me such an opportunity, it was like a dream Same! When I grabbed your hand and pulled you into the car, I made up my mind that I must work hard to become a man worthy of you!"

Jing Mingrui lowered his head and showed a gentle smile: "It's just that occasionally, there will be times when you are not so confident. It's like not being able to wait for chocolate on Valentine's Day. It really makes people feel depressed... Brother, you have to remember to set the time Say something encouraging and cheer me up!"

"Well, Mingrui, I like you the most! I like you the most!" Ji Kongqing hugged Jing Mingrui's neck and kissed her.

It turns out that such a mature and stable Mingrui will sometimes feel unconfident...

After knowing,

like,

I feel more at ease!

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