Fengyun's Godless Juexin

can sleep here.

Xin'er, don't be afraid, father will protect you and accompany you through life and death.

Xiner, father loves you.

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56. Contradictions

When Jue Xin regained consciousness, he found himself lying on the edge of a small island, presumably washed here by sea water.

The pain in his left upper arm was severe, and his body was heavy as hell, but Jue Wushen's tall body was pressing on half of his body, making him unable to breathe.

Jue Xin stretched out his uninjured right hand, tried his best to push Jue Wushen's heavy body aside, but failed for a while, only to find that Jue Wushen's right hand was still tightly hugging his waist.

Jue Xin frowned slightly, the scene of Jue Wushen hugging herself in the sea with one hand, and tightly grasping the board with the other flashed in his mind.

Unexpectedly, he did not abandon himself until he fell into a coma.

Jue Xin felt a slight movement in his heart, and then recalled the moment when the shells on the boat fell, when Jue Wushen rushed over and hugged him, completely protecting himself under his body regardless of life and death.

It wasn't until this time that Juexin truly realized that Jue Wushen really regarded himself as an existence that was more than life.

If not, how could he not hesitate to rush over at that critical moment, using his flesh and blood to defend himself against the firepower of the shells?

No matter how you look at it, Absolute Wushen doesn't seem like someone who would sacrifice for others.

With his selfishness and fickleness, he should put his own life safety first when facing danger.

Could it be that he really fell in love with himself?

Jue Xin refused to think about it any further, but he vaguely felt that his heart, which was originally as cold as ice, seemed to have a tendency to melt.

This discovery made Juexin a little annoyed, he grabbed Jue Wushen's palm tightly around his waist, and with his fingers, he used all his strength to break apart Jue Wushen's fingers one by one.

Jue Wushen seemed to be aware of it, his thick eyebrows were slightly frowned, and he murmured in a daze, but he did not wake up after all.

Jue Xin pushed away Jue Wushen's heavy body with all her strength, then sat up panting heavily, carefully observing the terrain around her.

The place he was on was indeed an island. It didn't look that big. The island was overgrown with weeds, and occasionally there were a few tall trees. Small animals such as hares and squirrels appeared in the distance from time to time. I think there should be fresh water here.

Thinking of this level, Jue Xinfang felt a lot more at ease.

It should be known that fresh water is the most indispensable material resource for survival at sea.

Then Jue Xin began to check his body, and found that he was basically uninjured, only a few inches long bloody gash on his left upper arm, which was only a flesh wound, and the blood had already dried up, and the wound had begun to heal gradually.

Jue Xin took a deep breath, tried to stand up, and found that he was weak all over, and his throat was dry and sore, presumably because he had been floating in the sea for a long time without getting any water.

But other than these, the others didn't feel any discomfort. It seems that as long as he finds food and fresh water to make up for the lack of energy, his body can fully recover.

This discovery reassured Jue Xin a lot, and the brows that were originally slightly frowned subconsciously relaxed a little.

But when he saw the unconscious Jue Wushen beside him, Jue Xin's mood that had just improved was greatly reduced.

He looked down at Jue Wushen's handsome face which was slightly pale due to blood loss, and began to think about how to deal with this troublesome guy.

Ever since she lost her eyesight and was brought back to Wushen Jue Palace by Jue Wushen, Jue Xin has thought about her future path countless times.

And every time he thinks, the result is the same, that is, temporarily endure, show weakness, and show absolute obedience to Absolute Wushen, and after he loses his guard against himself, he will find a good opportunity to kill him in one fell swoop Of.

The reason why Jue Xin made such a decision was because he didn't want to entrust his fate to Jue Wushen's hands as he did in the past, where life and death, honor and disgrace are all in the hands of the other party.

Although these days, Jue Wushen seems to be a different person, obedient to Jue Xin, and even publicly announced that he will inherit Wushen Jue Palace in the future, but Jue Xin's sense of crisis has never diminished in the slightest.

Of course he believes that Jue Wushen's every move towards him is completely from the heart, without any falsehood, and those powerful oaths are absolutely from Jue Wushen's sincerity, without any deception, but he does not believe that Jue Wushen can really abide by it all his life oath.

After all, the premise of these vows is based on Jue Wushen's feelings for him. If the feelings disappear, the vows will naturally become a few useless empty words.

However, things like feelings are the most unreliable, and many times they come and go faster.Jue Wushen fell in love with himself inexplicably, and it seemed that he still loved him very deeply. God knows if this love will disappear inexplicably again one day?

People are such strange animals. When you fall in love with someone, you will do everything willingly, even die for him. When you stop loving one day, you will feel that those thoughts when you were in love were so stupid It's ridiculous, and the person you loved so badly at the beginning is nothing more than that, and it's not worth what you pay for him at all.

Jue Xin firmly believes that Absolutely Wushen is definitely such a person.

If he naively bases his future and happiness on Jue Wushen's illusory love for him, if one day Jue Wushen suddenly stops loving him, what kind of tragic fate will he face at that time? can not imagine.

It is precisely because of this understanding that Jue Xin can calmly and rationally make the most favorable judgment for himself.

At this moment, he looked at Jue Wushen who was still in a coma, and the touch and softness in his heart that was originally because of his life-saving rescue was quietly receding little by little, and was replaced by the deep-rooted hatred and indifference in his heart.

A voice screamed desperately from the bottom of Juexin's heart, tempting him with all its strength: kill him!As long as you kill this person, you will be able to control your own destiny, no longer need to be controlled by others, watch people's faces all day long, and live tremblingly!

Juexin kicked Juewushen's body lightly with his feet, causing him to roll over and lie on the ground, then bent down and inspected the wound across Juewushen's back, his dark and beautiful eyes slowly floated up. A gloomy chill.

At this moment, Jue Wushen was so seriously injured and unconscious all the time, this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for him.

I don't even have to kill him myself, as long as I throw him into the sea, and keep him, he will soon become a floating corpse in the vast sea.

However, in order to be safe, it is best to break his neck with his own hands, and watch him swallow his last breath before throwing his body into the sea. Like the last time, he was suffering from the uncertainty of Jue Wushen's life and death. I don't want to experience it a second time either.

As Jue Xin thought coldly, a cruel light unconsciously appeared in his dark eyes.

He stretched out his hands, and turned Absolutely Wushen's body over again, making him face up again, then stared at Absolutely Wushen's neck, and slowly stretched out his hands...

At the moment when Jue Xin's fingers were about to touch the skin of Jue Wushen's neck, Jue Wushen suddenly let out a low moan, and opened his eyes without warning.

Jue Xin was startled, and subconsciously withdrew his hands suddenly.

Jue Wushen seemed completely unaware of the strangeness, but stared deeply at Jue Xin's eyes that could not hide his panic, and a warm smile slowly floated in the dark eyes.

Then he tried his best to stretch out his hand, held Jue Xin's right hand in his palm, and said in a very happy voice: "Xin'er, you're fine, it's great! I'm really afraid that you won't be able to hold on..."

The palm was held by his generous big hand, and the palm felt the familiar temperature of the other party, which made Jue Xin's heart beat suddenly.

He clearly remembered that when he was soaked in the cold sea water and was submerged by the waves facing him countless times, it was this hand that always hugged him tightly, conveying the familiar warm feeling, which made him feel unprecedented. Practical and reassuring.

For some reason, at that time he was obviously a little delirious, but he clearly knew that no matter how bad the situation was, as long as the owner of this hand was by his side, he would never be in any danger.

However, he didn't know at that time that the owner of that hand was obviously injured more severely than him and bled more than him, but he always relied on perseverance, gritted his teeth and insisted on holding himself and floating on the sea until Losing the last bit of strength...

Seeing that Jue Xin was a little distracted, Jue Wushen tightened the palm of his right hand again, and the smile on the corner of his lips widened, and he raised his voice: "Xin'er?"

Juexin came to his senses after being called out by him.

He refocused his eyes on Jue Wushen, and thoughtfully said: "I'm fine, but your back wound is quite deep, maybe you lost a lot of blood?"

Jue Wushen smiled slightly when he heard the words: "It was just cut by shrapnel, it's not a big deal. Don't worry about it."

Although he said it lightly, both of them knew that such an injury was quite serious even for Absolutely Wushen.

Jue Xin held Jue Wushen's hand instead, feeling that the hand was quite weak and weak, and the owner of the hand probably didn't even have the strength to stand up at this moment.

If I want to kill him now, I can achieve my goal without any effort, but...

Looking at those eyes full of warm smiles and showing absolute trust in him, Jue Xin felt his heart was filled with soft emotions, and those cruel and vicious thoughts could not be brought back no matter what.

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