Mu Chen

127、Grievance

Until the end of September, Muchen had fully adapted to the local environment, and the work was slowly unfolding. He didn't see a single word from Yu Yong.

Of course, he had confirmed from Gu Ning that the other party was safe, not just safe, Yu Yong also came up with a completely different idea from the past at work:

He began to get more in touch with the supervisors and leaders introduced by Gu Ning, not just focusing on the tertiary industry and some specific managers like before.

Gu Ning appreciates this, and thinks that he finally has some structure, which is not a small progress.

Knowing that he was well, Mu Chen let it go.

He is getting more and more busy with various things, and he no longer checks his mailbox repeatedly, and he no longer speculates whether it is because he is in a remote place and the signal is poor, etc. that he cannot receive messages.

Although it is a habit to make excuses for the other party, but now I always feel that my interest is waning.

Maybe being busy is the best substitute for being angry and sad, especially the harsh living environment here.

The project that Mu Chen participated in belongs to long-term medical assistance, and the safety of the doctor himself is guaranteed, which is why Gu Ning and Jiang Cheng finally agreed.

It's just that many serious patients here actually only needed some simple treatment at the beginning, but they were delayed by various reasons, there are also a large number of malnourished children, and extremely scarce resources...

As a doctor, he is distressed and powerless.

The more time passed, the more he could understand the difficulty of survival, and in the face of this difficulty, his pain began to become insignificant.

The world is too big, Yu Yong should have more choices.

And he is a doctor, and he can't tie all the joys and sorrows to one person, and regard this person as the whole world. After studying for so many years, he should have more important things to do.

Yu Yong himself doesn't understand why he avoids Muchen, he hasn't figured it out for several months.

Ever since he suddenly saw Muchen on the night of the accident, he had an absurd, very unreal feeling.

Muchen, who had been away for nearly a year, came back suddenly. He knew that he should be happy or even ecstatic, but maybe he was extremely tired, but he didn't really feel anything.

What's worse is that I actually encountered a bloody drama on TV, was drugged, was laid down on the bed like a woman, and was rescued by Mu Chen watching the scene.

In fact, although he felt embarrassed at first, he didn't take it too seriously. After all, he really drank too much and couldn't do anything when he fell asleep, so he was open-minded.

However, he saw the disgust in Mu Chen's eyes, "dirty" and "disgusting", the man said it very clearly.

This kind of disgust hurt him deeply. Although Mu Chen's attitude seemed to be just talking, he knew that the man was serious, cared, and cared very much.

For more than a year, Yu Yong has been very successful in the eyes of others, with a high starting point and smooth business, but who knows how tired he is?

Gu Ning always thought that he was small, but he really didn't dare to take risks with Mu Chen's last net worth.

Lin Lan always felt that he was promising and able to make money now, as if the last thing in her life was for him to get married and have children. Every time she thought about him going crazy, she could only say a few harsh words, and she would automatically clear it after crying. And then a new round of cycle.

In addition, there is also Shui Siyuan who is not clear-headed, waiting for him to turn around with affectionate and no regrets, it is simply annoying.

But to hinder Yang Zheng and his wife, he still can't get angry.

And Muchen, his back, his home, the source and destination of all his happiness, he always thought that the person who understood him the most and supported him... In fact, he didn't understand him very well, at least he didn't have what he needed Then understand.

Maybe Yu Yong himself didn't realize that deep down in his heart, he has always had resentment.

He gave up his troops and came back, but the person who said he was waiting for him was gone.

Even though he knew that the other party was forced, he still felt a little disappointed, especially since his mother was the instigator, so he couldn't stop or complain.

Yu Yong grew up surrounded by quarrels and scolding of his parents, and the rejection of his teachers and classmates. He has a strong heart and doesn't care about others' criticisms.

Although I know that Mu Chen is sensitive and has strong self-esteem, but in my heart I don't take it seriously—why take other people's thoughts too seriously?Heavy enough to give up?

He knew that Mu Chen would develop better after returning to N City, and if Mu Chen left because of this, he would feel more comfortable and supportive.

In the more than a year since he started the company, he has faced many things. If he really takes other people's ideas too seriously, he will never be able to do anything, let alone do business.

For more than a year, he has dealt with all kinds of people, studied their preferences, treated them to food, drink, money, and girls. Isn't he disgusted by these things?

But as soon as he opened his mouth, Mu Chen only worriedly told him to take the regular route and not to take risks.

He explained that the price of others for the same project is always higher than his, and Mu Chen would tell him not to worry, come a little bit......

Muchen loves him, but he doesn't understand his situation at all, nor does he understand his anxiety and difficulties.

Didn't he want them to be together sooner?

However, he couldn't say how tired he was, because he insisted on staying in City Y.

He gradually stopped talking about his situation, but he couldn't hide his living conditions. Mu Chen always told him to drink less, and even got him a hospital certificate, but didn't he know how ridiculous it was to show a certificate on the wine table?Not to mention the customers he wants to win.

What makes him most uncomfortable is that Muchen is always worried that he will follow Yu Jianguo's old path and drink too much, but doesn't he know how much he hates alcohol?Why don't you believe that he really has to?

Maybe it was because he was too tired during this time, the obvious disgust today made him feel at a loss, and the grievance that he had been holding back for a long time suddenly came to his heart.

Originally, he had already suppressed it pretending to be indifferent, after all, he knew that he could no longer find fault with Mu Chen.

And he asked himself if he saw Mu Chen in such a situation, he might have reacted more violently, but who knows that the bloody dramas will follow one after another.

It's unreal to see Mu Chen busy in the hospital, it's unreal to be forced to die by his mother, it's also unreal to be asked by Yang Zhengshui Chengqi for his kindness.

Maybe the only ones who need to be polite are outsiders, maybe they just want to get rid of Shui Siyuan forever, maybe they are just too tired and just want this to end quickly, he agreed to Yang Zheng's request.

After coming out of the police station, Yu Yong began to feel irritable and hesitant again, because Mu Chen was more angry than ever before.

He knew that Mu Chen was angry at Shui Siyuan for hurting him, but it was not like he didn't vent his anger on him.

And he just said "she scolded you and I won't let her go" and "I will listen to you to investigate to the end" before he went to withdraw the case.

He wasn't sure if Mu Chen could understand, it was because it was hard to refuse Yang Zheng's request, and also because he was exhausted and just wanted everything to end quickly.

He didn't know how to explain to Muchen.

Sitting in the hospital until almost ten o'clock, seeing that Lin Lan finally calmed down after getting what he wanted, he talked about Shui Siyuan's well-being and the expectation of him getting married and having children. He strangely didn't have any anger and sadness.

He didn't say a word all night, and Lin Lan probably realized his calm indifference, and finally shut up.

However, no one knew that he was in a trance all night, and he still had an inescapable sense of absurdity.

He didn't understand that they could stay together even if they loved each other, how could they be forced to this point by such a foolish person?Why are you so tired that you no longer have any joy in seeing each other?

He felt unable to face it, and felt tired and sad, so he went directly to the construction site after he came out of the hospital.

There were a few things that had to be done at the scene the next day, but he didn't go home because he couldn't face it.

He can't ask Mu Chen anymore, he told himself ten thousand times - that person has done the best to him.

However, people are always greedy, especially Yu Yong.

If you want more and more unconditional tolerance from the other party, you will be hurt if you are rejected a little bit.

Because this is the closest person, so I can wantonly wronged.

Muchen asked him if he had taken notes, but he didn't tell him the truth.

Muchen said that he had a plane at three o'clock in the afternoon, and he felt a sense of relief.

This was their hard-fought reunion after a year apart, but he just wanted to end this day as soon as possible.

With Mu Chen gone, the greatest pressure can be reduced.

He didn't even care that it was a pity that they were going to leave without staying together, and he was even glad that he was busy enough with the things at hand, and he couldn't see him off because he didn't have time.

He didn't receive Mu Chen's call to report his safety, and he didn't call either.

He was afraid that Mu Chen would ask the follow-up again, and he really didn't want to lie to that person, nor did he want to hear that person get angry.

However, there was no further news from Mu Chen.

He knew that he should contact the other party, but he was exhausted, scared and wronged, and didn't want to say anything.

Yang Zheng wanted to invite Shui Siyuan to dinner on the second day after he came out. He said that Lin Lan was still in the hospital and pushed it away. Embarrassed and defeated.

Ten days later, he picked up Lin Lan and left the hospital. These days, he was more silent towards Lin Lan. This silence made her start to fear, and she finally calmed down.

In the evening, he went upstairs for the first time after Mu Chen left. Except for a thin layer of dust, all the bedding and toiletries in the room were replaced.

And, obviously, there was no trace of anyone sleeping on the bed.

The uneasiness in his heart reached its peak when he saw the key on the table. Obviously, Muchen already knew the truth that day.

Does this mean you don't want him?

How should he explain the retention?

He repeatedly tested his bottom line, did he finally break the bottom line?

He knew he should have called and apologized, right away, right away.

But he was also wronged.

Muchen finds it disgusting, could it be that he is happy?Wasn't he the one who was designed?Wasn't he firm in his refusal?Could it be that Mu Chen really couldn't figure out that he withdrew the case to repay Yang Zheng's love, and even more so that he would never see this woman again?

In this relationship, he insisted first, and he seemed to have always dominated strongly, but the trembling self in his heart was always begging in fear, even if the other party asked for anything, he was still uneasy.

His Muchen didn't understand.

However, his Muchen has already done his best to be kind to him, how can he ask for more?

No sleep for one night.