[Gu Jian Shaogong] Ronggu Qin Heart
Chapter 40
——Rong'er, you always say that I am cruel. During those days when I was silently guarding you as a cuckoo bird, I watched you die in despair and hated your own powerlessness. Who is more cruel?
Thousands of years have passed through the soul, the indifference and greed of human nature, the fickleness and impermanence of the world, I never knew it, but I gradually understood it, and when I knew it well, I had already seen it through.But I still can't help but wish extravagantly, hoping to find someone in the world who doesn't regard half-soul people as monsters.Looking for each annual ring, countless betrayals and ups and downs made me breathless.
I don't understand, I can't figure it out.Why is it that one moment I talked with you tenderly and tenderly, and the next moment I can regard the person who depends on each other day and night as a monster.It is really helpless to cross the soul and change the body, that body is their former relative, but...the one who accompanied them is me instead of the original body, why can they attack me without hesitation?Could it be that there is nothing else they can see except this body?For example, the soul in the body, I—Prince Changqin.
How sad.
From the beginning of snow to midsummer, from autumn to spring, one generation after another, all I have encountered are swords and swords, and sarcasm, prejudice and spurning... From the chilling feeling of killing people for the first time to gradually numbness, I really want to see , Is the blood of those so-called people hot or cold...
But I didn't do it after all, and I didn't have the opportunity.I'm so glad I missed this opportunity.
Because, in the early summer of that year, a little beggar crashed into my life, and I couldn't let go of it ever since.
The woman was called Huang Rong.
Huang Rong has a face that makes the world pale, and she also has a wit that no one else can match.She should be moving and still, happy and angry...everything about her is the most beautiful scenery since my soul-crossing career.
It's not that I haven't seen a woman who is more beautiful than her. On the nine heavens, among the mortal world, for example, Su Daji, who was subjugated, and Bao Si, who made King Zhou You not hesitate to play with the princes. I have also seen them, but they are not as good as Huang Rong's A sweet smile.I used to laugh at Di Xin and King Zhou You's stupidity, but when I think about it carefully, what qualifications do I have.If it were Rong'er, not to mention playing princes or subjugating the country, he would be willing to do anything.
But... Rong'er is not them.My Rong'er is exquisite and considerate, she can be called Zhuge among girls, not to mention making fun of my future, even if she wants to hurt me in the slightest, she will definitely not want to.Such as Su Daji, Bao Si and others, how can they be compared?
I tasted all kinds of sweet words, and at the beginning I took them all seriously, mistaking poison for honey, until the moment when I was about to fulfill my promise, it was always when I was doomed and the sword pierced my intestines.He De He Neng, the few words of these mortals actually deceived the former immortals.I spread my palms to look at the lines on it, and laughed at myself, am I still the prince Changqin who has no desire to be clear and bright?It's really... a little ridiculous.
Convinced, increasingly doubtful, unbelievable.This series of processes, just twelve words, took me a thousand years to comprehend, not to mention the difficulties and sufferings during the process.But I think that love may always be my robbery, tightly entangled like a spider's thread, the more I struggle, the deeper I sink.
Because of Rong'er's promise, I have already started to meditate on my future life. If I don't behave well, I trust one person again with all my heart. I believe all her words without thinking.Of course, I was right, Rong'er is articulate, and if she deceives all the people in the world, she will never deceive me.
She promised to be with me forever, as long as she lives, she will always be by my side.Perhaps in the years to come, I don't need to grit my teeth alone to bear it. I have experienced Rong'er's protection of weaknesses. From now on, as long as she is by my side, I won't like water, fire, knives, insults and ridicule.
Marriage tree, three life alliance.What is God's will and what is God's will, I scoff.But since Ronger is interested, no matter what it represents, I am willing to be devout once.
Why do you drift away, why do you have a small group; why are you separated for a long time, why are you restless.
"May we stay together forever, stay away from each other, and stay warm forever."
However, things often backfire.The prince Changqin only wants a piece of residual fragrance, a Guqin, and the company of the person he loves, so that he can live peacefully.God doesn't even grant me this bit of mercy.
At first sight of the space gap under the universe mirror of Yuguang Cave, my only thought was to break it.I dare not think about the scene where Rong'er goes back to the original world and continues her established life trajectory, but the image on the barrier can also make me jealous. If the real person is in front of me, I'm not sure what I will do.
I don't regret ruining Rong'er's way home, the only thing I'm afraid of is that she won't forgive me.Fortunately, Rong'er did not forget her promise.Meet for a lifetime, and hold hands together.But I don't want to only have a short hundred years. Since the day when Fenglai Qin was completed, the life of Prince Changqin is only this one. It shouldn't only be a hundred years.That being the case, it is imperative to urge Rong'er to practice spells, so that she can prolong her life and make an appointment to grow old together.
Prince Changqin has always been affectionate, and Yunhua is my brother, so I dare not sit idly by and ignore his affairs.Using Xiao Shangrong's mortal body to purify the fox bead and reverse the fate of heaven, this specific body is about to die.
During the serious illness, seeing Rong'er haggard and sad, unable to comfort her, she dared not speak about Changqin lightly.Caring too much, so that you are afraid of losing, who dares to try it easily?
Do you regret helping Yunhua?A little.But since it has been done, Changqin is not a cowardly and incompetent person, she can take care of her own affairs, and she must not shirk responsibility and blame others.
Huang Rong is a silly girl.Willing to marry someone whose life is not long, how many people in the world can do this?It's nothing more than sharing the glory and glory, but when the disaster is imminent, they are flying separately.Chunyu Qing said I was lucky, I have to admit it.It happened that night, she ran into me, and I also helped to achieve this 'good luck'.
"When I marry you, I am yours. Husband and wife share weal and woe, live and die together." Before the bed, Rong'er whispered, her expression at that time... I actually felt scared.If I come back, I won't see the lively and pretty Rong'er, but a cold corpse... I almost blurted out the matter of the prince Changqin, but was interrupted by my mother.
After a long period of time, I was extremely regretful and angry, why didn't I say it, why was I afraid.The moment Rong'er hit the pillar and fell into a coma, my heart was about to burst.She never lied to me, but she didn't do it after waiting for me for three years, even though I begged her.
But, how to blame her?Everything she does is for me.For me to give up the way home, for me to marry myself without hesitation, to commit suicide for me... I owe her what I owe, and I hope that I will do my best to repay her in the future, never be contemptuous and cherish it like a treasure, in the palm of my hand.
It is not up to me to choose to cross the soul and change body, so I turned into a cuckoo bird and waited in front of the window, waiting for Rong'er to wake up.Even though I don't know Chunyuqing's identity, and I have greeted her thousands of times in my heart, I should still sincerely thank her for saving Rong'er twice, and stay by her side to comfort her wholeheartedly.
Back under the marriage tree, the feeling of being separated from the world came to my face. She opened the kit to see the wish inside. I knew it was similar to her wish.Hearing Rong'er's hoarse cry, cursing the inhumanity of the heavens, and bringing back the red brocade bag in the lake, my heart is full of mixed feelings and full of strong bitterness.
For a moment, I actually thought it would be better to forget. Only by not remembering can Rong'er stop suffering so much. I can't bear her torment. It's fine for me to bear it. Rong'er should smile carefree and have no worries .
Rong'er, when you dreamed back in the middle of the night, you whispered softly and tears flowed down your cheeks, of course I know everything.You are cruel in Taoism, and you left before you, but you don’t know that I have been waiting by your side, seeing your helplessness when your heart is sad and painful, I hate this feeling of helplessness, and I regret it too much.If I knew today, why didn't I tell you everything about me... even if I would be disgusted by you.
Fortunately, Xiao Shangrui's birth diverted most of Rong'er's attention.vinegar?Of course there will be (strike out)... But the most important thing is that she can be happy, not to mention that what Rong'er loves is the son of her father and mother, that is, my own brother, Yu Li, even I should love him like a jewel.The only downside is that the hair on my body is about to be stripped off...how do I keep warm in winter...
The life of animals is generally not as long as that of humans. When Xiao Shangrui was three years old, I clearly felt that cuckoos were dying.With Shang Rui here, there should be no accidents for Rong'er, and I can go out with peace of mind to find a body suitable for crossing the soul.
This time, the target is clear - people, to be precise, it is best to be an adult man.I don't want to have that feeling of being helpless and helpless.
I am familiar with Qinchuan, but Qinchuan has no suitable candidates, so he has to rush elsewhere.In the end, a disheveled beggar was selected in Hengyang... After he could successfully control the body, he could go back to find Rong'er immediately after taking care of it.
With excitement, he crossed the soul and changed his body... Even if he moved his fingers a little, he was also suffering from the pain of being devoured by thousands of ants. The veins on his forehead popped up, and cold sweat oozes out. However, thinking of Huang Rong, Fang felt that it was not so unbearable.
Unexpectedly, a dirty beggar was hunted down by someone. Looking closely, this body only looks messy, but in fact it has delicate skin and tender flesh. It really doesn't look like a beggar who lives by begging.There was only one explanation, he was avoiding something, and he couldn't help secretly thinking that he was unlucky.
Cai Duhun's body didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, he sneered in his heart, Prince Changqin couldn't even resist this man-made disaster.A formation has been set up all around, and whoever dares to break through will definitely come and go.After wave after wave of chasing and killing, it took a lot of effort to escape, but due to lack of strength, he was stabbed several times.
Hengyang——My heart moved slightly.If you can go to that place, all your troubles can be solved.
I don't know what the real identity of this body is, and I don't want to care about other people's grievances. If someone blocks my way home, I will never show mercy.
At the foot of Hengshan Mountain, I dragged my injured body through the forest, using the terrain to avoid the pursuers. After walking for a while, I stopped and brushed away the dense branches in front of me, and with the help of moonlight, I could see the entrance of a cave.Stepping in calmly, there are densely packed words engraved on the wall... my memories of many lifetimes.
Where is Rong'er?She occupies the most important position, so I naturally want to treasure her, and I will carve her name separately... No one else is qualified to stand alongside her.After engraving all my precious memories, I discarded these wounds... After all, I just crossed the soul, and I couldn't stand the long journey, so I had to stop and go home.
Home……
Who would have thought that after half a month, those people would linger on Mount Heng... It seems that my Duhun body is in serious trouble.Not wanting to bother her mother and Rong'er, she started to investigate the identity of this body after solving those Xiao Xiao.It took a while to get it right.
It was already a full moon night a year later when I re-stepped into the gate of Xiao's Mansion in the Qinchuan territory. If I remember correctly, today is also my brother's birthday.It seems that the previous life and the present life are like dreams and illusions... Considering one's own identity, isn't it a reincarnation for the people inside?
Scenes of betrayal and defection flashed by, I closed my eyes slightly, and countless insults from "relatives in previous lives" echoed in my mind.Suppose any one of them refuses to recognize me and fights each other, what should I do?
Can't hurt Rong'er...never, even if she is afraid of me.What about mother and father?
Prince Changqin... How long has it been since you experienced this feeling of fear and panic?People say that if you don't want to be strong, habitual disappointment makes me numb. This kind of nervousness and timidity is really... It's been a long time.
Take a deep breath, let it out, and take the first step.
The author has something to say: I don't know if I wrote Beng...
hum.
The male perspective is weak.
In particular, No.1 said that it had been a long time since he had contacted them.
But actually I want to say.
Rong'er suffers, Qin'er suffers even more!Rong'er doesn't know anything, Qin'er knows everything.Can see, hear, or speak...
Fortunately, it finally came to an end.
The light is coming.Roar.
In fact, our family doesn't like children very much...bye bye Xiaorui.
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Rongguqinxin will update the article after it is finished, I have the audacity to collect it
Thousands of years have passed through the soul, the indifference and greed of human nature, the fickleness and impermanence of the world, I never knew it, but I gradually understood it, and when I knew it well, I had already seen it through.But I still can't help but wish extravagantly, hoping to find someone in the world who doesn't regard half-soul people as monsters.Looking for each annual ring, countless betrayals and ups and downs made me breathless.
I don't understand, I can't figure it out.Why is it that one moment I talked with you tenderly and tenderly, and the next moment I can regard the person who depends on each other day and night as a monster.It is really helpless to cross the soul and change the body, that body is their former relative, but...the one who accompanied them is me instead of the original body, why can they attack me without hesitation?Could it be that there is nothing else they can see except this body?For example, the soul in the body, I—Prince Changqin.
How sad.
From the beginning of snow to midsummer, from autumn to spring, one generation after another, all I have encountered are swords and swords, and sarcasm, prejudice and spurning... From the chilling feeling of killing people for the first time to gradually numbness, I really want to see , Is the blood of those so-called people hot or cold...
But I didn't do it after all, and I didn't have the opportunity.I'm so glad I missed this opportunity.
Because, in the early summer of that year, a little beggar crashed into my life, and I couldn't let go of it ever since.
The woman was called Huang Rong.
Huang Rong has a face that makes the world pale, and she also has a wit that no one else can match.She should be moving and still, happy and angry...everything about her is the most beautiful scenery since my soul-crossing career.
It's not that I haven't seen a woman who is more beautiful than her. On the nine heavens, among the mortal world, for example, Su Daji, who was subjugated, and Bao Si, who made King Zhou You not hesitate to play with the princes. I have also seen them, but they are not as good as Huang Rong's A sweet smile.I used to laugh at Di Xin and King Zhou You's stupidity, but when I think about it carefully, what qualifications do I have.If it were Rong'er, not to mention playing princes or subjugating the country, he would be willing to do anything.
But... Rong'er is not them.My Rong'er is exquisite and considerate, she can be called Zhuge among girls, not to mention making fun of my future, even if she wants to hurt me in the slightest, she will definitely not want to.Such as Su Daji, Bao Si and others, how can they be compared?
I tasted all kinds of sweet words, and at the beginning I took them all seriously, mistaking poison for honey, until the moment when I was about to fulfill my promise, it was always when I was doomed and the sword pierced my intestines.He De He Neng, the few words of these mortals actually deceived the former immortals.I spread my palms to look at the lines on it, and laughed at myself, am I still the prince Changqin who has no desire to be clear and bright?It's really... a little ridiculous.
Convinced, increasingly doubtful, unbelievable.This series of processes, just twelve words, took me a thousand years to comprehend, not to mention the difficulties and sufferings during the process.But I think that love may always be my robbery, tightly entangled like a spider's thread, the more I struggle, the deeper I sink.
Because of Rong'er's promise, I have already started to meditate on my future life. If I don't behave well, I trust one person again with all my heart. I believe all her words without thinking.Of course, I was right, Rong'er is articulate, and if she deceives all the people in the world, she will never deceive me.
She promised to be with me forever, as long as she lives, she will always be by my side.Perhaps in the years to come, I don't need to grit my teeth alone to bear it. I have experienced Rong'er's protection of weaknesses. From now on, as long as she is by my side, I won't like water, fire, knives, insults and ridicule.
Marriage tree, three life alliance.What is God's will and what is God's will, I scoff.But since Ronger is interested, no matter what it represents, I am willing to be devout once.
Why do you drift away, why do you have a small group; why are you separated for a long time, why are you restless.
"May we stay together forever, stay away from each other, and stay warm forever."
However, things often backfire.The prince Changqin only wants a piece of residual fragrance, a Guqin, and the company of the person he loves, so that he can live peacefully.God doesn't even grant me this bit of mercy.
At first sight of the space gap under the universe mirror of Yuguang Cave, my only thought was to break it.I dare not think about the scene where Rong'er goes back to the original world and continues her established life trajectory, but the image on the barrier can also make me jealous. If the real person is in front of me, I'm not sure what I will do.
I don't regret ruining Rong'er's way home, the only thing I'm afraid of is that she won't forgive me.Fortunately, Rong'er did not forget her promise.Meet for a lifetime, and hold hands together.But I don't want to only have a short hundred years. Since the day when Fenglai Qin was completed, the life of Prince Changqin is only this one. It shouldn't only be a hundred years.That being the case, it is imperative to urge Rong'er to practice spells, so that she can prolong her life and make an appointment to grow old together.
Prince Changqin has always been affectionate, and Yunhua is my brother, so I dare not sit idly by and ignore his affairs.Using Xiao Shangrong's mortal body to purify the fox bead and reverse the fate of heaven, this specific body is about to die.
During the serious illness, seeing Rong'er haggard and sad, unable to comfort her, she dared not speak about Changqin lightly.Caring too much, so that you are afraid of losing, who dares to try it easily?
Do you regret helping Yunhua?A little.But since it has been done, Changqin is not a cowardly and incompetent person, she can take care of her own affairs, and she must not shirk responsibility and blame others.
Huang Rong is a silly girl.Willing to marry someone whose life is not long, how many people in the world can do this?It's nothing more than sharing the glory and glory, but when the disaster is imminent, they are flying separately.Chunyu Qing said I was lucky, I have to admit it.It happened that night, she ran into me, and I also helped to achieve this 'good luck'.
"When I marry you, I am yours. Husband and wife share weal and woe, live and die together." Before the bed, Rong'er whispered, her expression at that time... I actually felt scared.If I come back, I won't see the lively and pretty Rong'er, but a cold corpse... I almost blurted out the matter of the prince Changqin, but was interrupted by my mother.
After a long period of time, I was extremely regretful and angry, why didn't I say it, why was I afraid.The moment Rong'er hit the pillar and fell into a coma, my heart was about to burst.She never lied to me, but she didn't do it after waiting for me for three years, even though I begged her.
But, how to blame her?Everything she does is for me.For me to give up the way home, for me to marry myself without hesitation, to commit suicide for me... I owe her what I owe, and I hope that I will do my best to repay her in the future, never be contemptuous and cherish it like a treasure, in the palm of my hand.
It is not up to me to choose to cross the soul and change body, so I turned into a cuckoo bird and waited in front of the window, waiting for Rong'er to wake up.Even though I don't know Chunyuqing's identity, and I have greeted her thousands of times in my heart, I should still sincerely thank her for saving Rong'er twice, and stay by her side to comfort her wholeheartedly.
Back under the marriage tree, the feeling of being separated from the world came to my face. She opened the kit to see the wish inside. I knew it was similar to her wish.Hearing Rong'er's hoarse cry, cursing the inhumanity of the heavens, and bringing back the red brocade bag in the lake, my heart is full of mixed feelings and full of strong bitterness.
For a moment, I actually thought it would be better to forget. Only by not remembering can Rong'er stop suffering so much. I can't bear her torment. It's fine for me to bear it. Rong'er should smile carefree and have no worries .
Rong'er, when you dreamed back in the middle of the night, you whispered softly and tears flowed down your cheeks, of course I know everything.You are cruel in Taoism, and you left before you, but you don’t know that I have been waiting by your side, seeing your helplessness when your heart is sad and painful, I hate this feeling of helplessness, and I regret it too much.If I knew today, why didn't I tell you everything about me... even if I would be disgusted by you.
Fortunately, Xiao Shangrui's birth diverted most of Rong'er's attention.vinegar?Of course there will be (strike out)... But the most important thing is that she can be happy, not to mention that what Rong'er loves is the son of her father and mother, that is, my own brother, Yu Li, even I should love him like a jewel.The only downside is that the hair on my body is about to be stripped off...how do I keep warm in winter...
The life of animals is generally not as long as that of humans. When Xiao Shangrui was three years old, I clearly felt that cuckoos were dying.With Shang Rui here, there should be no accidents for Rong'er, and I can go out with peace of mind to find a body suitable for crossing the soul.
This time, the target is clear - people, to be precise, it is best to be an adult man.I don't want to have that feeling of being helpless and helpless.
I am familiar with Qinchuan, but Qinchuan has no suitable candidates, so he has to rush elsewhere.In the end, a disheveled beggar was selected in Hengyang... After he could successfully control the body, he could go back to find Rong'er immediately after taking care of it.
With excitement, he crossed the soul and changed his body... Even if he moved his fingers a little, he was also suffering from the pain of being devoured by thousands of ants. The veins on his forehead popped up, and cold sweat oozes out. However, thinking of Huang Rong, Fang felt that it was not so unbearable.
Unexpectedly, a dirty beggar was hunted down by someone. Looking closely, this body only looks messy, but in fact it has delicate skin and tender flesh. It really doesn't look like a beggar who lives by begging.There was only one explanation, he was avoiding something, and he couldn't help secretly thinking that he was unlucky.
Cai Duhun's body didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, he sneered in his heart, Prince Changqin couldn't even resist this man-made disaster.A formation has been set up all around, and whoever dares to break through will definitely come and go.After wave after wave of chasing and killing, it took a lot of effort to escape, but due to lack of strength, he was stabbed several times.
Hengyang——My heart moved slightly.If you can go to that place, all your troubles can be solved.
I don't know what the real identity of this body is, and I don't want to care about other people's grievances. If someone blocks my way home, I will never show mercy.
At the foot of Hengshan Mountain, I dragged my injured body through the forest, using the terrain to avoid the pursuers. After walking for a while, I stopped and brushed away the dense branches in front of me, and with the help of moonlight, I could see the entrance of a cave.Stepping in calmly, there are densely packed words engraved on the wall... my memories of many lifetimes.
Where is Rong'er?She occupies the most important position, so I naturally want to treasure her, and I will carve her name separately... No one else is qualified to stand alongside her.After engraving all my precious memories, I discarded these wounds... After all, I just crossed the soul, and I couldn't stand the long journey, so I had to stop and go home.
Home……
Who would have thought that after half a month, those people would linger on Mount Heng... It seems that my Duhun body is in serious trouble.Not wanting to bother her mother and Rong'er, she started to investigate the identity of this body after solving those Xiao Xiao.It took a while to get it right.
It was already a full moon night a year later when I re-stepped into the gate of Xiao's Mansion in the Qinchuan territory. If I remember correctly, today is also my brother's birthday.It seems that the previous life and the present life are like dreams and illusions... Considering one's own identity, isn't it a reincarnation for the people inside?
Scenes of betrayal and defection flashed by, I closed my eyes slightly, and countless insults from "relatives in previous lives" echoed in my mind.Suppose any one of them refuses to recognize me and fights each other, what should I do?
Can't hurt Rong'er...never, even if she is afraid of me.What about mother and father?
Prince Changqin... How long has it been since you experienced this feeling of fear and panic?People say that if you don't want to be strong, habitual disappointment makes me numb. This kind of nervousness and timidity is really... It's been a long time.
Take a deep breath, let it out, and take the first step.
The author has something to say: I don't know if I wrote Beng...
hum.
The male perspective is weak.
In particular, No.1 said that it had been a long time since he had contacted them.
But actually I want to say.
Rong'er suffers, Qin'er suffers even more!Rong'er doesn't know anything, Qin'er knows everything.Can see, hear, or speak...
Fortunately, it finally came to an end.
The light is coming.Roar.
In fact, our family doesn't like children very much...bye bye Xiaorui.
Created a group welcome everyone to join: 132398037
Rongguqinxin will update the article after it is finished, I have the audacity to collect it
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