[Twilight] Bright sunshine

I thought I was back on the hospital bed again, and all my memories were blurred. I forgot who Charlie was, and I couldn't figure out what the Cullen family had to do with me.

I opened my eyes in a daze, and found myself standing in front of my mother's grave, with her picture on the tombstone, and I reached out my hand longing to touch her.The next moment I was back on the corridor of the hospital, and everyone hurried past me.I followed them into the ward in a trance, and I saw myself lying on the hospital bed, a little strange, but I still recognized that it was me.

My hair is withered and yellow, my face is pale to blue, and the disease has taken away all the sweet freshness in my life.

I am dead.

I watched the nurse slowly pull up the white sheet, covering the last side of me left in the world.In the end, I left alone. My trivial and mediocre life was short and left nothing meaningful.I walked through them, through my body, to the window, and stretched out my hands toward the brightest spot.

Something guides me, the darkness recedes and I hear the cry of a child, weak and dying.I want to tell him not to cry, I'm here.

The sun burns my fingers, and I feel like I'm melting, yet so eager to move on.The scorching started from my arm and continued to spread, tearing at me with a force that ripped apart my flesh.I forgot how to breathe, my throat and heart boiled at the same time.I found the excruciating pain unbearable, as if someone were cutting open my flesh, tearing out my bones and crushing them bit by bit.

My heart is beating faster, running forward, about to jump out of my chest.

I wish I could breathe, but it's just a luxury, my lungs are burning, the pain is coming from everywhere, they're scary and helpless.I gasped and called someone's name, and suddenly remembered that I was pregnant and had a child. I felt lucky because I finally had a family member who truly belonged to me and was connected with me by flesh and blood.He was created by me with my life, and he still lives in my body.

I am no longer alone, I am no longer a person, even if I die, someone will remember me.

But soon I was no longer grateful, I curled up into a ball, someone hugged me, he comforted me in my ear, "Don't be afraid, Claire, it will pass soon."

The comfort was so feeble that I reached out and hugged the closest thing to me, a hollow stone.The stone was breathing, comforting me, and I heard myself scream.It's a pity that I have no strength, this is the last sound, my body becomes thin air, and I can't control even the movement of a finger.

The searing heat was so violently running through my veins, the madness of torment convinced me that even throwing myself into the fire now would be a relief.I struggled to find a reason not to give up, I had to live, I had to live.

Why should I live?

I stayed in the fire and was tortured. I lived in a vacuum and lost the instinct to breathe. Everything in me was smashed and torn apart alive.

Even, I no longer expect myself to be alive. If I were a corpse, then my brain would not be so faithful to convey the fact that I was ravaged by fire.

I couldn't cry, couldn't shed tears, and didn't have the strength to yell.My only cuddle was this hard embrace, and my brain gradually became clear, and I clearly realized that the burning was everywhere, and no matter how I tried to hide, it was useless.In addition to the high temperature, there is another kind of coldness that cannot save me. I spend all my strength to catch it, a kind of placebo to no avail.

I'm still struggling to figure out why I'm fighting this constant pain, it's a losing battle.There is no doubt that I must be a loser, I can't fight it, the darkness of death is approaching.I long to die right now, it's an addictive thought, the breath of death is so peaceful and sweet.I saw my face so pale that it was blue. They would push me into the morgue and freeze me. I desperately needed that cooling temperature, even in a room full of corpses.

I have no reason to live, no reason for me to continue to endure this torture in such a great way.

Endless coldness and peaceful sleep is my final return.

The darkness pulls me down, I'm falling, every muscle in me is shaking uncontrollably.Someone was kissing me, and I was surprised I could tell it was a kiss.

It will be over soon, some say.

His voice distorted into an indistinct wave, entered my mind laboriously and intermittently, and I was still in pain, which forced me to become more attached to this gentle comfort.

You will have eternal life, he said.

It's a pity that this kind of reason has not become the reason why I must stick to it. This doesn't seem to be my ideal.

I wanted him to keep talking, his voice became my only weapon of distraction.

Claire, he called me.

He should expect me to reply him, but unfortunately I closed my eyes tightly, even my eyes were burning.The black magma surged over, and my blood was coagulating, rolling viscously in the high temperature.

Suddenly another external force invaded. I didn't know what it was, and I instinctively wanted to drive it away. The double torment made me even more painful.

"Don't resist it, Claire."

The return of the voice gave me another comfort, and I was willing to believe anything he had to say.

Because I couldn't hold on anymore, I was deprived of the belief to live, I was at a loss and lost my goal.The pain began to slow down, and a deeper night came before me, and that power magically turned into a fortress that isolates damage, isolating those magmas.I breathed a sigh of relief, and at the last moment before being enveloped by this force, I finally opened my eyes with difficulty.I saw his face, angelic, with messy blond hair and bright red eyes.

Caius, I call him.But I don't know if I have made a sound, because I have lost my light, my consciousness, and all the feelings that belong to human beings.

I lay like a baby in the deepest darkness, and I could hear my own heartbeat, the only thing that kept me company.My brain has become an empty shell with nothing in it. I don't know what started it. Maybe after a century, that face has become clearer and clearer.

Blonde hair, bright red eyes, I firmly remember every detail of his face, perfect, without a trace of blemish.

I can't think of anyone but him, probably because he was the last person I ever saw.

This feeling is so full and strange, it is so dazzling that it becomes the only light in my long dark night.I can't think of anything more meaningful to me because I don't have anything in my head.

Maybe my body is broken, my hands and feet are crippled, I've actually been dead so long that I can't remember anything.This is an extremely silent hell, and the only thing that accompanies me is the last memory.

So this half-second memory has become the most important treasure now, accompanied by my gradually accelerating heartbeat, like a grand first love in full bloom.

The heartbeat is getting faster and faster, and the strong enthusiasm is constantly superimposed.My heart can't bear it, it's hurting, because this rapid speed is flying to death instead of me.The darkness left me, and I finally returned to the world through the stagnant swamp, the burning of the flames mixed with the intense emotion rushing up.

I heard a sound, clearly, breathing.Those tiny gases flowed unnaturally in the air, the sound of clothes rubbing against each other, my feeling returned to my body.I sensitively found that my fingers were held tightly by someone, it was a strange feeling, neither cold nor warm.

I heard someone talking, it seemed to be far away, but I heard it very clearly.It's Carlisle, talking to Edward, then footsteps, jazz on headphones.

I couldn't believe where they were all, even though their voices were so close to me, I shouldn't have heard them so clearly.

My heart is still racing, I want to scream, don't go any faster, it's going to explode.I bent my fingers hard and moved closer to that embrace uncomfortably.

"It's almost over," he said with relief.

end what?I can't figure it out.

Then he called, "Alec."

After he finished speaking, someone walked out. I heard the sound of that person closing the door. His footsteps were very light, but I could hear him walking downstairs.

I have no more energy to explore the limits of my hearing, my heart is going crazy, and all the pain is concentrated on this organ that represents life.All I can feel is that he hugs me tightly. I know who he is, but I have lost the familiar coldness.

I seem to want to exhale slowly, but I fail.Suddenly, the world fell silent and my heart stopped beating.

It was as if I had finally lost my life.

Then I heard him say in admiration, "You're finally back with me."

I was silent for a few seconds and slowly opened my eyes.

For a moment, I couldn't see anything, and a white light entered my eyes, drowning and obliterating all the colors.I opened my eyes silently and quietly, those lights were so delicate, they became silk on the silk, each one was exquisitely crafted.I didn't dare to blink, for fear of waking up to this incredible thing.

The lights slowly came together, they were moving, they belonged to the lights in this room, and my vision started to really clear up.I saw the ceiling on the light, and the colors on it seemed to turn into small particles, mixed with countless colors and swirling in my eyes.My brain still has that empty feeling of nothingness, like there's a lot missing in it, so it's so empty.

My sense of smell is stronger than ever. The smell in the air is extremely complicated. I can't explain what it is. They are not anything I usually smell.I stared stupidly at the flying dust, and the various colors passing through the gaps in the dust, and then I finally began to feel that I was lying on my back, with an arm around me.I changed my strange gaze slightly, and saw Caius was staring at me, the red in his pupils was black in the middle, and I could almost see the red in his pupils flowing.

A certain emotion that shocked me more than the pain instantly choked my perception. I was always in a state of ignorance and ambiguity about love, but I didn't know that this kind of emotion would come so fast and terrible.It ignited and I was a bit dazed, not knowing what was going on.Just like the roses in early summer were quickly frozen by the winter temperature, and then the moment I woke up, the flowers bloomed, so enthusiastic that they could replace my heartbeat.

Someone's words suddenly flashed in my mind, once in love is eternal, never change.

I feel like I should stand up, I always feel that I have to do something else, and the next second I push Caius' arms away.I didn't feel like I would act because I was just thinking about it.But when I saw where I was, I was already hiding next to the bookshelf, leaning against the wall tightly. I even felt that the wall behind me was very fragile and would be crushed by me at any time.

This speed is too strange.

My brain is having a hard time focusing, and the clearest thing is the almost uncontrollable madness of my feelings for Caius.At the same time, I heard everyone's footsteps, I heard the leaves rubbing against the wind outside the window, and I heard their chatting words.They may be still for a moment, and then they are in unanimous joy. The trembling in the throats of all people is a kind of joyful emotion.

Followed by taste, everyone's taste, fragrant and different.The smell of wood, the smell of furniture, the smell of flowers, all kinds of smells are mixed in the air and blend with those tiny particles.

A grotesque and gorgeous world opened up before me, and I could barely get used to it right away.

It's all so chaotic, repetitive, gorgeous, and incomprehensible.My brain takes it all in so easily that it makes me wonder what to do with them?

But before I figured it out, Caius had already come in front of me, he stretched out his hand to touch my face, I was a little afraid of his approach, he aroused the emotion in my body, he made me start to tremble.

"You'll get used to this, Claire, this power." The touch of his palm is not as hard as before, and it is no longer so careful. We have the same warmth and softness.

I yearn for his touch, but I feel very uneasy again, and there is an inexplicable sense of absurdity haunting me, and I try hard to recall whether I have forgotten something.

And I was nervous and just uncomfortable anyway.It was as if I was born for the first time, so strange and insecure to the world.

Caius could easily see my strangeness, he didn't think I looked weird, "It's normal, no one can be more perfect than you."

It wasn't consolation at all, he really seemed to think so.

I shook my head immediately, and wanted to avoid him, because his approach made me even more unable to think, and would make my whole mind full of this guy's face.But there are more important things waiting for me to remember. I am still at the Karen's house, and I can hear where Edward and each of them are.But I don't feel right, I'm right here, I need a doctor... because I'm pregnant.

I finally remembered this thing, my health was terrible, so bad that I was dying.And now, I feel so healthy, damn healthy!

The hand quickly stroked the abdomen, there was nothing here, Caius' compliment was right, a perfect body, the most perfect shape a woman can get.I can't remember anything, I want to try my best to recall the previous things, but it starts to become blurry and dark, only the pain remains, and the pain blocks everything before.

"Child?" I finally spoke, feeling the air entering my mouth was a novel experience, I could easily catch how it entered my body, I could hear the harmony between my voice and the air resonance.It sounds nice and clear.But I asked in this voice close to panic: "Where is my child?"

I can't remember how he was born, don't tell me it was just a dream and I woke up and nothing happened.

Because my belly was flat and something was gone.

Caius' expression changed, and he frowned in disgust, "He's in the Volturi." The indescribable disgust in that tone made people suspect that what he was talking about was not a life, but an annoying person. stuff.

It was difficult for me to concentrate, because the pain that was tormenting me did not really leave, but the heat in my body was suppressed by the feeling for Caius.In addition, I was very worried, and I couldn't understand why the child in my stomach ran to Volturi when I woke up.

Caius's patience has obviously become surprisingly good. He treats me with care, but I can clearly feel his body's instinctive guard. What is he guarding against?

"I gave birth to him?" I asked curiously, with the burning in my throat.

Could it be that the birth of a vampire child is actually very simple?

"Yes, otherwise, are you going to let him torture you?" Caius couldn't bear it anymore, he said through gritted teeth.

"He? It's a boy." I noticed Dai said, in the pain of the fire, another kind of warm emotion flowed out, I think he should be very cute.In the eyes of mothers, children are lovely no matter what.

"He survived." Caius said maliciously, this tone made me very... Painful.

I don't think I should have such intense emotions. It may be that a little bit of unhappiness immediately arouses the fire in my body. I can hardly control my emotions.I stretched out my hand to cover my throat in fear, desperately suppressing my impulse. How could I have the impulse to attack Caius?No, reason is running away from me, and I want to destroy a lot of things to slow down this violent agitation.

Caius, who seemed ready to accept any reaction from me, said excitedly, "No patience, you don't need patience."

I really want to believe his words and indulge my rage, but this is not the emotion I should have, I can't be so easily irritated.And he is still desperately adding fuel to the fire, does he want me to go crazy?

I pushed him away, and slapped his chest heavily with my palm. I didn't think this action would hurt him, but Caius was pushed away a few steps, and he pursed his lips in discomfort.

Uh?

I pushed him away?

This kind of surprise is more inconceivable than the earth rolling upside down... I suddenly wanted to laugh, seeing him in such a mess.

Respond a little sluggishly, vampire.I looked down at my hands, the sickly whiteness was much cleaner, without a single bruise.I murmured, "You transformed me."

I thought they would at least give me a heads-up when they changed me.It turned out that when I opened my eyes, I was a vampire, frozen forever with my feelings for Caius.

"You have to accept the reality, no one can change this result." Caius's smile twisted, he was proud of his masterpiece.

I want to think in a daze, but I can't concentrate. Too many external distractions make me look especially clumsy.The feeling of thirst became more and more obvious, and I endured it silently.

It is too difficult, even if I have survived the fire of hell, it is not easy to endure this continuous torture.

I turned around suddenly, so fast that I couldn't see clearly. As soon as an idea arises, it immediately becomes an action. This kind of efficiency makes me uncomfortable.I saw Carlisle, Esme, and their five other children.

They stared at me as if they were watching some magical animal come out, and this look was different from any other time.

I took a step back strangely, not daring to approach them.And Caius had already walked behind me, reaching out to hug me, and I could clearly feel the fragrance in his arms.

Everyone is a little anxious, and I can easily see through their disguise. Even if everyone is smiling, it doesn't prevent me from knowing what they really think.

Finally the doctor came and I noticed that Jasper was looking at me coldly, as if he thought I was dangerous.

"Claire, I wonder if your mind hasn't changed." Carlisle asked sincerely.

what idea?I have everything in my head right now, it's so bad I can hardly remember what was said before.

Caius sneered on top of my head, his hands were still tightly encircling my body, even if I turned my back to him, I knew he was showing that haughty and annoying expression again.

"Be a vegetarian," Carlisle said earnestly. "Be like us."

vegetarian diet?

Caius strangled me viciously, as if he thought it would be a good idea to wrap his arms around me.

I finally managed to tidy up my horribly messed up brain, and my dazed daze made everyone more nervous, as if they were afraid that something would get out of control. "Of course, Carlisle," I said in amazement, why he asked such a question, which needn't be asked at all.I unconsciously increased my strength and struggled to move my body. Caius groaned, because my elbow hit his waist hard, and I heard his shortness of breath.

There was some silence at the scene, and then Emmett finally couldn't help muffled laughter, and of course he quickly gritted his teeth and endured it.

I immediately turned around and said to Caius, "I'm sorry, I didn't know the strength would be so great." I was afraid that I would incapacitate him, this kind of strength is difficult to control.

"I'm very happy, you look very strong." Caius said darkly, but his eyes lacked the usual tyrannical darkness, and it seemed that he wanted to scare me more.

I hasten to ignore him, it's so hard, who knew the emotion could be so fierce.I feel very uncomfortable, because I can't control my movements freely, and my brain seems to be unable to distinguish the difference between wanting and doing. Often, my body has already moved as soon as I think of something.

"Is he in the Volturi?" I found a distracting question, my urgent need to know the truth of the matter suppressed the enthusiasm for Caius in my body.

"Aro took him to Volterra, he's safe, Claire," Carlisle said with a smile that was always the best way to reassure a sick man. "It's a boy, and I know you love him."

I finally breathed a sigh of relief, although I won't be able to see this child immediately, but if he is safe and healthy, then I will have more time to spend with him.

"Okay, you don't need to think about it now." Caius suddenly said angrily.He looked at Karen's house coldly, then stretched out his hand and dragged me over. "What you should pay attention to is your own needs, instead of enduring the pain to discuss these meaningless things here."

I was in pain, and I thought my distraction would make it better, but the burn didn't go away.

I realized that I didn't have to breathe, so I tried to hold my breath, which was even more uncomfortable because I couldn't smell anything, and the instinct of self-preservation protested my useless movement.

Unexpectedly, not breathing is not so good for vampires, even if you can live without oxygen.

"You need to hunt, Claire."

Carlisle said softly, everyone is looking at me like that for granted.

Then I need to fight a bear, I recall with difficulty, there seems to be an allusion.

unimaginable.While I was eager to ignore the painful need in my body, I also felt that this was a difficult problem that must be overcome.Just when I was hesitating, Caius' patience ran out, and he was never so gentle and considerate.Especially when I am stronger than him, he can touch me at any time without any scruples, without worrying about breaking my bones.

When I was still enduring the torment in a daze, someone grabbed my arm forcefully. I didn't even know if he regarded me as his soldier. In the next second, I was dragged downstairs by Caius.

The sunlight poured in unscrupulously from the glass window, I shook off Caius' hand reflexively, and I had already hid in the shadow of the living room, and I still remembered my problem of not being able to touch the sunlight.

Caius stood in the light, with his back to the sun, and it was a rare sunny day outside, and all the moist dew of the green forest of Forks was steaming up.My eyesight is at its limit, and it allows me to see far away outside the window, those blue mountains stand tall, and the blue of the top of the Douglas fir seems to extend to the end of the world.

Everything is moving away from me, the human experience is broken, like a dream, I still remember the man who came from the library door.

He shines in the sun.

It was a kind of radiant beauty to the extreme.

Caius stood under the bright sun, his lips were still so bright red, and his outstretched fingers glowed in the light.He couldn't help but smiled and said, "Come here, Claire, nothing can hurt you."

There is still that instinct left in my body, the fear of being burned by the sun.He can burn me, I know it.

His smile turned into the most dangerous temptation, making me want to go back to him uncontrollably.

I move my body slowly, walking forward.Step by step, very slowly, very hesitant, I seem to have walked a long way to get here.

I struggled to cross the junction of light and shadow on the floor.

The sun stained my body, first my ankles, then my thighs, arms, shoulders.I felt the weight of this nothingness, the light penetrated through the cracks in my fingers, I stretched out my hands to hug Caius, and I even felt that even my hair smelled of sunshine.

I never thought that I would meet you, it was like stepping into a sunny thorn.

"Hello, Caius," I heard myself say.

This is the first time I met, I forgot to say hello.

I think I love you, this kind of love will last forever, it is solidified and eternal, it cannot be changed and cannot be changed.

I love you, Caius.

The author has something to say: When Claire falls in love with Caius, this article ends.As for the life of vampires, I am writing about the love between human beings and vampires, and the future life is not in my writing purpose.

It's been hard work chasing the article, I flipped through my pile of leave notes and said it sincerely.

Thank you for leaving the comment paw prints along the way

You have worked hard for chasing and diving all the way

Throwing Thunder encouraged you to work hard

Long comment encourages you to work hard

Thank you for walking all the way to the end.

Goodbye by fate, who knows if this book will be the last time we meet, because the next book cannot be called Bright Sunshine.

Thank you and may you be safe.