[Twilight] Bright sunshine

Nice to meet you.

Her voice was so soft, almost inaudibly faint.Everything is far away from us, including the colors of this world.She lowered her head and carefully looked at the floor, worried that she would take another wrong step, and her fragile fingers seemed to be cut off by me in a second.

For me, no sound is as important as her breathing rate, her heartbeat that represents life force.

I need her.

This thought is so profound, it seems like the most correct answer I can get after self-mutilation with a sharp knife, before dying.So painful, yet so awake.

I no longer need any hatred and anger to decorate my heart, and I am not afraid that the silent and long years will take away all my emotions and turn me into a cold zombie body.The emotions in my body have never been so abundant, flowing like a river into my heart.

This feeling goes with me, when I hold Claire's hand and she just stands by my side, I can beat anything.I am her warrior, her only guardian, and I know that this is my mission.

I know that this feeling will never fade, even if the world no longer has any color she brought.

I heard her complain vaguely in her mouth that she didn't know how to make her dance steps more correct.I don't intend to be strict with her, I hope she can hold my hand all the time and don't think about anything.

She is still human, and the warm blood on her body exudes a fragrance that drives predators crazy.Her strength is so weak, her slender wrists, bare|bare ankles, and white neck are more vulnerable than the morning mist, and a few weightless rays of light can crush her.

I didn't dare to indulge my strength, for fear of accidentally scratching her delicate bones. When I hugged her, it was like embracing a thorn of a thorn, and I didn't dare to really touch her.

"Claire." I never thought my voice could be so close to tenderness, as if I had put down the weapon in my hand and held a bright rose in the palm of my hand.

She had fallen asleep, and the smile on her lips hadn't left.

I hugged her and carefully let her lie on the bed, she quietly leaned back, showing a defenseless posture.I held my breath, but the pain was no longer there. The appetite for blood could no longer control me. The contact lens began to melt away. I listened carefully to Claire's heartbeat. She was sleeping and would not wake up easily.

The temperature of the night made her curl up a little chilly, and I stretched out my hand to cover her with a quilt.Warn yourself again, she is just a human being, she will be afraid of the cold, she will not be able to see in the dark, and she will be killed by falling from the height of a three-story building, she has no ability to protect herself.

This kind of anxiety about losing her at any time made it impossible for me to calm down.

I took off my gloves, my fingers were colder than the air, and I wondered if Claire would wake up if I touched her now.When she was sleeping, she always wanted to get out of the shackles of the quilt restlessly, and her side-lying body could subconsciously roll to any side.I stretched out my hand and hugged her up with the quilt in my arms. She took a deep breath a little uncomfortable, and her trembling eyelashes quickly calmed down again.I sat on the bed and let her lean against me, her warm face was hidden on my shoulders and neck, her breath was long and warm with sunshine.

I crave this feeling uncontrollably, and even the pain of thirsting for blood has become a kind of masochistic enjoyment.

Alec appeared next to me in silence, and I raised my eyes, motioning him nonchalantly not to make any noise.Claire's hair was peeking out from her pajama hat. I curled my fingers between my fingers and slowly stroked the long hair that fell down to the collarbone. This action reassured me that I could easily grasp her. health condition.

She won't wake up, she is in a dream.

"You should go to Seattle, Caius." Alec's voice was very soft, his red lips barely moving, and he looked like he was performing ventriloquist to express his concern.

"No need." I almost condemned him sharply, but when it came to my mouth, I immediately lowered my voice, and the condemnation turned into a weak sigh.

The eyes after the contact lenses melted are also black.For nearly three weeks, I haven't hunted, nor sucked any blood.I haven't experienced this crashing hunger in too long, and it's making me haggard and more irritable and aggressive.

Claire's blood would affect me more severely, tempting my longing, days without blood, slashing me to death with every breath of hers.

This is a form of torture, the harshest and most painful form of torture for vampires.

"Heidi is very worried about your situation. She will contact Aro. If necessary, the guards may gather in large numbers at Forks." Alec did not give up trying to persuade me. He looked at Claire gloomyly, his bright red eyes were clear It's like a pool of blood.

"No one is allowed to come without my consent. Tell Heidi, if that happens, I will burn her to death with my own hands." I didn't raise my voice, just stating a fact very plainly.

No one can easily sway my decision. If I let Ah Luo bring the guards, then my arrangement will fall short. I can't let them scare Claire.

"Caius." Alec finally showed some frustration and anger. He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists impulsively. This subtle ferocious expression made his angelic face more like a fallen demon.

I stretched out my finger and gestured for silence. "You can leave now."

Claire wanted to break away from my arms in some discomfort, I let her roll over in my arms, then stretched out her arms to loosely wrap her in a confinement position, and then hugged her.

The blood from the veins in her neck flowed in my arms.I didn't show a hint of greed. The days of fasting are a silent war. No one can defeat me. I will always be the winner.

What I should guard against most is all vampires, whether they are homeless, or Karen's family, or the guards around me.As long as vampires have impulses towards humans, I never trust them, at least when dealing with Claire, I will use all my strengths to defend against them.

Alec frowned helplessly, and his grin was finally more in line with his age when he switched.He had no choice but to take a step back, afraid of being kicked out by me.Then he went on to say: "The guy we let go last time is a group of vampires with Victoria. He ran out of our tracking range."

"Who is in charge of tracking?" I felt a surge of anger in my heart. Which incompetent guy messed up such a simple thing?

"It's the guards on the perimeter, and they've returned to Volterra to receive their punishment." Alec glanced at Claire. His nervousness was not because he ran away from his prey, but more because he was afraid of waking someone who shouldn't be woken up. .

"That idiot, let Ah Luo deal with him directly, I don't want to see such an incompetent guy appear in front of me again." I quickly gave the order, a useless vampire without any special ability can also run away under the supervision of the guards .This makes me want to clear the guard again, I don't need useless people.

"Yes." Alec replied weakly, he couldn't make his voice too clear and high-pitched, at least he couldn't cover the sound of the music here. "I will send someone to continue tracking."

I bowed my head, Claire was not affected by us, she was asleep like a baby, her fair face was not disturbed at all.My irritated mood finally calmed down, and my voice became even deeper, "If you find that guy this time, don't waste your efforts to follow him, just kill him directly. As for the remnants of Romania, I will personally lead a team to hunt him down in the future."

Alec nodded to show that he understood, but he still hesitated to speak, "If this continues, Heidi will lose control of herself. It will be very painful for her if you haven't eaten for too long."

Heidi has a kind of obsessive compulsive disorder, she will follow orders as long as she is given.And helping me lure prey is one of her tasks, and if I don't let her complete it, she will be very uncomfortable.

There must be Chelsea's ability in it, I thought with disdain. "Tell Aro, let Heidi go back to Volterra, she'd better not show up on Fox for me to find out."

There was a weird look on Alec's face, sympathetic and amused, as if I'd amuse him by pushing Heidi back.Then he remembered something again, and his funny expression immediately became a little distressed, and he muttered to himself, "It's not a good thing to offend Heidi, she will take revenge on me."

I waved impatiently, Alec saluted and turned to go out.

Claire tried to get away from me again, and I changed positions to make her think that my turning had an effect.

This is a war, I tell myself.I hugged her carefully and without leaving any room, my eyes saw the changes around me more clearly.Through the window, those dark nights of rain, where the rain is far away, those silent forests, the dark green outlines are slowly fading, and my fingers are on Claire's hair.I listened to her every heartbeat, every breath, and felt every vivid slight movement of her in sleep.

The forest finally lost any color in my eyes, and I watched all this happening in front of me coldly.It's a miracle those jumbled, jumbled lines are back in the world.I watched with indifference the dark green, light green, brown being devoured from every tree.

Before the clear raindrops hit the ground one by one, they lost their round and transparent shape. The moment they shattered on the ground, the gray and white lines shattered violently, turning into countless complicated and empty lines.

All the colors are receding, slowly being crushed by the colorless land.The speed changed from slow to stagnant, and the closer to the middle, the more stagnant.

Claire seemed to be aware of it, and her breathing quickened involuntarily. I looked at her calmly and observed her.

She closed her eyes tightly, pursed her lips, and did not sleep peacefully.

I reached out and stroked her neck, the warmth in my palm was so strong that it was about to overflow.She shuddered, my movement made her uncomfortable.I lifted her face easily, the blood was fading from her cheeks, she looked so weak and pale.

"Claire," I told her softly and gently, "this is Rick."

She seemed to hear it, and in her sleep, she relaxed, and the name made her trust so much, I was almost jealous of myself.

I felt that I was really hopeless, and the most unscrupulous and despicable factors in my body turned into black chains, tightly entwining me and Claire.

"Don't resist my words, don't be afraid of what I give." I hugged her, so close to her, we touched each other's foreheads, skin to skin.

Her breath was a little disordered, she didn't know whether to believe it, but she still couldn't wake up.

Well, she didn't see through all of me.

My cold fingers took her hand, and our fingers were intertwined, so close that no difficulty could separate us.

All the rainwater loses its original color, and they become the chaotic background of the world's original source.The colorless emptiness devours everything, the white light breaks little by little, from clear to hazy, cabinets, bookshelves, books and walls, clocks and beds, all colors are disappearing.

Just like when we first met, the colors she brought were so beautiful, but now, I want to crush them one by one.

"Accept me as I am, Claire, accept my lies." I heard her heart beat faster, and the tremor spread to me, thinking it was our common heartbeat.

I'm finally crushing the last color on my body.She is the only one left in this world who has color, and this color is her vitality, and I cannot take it away.But enough is enough for me, she has accepted me, she will believe whatever I say.

"You love me, and you will love me no matter who I am."

Nothing can stop this love, yes, you will love me eventually.

I am willing to use all the colors in this world in exchange for your love.You will be my partner, my everything.

You falling in love with me will be the best lie I ever told in my long life.

Claire's heavy, turbulent breathing slowly died down, and her smile returned to the corner of her mouth.I bent down and kissed her smile, her lips.

Nice to meet you.