[Twilight] Bright sunshine

A colorless land, a barren and tangled wilderness.

I put my hand on my forehead, trying to make all the muddy lines in my pupils disappear.The fingers also lost their substantial color, and the outline of the palm that covered the eyes did not bring me the peace I expected.

Even with my eyes closed to block out the amount of painfully bad stuff, the darkness still irritates me as always.

I don't need sleep, let alone the cowardly act of closing my eyes.

The best thing to do now is not to sit here, but to go to Mexico immediately, find out who caused the chaos, and start my war.

"Your heart is dying." Marcus said pityingly, he raised his hands high, palms down to meet the colorless sunlight. "At first it was sadness, feeling the severe pain of being crushed to pieces. Then came hatred, the loss of a loved one, this deep blow made you lose any meaning of living. How much joy and touch you got when you met her. You How desperate it is when you lose."

How could I be pitied by this guy, let this zombie feel pity for a zombie who has lost all emotions, is on the verge of death, and can get out of here and die?

This fact made me want to ruin everything and kill him.Just a lie... no, not a lie.

As long as he knows how Didymi died... I couldn't help showing a wicked smile, that kind of scene must be very dramatic.

Ah Ro will go crazy, he killed Didymi himself just to get Marcus' power.If I uncover all the dark secrets... all kinds of vile thoughts are running through my head.

I finally felt a little satisfied, which made my spirit, which was so desolate that I was going crazy, relax a little bit.

This is what I should do, let my thoughts move more, even if it is planning a conspiracy or killing criminals, anyway, I must act immediately.

Instead of sitting next to Marcus, staring blankly with the corpse.

What makes me hate is that Marcus can at least see the intact khaki walls, white marble floors, and the sunlight will not be as distorted and ugly as bugs.

And I have nothing.

Color, color, I lost all the color in this world.

No, I can't wait to destroy those bright and hideous colors now, because it resists me.

It made my abilities completely useless, and it took Claire away.

Memory attacks like a curse, murdering my ability to act.I have already lost the function of forgetting, so Claire's rejection keeps circulating in my body, and the venom in my body is not as vicious as her rejection.

The excruciating pain.

It hurts so much that I want to kill her directly, or convert her regardless of her wishes, abandon the law and keep her by my side.

But she hated me, and with that hatred she turned straight into a vampire.Then she will find that her feelings of this hatred cannot be dispelled.

Because the most distinct difference between us and human beings is that we are frozen and unchanged.

There's simply no way to control it, she'll just keep the feelings that live in the moment of the switch forever.

Unless she kills me with her own hands, her hatred will never disappear.From the second I let Claire get immortality, I will lose her completely, and no one will stay with the person he hates.

Even if I keep chasing, it is impossible to get her forgiveness.

Only fickle human beings have the ability to change their feelings at any time.

Yes, so Claire can love anyone and not love anyone at any time.She can hate anything in the last second, and she can change her mind at any time.

Vows are worthless to them, and change is anytime and anywhere.Damn humans, why bother?

I was so angry that I wanted to rush out immediately and kill all the humans outside.

But the heavy fatigue is like a chain, imprisoning all my intense movements.I couldn't even move my position away from the rocky Marcus.

I had this horrible delusion that I was becoming like Marcus.

If there is no life, nothing can interest me.I have no feeling for punishing prisoners, and I have no necessary responsibility for this chaotic world.

Everything Claire brought me was disappearing.True colors, the terrifying throbbing of being human again, every day is a fresh sense of time.

Also, I hold my heart, the empty darkness.

A love that can never be changed.

This must be a huge conspiracy of fate, it is taking revenge on me for those war ghosts.When I started to long for Claire, the feeling couldn't go away.

"Caius, I still can't feel the emotional bond between you and that child." Marcus' voice was so muddy, floating in the gray space, like a curse from the heartless and ruthless god of death in hell.

I moved my hand away, and this hopeless world rushed into my pupils again, like the devil's tentacles, about to pull out my eyeballs.

"You can shut up, Marcus." I took a deep breath, the fire burning in my throat.But my desire to eat is gradually disappearing, maybe because I no longer have to worry about attacking Claire because of her status as a singer.

Reason is ordering me, it is impossible for Claire to agree to switch.Just like the guys Ah Luo let go, she will not tolerate any behavior that tramples on the bottom line and disregards dignity.Even in the face of death, don't think that her elm head can figure out her mistakes.

I let her go with my own hands, and she was as happy as a cute bird, and flew away without hesitation.

In the future, she will be able to live legally and live her fragile and short life that is taken for granted.

And the members of the Volturi will strictly follow the rules, unless she reveals the secret, otherwise she will not be able to appear in her life as a law enforcer in this life.

"Do you need Colin's help?" Marcus was obviously infected by Ah Luo, and he didn't have the usual ashamed look when he chattered.

Although the lines of his face still look like stone cracks.

His words were like a reminder that I had failed and was now a bereaved coward.That's why Colin's placebo-like ability to appease is needed, and I don't need it at all.

And Colin's ability is also another kind of lie, which is of no use to me.

Including Jane, Alec, and Chelsea's abilities are of no use to me.And Claire... I thought of Chelsea coming to Claire's bedside late at night with her consent.

As for the final effect, Marcus gave a summary.Because of Claire's automatic resistance, it is useless at all.Neither the Volturi nor I can make her feel a sense of identity, let alone have real feelings, and ultimately achieve the goal of a sense of belonging.

"You look like you're about to break down," Marcus said calmly, staring ahead, a silent void.

If you go on, I will let you collapse first.

Standing up, I left my seat and rushed out.He felt that he was about to be unable to control the vicious plots that kept clamoring in his body, and completely made Marcus disappear.

The quickest way would be to let him and Aro fight each other, but I know very well that exposing such things will not do the Volturi any good.There are so many incompetents out there trying to destroy the Volturi, I'm not going to let those scumbags find a space.

The Volturi must last forever, and I haven't found a better leader than Aro.At least to maintain the smooth operation of this world and protect the nobility of the law is our unanimous goal.

As for Marcus, forget it, as long as he still thinks about Didymi, then he will always support Ah Ro.

I watched with indifference every step I took, and that was right, and no one could change the Volturi's place.

Therefore, I cannot change Claire's result, which is also the final judgment recognized by the effective law.

Unless I can afford the odds that she would choose to die instead of voting.However, I clenched my fists, and the flames kept burning in my silent heart, trying to make me howl and beg for mercy.

I can't afford Claire to die, not at all.

After rushing into his own territory, the atmosphere belonging to Clare had already dissipated in the air.I stood in front of the bookshelf, touching the bottom books with my own hands.These are Claire's flips, I haven't really taught her the history of the Volturi.

In my eyes, the desk is just a piece of insubstantial object, and there is no need for me to look at it, as if Clare is still sitting on the chair, her fragile fingers sneaking across the edge of the table, and her long hair falls on the table.She would often peek at me nervously, afraid that I would turn into a monster and eat her.

That look was silly, and I judged it harshly.Yes, I always feel that her mind is often unclear, and she is very stubborn and refuses to listen to advice.

The longer she stays, the longer the color will stay.

I sat down on the chair, which had no color left by Clare.I still clearly remember those vivid images in my mind, her cheeks stained blood in the sun, squatting by the chair like a child flipping through the messy pile of books.She looked like she was sleeping, her light hair was scattered on the bed, and her warm heartbeat kept her life going.

I was too cold for her, so she refused my touch.

It hurt me even more, I've never had so much rejection.This thought tortured and debilitated me.

I even feel that, to some extent, I can understand Marcus's mood.There is no hope in life, and there is no support for living.I can't stay here anymore, reason coldly warns that if I indulge any longer I will destroy myself.

Maybe I should go to Ah Ro, seeing his unlovable smiling face will give me strength to remember to deal with the work.

After standing up, my direction turned into the bedroom.My footsteps were so slow that I felt that I was seriously injured. I walked to the door and hesitated.

There's no use here anymore, I should destroy all the decorations, I'd rather have a bunch of simple stones to keep me company.It's not the cabinet table paint desk lamp that aggravates my visual burden, but I still keep them.

Maybe Claire would like it, and I loathe the idea of ​​it being a fluke.

Turning back again, I rushed to the bookshelf and kicked the books away to vent my anger. It was useless, she would never come to Italy.

She is not a vampire, she can forget whoever she wants.

She was so eager to forget me that it made me even angrier.

Cruel, what a cruel ignorant.She wouldn't understand what that rejection meant to a vampire who took everything and threw it away.

Stupid, stupid.

I don't know whether it's Claire or me who is scolding. My self-control that I'm proud of is already vulnerable. What I'm thinking about is how to break my own laws and bring her back to Volturi.

Yes, as long as it's done stealthily no one will find out.There are so many missing people in this world every day, and she is not one of them.

The biggest obstacle is Karen, because Carlisle is her guarantor and the monitor of legal rights. That perverted bastard has the greatest right to protect her from harm.

If it weren't for the Inquisitor not being able to act as a watcher, I couldn't have let Carlisle take her away.

But I have always doubted that a weak guy like Carlisle can protect Claire well?Her safety should not be placed in the hands of others, and day and night I restlessly imagined the countless disasters that would take her life.

I kicked all the books, which didn't make me feel any better.Even if I beat all the guards to the ground in the past few months, my mood never got better.

The pages of the book were scattered around me in tatters. I saw scraps of paper and dust surging in the air. It was really a complex line structure.I squinted my eyes and keenly saw some confetti with light, inconspicuous, dying colors that were about to fade away.

Some books will leave color due to Claire's long-term touch, and the more she touches something seriously, the harder it will be for the color to disappear.

Then I looked down and saw a small ball of paper rolling at my feet.White paper with some exposed ink.

When all the color is gone, this crumpled paper ball has a clear sense of existence.

I reached for it, unsurprised, knowing that soon the wad of paper would lose its last magic too.I'm just curious how seriously Clare took it to get the color so intense and long lasting.

Spread it out lightly, it's as fragile as Claire.

Dear C...

I stood silently, throwing the ball of paper that slowly faded from my touch onto the table.

Yes, this is her life.Every day is a growth for her, and every day is a loss for me.

She'll go out of her way to make friends, go to college, find a job, fall in love... I swear I'll kill any man who gets close to her.

No one can take her away, neither life nor love.

I can't get it, and neither can anyone in this world.

The fierce anger finally broke through the barrier of reason, spread into my blood vessels and crazily occupied my body.I could feel the blood congealing into my pupils, tearing the coagulated white film violently.Now to any experienced vampire to judge, I look like a young newborn.

There is a violent attack aura all over his body, and his eyes are purer than the cleanest ruby.

I'm going to find Claire, convince her to emigrate to Italy, and now the most important thing is to have her under my nose, not Fox.

The thought shattered all ennui and the return of strength was beautiful.I went out, into the tunnel, Ah Luo's voice sounded behind me, and he caught up with me.

"You seem to be on your feet at last, brother." He said with a relieved smile, and sighed softly with worried sadness.

I didn't know what his purpose was, so I looked at him suspiciously.

"I think you can be more confident, no one can reject such an excellent you." Ah Luo patted my shoulder, he was so close that no one could hear the hypocrisy in his words. "Claire will figure it out, she will definitely fall in love with you in the end, don't forget, humans can fall in love with us very easily, let alone you are the most perfect hunter among us."

Claire will fall in love with me.The thought turned into an overwhelming addiction that sucked away all my real pain, sweet hallucinations.There is no doubt that humans do fall in love with us very easily.

Because we are hunters, everything exists to lure humans to take the bait.

But this trick is of no use to Claire, her ability to reject all dangers.Moreover, she will fall in love with a man, a... person.I can't wait to pull out that lucky one and burn it immediately.

"No, she's still rejecting me." There's no way I'm going to listen to Ah Ro's hypnosis, I've already failed badly.

"It's impossible for you to give up on her, and you can't stop loving her." Ah Ro said pitifully, pity, it's Ah Ro that I want to burn now.

I can almost imagine that everyone, the Volturi, Karen, and probably the guys out there are very aware.I was rejected by a human being, by a mere 15-year-old.

A poor loser, so pitiful that everyone looks like a savior when they see me.

"I'm sure you'll get her again, and I very much hope that Claire can go back to the Volturi." Aro thought of me sincerely, and it's strange that he would think of me.

"You just want her ability. Only her existence can prove that I won't lie." How could I not understand his purpose? No one in this world understands this suspicious and vigilant guy better than me.

"No, at the same time I don't want to lose you." Ah Luo became serious, and he also had a little incomprehensible anger. "You know that losing you would be a huge loss to the Volturi and to me. You have clearly experienced the impact of losing someone you love, and you are only alive because Claire didn't die. "

His words made me want to explode, don't keep reminding me of Claire's fragility, she will die at any time more than I can imagine.

"And if I'm not mistaken, neither Colin's satisfaction nor Chelsea's bond can really work for you. You don't have to lie to me, so you're so clearly disdainful of their abilities. "Ah Luo suppressed the anger in his tone, he lowered his hand and didn't really touch me. "Have you seen Marcus? When you lose her, you will die with her. At that time, the Volturi will have no way to keep your life, because those abilities are for you It's all pediatrics."

I turned and walked away, Ah Ro's words didn't mean anything to me.Now my most urgent thing is to see Claire, and I will do everything possible to make her change her mind.

"Okay then, you finally understand what the torment of love is." Ah Luo said in a melancholy voice, he was lingering behind you like an ancient ghost in a tunnel. "I haven't been able to find my wife's room lately. What a tormenting lie, Caius."

I picked up speed, leaving his words behind me.Don't think that I can easily solve the lie, Jane is still in the Volturi and cannot go out, because I took away her ability when she hurt Claire.

If Ah Luo hadn't stopped her desperately, I would have shot her to death long ago.

Before she gets my forgiveness, she can obediently stay in her own room.

Heidi was notified quickly, and she quickly followed me, "Cairus, fly directly to Seattle, and the local branch will send a car to pick it up. They can ignore any traffic rules, you know."

As long as a sports car with excellent performance can be faster than a vampire.

I followed her advice and we set off right away, the time dragging maddeningly for me.

"Do you need to buy flowers?" Heidi stroked her hair, and she unconsciously made a seductive gesture, although her expression was very serious.

I didn't feel anything, and entered the plane without squinting.He said indifferently: "No need."

As far as Claire is concerned, even if I bring an airplane of flowers and pour them in front of her, she will not be tempted.

What I need to solve most now is how to let her immigrate to Italy.Carlisle couldn't be trusted, he couldn't protect her well.Yes, I have to make it clear to her that only I can protect her.

Protect yourself too if she doesn't want to switch.Abandoning such an insecure small place like Fox, only Volterra can guarantee that she will not be attacked [-]%.

When the plane slid down the course, night fell.

The pick-up person is also a vampire, and his driving skills do not satisfy me.I needed a faster speed, directly smashed the door and jumped out of the high-speed vehicle. The thought of seeing Claire again, my strength seemed to be poured out endlessly.

I am stronger than any other animal, and I jumped into the forest with the fastest speed.I know where Claire is, as soon as I enter Forks, I smell her breath and see her spreading colors.

At close range, no one could find her more easily than me, not even Dmitry, who had the ability to track her, so quickly.

I was so fast that all the trees turned into phantoms, blurring into a strange liquid picture rushing backwards.

Grabs the bark with ease and constantly changes position over various trees.No need to look, as long as I touch it, I will only encounter what kind of wood, fir, spruce or red pine, all kinds of wet moss wood whiskers.

I am approaching her, and I see my destination clearly.

Entering the streets of Fox, I slowed down, and I greedily felt her breath here.Maybe she passed by the streets here during the day, and I followed the taste, and my world bloomed in an instant.

I saw everything she brought, just because I stepped on a dividing line.

The dark sky settled heavily above my head, and the lit street lamps gave off a beautiful light.I saw white snow piled up on the side of the road, and even the cold air gave me an illusion of color.

I ran and became the only ghost on Forks Highway.No one sees me because human vision has a limit.

Claire's breath was guiding me, and I heard the sound of my own stiff body revived.All the visceral flesh and blood are no longer cold stones, they are constantly heating up and wriggling, just to make my heart beat, and my breath is no longer warm.

If I were a human being, wouldn't Claire reject me.

This is an illusion.

I ruthlessly kill the cowardly thought that I cannot and will not become a human being.

So, I can't be seduced by this heroin-like idea.I finally found her, the forest green enough to glow, her residence, not far away.

White light came out from the transparent window, and I stretched out my hand to touch the light with nostalgia.I didn't realize until I reached out that I was still too far away from her, and what I grasped was only the emptiness and shallow darkness.

I suppress my speed and give her a buffer.I said to myself that she would only be frightened by the sudden sight of me.I felt like I was walking slower than a snail, stepping on the frozen grass.Getting closer, Claire's breath, her heartbeat, the warmth of her skin is close at hand.

I consider whether to ring the doorbell, will she be calmer because of it?

She ran up the stairs, and I heard her clumsy footsteps, and the movement of opening the door, which was not light at all, was so clearly transmitted to my ears through a wall.

I heard her breathing faster because of the exercise, and she opened the drawer to search for things, and her movements didn't feel elegant at all.

She found what she wanted and talked to herself happily, it was just a CD, why was she so happy.

Then there was the cheerful melody of music, she unzipped some bags and took out something, then the sound of pages being turned, the tiny movement of the tip of a pen across the paper.

I tried to hold my breath, I forgot to eat, and the smell of her made me tense and unbearable.

Depressed, desperately suppressing the desire to eat.I held the door with my hands, trying to calm myself down as much as possible. I felt that I was in good control, at least I didn't push the door open.

Something lightly fell on my back, and I was so vigilant that my pupils constricted, it was snowflakes.

In my eyes, the object, which is so detailed that it is almost transparent, flies down from the cloudy sky.The mountains in the distance are covered in this color, and the cold green forest is shrouded in darkness.

I let go of the hand on the door, it was not easy, my appetite was still writhing frantically.

"Get out." I didn't want to attract Claire's attention, so my voice was very low.

In the forest, a figure slowly walked out, his footsteps were similar to mine, without any sound.

"Calm down, Caius, it's not suitable for you to get close to Claire now." The man said, and he walked through the night to the place where the lights fell.

"Hmph. Is that how you protect her?" I sneered and turned to face him. "If I were another hunter, I could drain Claire's blood before you come."

The light hit Carlisle's pale face, and snow fell in his hair.He still looks so hideous, I thought with disgust.

"That's because I know you won't hurt her. If it's other hunters, we'll go out and drive them away before they enter here." Carlisle frowned, trying to shirk his responsibility.

I think his words are pure sophistry.

I took a deep breath uncontrollably, and next to my ears was the sound of Claire turning the pages of the book.Then I sneered at Carlisle, "I don't think you have the ability to protect her. The monitor also bears the responsibility of protecting her. You should hand over your monitoring rights."

Carlisle immediately refused, and he said righteously: "This is impossible, Caius, you have no right to ask me to do this. Moreover, you are now the leader of the Volturi. According to the law, your status Shouldn't be in Claire's life. You broke the law, Caius."

"Are you judging me?" I asked weirdly, and if he said yes, I could have snapped his neck instantly.

"No, I just hope you can understand that she is fine now. It is inappropriate for you to appear in front of her as a law enforcer." Carlisle's voice was also very low. We stood on the grass and stood on the eaves Down, guarding the opponent's movements from a hostile distance.

"Law enforcer? No, I'm just visiting her as a friend." I easily made my reasons sound good, and I heard it again, and Claire ran out of the room and down the stairs.I get nervous, she found us?Her smell is still haunting me, I dare not breathe any more.

"Friend?" Carlisle asked incredulously.

This is the type of dialogue I hate the most, especially the repetition of rhetorical questions, is this questioning me?Furious, I thought it best to lure Carlisle away and tear him apart.

Soon he calmed down again, and turned his head to look at the forest through the white snowflakes.

One, two... probably both will lose, maybe Carlisle is not as mediocre as I thought, at least he has family to help.Claire slipped on the ground floor, and I heard her grumble, and then she ran into another room, fumbling around again.

I greedily followed her bouncing and bouncing activities, paying attention to her every move.

"Are you here to take her away? Don't disturb Claire's peaceful life anymore. She doesn't want to change, and she can't give you everything you want." Carlisle mourned inexplicably, he seemed to see some tragic ending in the snow staged.I could easily hear the pity in his voice, "Stop it, Caius. Although it is cruel to you, isn't the most important thing is that the one you love can live a peaceful and happy life?"

Poor me again, I can no longer imagine how far my identity as a loser has spread.

"You are not qualified to judge this kind of thing." I don't need his hypocritical pity, which is a shame to me. "Claire is still young, so she doesn't know what to choose. I know she will change her mind, and she will." Sooner or later, she will understand that she made a mistake. I will wait until that day comes, and I will forgive her for her past mistakes. .

Carlisle looked at me silently, his eyes were really irritable, as if he was looking at the sorrow of a hopeless man.

"Would you please let her choose?" A woman appeared behind Carlisle.Carlisle put his arms around her and called her Esme softly.The affection between them makes me feel particularly obtrusive.

"Shut up, I'll talk her through." I growled angrily at the woman, disgusted by their attitude.

"I regard Claire as my child. In fact, I very much hope that she will be with us forever, but I respect her choice more." Esme's face showed a deep love, which made her expression soft and warm. "She's very happy, isn't she? Did you hear her voice, she's very happy."

Claire ran up the stairs again, dashing into the room again with vigor, and she changed the music.

I wanted to refute something, Claire had already opened the window, and her fresh and sweet breath became stronger.I covered my mouth and nose, this action was just to warn myself not to rush out.

"It's the doctor, and Esme?"

I heard her voice, and she greeted them with a smile. "It's a good night tonight, and I'm out for a walk again."

It seemed that Carlisle came often, and I watched them jealously from under the eaves.

"You should wear more clothes, it's too cold now." Carlisle looked at me, then raised his head and said to Claire.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of Claire's breathing was moist.

"It's okay, the air here is really good, Carlisle." Claire sighed softly, she didn't know what she saw. "It really makes people look forward to tomorrow's sunrise. Do you want to come in and hide from the snow?"

"You know I don't need coffee, and I don't want to be cold." Carlisle kissed Esme's hair before saying to Claire.

"It's such a loving couple. Walking in the snow is indeed very emotional." Claire couldn't help but said, and she stretched out her hand to haha.

"What if someone loved you so much?" Carlisle asked suddenly, and his eyes moved to me, and I looked at him darkly.

"This assumption is not valid, Carlisle." Claire casually smashed this possibility, "You know that no one dares to approach me except vampires now, and no one can fall in love with someone without knowing it."

"What if it's a vampire?"

Carlisle's question made me tense, and I wondered if I should rush out and crush his face.

"Are you trying to say that Edward has a crush on me?" Claire said incredulously, panting exaggeratedly.

Edward?I bit my lip, trembling with rage.

which guy is that?

Some people in the forest couldn't help laughing out loud, but they quickly restrained themselves.

"It doesn't have to be a vampire living in Forks, for example, a little farther away." Carlisle carefully guided the topic.

I looked at him dangerously, not knowing what purpose he had.

Claire fell silent, and it was almost unbearable for me not to speak at a time like this.After a few long seconds, she said softly, "That's not love, Carlisle. Loving someone is not like that, he should be sad for a few days and pass. I should look more like a large pet, such as a color mutation husky, or a fat hamster."

Laughter came from the forest again, it was a few people laughing, but of course this kind of laughter disappeared soon.

I had an urge to kick the door open immediately and lift her down directly.Pet dog?Big hamster?It turns out that my eyesight has deteriorated like this?

"No, Claire, you look human." Carlisle corrected her analogy so seriously that he didn't find it funny at all.

"It seems that my expressive ability annoys my English teacher. I don't think loving someone is that kind of performance." Claire rubbed her fingers timidly, and said with a smile: "If I fall in love with someone, I will protect him, I will feel all his joys, sorrows and joys, and I will hope that the world will give the greatest kindness to the person I love. I will feel that he exists, which is really great. It is a very good thing that I can meet him .This is love, isn’t it? So don’t worry, Caius should be possessive of me for a while, how could falling in love with someone be such a horrible expression, he was scared away.”

"Yes, you are not wrong." Carlisle crossed fingers with Esme, and he sighed as he looked at his wife. "Meeting you is the best thing ever."

Esme kissed him on the cheek, "Me too, you are the luckiest thing in my life."

"Hey, I'm underage, you go on." After finishing speaking, Claire immediately opened the window, jumped onto the bed, and laughed loudly.

The music in the room and her laughter came to my ears, and then Carlisle's voice, "Do you wish to disturb her? She's happy now."

All the emotions of my body sank and became an impassive stone, hiding in the shadows.

"You will destroy her, Caius." Carlisle's familiar pity returned, and he looked down as if he couldn't bear to see me.

I didn't speak, and I didn't have to breathe.Even the last flames were extinguished inside of me, and for a split second I could barely see anything.

Claire can't possibly be in love with me.She has nothing but fear of me.

Those two facts turned back into a heavy exhaustion, and I didn't even have the strength to push the door open and take her away.

I step out, and the brightly colored world seems to be trying to mock me.The snow covered my body, I thought I had turned into a dead body, and this was my cold grave.

Leave Claire.Something is urging me to get out of here.Otherwise, I will really explode, and I may not be able to control myself at that time.

Yes, I'd kill her, it's desperation.

Walking into the forest, surrounded by the breath of vampires.I walked over unprepared, I wasn't even worried about them attacking, better not, my