[Twilight] Bright sunshine

"I don't think I'm nervous." I looked at Carlisle vigilantly and gloomyly. I was still at an absolute disadvantage when interacting with the Cullens, especially when I learned about the so-called vampire law. How stressful they are. "Rosalie said you needed to talk to me."

It's not unreasonable for Rosalie to look so ugly and have such a bad attitude.

Carlisle frowned, he didn't see Rosalie here, it was obviously raining outside, maybe there would be thunder and lightning later.After she kicked me out of the car, she probably ran off with her apes to find new grass for a baseball field.

Emmett said we should have a baseball field as big as a golf course.While I've never been able to figure out why they had to play baseball in thunderstorms, hoping their swing bats didn't have metal, I can't guarantee that Fox's thunderstorms will spare non-humans.

"You might feel better with Jasper here." Carlisle said softly, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, easily giving a comforting and beautiful smile.

My spirit, which was not too nervous at first, became tense all of a sudden, and soon my eyes turned around and looked all over the empty living room on the first floor.The piano on the high platform on the right side of the living room looks really expensive and unbelievably elegant. Is it new?

"I'd rather Rosalie be here, Carlisle." I felt that the gentle doctor was joking with me in a black and cold humor. That guy Jasper is simply the most terrifying existence in the Cullen family, bar none.

Every time he was around, my hairs stood up, and I felt like he was going to come and bite me at any moment.I can't understand at all how the Cullens think he's there and I'm any better.

"It seems that Jasper's ability is really useless to you. As long as he is willing, almost no one will feel fear in front of him." Carlisle raised his voice a few degrees, and the admiring tune was like a song. He didn't hide his curiosity. "You are an accident. I was still puzzled when Edward said it. It may have something to do with some of your own mysterious abilities. Maybe you don't know. You guys, I mean human beings. Although there are very few people, some people always have incredible abilities. Ability."

"You think you have it, the so-called mysterious ability." Forgive me for not having Carlisle's weird curiosity that empathizes with me. I don't feel any mysterious ability at all. Doctor, your brain power is really powerful.

I've always felt that people aren't afraid of Jasper because they don't know that guy is ready to go berserk at any time.It's not that I haven't seen him staring at me with the fierce eyes that look at a plate of braised pig's trotters. Even if he looks like Tom Cruise, I won't be obsessed with beauty, telling myself that this guy is not dangerous at all.

The only person in this world who is not in danger by Jasper's side is Alice.

No one could deny this fact after seeing his attitude towards Alice.

"If you don't like it, I won't deliberately tap your abilities. You prefer your current life to getting along with us." The doctor slowed down his somewhat high voice, and his deep light yellow eyes were as soft as if A pool of spring water, "Human life, you enjoy every day so much, although you think Jasper is dangerous, but Jasper will like to stay around you, your surroundings are like Fox's forest in the morning, clean and peaceful."

I couldn't help blinking, not contradicting his words.I love being human, and I love Fox, there's no denying that.From my previous life to this life, from childhood to growth, from birth to death, I will never like a place as deeply as Fox.

Many, many likes, stacked into a thick love.

I was too cramped and cramped in my previous life, without any ample possession.God has given me a Fox in this life, with endless green forests and silent rainy nights.

"I don't mean to disturb your life, but the troubles you encountered are not over." Carlisle put his hands on his knees, he looked very casual, and even his movements were as natural and soft as willow branches in the breeze.

If you hadn't touched Edward's body, you would never have imagined how stiff the man in front of you was.

It is really technical work for a piece of marble to be warm and soft.

"You mean...C?" My teeth still grind at the mention of that name, the bastards who give me a bunch of nightmares.

He was a better fit in an iron cage than Jasper, or any of the Cullens' non-humans.A guy who can kill everyone in a dating place, including me, at the beginning of meeting a believer who he has corresponded with for six or seven years.

I will never forgive that bastard, let him and his damn letters all jump into the incinerator and disappear.

Carlisle was silent for a while, he was waiting for my anger to subside, my gloomy expression made the atmosphere uncomfortable again.The weather outside the window does not know when it will be sunny, the haze of the rain is broken by the sunlight before twilight, and the dark green shadows of the tree branches follow the large swath of sunlight into the living room.

I was attracted by this brilliant light, sitting in the shade of the sofa, watching the damp silence that was broken by the sun for many days.Outside the window, the dark green tall pine trees and the ferns and weeds all over the place undergo incredible transformations within a hundredth of a second when the sun arrives.

It is so green that it is full of vitality, and the life is so strong that even the rain on the leaves is burning.

Like a flame, golden and brilliant, sweeping all the depression and darkness in your vision.

"You're still alive, Claire." The place where the doctor was sitting was hooked by the tail of the sun, and his side face shone like a god in the residual light.He said: "You survived, and he bit you, but he repented at the last moment and stopped his urge to suck blood. Even sucking the vampire venom in your body with his mouth, you must not understand how to treat a vampire What a pain and sacrifice it is.”

I put away all the vitriol, and said with a sigh, "Yeah, I'm still alive, and I'm the only one. I don't even know why I'm alive, that terrible pain, I believe those in the library died cleanly The innocent people must not have the feeling of burning, should I still be grateful that they died without my pain? Ha, the result is that I survived.” It’s not mean, but when it’s time to vent, I don’t even want to Seeing his own face, it must have been distorted to the point where he couldn't bear to see it. "Why am I still alive? It's obviously my fault that brought him here."

I shudder every time I think of those dead students.In the end, I was afraid that it was not C who killed me in front of me, or that he wanted to kill me.It's that those people died because of my mistakes, and this incident will be a shadow of my life.

The only time I faced that directly was my own death, and that was the only time.Bearing the death of others is more painful than bearing the decay of one's own life.

"Do you need help?" The smile on the corner of Carlisle's mouth was straightened into a straight line because of the serious question.

"No, I know PTSD better than anyone else, and I don't want Charlie to know that I have to see a therapist." I've been flirting with him for so long, not because my poor uncle worried about me day and night will crash.

I stared at Carlisle, watching the sunlight disappear from the clouds, the living room reverted to a world of shadows, and his profile finally stopped glowing.

Carlisle barely raised his eyebrows, "I will not warn Officer Charlie as a doctor. If this is what you expect, I can tell him that there is nothing wrong with your body."

"Including psychology." I emphasized.

"Okay, psychological." Carlisle was not impatient, but very helpless.

The author has something to say: Touch your chin.came back.