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Accidents always catch people off guard.

It's like Lu Ling never thought that the first time he met his grandfather would be in such a way.

In the general ward on the ninth floor of the inpatient department, there are three beds for patients, and an old man who is nearly seventy years old is lying on the innermost bed.

It is Lu Ling's grandfather, Lu Zhishan.

Lu Ling thought it was absurd, even a little ridiculous. Someone who had never appeared in his 17 years of life would wantonly destroy his peaceful and peaceful life.

After buying a lot of things from the supermarket across the road, Lu Ling walked to the hospital with a plastic bag, feeling that the situation was ridiculous along the way.

He burst out laughing, but that smile was uglier than crying.

Before retiring, Lu Zhishan was a university professor. He was old-fashioned and serious. He and his wife Yang Ting had a son and a daughter. The eldest son Lu Xing and the youngest daughter Lu Min.

Lu Zhishan is a very serious and strict person who educates children. He controls children's behavior and teaches them that every word and action must be in line with etiquette, and everything must be implemented according to the plan he made for them, and no deviations and challenges will be tolerated.

Lu Xing is a successful product of Lu Zhishan. As he wished, he was admitted to the top prestigious university in the country. After graduation, he became successful in the financial circle and occupied a place in the financial circle.

Even though this son has almost no contact with the family, and even refuses to go home during the Chinese New Year, it still does not affect the status of the successful Lu Xing in Lu Zhishan's heart.

Lu Min is obviously a failure of Lu Zhishan's education. Not to mention the low grades since childhood, he even did such an outrageous thing as being pregnant before marriage.Back then, Lu Zhishan, who cared about face, felt that what Lu Min had done seriously insulted the family, threatened to sever the father-daughter relationship with Lu Min, drove Lu Min out of the house with a wooden stick, and told Lu Min not to appear in front of them again.

Cruelly discarded.

But now that Lu Zhishan is sick, and his family's money is in shortfall due to stock investment, Lu Xing simply ignores him, except for paying half of the money in advance, he doesn't even bother to visit him.

The medicine fee is almost used up, but the course of treatment is not over yet.

So, they remembered that they also had a daughter.

Yang Ting found Lu Min one night.On the street, she cried and begged Lu Min for help, and even knelt down to her.

She said no matter what, he is your father, he fell ill and became a poor old man who can only be tortured in the hospital bed, so you can help him.

Lu Min watched her once elegant and beautiful mother turn into a vicissitudes old woman, her hair was no longer black, shiny and smooth, her skin was loose and wrinkled, and the years had worn away her inner temperament.

Lu Min was in a daze for a long while.

The mood is indescribable, sad and sad at the same time.

The elevator went up to the ninth floor, and Lu Ling entered a ward with a bag of daily necessities.

The old man in the middle bed was discharged from the hospital today. A lot of relatives came to pick him up, helped him pack his things, and chatted with the old man with concern.Finally healed and discharged from the hospital, everyone's faces were full of happiness, and they talked leisurely about the family's short stories and novel and interesting episodes. The atmosphere was harmonious and warm.

There were a lot of people who came to see He Xi recovering, and most of the space was filled up around the old man.

Lu Ling squeezed through the crowd and entered the innermost hospital bed.

The curtain is drawn, separating a relatively independent and closed space.

This side and the other side of the curtain are two completely different temperatures.

Lu Zhishan was breathing oxygen, wearing a blue and white hospital gown, with tubes inserted into his arms and chest, in the standard state of a weak patient.

After Lu Ling came back, he put his things on the foldable recliner and sat down.Lu Zhishan raised his eyelids and glanced at him, with great dissatisfaction in his eyes, and the disgust was not hidden at all, "I don't say hello to the elders when I see them."

Insinuating that he is uneducated.

Lu Ling's face was cold, and he continued to drop his gaze to the ground without saying a word.

For this grandfather who was only related by blood, in his opinion, he was no different from a stranger.

He was only obliged to help his mother take care of her, and he really couldn't do it no matter what if he was asked to pretend to be a harmonious family relationship and greet her warmly to show his filial piety.

Lu Min's outrageous behavior when he was young was a disgrace to Lu Zhishan, and when he usually went out, once he looked aside, he felt that they were secretly poking him in the back about this matter.

And Lu Ling is the proof of shame.

So Lu Zhishan does not want to see him from the bottom of his heart.

"The child you teach? Are you so impolite? You don't even bark when you see grandpa, dumb!" He got angry at Lu Min.

Because of weakness, the voice was not loud, but the negation in the words did not affect the weight of the harsh words.

Lu Min turned her head and glanced at Lu Ling who was sitting on the seat against the wall, her lips were tightly pursed, her eyes were drooping, and the bottom of her eyes was obscure, obviously not in a high mood.

She smoothed things over and said, "Children nowadays are shy and embarrassed. I haven't seen them in such a long time. It's normal that I can't scream all at once."

Lu Zhishan snorted dissatisfied, and asked about Lu Ling's academic situation, "Which school did you go to? What's your grade rank?"

Lu Ling didn't want to talk at all at the moment, the clock on the wall was turning round and round, and the dryness in his heart was also increasing little by little.

In fact, he didn't say a word, and it was Lu Min who answered on his behalf, "He is studying in Nancheng High School, our best high school, and his studies are quite good."

"What's the grade rank?" Lu Zhishan's expression softened slightly.

Lu Min knew very well that her father only cared about grades in judging people. Just as she was about to blurt it out, Lu Ling said, "The class is counting down, and so is the grade. If you have more than one book, it's hard to get into it."

The cool tone is not intonation, indifferent and indifferent.

He did it on purpose.I don't want to deliberately conceal it to gain the so-called recognition and false good looks.

Sure enough, seeing his expression, Lu Zhishan became dissatisfied again, even worse than a few minutes ago.

The atmosphere is more depressing and suffocating.

"Son, don't you still have to study by yourself at night? You should go back first, mother and grandma can stay alone." Lu Min said.

Staying in this ward for a second is suffering, Lu Ling hummed, stood up and walked out.

Before he walked out of the ward completely, he heard Lu Zhishan yelling at Lu Min behind him, "Look at what you are living now! If you killed this child back then, listen to me, and I will find you a If a family with decent conditions gets married, it will not be reduced to such a miserable situation! So, why did you give birth to this child! He is not good at studying, so what can he do in the future,..."

Afterwards, the words became more and more harsh, Lu Ling left quickly, leaving those hurtful words behind his ears.

After returning home, he felt very depressed and collapsed all the way. He wanted to shout loudly, but his body didn’t feel like bursting out at all. This feeling was very strange, as if his heart was broken. Obviously his brain told I am terrible, but that emotion seems to be unbearable.

He just went home peacefully, finished his homework peacefully, ate dinner peacefully and went back to school peacefully.

In the classroom, Yu Chen had arrived a long time ago, lying on the railing of the corridor, waiting eagerly for Lu Ling's arrival.Seeing that Lu Ling finally came, he happily ran down the stairs to greet him.

"Hey! You're finally here. I've been waiting for you for a long time. I miss you very much after a day. I studied the question you asked me yesterday and found a simpler method. Later I'll teach you after my evening reading." Yu Chen put his arm on his shoulder and chattered as he walked.

The chatterbox seems to have been accumulated for a long time, and it pours down as soon as it is opened.

"Hey, how was your weekend?" Yu Chen asked casually.

Lu Lingyi, who was stunned by the question, did not answer immediately.This weekend was actually not good at all, but he didn't want to infect Yu Chen with his bad mood, he twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, and lied, "It's okay."

Yu Chen tilted his head and stared at Lu Ling all the time, he could clearly see the slight changes in his expression.

Not only did his smile not reach his eyes, but it was even more heart-wrenching than crying.

In fact, Yu Chen noticed that Lu Ling was in a bad mood from the very beginning. Although his appearance was still calm, there was sadness in his eyes.

He hugged him comfortingly. There were people coming and going in the corridor, but he didn't ask questions immediately.

When the evening reading was over, he pulled Lu Ling to the rooftop, put his hands on his shoulders, and looked straight at him with concern in his eyes.

"Hey, what happened?"

Lu Ling, who had been numb all day, felt hot in his eyes, and suddenly wanted to cry.

But he didn't want to cry at all, because they said crying was a sign of cowardice and uselessness.

He bit his lower lip hard, using the pain to repel the emotional turmoil.

"Don't bite yourself, be good." Yu Chen's eyes were full of distress, he stroked Lu Ling's hair, and said softly, "If you are sad, just cry. It's okay, it's good to be able to cry, put those accumulated Let's vent all the grievances in your heart, it's not ashamed. It's my words, it doesn't matter."

Then he gently took Lu Ling into his arms.

It must be that Yu Chen in the night is too gentle, so the teardrops are like a collapsed bank bursting out of control.

Lu Ling buried herself on Yu Chen's shoulder and cried for a long time.Rolling tears wet the cloth on the shoulders, and the night wind blows, making it damp and cold.

Even when he cries, he is quiet, not crying loudly, but whimpering and sobbing softly, like a cub that has lost its protection, injured and has nowhere to find comfort, so he can only hide in the corner alone to lick the wound, Quiet and silent.

Yu Chen patted Lu Ling's back one after another, only feeling that the tears seeping into the skin from his shoulders through the fabric were extremely hot, making his heart ache.

"I didn't want to cry." Lu Ling raised his head after crying enough, and complained with arrogance and anger.

"Well, it's all my fault." Yu Chen replied indulgently, and at the same time gently wiped away the tears on his face with his fingertips.

"My grandfather is in the hospital, and I've never seen him. He said I shouldn't have been born." Lu Ling said, feeling extremely depressed, "He's right, my birth was a mistake, a burden, and I'm not subject to any People are welcome. If it weren’t for me, my mother wouldn’t be cut off from the family, and she wouldn’t be getting up early and working late every day but only earning a meager income.”

Yu Chen knew about Lu Ling's family situation, and when he heard this, his expression became serious.

"Hey, look up at me."

Lu Ling looked at him as he said, and met his serious eyes.

He said, "Baby, you remember, your birth was never your choice, so even if it was a mistake, it shouldn't be your fault. You said that no one welcomes you, no, no, I welcome You came, I thank you for your birth, thank you for our encounter. Moreover, I believe that your mother loves you, otherwise she would not have to work so hard to raise you, and with her appearance and age, reorganize a family no matter what It’s easy for you to only care about your own prosperity and wealth.”

"So, don't think that way," he said very solemnly, "I love you very much, and your mother loves you very much. It is because of your existence that we have the possibility of happiness."

The corner of the rooftop where the two were standing was far away from the light, and the light was dim. The moon hanging in the night sky was covered by two-thirds of the floating clouds, and the scattered brilliance was faint.

Shocked and moved by Yu Chen's words, Lu Ling stayed in place for a long time without reacting, but just stared at him blankly, feeling that his eyes were brighter than the vast galaxy.

After an unknown amount of time, he blinked, threw himself into Yu Chen's arms, and muffled, "My eyes must be red, I don't want to go back." He didn't want to go back to the classroom.

"Okay," Yu Chen, who planned to finish two sets of extracurricular papers tonight, replied very quickly without thinking, "Then we won't go back. It's good to see the night view here."

In fact, there are few stars in the night sky tonight, many clouds, and the moon is not round, but what does it matter?It's never just the person that matters.