four o'clock

Today is Friday, no need to get up early tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow.

There is snow and cold wind outside the window, and the temperature inside the house is comfortable and warm, with delicious meals and a lovely person.

Li Song ate the refreshing spicy food, took a sip of beer, looked at him with his chin in his hand, and said, "I regret it a bit."

Wen Yuji was slowly eating glutinous rice balls in small mouthfuls. He was too delicate and had long hair. He could be described as "beautiful" when he heard the words. He raised his pretty eyebrows and let out a sound from his throat: "En ?”

Li Song swallowed his wine slowly, and said, "I regret not asking you for a photo before."

Wen Yushao smiled at him.

Li Song: "..."

He sighed, raised his hand to stroke Wen Yuji's hair, and said in a gentle voice, "Son of fear, my brother will stay with you from now on."

Wen Yuji bowed his eyes and nodded, his beautiful eyes were filled with warm lights, as if soaked in honey.

He is a person who can heal others very easily, but he cannot heal himself. He has severe social phobia and is sensitive by nature.

Li Song felt sorry for him, he used to feel distressed through the Internet, but now when he sees someone, he feels that such a good child has been treated like that, and he feels extremely uncomfortable.

One night in May, coincidentally, it rained in both Shanghai and the small town. The rain in Shanghai was misty and foggy, and the rain in the small town was heavy rain. When the rain fell on the body, it hurt people.

When they came home from school at night, Li Song's parents were arguing downstairs. There was no hysteria when the two quarreled, and they were polite.

They are sitting at both ends of the sofa, one speaks softly, the other is polite, the tone of speech is softer and more polite than the other, the words are like knives, it hurts people.

The mother said in a soft voice: "Li Song will go abroad with me in the future. In order to prevent his body and mind from being unhealthy, you, Lu Manman and your daughter had better not tell him. After that, you only need to Just pay Li Song the child support on time, and it’s best not to make phone calls, I’ll take care of everything else.”

Li Song's father pushed his glasses and said lightly: "I don't agree with you taking Li Song away, he is my son, as to whether he accepts that he has a younger sister is his business, you can't decide for him, I don't agree. I think you can fulfill the duties of a mother, after all, you are about to form a family again, and I have brought up Li Song all these years."

Li Song's mother laughed, as if she heard something ridiculous, she said: "You brought him up? You brought him a younger sister who is only two years younger than him. The three of you live together, Li Song It’s a bit inappropriate to say that you go to school, eat and sleep after school, right?”

Li Song's father: "It's better than if you don't come back once in a few years. Sign the divorce agreement earlier. If it's not for Li Song, it won't take so long."

It was the first time that Li Song knew that he had a younger sister, who was only two years younger than him.

In the past, he just thought that his parents were too busy so they had a bad relationship, but he didn't expect that he had already become a burden to them.

He changed his shoes in the hallway and made some noise. The two people on the sofa found him with different expressions.

He nodded to them and went upstairs with his schoolbag on his back. From the beginning to the end, he didn't show any reaction to the information he heard.

That day, he was lying on the bed, in a daze, when a WeChat message popped up, which was sent by An Yu, and he said, "It's raining a lot today, I feel like I'm going to be fooled."

He didn't know why, but he was caught laughing by these words, and made a voice call. He said nothing in a hurry, and laughed for a long time. When he realized it, he didn't know when the tears welled up Wet face.

"I just found out that I also have a half-sister," he said.

An Yu was silent for a while, and said, "I would have had a younger brother or younger sister, but my father beat me to abort it."

He said: "My dad has been so busy these years, so he lives in another home."

An Yu said, "Hey, it would be great if my dad was always busy, so he wouldn't have to beat me all the time."

He wiped away his tears and said, "My mom is getting married too, how funny, they're not even divorced yet."

An Yu sniffed and said, "Hey, it really hurts too much. When I was six years old, I answered the phone at home. Because I said a wrong sentence, he stepped on my head with his foot and said he would crush me to death. head, it's scary."

"Wow, that was scary," he said.

An Yu said: "Yeah, she was smiling one second, then turned over the dining table the next second, scolded me with gritted teeth, slapped my face with a big hand, and made me admit my mistake on my knees."

He asked, "Where did you go wrong?"

An Yu said a little confused, "I don't know, he said I have a stubborn temper."

He said, "You're the most soft-tempered person I've ever met."

An Yu said: "Who knows, anyway, he beats me. He beats me when he sees the dirt on the ground. He beats me when I eat and makes noise. Sometimes he makes me stand naked in the snow all night."

He said, "Where's Mom?"

An Yu paused, and said with a nasal voice: "Mom was also beaten. When I was beaten, she followed him and scolded me, saying that he was my father, and scolding me should be done."

He said, "What about now?"

An Yu's tone became very relaxed: "I was at my grandparents' house. They took me back when I was six years old. After they died, my grandparents took me back. They treated me very well. The first two years , Grandpa and grandma also passed away...now no one will beat me."

No one will hurt you anymore.

He couldn't stop crying, and he didn't know if it was because of himself or because of An Yu.

An Yu told him later: "It's okay, everything can pass, as long as you can be happy."

He cried until his brain ached, and said sadly: "But no one wants me anymore."

An Yu said to him, "I want you. In the future, there will be many people who will treat you better and stay with you. Don't feel bad, doll."

He took a deep breath and wiped his face. He didn't know how many times he said, "I'm not called a doll."

An Yu said, "Well, doll."

He laughed.

He looked at Misty Rain outside the window and said, "You are too annoying."

An Yu was eating, and said inarticulately, "You are too annoying."

He said, "What are you eating?"

An Yu said, "The sauerkraut from Grandma Wang's house next door is delicious."

There was a knock on the door, not too fast or too slow, and he knocked in a very restrained way. He looked back, lay down on the bed and said, "Stay with me, I want to sleep."

An Yu swallowed what was in his mouth and asked him, "What subject are you most impatient with?"

He didn't know why he asked such a question, but he answered honestly: "Let's write in classical Chinese..."

A few minutes later, the boy opened his mouth again. He found a book written by his grandfather, and read in a soft voice: "Heaven is respected and the earth is humble, and the universe is fixed. The high and the low are the same, and the status of the noble and the humble..."

He listened in a daze for a long time, and the more he listened, the more sleepy he became, and he really fell asleep like that.

Later, he asked An Yu, what kind of nonsense was he reading, and he felt sleepy when he heard it.

An Yu said: ""Book of Changes", my grandfather used this to enlighten me when I was young."

He felt that An Yu's enlightenment readings were a little curious.

……

Feeling a little drunk, he ate the chicken that An Yu gave him, and asked him in a daze, "You won't treat me..."

He organized his language and said, "Won't there be social phobia?"

Wen Yuji shook his head, then nodded hesitantly, and said, "A little bit, but I like you very much, I think we are very familiar."

Li Song's heart softened, he held his face and smiled for a while, raised his hand to rub his hair, pretending not to see his dodge, and said softly: "I like you too, little guy."

Wen Yushao blushed a little, he felt that he might have drunk a little too much, and said politely: "Why don't you put down the liquor."

Li Song shook his head, looked out from the window sill, the lights in the room were on, and it was pitch black outside, he took a sip of the wine, the hotness burned from his throat to his stomach, he looked at his own shadow reflected in the glass, a little lost in thought , said softly: "I want to see the snow."

Wen Yuji peeled the shrimp tails and put them in his bowl, then jumped to the ground and ran out the door wearing slippers. Within a minute, the yard suddenly lit up.

It is an orange warm lamp, right at the door, clearly illuminating the entire courtyard, the wind does not know when it stops, only the snow like goose feathers falls quietly, the courtyard illuminated by the orange lamp is very gentle.

Li Song turned his head to look at the boy who ran back. His hair was missing a few strands and fell on his cheeks. He looked a little childish and cute. He stood on the ground and bent his eyes to look at him: "Look, the snow all winter, Give it all to you."

Li Song's heart skipped a beat, his dark eyes couldn't tell what emotion he was feeling, he felt thirsty, he took a sip of his wine slowly, and said "En" softly.

Xueluo might have a voice, Li Song thought, it should be a calm and satisfied heartbeat.

He and Wen Yuji were lying on the window sill, drinking and eating delicious food while talking nonsense like before. He drank too much, and he didn't know when he finally fell asleep.