Criminal Minds Profile

All of a sudden, it was as if a god descended—the girl in Tsing Yi wrapped her arms around Hua Zui's shoulders from behind, blocking the advancing killing machine.This usually weak girl did not know where a powerful force grew, and she grabbed Hua Zui's wrist and dragged her away from her mother.After waking up, Hua Zui involuntarily followed her and ran across the mirror-like lake, the lush cypress forest, the wide asphalt road, and fell on the grassy field outside the school.

"Thank you." Hua Zui said out of breath.

"It's okay." Ye Jiu silently counted the dew on the grass at night, and whispered, "At that time, you really planned to—"

"I don't want to see her, I don't want to face her." Hua Zui covered her eyes, tears gushing from between her fingers, "I am willing to give her enough living expenses every month, and I am willing to give her as much as possible. Satisfy her needs. But I really don’t want to be a marionette in her hands, and I don’t want her to constantly undermine my self-confidence, deny my achievements, and make me a walking dead who hates life like her People. But why won't she let me go, I've already listened to her everything."

"In that case, I can only live for myself if I kill her!" Hua Zui stared at those red eyes and said viciously.

Suddenly, Huazui was stunned—the soft lips fell between her brows, like the first rain and the first snow, the bright moonlight floating above the crystal, extremely gentle.

Ye Jiu patted her on the back lightly, and comforted her softly: "Hua Zui, it's just like what you often said to me. No matter how powerful your fear, guilt and pathological dependence on your mother seem, all of these These are just habits that can be molded and changed, not destiny...”

"You killed her, what should I do?" Ye Jiu muttered, "No matter how bad the world is, we can still escape to a place where there are no people. I will live with you."

Hua Zui hugged Ye Jiu tightly, warm tears fell on Ye Jiu's shoulders, a dark spot was stained on the light-colored shoulder sleeve, she choked up and said, "Okay, then you have to stay with me all the time, but Can't go first."

Ye Jiu smiled sweetly, and said briskly, "An, An, I promise you."

This night, under the witness of Hua Yuyue, the distance between them reached the closest.In the sacred rhythm, wind and cloud meet, fish and water meet, and two incomplete souls merge into one.

Hundreds of flowers bloom leisurely on the branches, and new green leaves sprout on the branches. After the dusk rain, the flowers fall and wither, and the green leaves turn yellow.Ye Jiu's illness has not recurred for a long time, those bloody nightmares have not troubled Hua Zui for a long time, the years are quiet and the sky is as clear as washing.

As graduation approached, Hua Zui won a chance to go abroad for a short-term exchange, which would be a perfect end to her four-year university career and add luster to her resume.Moreover, she can learn foreign methods of repairing depression and post-traumatic psychological disorders, which cannot be provided by domestic resources.

The only problem was that she was a little worried about Ye Jiu, after all, she had never been away from Ye Jiu for such a long time.

That night, after the two had played and played, Hua Zui hugged Ye Jiu, and Ye Jiu was nestled in her arms, as if he had no bones.Hua Zui listened to the heartbeats of the two at the same frequency, smelled the grass-like fragrance of Ye Jiu, and hesitated to talk about his going abroad.

"It's okay, it's okay, I can take care of myself." Ye Jiu turned around and hugged her, and the two foreheads touched, "I will see the doctor regularly, and I will take the medicine on time—and , I have a surprise for you."

Hua Zui raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "What surprise?"

Ye Jiu poked her chest, smiled lightly and said, "I won't tell you, I'll talk about it when you come back."

Half a month later, Hua Zui, who was far away in a foreign country, raised his head from the computer and rubbed his tired eyes.She received a video, which was Ye Jiu's mental scene reappearance therapy.

The staff arranged the reference room to look like the former classrooms of Red Star Middle School. Ye Jiu wore the oversized school uniform he found, and specially found a middle-aged man with a similar appearance to play Zhao Guohua.

"You go to my office after school." Zhao Guohua said in the play.

Ye Jiu trembled all over, as if some bad memories had been brought up, she nodded numbly, and followed "Zhao Guohua" into the office.

There was no one there, only the tall "Zhao Guohua" and the thin-looking Ye Jiu. The difference in strength between the two was so great that it seemed that "Zhao Guohua" could strangle Ye Jiu to death with a single strike.Standing under the shadow of "Zhao Guohua", Ye Jiu's face turned pale, the blood on her lips faded, and she trembled like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind.

In fact, from the objective point of view of the outside world, this scene seems a bit funny-although the middle-aged man is tall and strong, Ye Jiu is also an adult, even if his physical strength is not enough, he still has the ability to struggle and resist and call for help.But she stood there dumbfounded, her whole body was stiff, as if she had lost her soul, and she completely lost the courage and motivation to resist*.

Hua Zui paused the video, covered her aching heart, took a few deep breaths slowly, and calmed down a bit.At that moment just now, Zhao Guohua was tied to the ground, covered in blood, begging for mercy in front of her eyes.What disturbed her the most was that instead of making her feel uncomfortable, this bloody scene made her tremble with excitement.She was like a dying fish, panting heavily, trying to force the beast that was about to move back to the bottom of her heart.

She paused for a moment, got up and poured herself a glass of water, until the warm liquid comforted her stomach, and her noisy heartbeat gradually calmed down, she took a deep breath, and then clicked the play button.

The video is in progress to the peak segment:

"Zhao Guohua"'s ferocious and wretched face was enlarged in front of the screen, and a few words were slowly uttered from his oily lips, "Open your mouth." He said this in an extremely serious tone, as if an oracle is an imperial decree, The person who receives it should knelt down to thank him tremblingly, and then execute it without hesitation.

Ye Jiu lowered her head and looked at her own toes, trembling all over, at a loss for what to do. "Zhao Guohua" gradually approached, she opened her lips obediently, as if she was about to-

Hua Zui's face was flushed, her nails dug into her thigh, wishing she could fly over to cheer Ye Jiu up: "Don't be afraid, you are no longer the little girl you were back then!"

As if hearing Huazui's call, Ye Jiu suddenly felt courageous, pushed the male teacher away, and said something that the young girl had never said before: "Teacher, if you want to do this again Do it, I'm calling the police!" The firm and forceful voice of refusal was followed by protracted applause like a tidal wave.

Ye Jiu crouched on the ground hugging her head and crying.At this point the video started shaking and it was about to end.At this time, a girl jumped up and hugged Ye Jiu, and Hua Zui recognized that this familiar figure was Jiang Xiaoqi.It seems that during her absence, it was Jiang Xiaoqi who accompanied Ye Jiu instead.

The warm current flows through Huazui's heart in a foreign country, comforting the lonely and tired soul.There was a burst of unspeakable emotions in Hua Zui's heart. It was sweet and sour. The sweet thing was that Ye Jiu had finally stepped out of that dark and humid rainy season. The sour thing was that she couldn't be by Ye Jiu's side at such an important moment. The tears on that delicate and pleasant face hugged that slender body vigorously.

She was exhausted, reopened her notebook, and continued to organize the psychology notes of the day, with a smile on her lips.

The spring light is leisurely sprinkled on the branches, on which the cherry blossoms are blooming enthusiastically.Under the cover of two rows of cherry blossoms, the mottled and faded handwriting of Z University's "Psychological Consultation Room" is exposed, which looks very old.

Hua Zui, who had just returned to China, was walking quickly on the tree-lined path. Before she had time to look for Ye Jiu, she came here first.She was in a very good mood, with a smile on her face, and she held a stack of A4 papers in her arms. The heat from her palm was on that stack of papers, as if she was holding a hot heart instead of paper.

"Teacher, teacher." Before she had time to wipe off the thin sweat on her forehead, her cheerful tone had already reached the teacher's ears, "This is my revised treatment plan for Ye Jiu, mainly for post-traumatic stress disorder, and Cognitive therapy for depression, anxiety..."

She stared at the paper, talking about her plan in succession, completely oblivious to the fact that Teacher Chen behind the desk did not show the usual expression of approval.On the contrary, seeing Hua Zui, a trace of unspeakable sadness and guilt flashed in her eyes.Under her eyelids was dark blue pigment, she looked tired, her temples were already white, showing a rare old look.

"Hua Zui." Teacher Chen interrupted her, "Ye Jiu committed suicide. Just yesterday morning."

Hua Zui raised his head abruptly, with a smile still on his face, trying to find clues of the joke on Teacher Chen's face.She caught the flickering tears in the teacher's eyes, and the teacher's overwhelmed appearance made her feel as if she had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and her heart flustered.

She raised her voice, trying to suppress all of this, as if it had never happened: "This is a plan I tailor-made for Ye Jiu. I checked the literature all night yesterday, and the existing articles reported using this The depression index dropped by 30% within one year, and the chance of relapse within three years is extremely low..."

"Huazui, Ye Jiu is already dead." Teacher Chen's tone became heavier, and he reiterated again, "We thought she had recovered—I'm sorry, it happened too urgently, and there was no time to respond and deal with it. The tragedy has already happened gone."

"There is no problem with this plan. She will definitely be able to get out of the trauma of the past..." Hua Zui interrupted Teacher Chen, and slapped the stack of papers on the table, her excited voice already choked with sobs.Before she could finish speaking, she clutched her forehead with a splitting headache, and immediately fell to the ground.

"Hua Zui, Hua Zui! Wake up, what's wrong with you!" Teacher Chen hurriedly ran out to call for help. When she came back, the person who fell on the ground had disappeared.

Since then, Mr. Chen has never seen this favorite student again.

It was a rainy night in early spring, with big raindrops beating on the windows, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness everywhere, foggy and humid, making people very uncomfortable.Jiang Xiaoqi sat in the bookstore he ran, watching the water stains on the window meandering down the glass window, fainting the flickering lights of the glass.

It seems like yesterday was a sunny spring day, with a thriving scene—today it is freezing cold, with heavy snow, and the new leaves are frozen under the thick layer of ice, and life is frozen at this moment, unable to grow any more.The first blooming flowers never withered, but the dark red color was like the blood and tears falling from those who lost their treasures, with an ominous luster.

As for herself, she is coming to the end of her life soon—although she had expected it long ago, the days spent on the university campus made Jiang Xiaoqi seem to have a sweet dream, and she was reluctant to wake up to face the cold world. Reality.Unfortunately, dreams are just dreams after all.

Don't dare to say everything, fearing the impermanence of the heavens.Don't dare to go deep, for fear of a big dream.

She didn't dare to say what she shouldn't say to Hua Zui, and she didn't dare to use deep and unusable feelings, but she was so trembling, walking on thin ice, why couldn't such a dream exist for a while longer?

Buckle buckle.

Several regular and rhythmic knocks on the door sounded, as if an old friend had visited.Jiang Xiaoqi, who was reading on the bed, didn't have time to put on her shoes and socks, so she ran to open the door barefoot.

There was a wet, pitch-black figure outside the door—this person turned out to be Huazui!Before Jiang Xiaoqi had time to be surprised, she was surprised to find that Hua Zui had lost a lot of weight, her plump cheeks had shriveled a bit, the curve of her chin became sharper, and her figure was as thin as a faint shadow.Those eyes that were as gentle as water were like burnt ashes, barren.

There was a certain change in Hua Zui's body that made her extremely uneasy - she found that Hua Zui's nails had little dirt that hadn't been washed off. This detail made her uneasy and bewildered.

"Can I stay here for a while?" Hua Zui's voice was hoarse and deep.

"Of course." Jiang Xiaoqi hurriedly replied, and then asked with concern, "Where have you been during this time? I am very worried about you."

Hua Zui didn't answer her question, but gave her a lonely smile, and said flatly: "Xiao Qi, you see we still cannot escape our fate."

The author has something to say: *In fact, what Ye Jiu showed was the freezing reaction when being QJ, just like many people wonder why the girl did not resist when being QJ, because the freezing reaction is an instinct to protect oneself in a crisis state.When encountering danger, in addition to the instinctive fight-or-flight response, people will activate this response when the predicted fight or escape is unsuccessful, similar to animals playing dead to escape hunters.So, stop TM defending QJ offenders! ! !