She stretched her waist, and her beautiful body curves were bathed in the morning light, like endless mountains covered with golden and red phoenix crowns and xiapei, which had a thrilling beauty.The shopkeeper stood by the door, holding his breath, as if he wanted to engrave this moment in his heart.

She smiled, her smile was flamboyant and proud, the proudest and brightest among the colorful flowers in the garden.

"Are you here?" She had a red face that just woke up, and when she saw someone coming, she showed an embarrassed expression, "I said I was here to take care of you, but you lived so regularly and comfortably, and you still cook for me every day. I ate it as if you came to take care of me."

"It would be nice to have you to accompany me for a walk in the last days." The shopkeeper smiled silently and said with emotion, "It is said that life is like a journey against the sky, and the world is a lonely boat. Can't escape life and death, always try to comfort myself. But in the end, still can't let go of love, can't stand parting, can't escape the entangled resentment."

The shopkeeper's voice is clean and pure. When he speaks like this, it seems that the cherry blossoms on the branches are crumbling in the wind and rain, calmly welcoming the fate of falling into mud.It was so indifferent and quiet, like a monk who had practiced on a futon for several years, in extreme calm, smiling and embracing the arrival of death.

"Are you really going to give up the treatment?" Her eyes flashed unbearably, and then she shook her head again, "Sorry, I shouldn't interfere with your decision, I—"

It is easy to talk about theories, she can list the benefits of choosing conservative treatment, such as saving money, improving the quality of life of patients, avoiding the pain of over-treatment, etc., she can talk about it for three days and three nights without stopping.But the same thing happened to the person I cared about, knowing that the treatment was useless, but I still wanted to rescue it desperately.

Without him, the feeling of being powerless to watch the lives of the people you care about disappear little by little, can drive people crazy.Even if it's just to alleviate the feeling of powerlessness, I want to do something.

The shopkeeper rushed into her arms like a gust of wind, with a triumphant smile on his face. "If you really want to do something for me, just give me a hug." The owner of the store had an innocent smile like a little girl, with clear eyes.The gloom of dying never occupied her heart, anyway, it highlighted her clear, indifferent, selfless and innocent nature.

She was not used to the sudden intimacy of her friend, and she was a little nervous and at a loss, so she gave the shopkeeper a hug with unfamiliar movements.She sat on the edge of the bed, watching her best friend buried her face in her lap, her shoulders twitched, like a bunch of flower branches trembling in the rain.

Good friends are crying.

Such a fact made her bewildered, and she didn't know how to deal with it.

Her friend, who had always been calm and indifferent to life and death, suddenly showed a fragile and sad side, which made her even more at a loss as to where to comfort her.Her hands and feet were stiff, and she could only imitate the way parents comfort their children, stroking her back one after another.

"I'm calm and strong. Even if I'm dying, I'm so positive and optimistic, but I'm so young, don't I want to live?" She choked up and burst into tears, "In spring, I want to fly a kite with you, see The golden rape blossoms are blooming all over the hillside, like the sunshine left in the world. In summer, I want to blow the cool breeze by the lotus pond, watching the swaying lotus flowers, and they are fragrant every step of the way. We can drink sweet wine together Fruit wine, when you are slightly drunk, you can pick the bright stars in the sky. In autumn, we go to the orchard to pick oranges and try our luck to see who can pick the sweetest one. In winter, the cold wind is howling outside and it is rainy. We gather around the stove Squeezing each other side by side, waiting for the aroma of the barbecue to be cooked slowly."

"I want to live." My friend calmed down slowly, and said softly, "I want to live."

The warm liquid dripped on the back of her hand, like a drop of rain falling from the heart of the sky, and she was surprised to feel that she was crying.The heart that had been burned to ashes became soft after a long time. She wiped away the tears from her eyes and said harshly, "God will not give you a lifetime, I will give it to you!"

She clasped her friend's wrist and led him out.The shopkeeper followed her blankly, but his face was full of joy, like a child waiting for the New Year.

She drove the owner's car and stopped in front of a small kite stall, bought a kite with rough workmanship and fancy patterns, and went to the supermarket on the roadside to buy a bag of cheap fruit wine that students like to drink, I don't know where I got a barbecue grill. After stuffing it into the trunk of the car, the car lid can't even close.

Only then did my friend understand what she wanted to do, she made a booing gesture, and said in that brisk, enthusiastic, magical voice: "Okay, now the emerald green is lighting up the earth, and in the continuous winter After the rain, the warm sunshine of early spring came down. The children started flying kites."

The friend took the thin kite and said in disgust, "It's so ugly."

Although he said disgusting words, there was not much disgust in the tone of his voice, but it was full of joy.

She smiled helplessly: "Can you save some face?"

The friend shook the crumpled and crumpled kite away, and trotted a few steps against the wind, and the strangely shaped kite actually flew.The young girl rhythmically set the string round and round, and when the kite reached the highest point, she took out the knife in her pocket and cut the kite string.

"Go, you are free." The friend murmured, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist, as if he was looking at a light place that only the soul can reach.

Abandoning the heaviness of the physical body and the shackles of the spirit, only the eternal soul is with me in the long journey.However, isn't this really illusory self-comfort?

In the following time, she brought her friends to realize one wish after another.Including finding a small piece of rapeseed that has not completely withered from a valley with a low temperature; finding a small lotus pond, but unfortunately only a tip of the most actively blooming lotus is exposed; pulling out a leafy lotus In the orchard, I picked a few green peaches that were only the size of a thumb.

My friend laughed so hard that the flower branches trembled, "Come down quickly, you'll pick them up before they're ripe."

She took a bite, with an expression of great enjoyment on her face, and said enthusiastically, "No, it's very sweet! Really!"

The friend narrowed his eyes and squinted at her expression.She chewed more vigorously, Crazy Amway said, "Really, if you don't believe me, try it." After speaking, she threw down the biggest one.

The other fruits are all blue, small and hard.This one is close to the top of the treetop, enjoying the unique sunshine and rain, and the tip is slightly reddish, which looks quite attractive.

The friend took a bite cautiously, the sour feeling washed away the whole taste buds, the sourness distorted her facial expression, and tears burst out.She spit it out quickly and took several sips of water to suppress the sour feeling.Looking up, the culprit was laughing up and down on the tree.

"Just lie to me!" My friend picked up the peaches thrown on the ground and threw them at her, and she occasionally hit back a few times.All of a sudden, green fruits flew around, and the scene was extremely chaotic, like a blue hailstorm.

Aside from the small accident of being held back by the orchard owner who let her go after she had bought all the peaches on that tree for the price of ripe fruit, they had a pretty perfect day.

At night, they went up the rugged mountain road and stopped by a lake.There is no moon tonight, and the clear mirror-like surface of the lake perfectly replicates the sky, giving me a dreamy feeling of not knowing where I am.The stars hang in the sky and sprinkle in the lake, and countless pearls are left at the bottom of the lake, shining brightly.The wind is filled with the aroma of iris, rhododendron and Pittosporum, which is refreshing.The twinkling fireflies flying from the forest, like a shining green light belt, gently cover the lake.

The cool night breeze blew away the smoky smell left by her and her friend just having a barbecue. She took off her shoes and socks, and her snow-white bare feet stirred the cool lake water, and circles of ripples spread out. Star shadows shattered above the lake.The friend was tired, leaning against the big rock behind him, looking up at the unreachable sky.

"It's so good to be alive." A friend whispered softly in the wind, "It's strange to say that in normal times, I don't think life is such a wonderful thing. You have to work hard to get ahead, you have to have a high IQ, you have to have a high EQ, and you have to deal with complex problems. To become a winner in life, you have to work hard so that you don’t fall behind others. But when you really want to lose everything, you realize that all the money, fame, status and honor are fake. Interpersonal relationships are still fake, but it's a pity that in this life, it seems that only when I'm with you can I really live it."

The friend untied the hair tie, and the soft ends of her hair fell on her cheeks. In addition to the faint fragrance of Yinwei, she also smelled a scent of disinfectant.This indicated that the breath of disease and death made her a little unhappy, and Ming Mei's mood dropped a lot all of a sudden.

"Don't be afraid, I will go wherever you go." She raised her head, and the corners of her mouth showed an exaggerated upward arc, "The three of us will always be together forever."

"We will definitely be together." She repeated it again, as if to confirm and give herself confidence, with a confident tone.

"But it's good to be alive." My friend stretched out his hand and put it on the back of her hand, feeling soft to the touch, "Actually, I have always been so positive and optimistic, as if I firmly believe that there will be an afterlife and a future, not because I just A person with a firm belief is forced to be helpless. I am terminally ill and will not live long, this is a fact."

She opened her mouth, and instinctively wanted to say some comforting words such as "No, it will definitely be cured" and "You are still young, you still have hope", but she forcibly held back, as if swallowing A mouthful of blood that should have been spit out choked his throat sorely.

Lies can only weave beautiful dreams, but after the dreams are broken, there is nowhere to go.But the truth is so cruel, the only way to deal with it is with silence.All I could do was hold the hand of my friend.

"The world is not benevolent." She bit her lip, and a sharp light flashed in her heart, "Some people are born healthy, everything goes well, they are favored by their families, and they enjoy rights that others do not have. You know, contempt and contempt for the unfortunate. Some people work so hard and are so kind, but they can't even realize such a simple wish to live a good life. I hate the injustice in the world, even if it is moths flying into the flames, mantis arms blocking the car , fell to the end of being smashed to pieces, I also want to fight against the inhumanity of heaven and earth!"

The faint smell of gunpowder pervades this quiet night, as if a restless new life is being bred in the extreme tranquility.The friend sighed softly, as if he knew she would say that, with a look of helplessness and approval on his face.

"I know you are not afraid of life and death." The friend said seriously, as if he was confessing his last words solemnly, "Promise me that no matter what happens, you will live a good life."

Looking into those eyes full of starlight, she hesitated for a few seconds before agreeing, "I will."

After struggling hard, and finally waiting for the answer she wanted, the friend tilted his head and fell asleep leaning on her shoulder, the star earrings trembled slightly with her shallow breathing.

She leaned her shoulders and hugged her friend's waist, trying to make him sleep more comfortably.In front of Fan Xing, she said softly but solemnly: "I will always be with you."

"Nothing can separate us."

The friend's slender eyelashes fluttered lightly, as if sinking into an uneasy dream.Evening wind, oh evening wind,

Please take this vow of being together forever, this eternal promise, into the sleeping girl's dreamland, where there is no discrimination and disease, sorrow and pain, violence and death.

The world is vast, where is the hometown?

Where you are, is homecoming.

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