After rebirth, I became the most scumbag on the street

Li Cong said that it will be a matter of time before they break up.

Lu Yuan supported the handrail that was stained with dust and rust, and walked downstairs slowly. Li Cong's words echoed in his ears repeatedly, making him dizzy like a spell.

It could also be because of the half bottle of wine.

Always, the unconscious Lu Yuan didn't have such strong emotional ups and downs.

There is even an unusual calm and transparency.

He suddenly understood that Li Cong still loves him, but he no longer trusts him, and no longer trusts that there will be a good result between them.

To put it bluntly, he, Lu Yuan, was given up.

Walking out of the dark corridor, the last glare of the evening came oncoming, Lu Yuan was enveloped by this warm and ambiguous orange, his red eyes became moist a little bit, he inhaled hard, took strides with difficulty, towards Go to the opposite car.

The moment he opened the car door, Lu Yuan realized it clearly.

He would never spend such a quiet and peaceful evening with Li Cong again.

He looked back at the window on the sixth floor, and he knew that after tomorrow, the cozy little house he used to live in would become a mess.

There was no earthquake, no flood, no violent events, Li Cong's home in City A just disappeared without a sound.

Everything is different from what Lu Yuan thought.

Even breaking up.

He also imagined that he and Chen Xiyue were pulling each other's hair on the street.

"Get down so soon? What did he say?" After Lu Yuan got into the car, Shen Mulin asked suspiciously.

Lu Yuan looked at him, and his clear and innocent black eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, "Isn't it obvious that I am?"

Lu Yuan said so calmly, making Shen Mulin silent.

"Let's go, I want to go home."

Lu Yuan didn't ask him why he didn't leave, and Shen Mulin's well-prepared excuse didn't work. He shook the steering wheel firmly and said, "Okay, let's go home."

……

When Lu Yuan returned to the General Building, the family was having dinner.

Song Zhaodi looked at him and asked with a smile, "Have you eaten? Have you been drinking?"

"I've eaten." Lu Yuan walked to the dining table with a smile on his face, "The training is over, our company staff got together and drank some wine."

The three people except the old man understood what he meant, and they all heaved a sigh of relief.

The old man frowned and stared at him, "Did you drink a little, you smell of alcohol, hurry to take a bath and change your clothes."

Lu Yuan obediently agreed, turned around and walked upstairs.

He heard Lu Xingjun explain for him, "Men are socializing, it is inevitable to drink."

"You also said that drinking is a good thing. If you want me to say, let Xiaoyuan go to work at Lu's in a few days. I can rest assured that I can be under the nose of you and his brother."

When Lu Yuan stepped up to the last flight of stairs, Grandpa retorted, "There is nothing to worry about, it's good to practice and experience, for such a grown-up person, it's time to make up your own mind."

After closing the door to block the outside conversation, Lu Yuan lay exhausted on the bed, staring blankly at the lamp on the ceiling.

"Li Cong." Lu Yuan muttered softly, feeling a little empty in his heart.

And a little bit more, the relief that the dust has settled.

Lu Yuan thought he would think about many things, but he fell asleep after lying there for a while.

He had a dream.

I dreamed of being in R City.

He played with Li Cong in the basketball hall of the university. Li Cong sweated a lot and was extremely tired. He smiled and said that he never exercised, and now he was out of breath after running for two steps.

"You are old."

"Are you owed a beating?"

Lu Yuan laughed, dribbled the ball and quickly ran towards the basket at the other end of the basketball court. Li Cong did not catch up. He layup easily under the empty backboard. When he turned his head with a smile, the basketball court Only himself was left.

Li Cong's voice came from the direction of the stadium entrance, "I'm leaving."

Lu Yuan ran to chase him, but only saw the back of him leaving.

He walked so quickly, yet so steadily.

Disappeared in the blinding white light.

Lu Yuan opened his eyes, facing the light on the ceiling.

"Xiaoyuan?" Song Zhaodi stood at the door with her hands still on the light switch, she asked softly, "Did Mom wake you up?"

Before Lu Yuan recovered from the scene in the dream, he pulled off the quilt, covered his eyes, and resisted communicating with her in this way.

Song Zhaodi walked to his bed and sighed softly, "You blame mom?"

Lu Yuan still didn't speak, and turned his head to the opposite side.

In fact, he really didn't blame Song Zhaodi, and he couldn't bear it, but now he has nowhere to vent his anger, and he unconsciously releases it to his closest people.

Song Zhaodi was very sad.

Lu Yuan is different from Lu Sheng. Lu Sheng has been very assertive and independent since he was a child. He never needed her to take care of him. Lu Yuan likes to act like a baby, and likes to rely on others. He still needs her when he is seven or eight years old. Helping with dressing is always worrying, she spends a lot of time and energy on Lu Yuan.

People are always biased. Between the two brothers, Song Zhaodi's heart is more partial to the younger brother who needs her to love.

As long as this kind of love does not touch the bottom line, it will never end.

"Okay, don't bore yourself." Song Zhaodi gently pulled his quilt, she swallowed the bitterness in her stomach, not getting angry with Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan snorted, curled up, and continued to dig into the quilt.

Knowing that she couldn't call him out, Song Zhaodi let go of her hand and said softly, "You can blame mom, but don't blame your dad. In fact, before you returned to China, your dad prepared a copy for you. The gift, because of this incident, I have been delaying giving it to you. Just now I kept urging me to bring it to you quickly. Also, your father is very happy that you found a job by yourself, and went to your company secretly I saw you downstairs several times, but he just didn't say anything. In all these years, when he said he wanted to beat you, he really did it. Whatever you said you liked, he took no matter how hard he tried to get it for you..."

"Stop talking!" Lu Yuan didn't want to listen anymore, he covered his ears under the quilt.

Like a child who hasn't grown up.

Song Zhaodi couldn't help laughing, she thought, it would be nice if she really didn't grow up all the time.

"The gift is in the garage. I put the key here for you. You can go and have a look tomorrow morning." After speaking, Song Zhaodi patted his head and left the room.

Lu Yuan got out of the quilt, his eyes fell on the keys on the bedside table, and his eyes got wet again.

……

In the early morning of the next day, when the sky outside was just getting bright, Lu Yuan got up.

He took a shower, changed into clean clothes, and cut his nails. He tidied himself up from head to toe very properly.

Li Cong is leaving today.

Thinking so, Lu Yuan walked into the yard.

The garage is on the left side of the gate, built behind the General Building, and Song Zhaodi's car is parked inside. She doesn't drive it very often, so she keeps it in the garage.

Lu Yuan raised the shutter door with the key, and parked next to the dusty BMW was a newest black Land Rover. It should have just been washed yesterday. The body is shiny and the glass is reflective. He likes both the exterior and the interior. look.

The car keys are placed on the roof of the car, and the pendant on it is the cartoon character he loved so much when he was a child.

This gift is very thoughtful, so everything is in line with his wishes.

If Li Cong hadn't happened, if his life hadn't been repeated, Lu Yuan would grab the car keys now, rush into the general building, break the silence inside with his excited laughter, Everyone woke up and went to show off in front of Lu Sheng.

In his previous life, he had done this in the car he received on the day of graduation.

But no if.

Lu Yuan started the car, drove out of the garage, out of the yard, and drove to the downstairs of Li Cong's rental house.

He calculated the time, but still waited downstairs for more than ten minutes.

Seeing Li Cong coming out of the corridor carrying a suitcase, Lu Yuan clenched his fists.

Li Cong really has to leave today, and he has to take the earliest flight.

He didn't miss it at all, and didn't even plan to say hello to himself.

This realization made Lu Yuan extremely angry.

But he doesn't want to show it now.

At least in front of Li Cong.

Lu Yuan got out of the car as if nothing had happened, and said in Li Cong's surprised eyes, "I'll see you off."

Li Cong looked at him, smiled politely and distantly, and didn't say much, "Thank you."

"Get in the car."

Lu Yuan helped him open the trunk and helped him carry his luggage.

After Li Cong got into the car, Lu Yuan asked, "Where's Chen Xiyue?"

"We agreed to meet at the airport."

"Oh."

At this time, the road was not very congested, but Lu Yuan drove the car very slowly.

Li Cong sat in the back, never speaking.

It was Lu Yuan who spoke first, "After you return to City R, do you still live in the same place as before?"

Li Cong shook his head, "The house was already closed when I left."

"Where do you live then?"

"Your aunt gave me a house, which is near the hospital."

Lu Yuan laughed, "It's really generous."

"Yes."

The speed increased, and we arrived at the airport in a blink of an eye.

Lu Yuan didn't open his mouth, and Li Cong didn't get out of the car either. The two of them sat quietly like this. After a long time, Li Cong said goodbye to him, "Then I'll go first..."

"Ah."

Li Cong got out of the car, took out his luggage, and walked forward without looking back.

He didn't dare to look back, he walked very slowly.

There was the sound of the car door opening behind him, and the sound of hurried footsteps getting closer and closer to him.

He hoped but feared that Lu Yuan would ask him to keep him.

"Li Cong." Lu Yuan ran to him and grabbed his clothes, his wet eyes were full of confusion.

He made Li Cong feel so distressed that he was about to die, "Is there anything else?"

As a doctor, he has basic professionalism and is calm and self-possessed.

Lu Yuan sniffed, and said pitifully, "I miss you very much... You are the first person I really like. I am happy every minute and every second with you."

Before Li Cong could speak, Lu Yuan said again, "But now, whenever I think of you, I will remember how painful it is to like someone."

"Li Cong, I will never forget you in my life."

"Don't forget me too, okay?"