After rebirth, I became the most scumbag on the street

Lu Yuan failed to go to Yi's house at four o'clock in the morning, nor did he take Yi Huayue to the mountain to watch the sunrise.

He locked himself in the room for a day and a night, even if his grandfather begged him to open the door outside, he didn't respond in the slightest.

Lu Xingjun was afraid that he would be overwhelmed, and wanted to knock on the door in a hurry, but was stopped by Lu Jianguo.

"Forget it, my Lu family is not so fragile, let him calm down... Before the child of the Yi family goes to the funeral, ask him to go to express his condolences."

"But it's not a problem if he doesn't eat or drink like this."

"I figured it out. I came out naturally when I was hungry. There was a mess at Yi's house. It was the time when people were needed. You and your daughter-in-law went to help with the work. Don't let people jump out of my Lu family's reason, little one." I'm here at the source."

"Eh."

The conversation outside the door clearly reached Lu Yuan's ears.

He was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, his mind was full of the smiling face of Yi Huayue when he came home.

Thinking that he would never see such a bright smile again, his heart felt empty, as if he also suffered from the asthma that took Yi Huayue's life, his chest was tight and he couldn't breathe.

As for being sad, it was no longer purely for Yi Huayue.

This day and night, he thought a lot.

Yi Huayue died, just like in the novel, during the days when Zhou Xihe went to City B, he couldn't figure out why he was reborn like Zhou Xihe, but Zhou Xihe could completely change the fate of himself and his family, and live a better life. A very different, happy life.

Lu Yuan thought for a long time with his not-so-functioning brain before he realized that he could also change his destiny, what he couldn't change was the plot in the novel.

In other words, he couldn't save Yi Huayue who "died in the novel", but he might not be able to save his grandfather who died of cancer.

As for him, at the age of 30, he would definitely die because of Shen Mulin.

If he doesn't die, Lin Jiuqin will never be able to let go of his paranoid hatred, and will never agree with Shen Mulin and Zhou Xihe to be together.

His fate is the same as that of Yi Huayue, sooner or later he will sacrifice for the protagonist's love.

Lu Yuan felt it was unfair.

Obviously he has his own family, grandfather, parents, elder brother, and eight generations of ancestors all have their own deeds. They are not characters in novels that can be created by one or two paragraphs of text, but real people.

From reading that novel until Yi Huayue's death, Lu Yuan never thought that he would be bound by those ambiguous words.

But now, because of Yi Huayue's sudden death, he questioned himself.

Her family took good care of her, for fear that she would get sick at night, the door was always open, opposite to the nanny's room, but she died in her own room, how could this be possible!Totally illogical!

... But in the novel, she was going to die.

Really, the King of Hades wants you to die at the third watch, who dares to keep you until the fifth watch.

Is this his fate?

After graduating from university, relying on his identity as a major shareholder, he entered SIL as a nominal vice president, and used his identity as the second young master of the Lu family to bow down to Shen Mulin, let everyone take a high look at Shen Muling, and gave Shen Mulin and Zhou Xihe a normal life every now and then. Add some difficulties and obstacles, and deepen the relationship and understanding between the two.

Finally, fulfill their happiness with your own life.

No matter how he escapes... at the age of 30, he will die.

This isn't fucking destiny, it's a mission!

Be it destiny or mission!Why!For so many years, his affection for Shen Mulin and Zhou Xihe has far surpassed that of friends, and they have long been treated like family members, but in the end, he wants to die in order to remove the stumbling block in their love!

At this moment, Lu Yuan's heart is full of resentment.

He clenched his palms tightly, his nails leaving a row of deep crescents in the palm.

No, he doesn't want to die.

don't want to die...

"Xiao Yuan, wake up."

A familiar, gentle voice rang in his ears.

Lu Yuan opened his eyes, the man in front of him was wearing a black suit and black framed eyes, with a gentle and elegant appearance.

Lu Yuan looked at him, and spoke with an extremely hoarse voice, "Brother Lin..."

"Drink some water." Shen Mulin helped him up, and handed a glass of sugar water to his mouth, "Open your mouth."

Lu Yuan was indeed thirsty. He drank half a glass of sugar water in a sluggish manner. He felt that his stomach was going to explode before he stopped. He tilted his head to one side, "No, I don't want it anymore."

"Okay, let's lie down again."

Lu Yuan noticed that he was actually in the hospital with a needle for hanging the bottle on the back of his hand. For a moment, Lu Yuan thought he was just having a long dream, so he blocked the gun for Shen Mulin and was sent to the hospital. After being in a coma for a long time, he finally woke up.

The so-called plot of the novel does not exist at all. Everything he does is just a choice in his own life.

But Shen Mulin said, "Life and death are destiny, don't be too sad about Xiaoyue's matter."

There is life and death.

The last person who can't say this is you!

Lu Yuan's nose was sore, he didn't know where the grievance came from, tears flowed down his cheeks unconsciously.

Shen Mulin sighed softly, and wiped away his tears with his hands, "It's useless for you to do this, adjust your state... Xiaoyue will be funeral tomorrow, so you have to cheer up and see her off."

"...Brother Lin, if I die, what will happen to you?"

When Shen Mulin was wearing glasses, others could hardly see his emotions, but now he frowned deeply, "Don't say such things, she is dead, are you still alive?"

Lu Yuan wants to live, no one wants to live more than him.

He won't die for Yi Huayue, their relationship hasn't reached the point of unswerving until death, he just wants to know what will happen to Shen Mulin after his death.

In that novel, it only described that after his death, Lin Jiuqin finally let go of the hatred in his heart, followed by a happy ending.

His death was like a small pebble thrown into the vast ocean, which couldn't cause any waves.

Now Shen Mulin's words made Lu Yuan lose his curiosity again, he moved his body twice, hid his head in the quilt of the hospital, and started crying again.

A child who has lived in a greenhouse all his life will suffer from any bumps and bumps.

Shen Mulin looked at him, patted his shoulder twice, and said after a long time, "After finishing this bottle of glucose, I'll take you home, don't let your grandfather worry."

Shen Mulin knew Lu Yuan very well, and he knew exactly where Lu Yuan's weaknesses were.

In fact, Shen Mulin treats everyone in the same way, seeing through the weaknesses of others, taking the greatest benefit from them, invincible and never defeated.

Lu Yuan's crying finally stopped, and he burst out a pair of red eyes from under the quilt, sobbing, "I don't want to fight anymore, let's go back..."

Shen Mulin looked up at the little glucose left in the glass bottle, nodded, and called the nurse to pull out the needle for Lu Yuan.

When the nurse pulled out the needle, she covered Lu Yuan's eyes with her hands, fearing that he would have psychological effects and feel pain if he saw it.

"...Brother Lin." Sitting beside the hospital bed, Lu Yuan pressed the needle hole on the back of his hand with a cotton ball, and asked slowly, "You sent me to the hospital, does my grandpa know?"

"Don't worry, he doesn't know, I jumped into your room through the window and took you out quietly."

Only then did Lu Yuan notice that there was a lot of dust on his black suit.

It's dangerous to climb up to the second floor.

"...Let's go."

Shen Mulin led Lu Yuan home and changed into a black formal suit, then walked to Yi's house.

The two families are not far apart. This road is the road that Lu Yuan must travel during the days when the two are in love. He walked it the night before when he sent Yi Huayue home.

In less than two days, things have changed.

"Xiaoyuan."

Shen Mulin suddenly called him, Lu Yuan turned around, and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing... You have to know that there are always many accidents in this world, which are beyond our control. What we can do is to reduce the damage to ourselves. Nothing is more important than you... yourself."

Lu Yuan knew that he was comforting himself.

His words really make sense, what could be more important than himself...

Lu Yuan looked at the gray pupils under his glasses, with a smile on his lips, "I see."

In the courtyard of Yi's house, a mourning hall had already been set up, and the crying of the woman was particularly desolate in the quiet night.

Lu Yuan took a deep breath and walked in.

When the Yi family saw him, they were startled for a moment, and then their eyes burst into tears.

Xu thought that if Yi Huayue hadn't left so early, she would probably be by his side in the future, wearing a holy wedding dress and showing a happy smile, instead of lying in a narrow and dark coffin as she is now...

"Xiaoyuan, come here." Seeing her son, Song Zhaodi, who was helping her, hurried over and brought him into the mourning hall.

Yi Huayue's coffin was placed in the middle of the mourning hall. On the case were chrysanthemum candlesticks, an incense burner, and a black and white photo.

In the photo, Yi Huayue had a bright smile and bright eyes, Lu Yuan looked at her with a pain in his heart like a needle prick.

Almost, they can watch the sunrise.

Lu Yuan took the incense from an unknown person, bowed deeply three times in front of the coffin, and then inserted the incense into the incense burner.

As soon as she turned her head, Yimu was standing next to him, watching him and weeping silently.

"Auntie..." The comforting words choked on his lips, and Lu Yuan suddenly realized that no matter what he said, he could not comfort the mother who lost her beloved daughter in front of him.

He doesn't know what will happen to Shen Mulin after his death, but he knows that his parents must be the saddest people in the world, this pain will not heal with time, it will just keep rotting away, every time he thinks of him, It's all the pain of eroding flesh and breaking bones.

……

When Lu Yuan came back to his senses, he was already standing in the middle of a circle of juniors.

Everyone comforted him in a hurry, most of them were sincere, and there were a few who were gloating in their eyes.

Lu Yuan was not in the mood to talk, he walked silently to an empty corner, and sat on the moss-covered stone steps.

A little cool.

Even in midsummer, it's bitingly cold.

Lu Yuan thought, maybe Yi Huayue's soul hadn't gone away, maybe it was right beside her, or maybe she also went to that room, read that novel, and returned to her youth.

Thinking about it this way, it wasn't that cold anymore.

"Xiao Yuan, eat something."

Lu Yuan raised his head and looked at Zhou Xihe and Shen Mulin.

Talented man and female appearance, perfect match.

It seems that Yi Huayue's death really reconciled the two people who had quarreled.

"Here." Zhou Xihe stuffed a bowl of warm porridge into his hands, "Uncle Yi knew you hadn't eaten for two days, and just came out of the hospital, so he asked someone to make it for you."

Zhou Xihe is also very kind to him, he must be afraid that Yi's family will complain that he only came at this time, so he specially told Yi's father these things.

Lu Yuan's heart is like a mirror.

He took a mouthful of porridge and stuffed it into his mouth together with the spoon.

The black rice porridge has not been boiled for a long time, it is not so soft and the taste is not very good.

Lu Yuan couldn't help thinking that the morning he and Yi Huayue had breakfast together for the first time, he said he could swallow two small steamed buns in one gulp.

The porridge couldn't be swallowed anymore.

Zhou Xihe began to cry beside her, she covered her mouth and let out a whining sound.

why are you crying!It's not because of you!

Knowing that he was thinking too much, but Lu Yuan couldn't control it.

He put the spoon back into the bowl and put it aside heavily.

……

At dawn, Yi Huayue will go to the funeral. The Yi family is afraid that she will be bullied by lonely ghosts due to her young age, so they want to bury her in the Yi family's ancestral grave and let the elders in the family take care of her.

At four o'clock in the morning, most of the people in the yard had dispersed, only Yi Huayue's parents and close relatives were left in the mourning hall, and the rest were waiting sleepily in the room.

Lu Yuan quietly entered Yi Huayue's room, which had been tidied up, and her usual clothes were packed into several big bags, waiting to be sent to the underworld in a big fire.

People die like lights go out.

The light is gone, the light is still there.

I'm afraid that after the lights go out, there is no use value and it will be abandoned.

Yi Huayue's death made Lu Yuan sentimental, even the slightest thing could make him unhappy.

He felt so tired.

If it continues, he will definitely die, and he doesn't have to wait until he is 30 years old.

Lu Yuan desperately wanted to get rid of this state.

tuk tuk-

The door was knocked twice, Lu Yuan turned his head, and Shen Mulin was standing at the door.

Shen Mulin seemed to be very afraid that he would die in love, and followed him every step of the way.

Just like in the novel, as a little follower, he always followed Shen Mulin every step of the way.

"what to do?"

"Nothing, just take a look..."

Shen Mulin's lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, after hesitating for a while, he just said the highly visible sentence, "Don't be too sad."

For Yi Huayue's death, Lu Yuan was really not that sad. He felt that Yi Huayue must have returned to the past just like him.

It would be best to go back to when you were just about to start junior high.

Xiaoyue, change to a junior high school, don't meet Zhou Xihe, don't be best friends with her, don't participate in her life, then you don't need to dedicate your life.

Correct!

If he never knew Shen Mulin and Zhou Xihe, could he avoid the plot and live his own life.

There are seven more years.

Seven years is enough to make them strangers...

As soon as this idea was born, Lu Yuan was hugged in his arms.

He heard Shen Mulin's voice whispering in his ears.

"It's okay, there is me, I will always be with you."