When I came out I picked up a nemesis

In the afternoon, Han Qiao and Xie Ruiyan sat side by side in the study.

One draws blueprints and the other writes scores. The atmosphere is quiet, serious and upright, and there seems to be no ambiguity at all.

Until the two stretched at the same time, with their arms sticking together, Xie Ruiyan smoothly scratched Han Qiao's itchy flesh, and then received a violent blow back.

"Sneak attack prohibited!"

"How can this kind of thing be considered a sneak attack?"

"Double standards are prohibited! Han, Han Qiao hahahaha I tell you, you can't scratch me!"

"is it?"

"Don't believe it, a proud soldier will be defeated!"

The matter ended with Xie Ruiyan pinning Han Qiao on the recliner. These dexterous hands were perfect for tickling, making Mr. Han meow from scratching.

Xie Ruiyan clasped Han Qiao's wrist, pulled him up, and hugged him gently again.

The two thought at the same time that they were almost no different from couples in love.

But they have no such relationship yet.

Xie Ruiyan lived in Han Qiao's house for nearly half a year, and did not go out much due to the impact of the epidemic. Most of his contacts with the outside world were online shopping and operating his accounts on various websites online.

Whenever Han Qiao comes back from work, the aunt who cleans outside will say: "Hey, your partner hasn't been out for a long time, is it calcium deficiency? Let the girls come out for a walk!"

As Xie Ruiyan stayed away longer, the auntie looked at Han Qiao with more and more complex eyes, as if he was a domineering president who robbed Canary and locked Canary in a small black room.

"Auntie Cleaning is very worried about you, as are Dong Liu and Zhuang Zhu, not to mention me who spends time with you every day." Han Qiao grabbed Xie Ruiyan's shoulders, turned him to the French window to bask in the sun, "Look outside. "

It was a sunny day, and the world was full of fireworks.

The downstairs is bustling, and there is a dog walking area in the southwest corner. At this time, three dog owners and five large dogs are gathered.

Each dog is led on a strong leash and has a long leather muzzle on its face.They have erect ears, look majestic, and have restraints on their bodies, so they won't scare children to tears.

In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Han Qiao turned his head and asked, "Do you want to go down and pet the dog? You don't need to wear women's clothes."

From what he observed, Xie Ruiyan watched videos of huskies holding frisbees more than watching cats drinking milk from a bottle. He should be very interested in big dogs.

He didn't expect that Xie Ruiyan thought of all kinds of weird pictures just by watching dog videos.

Xie Ruiyan said, "No."

"Why? I've masturbated and it feels great."

"I don't want to pet the dog." Xie Ruiyan heard Han Qiao boasting about the dog, and he didn't hide his taste. He reached out and pinched the tail of Han Qiao's hair, and gradually boldly hugged the bunch of hair into his arms, "This is the real thing. I want to touch."

He will always be complained by the comments under "Is Mr. H making fun of you?", "What's the blogger thinking about today", "The blogger deserves to be you", "Which hair and evil do you prefer?"

If you have to choose one, you still have to choose... Only children do multiple-choice questions, and adults can't let go of any of them.

He likes to touch Han Qiao's hair, likes to rest on Han Qiao's chest, and wants to hug Han Qiao to sleep every night.

The two talked for a while, and Xie Rui's tone became softer: "I will go out, but not now. You said that changes should be made little by little, one step at a time."

"Have you figured out what to do next?"

"When I'm ready, I want to see my sister." Xie Ruiyan, "In the past, I always felt that she let me down too much, but I didn't dare to think about it because I knew that I also let her down."

This day, the two of them fought like chicken blood for an entire afternoon, and they didn't wash up and go to bed until after ten o'clock in the evening.

The bed is the same one, and this day is "Pillow Day", Han Qiao can have Xie Ruiyan himself on the bed.

It was almost eleven o'clock, and as usual, he should go to bed earlier, but Han Qiao still wanted to talk to someone.

This feeling became more and more intense, and he unconsciously opened his mouth to ask the topic he had always wanted to ask.

"The little gossip magazine said that you have been pursued by others, have you ever had a girlfriend?"

Xie Ruiyan did not expect Mr. Han to have such a desire to gossip, so he dozed off and flew away, propped himself up from the bed, leaned against the soft bag at the head of the bed, and lazily replied: "There was one."

"Then how did it break?" Han Qiao patted Xie Ruiyan's arm lightly, as if to lull him to sleep, "If it's an unhappy memory, don't tell me, lie down and sleep obediently."

"It's okay, I'll think about how to say it." Xie Ruiyan slowly recalled the situation at that time, "Tweeting with my first love in the grove, I was caught by the teaching director."

When Xie Ruiyan uttered the word "jiu", his lips pursed, and Han Qiao inexplicably wanted to poke his finger into his mouth hard.

Also say redundancies.

Let Xie Ruiyan eat his fingers, his face was full of tears, his complexion was flushed, and he was speechless.

The handbrake was pulled on the paranoia, and Mr. Han slammed on the brakes. Hearing Xie Ruiyan start talking about his first love.

Xie Ruiyan had a short relationship in high school. The other party was a girl from an ordinary family. She came from the north and was transferred to Nanjing to go to school with her re-employed parents.

The first love is 1.7 meters tall, with a pair of straight and long legs, and looks very tall and beautiful among the girls in the south of the Yangtze River.Her personality is generous and cheerful, and she met Xie Ruiyan through He Tong, and the two quickly became acquainted.

One day when the weather was fine, my first love blocked people in the shoe cabinet behind the computer room, and confessed to Xie Ruiyan on the spot, killing everyone by surprise, and shocked the jaws of classmates and teachers.

At that time, there was a customary rule in the school. The handsome guy with good looks belonged to everyone. He could write a love letter and pass a small note, but confession was unnecessary. Everyone also felt that the second generation ancestor who was obsessed with music like Xie Ruiyan would not have the idea of ​​falling in love.

No one expected that Xie Ruiyan would agree.

初恋还跟当时另一个追求谢锐言的体育委员打了一架，把人高马大的男生揍得嗷嗷叫，哭着说他直了，再也不敢喜欢男的了。

First love said, it doesn't matter if you like men, as long as you don't like my boyfriend.

After being together, First Love told Xie Ruiyan that she was not afraid of Mr. Xie, love is love, and she was not afraid of whoever came, and whoever stipulated that a woman should not take on the role of protector, and she would not let him be bullied.

She would send text messages to ask Xie Ruiyan to come out to play every weekend. Xie Ruiyan sometimes accompanied her to hang out, went to the game hall to fight King of Fighters, and sometimes participated in competitions with her.

When it’s not the weekend, after school, I’ll find a place where there’s no one to stick my lips on, and feel the sour and ignorant youth.

There is a small forest behind the school, which is extremely secretive. No teacher has ever come over, and the two always meet there. Less than half a semester later, they were suddenly caught on the spot.

The dean said that he wanted to find the parents of the two schools and sit down and chat with them.

Xie Ruiyan's first reaction was to pay for the solution, don't let the father know, otherwise the father will give the girl a good look.

The dean reported the bank account number, Xie Ruiyan transferred [-], and then added another [-] in the eyes of the dean with a half-smile.

The bald old man didn't report to the parents, and left happily. Before he left, he didn't forget to take a look at the girl and said, "You can accept it when you see it. Don't you just want some money, don't make it too ugly."

After the director left, Chulian took out the 500 yuan meal money in her pocket, hooked Xie Ruiyan's collar with her fingers, and stuffed it into his lapel.

"You just don't want to make it public with me? You think the same as him?"

"No, I..."

"No need to explain, I see through you!"

The first love left with a sneer, and never looked at her again when they met in school.

Xie Ruiyan learned from He Tong that the teaching director was called by his first love in advance, just for a love that can walk in the sun.

Later, she handed Xie Ruiyan an envelope, which said that she didn't want her meal money, and it would be used as compensation for prostitution of a rich man's son.

Xie Ruiyan's tears fell on the letter paper, blurring the beautifully written "kissing fee" at the end of the sentence.

This incident made Xie Chengzhang find out that he personally changed Xie Ruiyan's college choice and major, and disposed of the violin at home.

Xie Ruiyan didn't remember how long he knelt at home before getting Xie Chengzhang's promise of "I won't do anything to your female classmate".

In Xie Chengzhang's eyes, that wasn't even a girlfriend, and their status and status were very different. He didn't pay attention at all, but thought that Xie Ruiyan had lost control and was disobedient.

At the time of first love, she pursued Xie Ruiyan vigorously, and the relationship was very sweet. Even He Tong said that she was an iron-faced straight daughter.In the past two years, Xie Ruiyan heard that his first love and his girlfriend immigrated and registered their marriage in Canada. At one time, he suspected that the dean's behavior of paying for the dean hurt the other party, and also suspected that Xie Chengzhang had done something secretly.

Xie Ruiyan is also worried that he is too narcissistic and thinks too much. If he finds out that he likes girls more, it has nothing to do with others.

In that incident, he was also hurt, but he felt that he had no right to say anything, and it was his fault.

It is just a kind of fantasy for people to live and not want to hurt others.

Talking about this matter with Han Qiao now, unexpectedly, it seems like a brisk movement. Xie Ruiyan sincerely wishes the first love's current life and relationship will be smooth sailing, getting better and better, and hope that she has already forgotten him.

He suddenly felt that there were a lot of burdens, which were unknowingly let go in the process of getting along with Han Qiao.

"Zi'er, no one will force you to do anything from now on, just do whatever you want."

Han Qiao hugged Xie Ruiyan, breathing on the side of the ear, and his lips slipped down, as if they were about to touch the earlobe.

Body temperature is the best medicine to soothe scars.

Han Qiao changed the subject: "I want to gossip, can you tell me in detail how those girls and boys who like you chase you."

"Boss Han still wants to gossip?"

"After all, he is the one who likes me so much."

Han Qiao said in his heart, just because it is you, I want to know you better, every day.

Xie Ruiyan had no doubts about him, and slowly started talking to Han Qiao.

"I have received more than 200 love letters in middle and high schools, and there are also some from outside the school."

"When I arrived at the university, my mobile phone and WeChat account were going to be spread, and I was hacked every day. Later, I changed the number, and I was hacked again, and then I quit the phone."

"On the account on the Internet, it is forbidden for others to add friends. Occasionally, I will open it when I am in a good mood. Later, I became a person who is smart everywhere. All the vests are not uniform in style, so as to minimize the risk of losing the horse."

The feeling of being too much attention is actually not as good as imagined in the eyes of others, and it will become a burden instead.

Especially after learning that he was single again, the high school sports committee chased him too hard, and even chased him to college.

He was dazed and delusional, and wanted to force Xie Ruiyan to try indulgence with him, and finally let Xie Ruiyan beat him up hard, and then asked Xie Weizhou to find someone to beat him up. It stopped.

Later, Xie Ruiyan went abroad ahead of schedule. Even though he was alone, he was approached and harassed a lot. Fortunately, he was full of Han Qiao and songwriting, which dissipated his temper of being indecisive and beating people up when he was in trouble.

Xie Ruiyan rubbed Han Qiao's neck: "I'm so tired, I just want to be an ordinary-looking salted fish and stay in Mr. Han's tank."

Han Qiao finally knew how Xie Ruiyan's Versailles skills were refined. Although he was not good at other things, Xie Ruiyan had always been confident in his appearance as a person who had been admired since he was a child.

"How about getting along with me? Are you tired?"

"Well, it's alright."

"What an ambiguous and not frank answer."

"Because you haven't agreed to accept me, otherwise 'it's okay' will become 'excellent'." Xie Ruiyan rubbed Han Qiao's shoulder again, "Actually, I've always wanted to ask, Mr. Han, why don't you have a date? Why? You will tell magazine reporters that you don’t want a girlfriend, gossip about you, and directly say that you are out of the closet, but you don’t explain.”

"I am obsessed with my career, and I am motivated to be the top 1 in the design of domestic electronic music instruments, and then kill a few front-runners, and also prevent being shot to death by newcomers who come from behind. In my opinion."

"Oh, so that's why you've kept your first kiss until now."

It turned out that it wasn't because of emotional injuries, or because of being chased and frightened. Han Qiao is really good and hardworking, and he didn't pay any attention to worldly desires.

The invisible ears and tail drooped down together, unable to shake anymore, Xie Ruiyan lay flat quietly, wanting to sleep, even the excitement that took away the boss's first kiss that day disappeared completely.

Han Qiao said: "But I don't think so now. Regarding the object, I correct my thinking. It's not possible. Having it is the icing on the cake. The person who is not frank is also me. Xie Ruiyan, you have no problem, trust me, don't be depressed. "

He lay down, shoulder to shoulder with Xie Ruiyan, his arm took the other's body temperature, his fingers reached over, and scratched Xie Ruiyan's palm.

Xie Ruiyan said suddenly: "Han Qiao, I've actually thought about what you said before for a long time."

How long do you live here.

when to go out.

When will I stop being afraid of my father and be able to do my own thing with peace of mind.

Xie Ruiyan continued, "But I think too much about myself. I eat yours, live in yours, use yours, and use yours as a pillow, but you still have insomnia sometimes, you work like crazy, and you have to cook dinner whenever you have time , Bake me cookies."

Han Qiao held Xie Ruiyan's hand under the quilt: "Actually, I can give myself some time to rest, which is already progress. Liu Ling even praised you to me, let me continue to maintain."

"I've always been thinking that I have to move out, or I'll make you poor sooner or later, but I think this place is very good, it's the best place I've ever stayed in, it's a safe haven, and it's a gentle and gentle town."

"What can I eat with such a little food? You have helped me a lot, Xiao Xie, Egon, Alaska, and Chaos. And the one that bothers me the most, Lone Wolf."

Xie Ruiyan turned his face slightly, and squeezed Han Qiao's hand even tighter.

"When did you find out? Was it with my other vests?"

"Actually, I noticed when you asked me to kiss your forehead and when you said about your sister, but I can't be sure, because according to normal logic, you should tell me earlier instead of holding back. "

"I didn't expect that when you saw that handkerchief, you knew it was me from the very beginning. You could hold it back for three or four months, and even lead me to scold myself."

"I thought it was a wolf cub with a lot of eyes, but later I found out that you have been hinting to me in various ways that you are too embarrassed to say it yourself, and you are waiting for me to find out, and then you have a reason to be angry with you, right?"

"I'm not as good as you. I'm sorry, but what do you mean by scolding yourself? I don't understand."

"Hey, there is no special meaning. At first I thought you were living in someone else's house, and that scumbag was pestering you. It turned out that the scumbag was actually me. I scolded myself as many times as I chatted with you this year. .You look at me scolding myself, won't your conscience hurt."

Xie Ruiyan: "..."

He was wrong, he was really wrong, he was willing to perform a double bass pleading guilty on the spot, and he could recite ten.

"My conscience is very painful. I was wrong, and I dare not do it again. You are not a scumbag, but I am a scumbag."

"Don't discuss the issue of scum or not." Han Qiao asked, "Where did you go wrong in this matter, do you know?"

Xie Ruiyan replied, "I shouldn't have lied to you."

"anything else?"

"Worries you."

"What else is missing?"

Xie Ruiyan frowned in distress: "I can't think of it, Mr. Han, please tell me directly, I still need to learn."

"I hope you can like yourself from the bottom of your heart. Before you like me, as you once said, you are an independent and free person."

"I am, independent and free."

"Yes, you are you. Make yourself happy, Xie Ruiyan, don't worry too much about my emotions, don't worry about whether I will be angry or not, we are equal, and I have not teased you less. Do what you want, don't be too restrained , follow your heart, okay?"

As soon as Mr. Han finished speaking, he was kissed by the star-eyed Mr. Xie.

"Han Qiao."

"Um……"

"Han Qiao, you have to learn to breathe through your nose..."

"Well."

"Han Qiao, I like you so much, this is what I do."

Han Qiao's eyes were a little dizzy, and his symptoms were like the sequelae of insomnia. Clusters of fireworks seemed to explode in his ears, painting his black hole-like thinking.

The scent on Xie Ruiyan's body also soared to the highest point. You can directly stuff the bottle with air and release it the next day, and the smell is still strong.

They are each other's most special people.

The night couldn't hide the low sighs of the two of them, and every feeling was magnified clearly.

Xie Ruiyan stopped slowly suspiciously, and pressed against Han Qiao's forehead, his eyelashes trembling.

How come, there is nothing wrong with his kissing skills.

It shouldn't be... Is Han Qiao too tired?

Or is Han Qiao really unable to accept men?

Even so...

"Your first love taught you a lot." Han Qiao breathed calmly, breathed in a low voice with his lips parted, and swallowed the second half of the sentence: Unlike me, I don't know anything, and I can't give anything.

Xie Ruiyan laughed silently, and wriggled a few times in the bed like a bug: "Boss Han is like a blank sheet of paper."

"So you can paint and draw on it?"

"Well, no..." Xie Ruiyan hesitated to express his true thoughts, "Even if you don't have feelings for me yet, I am confident that sooner or later I will dye you into 'Huang Jiaojiao'."

Homophony, nickname, and Wu Nong's soft language, three levels in one language, pointing to one person.

Han Qiao: "?"

The angry person was replaced by Mr. Han, his voice was very soft and deep: "Puppy."

his puppy.

The only puppy.

Also a nasty puppy.

"Then you are a kitten whose fur has been licked all over your body, you said it yourself." Xie Ruiyan hugged the person next to him biasedly, "Insomnia is to be kissed, for the sake of your mouth and respiratory system, hurry up and fall asleep .”

"……OK, good night."

"Good night," Xie Ruiyan pecked and kissed his favorite tear mole, expressing possession, "my future boyfriend."

"Thank you for your confidence."

"Mr. Han, you taught me."

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