When I came out I picked up a nemesis

As a distinguished single nobleman, Han Qiao did not choose family planning supplies, and drove home with the new rice balls from the convenience store.

After hastily finishing the dinner, Han Qiao looked through the handkerchief carefully. The embroidery was very neat, and it looked better than the employees in the company who specially signed up for training classes to learn embroidery.

With the heart of a villain, Han Qiao went to the major shopping software to scan and scan the pictures. There was no matching item, and he wanted to search for it on the Internet without giving up. Then he received the video sent to him by Lone Wolf.

In the video currently shot during the embroidery, Lone Wolf only shows his upper body T-shirt and hands in the camera. He is wearing thin gloves and has an ID card next to it, which says "Lone Wolf zu Atsushi Nakajima".

In order to facilitate the reading of instrument repairing reference books in developed German-speaking regions, Han Qiao University’s minor major is German, with perfect grades, and obtained Level 2 and B[-] certificates. The "to" in it.

Han Qiao looked at this little detail and smiled slightly, thinking how ingenious fate is. Although the two are a little older, they have a lot in common, which is why they can become "forgetful friends" online.

The voice of the embroidery video is moderate. Lone Wolf carefully explains what to pay attention to when stitching, so as not to get your hands stuck, and embroider a satisfactory pattern in the fastest time.

Stitch by stitch, he constructed a very matching black and white dog's head on the fabric that Han Qiao liked very much, and added a flat round blush with pink embroidery thread.

Han Qiao should have marveled at this superb technology, but his mind was full of it. The seriousness of the little fool's explanation is too cute.

The only trouble that the lone wolf brings to Han Qiao is falling asleep at 09:30 in the evening and waking up at four or five in the morning. When he wakes up, he will send "Good morning" to Han Qiao.

Han Qiao set the night-time mute, so he won't be disturbed, but he inexplicably got the mentality of the breeder mother taking care of Fluffy. The more the lone wolf avoided grandma's questions, the more Han Qiao worried about him.

The insomniac Mr. Han who sleeps later than the dog every night, in order to comfort the little fool, also wakes up earlier than the chicken during the day and works overtime regularly, just to be able to say "good morning" to the lone wolf in seconds at four or five o'clock.

Let the lone wolf know about this incident, showing [-]% self-blame.

Han Qiao couldn't sleep at first, so he told the lone wolf that he was full of energy after sleeping for three hours a day, and there was no problem.

This was a lie, but the lone wolf believed it: "Do successful people sleep so little?"

Han Qiao has been praised by this "successful person", and the vanity that 90.00% of [-]% entrepreneurs have has been satisfied.

"We successful people never sleep."

"It's better to have a good rest." The lone wolf replied, "Your voice is low. It's my favorite kind of masculine voice, but it seems that you can only speak after you are tired."

Combined with "Bai Yueguang" in the forum, Han Qiao casually asked: "Do you like men? Do you have a boyfriend?"

The lone wolf seemed to be busy and never replied.

After a week, Lone Wolf finally came online amidst Han Qiao's doubts.

His voice was very deep, completely different from the youthful look before, and seemed more natural, and Han Qiao had never heard the low, gasping sobs that were exclusive to adult men like Lone Wolf.

I'm crying, but it's not against peace.

"I won't be on the forum anymore. Atsushi Nakajima, thank you for your company for the past two months. I hope you like the dog's head on the handkerchief."

Han Qiao's heart was inexplicably impetuous: "Is it because of the sentence I asked that morning? I'm sorry, I don't know that you don't like such questions, and I won't ask them again in the future. What are you unhappy about? Do you think I did it? If it's wrong, just tell me, okay?"

"That's not it, it's not your problem." Lone Wolf choked up after playing Atsushi Nakajima's voice note, "It's mine...my grandma is gone."

"My condolences. Grandma doesn't want you to be too sad either."

Lone Wolf: "They lied to me that she is in a nursing home, but in fact she...she has long..."

The lone wolf couldn't suppress the trembling in his throat, and said sullenly: "I'm a waste, I can be kept secret for so long, why can't I find out anything?"

Han Qiao didn't know what happened, but he felt that the lone wolf had quarreled with his family: "You are not a waste, you are a liar, don't blame yourself, baby."

"The words in the post are half true and false. I am indeed a liar and a waste."

"Posts can be fake, but your emotions are real. Where are you? Calm down, I'll go find you now."

"Don't look for me, I won't do anything to myself, I... If I do something, grandma will be sad. It's just me, just continue to live in emptiness, consume social resources, waste oxygen and food, I don't know what else to do What, what I did, will no longer make sense."

"Don't be harsh on yourself. Everyone in the society has different divisions of labor, different responsibilities, and personal positioning. Happiness comes first. You can write posts, embroider, have different voices, and insist on talking to people every day. Ann, at least I am very grateful to have you here, you have brought me a lot of happiness and touch, among those who love you, I am one.”

"Don't... don't love me, I... hiccup, I'm not worth it..."

"Why isn't it worth it? I like the handkerchief you gave me so much, and the two blushes on it are so cute. I'm picky, obsessive-compulsive, and never like anything easily. The dog you embroidered is very symmetrical... Well, now It’s not the time to talk about this, but when you want to see me, come to me. I’ll wait for you to tell me that your life is getting better. You can find me anytime, and I’ll wait for you at the convenience store after work. You deserve it, You are not trash, don't give up, I will wait for you."

For the first time, Han Qiao was in a mess, expressing that he would wait for the lone wolf.

The little fool named Lone Wolf never replied, from the end of September 19 until the arrival of the new year.Han Qiao ran to the research institute more frequently, no one knew that he wanted to "encounter" a netizen nearby, only that he worked overtime to the point of madness.

Han Qiao deeply remembered the words of Lone Wolf - I am a waste.

He had never seen anyone so blatantly self-hating.

Even he himself, who repeatedly trusts others and has a short memory, is quite tolerant to himself, believes that the future is bright, that everything will be better, and that he can do his best.

For the third month that Lone Wolf has been offline continuously, Han Qiao seems to have given up waiting, but there is still a glimmer of hope in his heart.

Han Qiao hopes that the lone wolf will get better too. Apart from his grandma, if someone loves him, he also needs to love himself more. He can find what he wants to do, no matter whether it is worthwhile in the eyes of others.

Half a year ago, Beethoven left. Taking this as an untimely opportunity, Han Qiao added Lone Wolf as a friend on the forum, and maintained an online friendship for just two months.

Now that Lone Wolf is gone, Xie Ruiyan is here. Their temperaments are very similar, and they have those dexterous hands. They should be able to do anything, so why don't they have confidence in themselves.

What kind of trash, Han Qiao does not want to repeat the same mistakes.

Life seems meaningless, but life itself is a unique miracle that exists in this world.