Disabled cannon fodder has a dream [Quick Transmigration]

Song Xi was fascinated, and unconsciously stared at the man and woman who were quarreling for a long time. The man was so angry that he couldn't help but immediately glared angrily, and yelled at him: "What are you looking at? Have you never seen a quarrel?" !"

Song Xi came back to his senses, said something sorry, then pulled Ye Shu up and walked out of the hall.

Out of the shopping mall, compared to the air-conditioned shopping mall, the outside temperature is higher. In fact, Ye Shu's nature is to talk less, and when he talks a lot, it is because of Song Xi.

As he walked, Song Xi's movements slowed down, with a look of bitterness and hatred on his face, he felt that the system's prompts seemed to be no different from no prompts.

Inception, in fact, if you think about it with your heart, you can understand that what you see with your eyes and hear with your ears is not necessarily true, and what you think is not necessarily what you think.

Just like the allusion of Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly, but who knows whether it is Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly or a butterfly dreaming of Zhuang Zhou, there is no definition of reality and illusion.

Song Xi felt that the system might want to tell him that this is just a virtual derived mission world?

As the system said, from the very beginning, he was given a lot of hints, such as the Ouhuang physique that is different from ordinary people, and the sudden insomnia. These are not so much accidental as they are inevitable.

It's as if the characters in the game, where to go and what tasks to do, are all controlled by one hand.

The system made a prompt and beat around the bush, and also reacted sideways, how stingy it is...

Suddenly, a reminder sounded in Song Xi's ear, followed by a familiar sarcasm: "Can you stop playing it in your mind when you say bad things?"

Song Xi was taken aback, and subconsciously tightened his grip on Ye Shu. After realizing it, he loosened his grip and said in his mind, "So you're here?"

The tone of this sentence is very similar to asking: "So you are still alive?"

The system didn't bother to argue with him, so it hummed twice.

Song Xi asked again: "You have come out, don't you consider revealing the mission?"

The system said mercilessly: "There is nothing to reveal, no task."

"Well, if you don't say it, don't say it." Song Xi pursed his mouth, and let it be at worst.

The scene froze, and it took a while for the system to say: "What did you think of?"

Song Xi told it what he thought of, and the system was silent again, this time for a long time, and it lasted until he went home, changed his clothes and shoes, and was about to take a shower, when the system's voice sounded again in his head.

"Do you know how many mission worlds you have completed so far?"

Song Xi thought for a moment, and counted them one by one: "Lame, mentally handicapped, dumb, and stupid... If you count this world, let's say five."

The system asked: "Really?"

Song Xi adjusted the water temperature and turned on the shower, letting the water at a suitable temperature pour down from the top of his head: "What's really not true, I'm not demented anymore, I can count..."

As soon as the words fell, his temple felt as if he had been punched suddenly, and the pain was so painful that he could still hear a buzzing sound in his ears.

There was a loud noise in the bathroom, as if something heavy fell to the ground.

Ye Shu originally planned to take the change of underwear to Song Xi, but when he walked to the door and heard such a loud muffled sound, he hurriedly asked, "Xi Xi, what's wrong?"

There was silence in the bathroom, and no one responded.

Song Xi wouldn't be on guard against him when taking a bath, and wouldn't lock the bathroom door behind his back. Ye Shu quickly unscrewed the door and rushed in. The water in the bathroom was still running. The young man lay on the floor without any clothes, his eyes closed, and his brows were tightly frowned. He twisted it tightly, letting the water flow from the nozzle splash down on his face.

……

Song Xi had a very long dream. In the dream, he died suddenly due to overwork, and accidentally bound the fast travel system to fulfill the wishes of those cannon fodder.

His first task was Jiang Xi, a blind man who was inconvenient to eat, sleep, or walk, but he was lucky to meet his lover, and his life was smooth without twists and turns.

This dream was very real, and Song Xi felt that this was what happened, but later, this part was missing from his memory.

He heard the system explain, "A mistake in the operation, I accidentally cleared your memory."

Song Xi didn't continue to ask why. There are some things that the system won't say, and asking is tantamount to asking for nothing. When it's time to say something, the system will naturally tell the whole story.

When he woke up again, everything was white. Song Xi blinked, and turned his head to see his lover lying beside the bed, with disheveled hair, dark blue stubble on his chin, and black eyes.

Ye Shu always loves to be neat and tidy, on weekdays he tidies himself meticulously from head to toe, it is even more impossible to forget about shaving his beard, it is really rare when he is as decadent as now.

Song Xi moved, but decided to wake him up first, because it was not good or comfortable to sleep on his stomach like this.

He turned over and before he could speak, Ye Shu opened his eyes suddenly, he was stunned for a moment, then stood up abruptly after realizing, "Are you awake?!"

"Brother, how long have I been asleep." Song Xi's voice sounded hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time.

"Five days." Ye Shu sat down again, paused and continued: "The doctor said you just fell asleep and nothing serious happened, but you didn't wake up and scared me to death."

Song Xi felt sore in his heart, he stretched out his hand to lift off the thin quilt, moved to the side to make a large space, patted the bed and said, "Brother, come and sleep for a while."

Ye Shu lay down and fell asleep not long after. Maybe the big rock in his heart had fallen, and the lingering worry between his brows gradually dissipated. He put his arms around Song Xi, and soon his even breathing sounded in the air.

Song Xi let him hold him, closed his eyelids, and shouted in his mind: "System?"

After several calls, there was no response.The system disappeared again, and Song Xi felt a little regretful. He originally wanted to ask the system what the nonsensical words in the last mission world meant.

It looks like we can only wait for the next time.

Song Xi was waiting for the system to appear, but since then, the system has never come out again, and the scorching summer has slipped away. This summer, Song Xi has found a new job. Compared with the previous job, Song Xi , the salary is too low, but the advantage is that you won't work overtime all night, and you will have a lot of time to spend with your lover every day.

They are living together completely now, they share everything in the house, and they will live in Ye Shu's house from time to time.

It's more about playing than staying. Song Xi likes the big bed in Ye Shu's room, it's very comfortable to sleep on, and so is playing.In addition to the big bed, there are also desks, floor-to-ceiling windows, bathtubs, sofas, etc., and the two of them tried everything that could be played.

These things are all unfamiliar at the beginning, and then they are let go. Ye Shu has a deep understanding of this. At the beginning, Song Xi could still say that his movements were jerky. Red-eyed begging for forgiveness is useless.

Maybe it was the last time Song Xi's sudden fainting sounded the alarm for Ye Shu, which caused him to supervise Song Xi's exercise every day, and he was not allowed to stay up for a long time at night.

Busy with work during the day, less computer games at night, Song Xi played less games, hung up all day long and teamed up with Ye Shu to do daily routines.

The two got married in the game. Because of a certain person's big name, the whole district exploded that day, and all kinds of howls said that they were broken in love.

Someone opened a post on the forum, and found out that both of them are men, homosexuality, after all, only a small number of people can accept it, and many people in the post discuss this point.

Some people say that homosexuality is a disease and you should see a psychiatrist.

Song Xi didn't think there was anything to be angry about when he looked at it. No matter how high the era develops, there will always be people who can't tolerate aliens.

There are so many gossips and prejudices, if you have to care about each of them, how tiring you will be in this life.

After Ye Shu saw it once, he directly contacted the forum management staff to delete the post. He was not afraid of what others would say, but he was annoyed by what others said about Song Xi.

The acceptance of this in the gang is quite strong. Apart from being open-minded, there is another thing... Song Xi is really too European. How can I have fun rubbing koi!

However, Ougui Ou, Song Xi's arena is still the same as before. Obviously, his man taught him many pk skills, and he remembered it very well at the time, but when he arrived in the arena, there were still some bright spots.

On the day when the first snow fell in winter, Song Xi came out to his family.

Speaking of it, it was still an accident. Song Xi never expected that his parents who had been divorced for many years would suddenly get together and run downstairs to his house early in the morning to give him a 'surprise'.

Song Xi was on vacation today, and he got up early in the morning without changing his clothes. He was wearing pajamas and a down jacket outside, and sent Ye Shu off to work. In fact, he sent Ye Shu downstairs.

He handed the little cake he made earlier to Ye Shu, yawned and said, "Take it and don't forget to eat it, you're fine today, I'll bring you lunch at noon."

Ye Shu raised his hand and wiped away the tears from the young man's eyes with his fingertips, "Understood, don't forget to eat breakfast, go to bed after eating, and don't forget to turn on the heating when it's cold."

Song Xi patted the back of his hand and muttered, "Don't touch it, I haven't washed my face yet."

"I don't dislike you." Ye Shu pointed to his cheek, motioning for him to kiss him, he hadn't given him a good morning kiss this morning.

The place where they parked was close to the corner, covered by a car, and usually no one would pay attention to this side.

Song Xi stood on tiptoe, slapped him on the face, and then watched the man get into the car. When he was about to turn around and go home, he saw two familiar figures from the corner of his eye.

He turned his head, and Song's father and Song's mother stood together and looked at him. Seeing the surprised expressions, they must have seen a lot.

Song Xi's expression remained the same, as if he wasn't the one who came out suddenly, and calmly waved to Song's father and mother, "Dad, Mom."

Song's mother is a person who seldom gets angry. She speaks and does things out of the blue and has a big heart. On the contrary, Song's father always has a serious face and looks like a serious veteran cadre.

The two divorced because their personalities didn't fit together. At first, Song Xi felt that the most unacceptable thing about coming out of the closet should be his father, after all, he looked at such an old-fashioned person.

As a result, now, looking at Song's father's calm face and Song's mother's angry face, he suddenly became a little uncertain.

The atmosphere was a little stiff for a while, and finally Song's father spoke first, "Let's go up and talk first."

Family ugliness should not be publicized, this is not a place for discussion outside.

Song Xi led the two elders to his home, opened the door, took out brand new slippers and handed them to them. He rarely saw his parents after work, and almost never came to his house, so he didn't even have a pair of spare slippers. It was he and Ye Shu who bought them all. The Ye family has an open-minded style and knows his son's sexual orientation, so he has long been talking about going back to China to see his daughter-in-law after finishing his work.

Song Xi led him to the sofa in the living room, "Mom and Dad, please sit down first, there are fruit snacks on the coffee table, I'll go wash my face first."

When Song Xi came out, Song's father and Song's mother were sitting on one side, staring at him like three trials.

Song Xi wiped off the water from his hands, each of them got a glass of water with a paper cup, and then sat across from the two elders, and said flatly, "Dad, Mom, that was my boyfriend just now."

Mother Song's expression twisted for a moment, she gritted her teeth and asked, "I asked you to find a partner, but you ended up finding a man?"

Song Xi said calmly: "Didn't you say to find someone who suits you, he is very good."

"You!" Song's mother slammed the coffee table and stood up, her voice rising because of anger, "Do you know what you are doing? You are not young, have you considered the consequences of doing these things? Have you considered the future! "

Song Xi said: "We have already planned to go abroad to obtain a certificate in the next year."

They had discussed this matter a long time ago. They were planning to tell Song's father and Song's mother after receiving the certificate, but now they suddenly made it ahead of time and made it clear at once, which is actually quite good.

"You...you..." Song's mother was so angry that she couldn't say a complete sentence, her eyes were red, and she said with difficulty: "How can you be with a man... and get married? Song Xi, are you crazy? Are you Don't you want to piss off your mother to be reconciled?"

Song Xi lowered her head and said suddenly: "I remember, when you two got divorced, I was just in junior high school."

Song's mother's expression froze, she always felt ashamed about this matter.

Song Xi couldn't hear the emotional ups and downs in his voice: "Actually, you both wanted to divorce a long time ago, and you even hid the quarrel from me, but the atmosphere couldn't be contained. Later, when I went to junior high school, I was able to live on campus. If you are really sensible, you will get divorced and separate, and there is no restriction on who I go with. Although I live on campus, my roommates will go home when they are on vacation. I didn’t know which home to go back to at that time. During the rebellious period, I lived alone in the dormitory, and only went home during the winter and summer vacations.”

Song's mother wanted to refute him, not to change the topic, but she couldn't get it out of her mouth.

Song Xi put his hand under the coffee table, and kept rubbing the ring on his ring finger, "The first time I knew that I liked men was in the second year of junior high, when my parents got married, I don't know who to tell, then Sometimes, I even thought I was a psycho, a pervert||pervert, I didn’t dare to look at anyone, for fear of being discovered by accident, I would poke my spine and scold me. I lived carefully and tried my best to hide my sexual orientation every day. "

"Later, I went to high school and the Internet began to develop. I knew that homosexuality is not a disease. I finally no longer feel inferior, and I can stand upright in the sun with my chest upright and look at those good-looking boys. At that time, you left the house Give it to me, I will call and ask when I have time."

Song Xi paused and looked at the two elders, "Dad, Mom, do you know that the thing I was most afraid of at that time was when I asked you for living expenses. It’s normal to ask for money, but I dare not.”

"I'm afraid I owe you too much, and I'm afraid that in the future I won't have the face to say in front of you that I like men."

Song's mother couldn't hold it back, tears were streaming down her red eyes, and Song's father's brows became more and more wrinkled.

For so many years, the son didn't talk about it, and they didn't ask too much. They only thought that the son had grown up, became sensible, and didn't like to spend money recklessly.

Thinking of the past, Song Xi's mood was quite complicated. At that time, seeing his classmates comparing each other, he also wanted to buy those so-called brand-name shoes and clothes, but when he touched the phone, he hesitated when he was about to press the phone. Thinking of his parents Having his own family, being able to raise him is already very good.

At that time, it was enough for Song Xi to have a few sets of clothes that could be changed and washed. He only had more than a dozen yuan in his pocket, so he would call to ask for living expenses. When he was in college and had enough time, he would draw some design drawings on the Internet make money.

After the sophomore year, he seldom spent money at home. He saved all the money that his parents sent to the card. He only set aside a little when he had to pay the down payment for buying a house. Later, when he had enough money on hand, he made up for it. .

Song Xi took out the bank card from his pocket, put it on the coffee table and pushed it in front of the elders, "There is 70 in the card. In addition to the money you spent on me, there is also the rest I earned over the years."

He used to be suffocated in his heart, and used the money to search and search, not spending much money from his parents.

Mother Song looked at the bank card, her hands trembling, "What do you mean..."

Father Song also glanced at him, his eyes were imperceptibly red.

Song Xi got up, knelt down in front of the two elders, choked up and said: "Dad, Mom, I am still your son, and I will give you old age. It's just that you haven't taken care of me for so many years, and I will pay you back the money I spent. Ladies, please, don’t worry about who I like in the future, okay?”

It was hard for him to find someone he liked, and finally found someone who could tell everything and ask questions.

He knew it was unfilial, but Song's father and Song's mother had their own happy families, had their own children, and would have their own children and grandchildren in the future, but up to now, he only had his own lover.

Mother Song fell down on the sofa, covering her face and weeping uncontrollably.

A sigh sounded in the air, and Father Song said in a deep voice, "Let the child like it."

They can't control anything anymore, what's the use of forcing, are they going to be like them in the end, sharing the same bed with different dreams, getting divorced so that their future children will follow the same path as their son?

To carry on the family line, that is to be with the person you like, even if the house is full of children and grandchildren, after a hundred years, you will only have a handful of loess.

Father Song thought about it, and pushed the card back, "You can use this money, and we don't lack for it. Don't kneel down, get up."

Song Xi didn't get up, and stubbornly pushed it back, saying: "You take it away." He just wanted to buy some peace of mind.

Song's father also understood, sighed, and put away the card. Song's mother cried for a long time, and finally left without saying anything.

The child has grown up and is almost thirty.

After sending off the elders, the room returned to silence and tranquility. Song Xi sat on the sofa, rubbing his sore knees, but his face was relaxed like never before.

He knew that Song's mother would have to figure it out in the end. In the final analysis, both of them had children, so naturally they wouldn't go so far as to force him with a knife on his neck.

At this time, his stomach growled, and Song Xi remembered that he hadn't eaten yet. Looking at the time, it was past ten o'clock.

He made some food mats to cushion his stomach, and after washing up, he started to make Ye Shu's lunch, which was balanced in nutrition with a combination of meat and vegetables.

Song Xi packed his lunch in an oversized insulated box with compartments, which can hold several kinds of food at once.

After packing the meals, put the cut fruits in the side grid, and finally the pork rib soup in the thermos.

After putting everything into the thermal bag, Song Xi went to eat by himself, changed into warm clothes when he was half full, and took a scarf to wrap himself tightly when he went out.

It takes four stops to get to Ye Shu's company by bus. When Song Xi got off the bus, his face was flushed by the cold wind. He gathered the scarf around his neck. The tip of his nose suddenly felt cold, and he reached out to touch the cool water stains. .

Song Xi raised his head and looked up at the sky. In the sky, flakes of snowflakes were falling leisurely.

Snowing.

Song Xi shrank his neck, afraid that the food would be cold, so he trotted to Ye Shu's company.

The company is quite big, and this is not the first time he has come. As soon as the lady at the front desk saw him, she rushed up to greet him and lead him to the special elevator for the upper floors.

"Mr. Song, Mr. Ye has ordered that he has gone to a meeting right now, so you can go directly to his office."

"Thank you." Song Xi nodded at her, walked up to the elevator, and pressed the floor of Ye Shu's office.

There are very few people on this floor, except for Ye Shu, the assistants work here.

At this moment, there was no one in the meeting, Song Xi went straight to Ye Shu's office, the room was very heated, he put his things on the table next to him, then took off his thick coat and slumped on the sofa to play with his phone.

About ten minutes later, Ye Shu came back from the meeting.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Song Xi closed the phone and stood up from the sofa, beckoning at the man, "Come over for dinner first!"

Ye Shu walked over quickly, the smile on his mouth couldn't be suppressed: "Why are you here so early?"

While unpacking, Song Xi said, "It's past twelve o'clock, how early is it?"

Ye Shu rubbed the young man's head and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I came here after eating." Song Xi opened the lids one by one, "Eat quickly, it won't taste good after a long time."

Looking at the full food, Ye Shu said helplessly: "I can't finish eating so much."

After Song Xi sat down, he greeted him to sit down too, and said with a smile: "Isn't there still me if I can't finish eating?"

Ye Shu really couldn't finish it, and in the end the fruit and pork rib soup went into Song Xi's stomach, and he gave up after eating a piece of ribs.

After eating and drinking, Song Xi leaned on the sofa, watched the man clean up the mess, and threw Ji Lei calmly, "I'm out with my family."

Ye Shu froze his movements, and asked nervously, "What do they... say?"

Song Xi waved his hand, and said relaxedly: "Damn, I sent you to work in the morning and I was seen, and I didn't say anything, I guess I agreed."

Ye Shu didn't quite believe that it would be so smooth. After packing the things, he looked at Song Xi with a serious expression and said, "You can't hide anything from me."

Song Xi got up and put his arms around him, deliberately coquettishly shouting: "It's really fine, brother, you have to trust me."

Ye Shu still frowned, "I don't believe you, I just..."

Song Xi leaned closer and kissed him on the lips, and could still smell the sweetness of the fruit.

Fannuansi||kinky||desire.

Ye Shu suddenly felt that there was some truth in this sentence.

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