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Xu Wei soon arrived downstairs, and his excitement just now was blocked, and he was a little bored in his heart.He glanced at the balance number on his phone, and suddenly felt the emptiness of having money but nowhere to spend it, so he turned around and walked to the supermarket opposite the community.

In the past, I used to go to the supermarket with Duan Hefang, but before falling in love with Duan Hefang, Xu Wei was alone picking things up. He chose a few boxes of fruits that Duan Hefang liked to buy, and then bought a bunch of them A new toothpaste and two water glasses. Because I was shopping alone, Xu Wei didn't choose anything heavy. Most of the things I picked were snacks, and the whole bag was filled with bits and pieces.

With his free hand, he touched his stomach, which was gradually clearing up his hunger. Originally, he wanted to invite Duan Hefang out for dinner today, but he had something to do, so it would be the same tomorrow.

Xu Wei went to the barbecue shop downstairs to buy some crayfish, and went upstairs with his two handbags full, with red marks on his fingers. When he reached the door, he stopped.

It's over, it seems that I didn't bring the key.

Xu Wei put the things in the place and rummaged through the schoolbag several times, but couldn't find the key. It seemed that he left the key on the coffee table when he went back yesterday.Xu Wei rubbed the red mark on his finger with his thumb, took out the phone from his pocket and looked at the time, two hours had passed since the call he made before, and Duan Hefang didn't call back, probably it wasn't over yet , Xu Wei hesitated for a moment, then found a small plastic bag from the bag in the supermarket, put it on the ground and sat down.

It was midsummer, Xu Wei was wearing a white T-shirt, leaning against the cold aisle at night, after he suppressed the idea of ​​calling Duan Hefang for the third time, Xu Wei was dazed The rising sleepiness was swallowed up.Sitting in a crowded corner is not comfortable. Xu Wei is half awake, only feeling cold and hot for a while. I don’t know how long he has been sitting in the aisle. The elevator door opened with a bang. just woke up.

Holding his temple with one hand, Duan Hefang came out of the elevator with a computer bag in the other.

"楒楒?" His voice was different from usual, and today it sounded particularly hoarse.

Xu Wei stood up from the ground with difficulty, most of his calf was numb, and the soles of his feet were pressed on the ground, painful and numb: "You are back."

"Why don't you go in... don't you have the key?"

Xu Wei touched the back of his head: "It seems that I fell at home yesterday."

"How long have you been waiting?" Duan Hechen reached forward and grabbed Xu Yu's cold hand, took out the key from his pocket, opened the door and let Xu Yu go in first.

Xu Wei frowned slightly: "It hasn't been long... Have you been drinking?"

Duan Hefang squeezed the center of his brows with a headache, his breathing was heavy with the smell of alcohol, he brought in all the outside things, and replied: "After the project is over, I went to drink with the tutor and the others, I can't drink, it's so uncomfortable .”

Xu Wei put the cold crayfish into the refrigerator, he sucked his nose slowly, walked to Duan Hefang's side, stretched out his hand to help him squeeze his shoulder, and said softly, "Go to bed early today."

Duan Hefang grabbed his cold hand, put it on his hot cheek and put a sticker: "Did you wait for a long time, why did you freeze like this?"

Xu Wei shook his head.

"I went shopping in the supermarket today. I bought toothpaste and some fruit. Do you want to eat it? I'll wash it for you."

Duan Hefang gently pulled Xu Yulai into his arms. He was very tired now, and he just wanted to talk to Xu Yulai, and asked in a muffled voice, "What fruit did you buy?"

"I bought cantaloupe, blueberries, and some oranges. I'll cut the cantaloupe for you." As he spoke, Xu Wei was about to get up, but was pulled back into his arms by Duan Hefang. The shopping bag was put on the sofa, and seeing the receipt inside, he picked it up and took a look.

"07:30? Did you come back at 07:30?"

It's almost 11:30 now.

In other words, Xu Wei had been waiting for him at the door for nearly four hours.

"Why didn't you call me?"

Rao is an ordinary shared roommate, even if he doesn't have a key, he will call to ask when he will be back, let alone a boyfriend.

"I don't want to cause trouble for you..."

Sure enough, even though they have been together for so long, Xu Wei never made any request to Duan Hefang. He stayed in his position obediently and silently, not daring to overdo it.

Duan Hefang: "..."

Duan Hefang drank some wine today, and his eyes were always a little hazy. He stared at Xu Tie, his eyes gradually burning hot, and the warmth of a living heart in hugging Xu Tie's chest: "Your matter is important to me. It's no trouble."

"Okay, I see, let me go first."

"I do not."

"..."

"楒楒."

"kindness."

"楒楒."

"Hey."

"楒楒."

Xu Ting's heart was warmed by his calls, and he stretched out his hand to touch Duan He's back comfortingly: "I'm here."

Duan Hefang lifted his heavy head and stared deeply at Xu Wei: "What did you eat at night?"

Xu Wei didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, and he didn't think about how to answer in advance, so he was speechless.

"You haven't eaten, I'll cook for you."

Xu Wei hurriedly pulled him back: "Hey, I bought crayfish, just heat it up later."

"I'll help you warm up."

Xu Wei pursed her mouth: "I'm too hungry, I don't have any appetite now."

"I'll make you an egg and boiled noodles."

"Don't go busy, don't you still report today? After a hard day, go to rest early, and I will solve it by myself later."

It's like this again, very obedient, and doesn't want to trouble Duan Hefang at all.

Suddenly, Duan Hefang paused in his thoughts: "How do you know I'm going to report?"

"When I called you in the afternoon, your senior told me about it."

After Duan Hefang finished his report, he was dragged by his instructor to communicate with famous teachers from other schools. After the project ended, everyone went to have dinner together. During the dinner, they didn’t hear the seniors talk about it. I guess they forgot or something .

Duan Hefang sighed softly, reached out and rubbed Xu Wei's hair: "Sorry, I didn't read the call log."

"fine."

Xu Wei didn't take the four hours of waiting to heart, at least he still waited for Duan Hefang today. When he was in high school, he could sit in the bookstore on the corner of the street all Saturday just to wait for Duan Hefang. Drink passion fruit tea cup by cup.Xu Wei is often waiting, waiting for Duan Hefang to walk from the end of the corridor to the classroom, just to pass by for those two seconds; waiting for Duan Hefang to talk to the students next to him in class, showing his profile to the classroom. Xu Wei in the back row took a look; Duan Hefang, who was waiting for the game after physical education class, went to the store to buy ice drinks with other boys, and Xu Wei followed the crowd silently, pretending that he and Duan Hefang were on the same road illusion.

He has long been used to waiting, but now that the waiting has been answered, Xu Wei doesn't need to ask for more.

Duan Hefang looked deeply at Xu Wei, his eyes were bloodshot with the smell of alcohol.

"Hey, why aren't you angry?"

Xu Wei's heart skipped a beat, he clenched his hands into fists, and quickly released them.

"There's nothing to be angry about, you didn't mean to."

"But you are not unhappy."

If you don't ask about some things, you will definitely not feel unhappy, but if you ask, you will feel a little bit overwhelmed.

But why is he unhappy? In the past, when he waited, it was often fruitless, but now the reward for waiting is an eager hug from Duan Hefang.

Xu Wei's eye circles were slightly red. He knew that Duan Hefang had drunk, but he also seemed to be drunk by his heavy breathing.

"Aren't all the crayfish you bought today smelled of garlic?"

"kindness……"

"The fruits you bought are cantaloupe, blueberry, and orange, and the toothpaste you bought is mint flavored. You were afraid of disturbing me, so you waited for four hours alone in the cold aisle. Order parsley beef, you don’t dare to wake me up when you get up early, never let me wait at home alone for more than half an hour when you get off work, I would rather get up early to fix bugs that can’t be finished, and don’t refuse I invite you to watch a movie. When you sleep at night, as soon as I feel sleepy, you will turn off your phone no matter what you are doing... You seem to always accommodate me, but what do you look like if you don’t accommodate me? Are you forever? Won't you show me?"

Xu Wei opened his lips and let out a breath, his body seemed to be unable to hold any force to let it out.

Like a loyal believer, he unconditionally followed in the footsteps of Duan Hefang, clumsily but earnestly imitated all of Duan Hefang's preferences and orientations, wherever the light was, he would go there, until one day, the believer finally realized Seeing this great love and loyalty, I reached out and hugged myself.

But you won't like the original me...

When Duan Hefang knew him and was familiar with him, it was time for Xu Yu to engrave Duan Hefang's name in his life. If Xu Yu got rid of this name, he would become extremely ordinary, and I can't guarantee that he can still be like now Get the same amount of likes from Duan Hefang.