longing

There were a lot of people in the cafeteria at mealtime, and the two of them lined up obediently at the back of the line. Xu Yi glanced at the slow-moving line, and he wished the line was longer.Xu Tie followed Duan Hefang, the voices were noisy, and if he wanted to speak, he had to get very close. Xu Tie couldn't help but be taken away by the familiar and pleasant smell on his body. The refreshing smell of laundry detergent had a very faint smell. The scent of gardenias was in the air, and Xu Wei's eyes were slightly dazed, so that Duan Hefang asked the question again, but he still didn't answer.

"Xu Yu?"

Duan Hefang patted him on the shoulder, and gently pulled Xu Wei back from his thoughts.

"what happened?"

"Our class has an autumn outing this weekend, do you want to go?"

"Ah?" Xu Wei was surprised. He didn't pay much attention to the news in the class. When Duan Hefang didn't speak, he didn't even pay much attention to the class news. "What kind of autumn outing?"

Duan Hefang blinked slowly, taking into account Xu Yu's deafness to the class, he probably didn't know when it was arranged, he explained softly: "It seems to be a barbecue, it takes an hour by car, Cen Suisui My family has a resort mountain village, which provided us with a venue, anyway, we don’t have much time in the next semester, so we simply ask the students who are free at work to play together, and it’s a class reunion.”

Xu Wei opened his eyes and glanced at Duan Hefang, because he was so close that he could hardly breathe, so he retracted his eyes again: "Are you going?"

Duan Hefang nodded: "Are you going?"

Xu Wei is really afraid of this kind of class activity. He can't talk to others in class every day, but if Duan Hefang will go, he doesn't want to miss any opportunity to stay with Duan Hefang.Xu Wei took two deep breaths and asked in a low voice, "I, can I go with you?"

After finishing speaking, he felt suffocating embarrassment again, and added: "It's okay if you are inconvenient, I can find...uh..."

He yelled for a long time, but didn't yell anyone's name.

"sure."

Duan Hefang didn't think much about it, he just thought that Xu Wei was a very good friend who didn't fight or grab, had a very quiet temperament and was very careful.Xu Wei nodded, unable to restrain the corners of his mouth from slightly curved, in a happy mood.

He handed the meal card to Duan Hefang to make a meal, and Duan Hefang waited for him for a while after finishing the meal. Xu Wei happened to see the dishes he ordered, and ordered the same one every time. Finding that the money he had recharged in the morning was not short, Duan Hefang still swiped his own card.

Holding the bowl in his hand, Xu Wei quickly followed Duan Hefang.

"Okay, I invite you..."

"It's ok."

Duan Hefang found a fairly clean table and ate face to face with Xu Wei.

"Coincidentally, I ordered the same dish."

Xu Wei smiled awkwardly: "I like carrots too."

Duan Hefang ate very quietly, neither spoke nor made a sound. Xu Wei secretly glanced at him for a few times but was not noticed. Gradually, he became more courageous. Watching Duan Hefang pick up vegetables, he picks up carrots, and he picks up carrots. Pick carrots, he picks beans, and I pick beans, he picks celery, and I don't... No, I don't like to eat celery.

The green vegetable stalk was bitten off by Duan Hefang crisply, Xu Wei swallowed, and glanced at the celery on the chopsticks.

"Don't you eat celery?"

Xu Wei shook his head.

"Celery fights cancer, don't be picky eaters."

Said in a joking tone, Xu Wei's cheeks burned slightly, and he stuffed the stalks from the chopsticks into his mouth. The unpalatable taste made his expression change, his nose and eyebrows wrinkled, and he swallowed quickly , Suppressing the taste, Xu Wei raised his head and glanced at Duan Hefang, and complained a little aggrieved: "It's not delicious."

"Eat it if you don't like it."

Xu Wei's voice was weak: "Didn't you tell me not to be picky eaters..."

"I'm just kidding."

Xu Wei ate all the carrots with a low eyebrow, and then went downstairs with Duan Hefang to go back to the classroom. There were so many people in the store, Xu Wei's heart moved, and he said to him, "Wait here for me."

After a while, he came back sweating profusely, carrying two bottles of soda, peach flavor, in his hand.

Duan Hefang stared at him for a while, then glanced at the iced drink stuffed into his hand, and said slowly, "Thank you."

"I didn't invite you to eat, so I invited you to drink."

Xu Wei actually doesn’t like to eat peaches, but Duan Hefang likes to drink peach-flavored soda, which is very bubbly. He coughed so much that he drank more often and gradually accepted the taste of peaches, but he might not be able to do celery, Xu Wei thought.

Xu Wei has never written such a happy diary. The big part is about his relationship with Duan Hefang, and he blushes while writing.Xu Yu's Chinese grades are also very average, almost barely passing, so most of his diaries are like journals, such as what color clothes Duan Hefang is wearing today, who he talked to, and distance from himself when eating. The queue was very close, he drank peach-flavored soda after class, and he didn't talk to Duan Hefang today, etc. He clumsily and carefully recorded his likes and losses every day, but as long as he can see him every day, The sourness in my heart will be mixed into joy, and it will spread softly on the tip of my heart.

I also like him today.

During the autumn outing on the weekend, Xu Wei struggled all night about what to wear, but his mother asked him if he was going on a date with a girl, and refuted him a few times, then picked out a random dress and went under the covers to sleep.

Although the gathering time on the second day was very early, there were still a lot of people. Their class was still active in this kind of collective entertainment, and they gathered next to the rented bus.Xu Wei stood at the periphery of the crowd, the cold metal zipper sunk into the soft flesh of his chin, Xu Wei shrank his neck again, hid his lips, and looked at Duan Hefang from a distance from a familiar angle. Wearing a large black coat, neat sweatpants and high-top sneakers, he lifted his wrist up, revealing a section of snow-white arm. He lowered his head slightly, as if he was chatting with Cen Suisui, with a focused expression.Most of them feel uncomfortable when they get close, but after returning to the distance outside the circle, Xu Wei feels that he has returned to his home field.He took out the headphone cable from his pocket. Yesterday, Duan Hefang shared another song in his circle of friends. It was "Hug" by Mayday. Duan Hefang really likes Mayday. His circle of friends basically does not update except for posting songs. , which accounted for most of Mayday.

When he got into the car with the crowd, Xu Wei subconsciously touched the motion sickness stickers on the back of his ears. The stuffy smell in the car made him feel sick to his stomach. Xu Wei gritted his teeth and walked up with the crowd.He went in late, and he didn't have a good seat by the window in the last row, so he had to settle for a window seat a little ahead, plugged in his earphones, and his head was dizzy.The songs in my ears looped over and over again, and the car started off in a wobble.

Suddenly, someone patted on the shoulder, Xu Wei trembled his eyes, his eyelids covered by the soft sunlight were gently lifted, and the blurry figure gradually became clear. Next to Xu Wei.

"Didn't you say you were with me? Why didn't you wait for me?"

Duan Hefang sat down side by side with him while talking, Xu Wei took a breath, and seemed to be cut into slow motion for a moment, even the speed of the wheels slowed down, the dust in the air was condensed by light and shadow, Then the moment Xu Yu regained consciousness, he drifted away again.

"Have you had your breakfast?"

Xu Yu stabilized his rapid heartbeat, and replied in a low voice: "I have eaten."

Duan Hefang rubbed his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse: "I wrote my homework too late yesterday, so sleepy."

Xu Wei swallowed nervously, and he tried to make his voice as natural as possible: "Go to sleep."

"kindness."

Xu Wei's drowsiness was gone, his heart was tightly hung on the person next to him, and his every move affected every nerve of Xu Wei.Waking up early is very tiring, because I was worried that I would not be able to finish the test papers when I went out to play. Duan Hefang wrote very late yesterday.

Duan Hefang fell into a deep sleep. He was quite honest at first, leaning against the back of the chair, his eyes tightly closed, and breathing evenly. After a while, his head fell uncontrollably towards Xu Wei, and fell steadily The sudden weight on Xu Wei's shoulders made Xu Wei hold his breath for an instant, and the unpleasant smell in the car was taken over by the smell of Duan Hefang's body, which took away all Xu Wei's consciousness. The cheeks where the hair touched, and the top of the steaming head were all red.

Xu Wei held his breath and glanced at Duan Hefang. He panicked and didn't know what posture to take. The real feeling on his shoulders made him extremely nervous. Duan Hefang's soft cheek was against Xu Wei through a thin layer of clothes. , This cognition almost made him explode on the spot. He was familiar with the distance of watching from afar just now, why is he so close now?

Xu Wei couldn't breathe steadily.

Fortunately, Duan Hefang was really asleep, otherwise he would have seen Xu Wei with a strange expression, flushed cheeks, and a stiff body.

After getting used to it for a while, Xu Wei relaxed his shoulders slightly, and accepted the idea that the person he liked was sleeping on his body. He stretched out his hand and pulled up the curtains. "Hold my hand tight, hold me tight" played softly.Xu Wei narrowed his eyes slightly, and suddenly his heart moved, he took out his mobile phone, and clicked on the two bodies that were close to him, because his hands were shaking, the photos taken were blurry, and the faces could not be seen clearly, only Duan He Fang's half-closed eyes and slightly upturned hair revealed a bit of cuteness. He leaned quietly on his shoulder, and the flesh of his earlobe in the mirror was ruddy, and a few strands of hair were entangled with Duan He Fang. Yes, it looks very close, and the more Xu Wei looks at it, the more he likes it.

He carefully adjusted the filter, and then set it as a lock screen. The password is the day when Duan Hefang first called him "Xu Yu".

This is his little secret, a little secret that no one knows.