longing

When Xu Wei was a child, he often did not get good grades in exams, but he neither caused trouble nor caused trouble at school. The comments he received at the end of each semester were basically "I hope to get along with my classmates more next semester and actively participate in class activities." , but Xu Wei is not the kind of person who hides in the classroom for all activities, otherwise he is also eye-catching, but he is not special. Among a bunch of children, he is often hidden in the crowd. More, less him a lot.

But the love that children receive when they grow up is unique.

Xu Wei rarely had any special conversations with his father, especially after growing up, the frequency of getting along with the father and son dropped precipitously, and Xu Wei's unspoken character was somewhat inherited from Xu's father.

Father Xu's face was solemn, and he fixedly looked at Duan Hefang. He was so angry that he pointed to the door: "You belong to someone else's house. I don't want to beat you. Get out of the way."

"Then I will be beaten for Xu Wei."

Father Xu was very angry. He met Duan Hefang when he was in high school. This kid has an outstanding manner of speaking. Among the few kids, he can be found to be special. It's just that he didn't expect a good boy to come and do this. This kind of thing happened to be with Xu Wei. Xu's father shook the notebook in his hand, threw it on Xu Wei's bed, and mocked: "You just want to rely on this to prove that your love is stronger than gold? It's ridiculous!"

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I don't want to offend you, but I don't want Xu Yu to be beaten either."

"I don't want to make it too harsh. Do you want me to ask you to get out?"

Duan Hechen choked up, he turned his head and glanced at Xu Wei, he must have been slapped a few times, there were a few red marks on his cheeks, his eyes were a little swollen from crying, his hair was messy, revealing a pair of eyes that I still feel sorry for.

Duan Hefang didn't care about rationality and politeness, he still didn't want to walk away.

Xu's mother came in from the door, her eyes were slightly red, and her expression was a bit complicated. She walked to Xu's father, held his arm, and comforted him: "Old Xu, be more rational."

Father Xu took two deep breaths, he gritted his molars hard, and let out an angry moan.

"Yu, you go and wash your face, come out and talk to your parents about this matter." Mother Xu said to Duan He, "It happens that both of you are here, let's explain the matter clearly first, and then we can discuss how to deal with it. "

Xu's father was pushed out of the room by Xu's mother, and Duan Hefang turned around immediately to check if there were any other wounds around Xu's side.Xu Wei pursed his mouth, couldn't hold back, and snatched two tears from his eyes.

"Hey, is there any pain?"

Xu Wei shook his head, his voice was a little helpless crying: "I don't hurt...what should I do, Duan Hefang..."

Duan Hefang touched the red mark on his face distressedly, and comforted him softly: "At worst, I will accompany you to a beating, and uncle will get two or three beatings if he is not relieved. Who told me to abduct his precious son?" Woolen cloth."

Xu Wei asked, "Are you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid."

Without letting Dad Xu wait outside for too long, Xu Wei hurriedly put away his diary. Just now, Dad Xu lost his temper while flipping through the things on his desk. When he found this diary, Xu Wei almost cried No sound.

Duan Hefang took a look at him, then reached out and stroked Xu Yu's hair: "Let's go."

Mother Xu made a cup of wolfberry tea for Father Xu and put it on the tea table. After Duan Hefang and Xu Wei came out, they didn't dare to sit down, just like cousins ​​who got into a fight when they were young and wanted to explain the reason. They stood side by side in front of the coffee table , with a solemn expression.

"Are you gay too?"

"Yes uncle."

Xu's father raised the glass slowly, but the water was still too hot to drink: "I just read Xu Wei's diary. He found out that he liked men when he was in high school, but you are not."

When Duan Hefang heard the diary, he obviously felt Xu Wei's body stiffen. He licked his lips and replied: "Uncle, I was busy studying abroad when I was in high school, and I didn't pay attention to my sexual orientation. I found out later."

"You are studying in the United States. I know that the United States is more open, but that doesn't mean it's the same in China. I'm also a person who has read a little. What should a person do? How a man should start a family and start a business. I believe you also understand, don't waste energy for a momentary novelty."

"It's not a novelty for a while..." Xu Wei whispered, "I've liked him for a long time..."

"A person your age knows what liking is?"

"I know."

There is nothing polite to say to Xu Wei, and Xu's father's expression suddenly became very angry: "I don't do my job properly every day, I don't study hard, and I just think about messy things. I think you haven't learned anything good. .”

"Being a good person and having someone I like very much are not in conflict."

"How dare you talk back?"

"Then is it chatting or listening to you scolding us?" Xu Wei was also a little emotional, and was gently pulled by Duan Hefang, and Xu's father who was going to be furious over there was also held down by Xu's mother.

"It's not that your father said that you are not allowed to fall in love. Then you must know that homosexuality will be very difficult. You two are still young and have not seen many worlds. If you choose this path now, will you be able to go on in the future? Who cares?" Can you be sure?" Xu's mother comforted her softly, she could not see Xu Wei standing there being scolded, but she also hated him to go into this muddy water.

"I know it will be difficult, and I am a very timid person. I have never received a single bit of support until now. The whole world is against me, even you." Xu Wei's eyes Dim, he stood there in frustration, and then suddenly felt a palm pinching his palm.

"Uncle and aunt, I thought about it before I was with Xu Wei. I would be opposed by you and rejected by the society. In fact, I have never received any setbacks or negative criticism since I was a child, but I am not at all. I am not afraid of being criticized for being with Xu Wei. First of all, he is a very kind and gentle person. I am very lucky to be with him. Besides, we do not live for others in this life. So I am willing to express our position here earnestly, because based on Xu Wei, I will respect and want to gain your affirmation."

Father Xu snorted coldly: "You think it's easy."

Duan Hefang smiled wryly: "It's not easy, it's more difficult than I imagined."

"I'm really convinced by the picture of the two of you, as if whoever breaks up will beat the mandarin ducks with a club. I don't believe how long you can last in this playful relationship." Father Xu gritted his teeth, still looking in a bad mood, but It's a lot easier than it was at first.

"Dad, do you remember that you bought me a very big jigsaw puzzle when you were young? It was the one that was three or four meters long. I didn't finish putting together a small piece in junior high school. I don't have much perseverance."

"Do you have to be persistent so that your grades are so poor?"

"But I liked him for five years."

"..."

"I didn't dare to say it before, but I dare now. There is no shame in having a person you like very much and willing to become better for him, no matter if he is a boy or a girl."

It's so difficult, the malice from the closest person is not at the same level as the lethality of other people.Xu Yu grasped Duan Hefang's hand tightly, looking at Dad Xu with open eyes.

These words not only moved Duan Hefang, but Xu's mother was also a little surprised. In her memory, the young and shy Xu Tie couldn't even hold back half of her dreams when she was in high school, and there were times when she was able to speak her inner thoughts so firmly. Looking at it this way, I found that he has grown taller and grown a lot. He stood upright in front of him, took the hand of the person he liked, and told himself, didn't he just make up for it when he was carrying Xu Wei in his belly? picture?

Why now that Xu Wei really fulfilled his promise, why do I want to interfere with him again?

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it." Xu's mother's voice was a little choked up, "It's already one o'clock, I'm going to cook."

Xu's father, who looked upright, was pushed away by Xu's mother: "Come and help me choose vegetables."

She took off the apron from the clothes rack and wrapped it around her body, then turned her head and said to Duan Hefang, "Hefang, you haven't eaten yet, have you? Stay and eat together."

Duan Hezhu stared blankly at Father Xu, then at Mother Xu, nodded and said, "Okay, thank you, Auntie."