longing

Xu Yiguo woke up after being drowsy for a while. He lifted his head from Duan Hefang's shoulders and found that Duan Hefang had also fallen asleep leaning against the window in a very difficult position. Let him also open his eyes, sleepy.

Duan Hefang glanced at the broadcast: "We haven't slept in the station, have we?"

Xu Wei shook his head, looked at Duan Hefang and squeezed his shoulders slightly, and asked with some guilt: "Is it uncomfortable? I will give you a squeeze."

Duan Hefang smiled lightly, stretched out his hand to pinch Xu Wei's soft and hot cheeks: "It's not uncomfortable, have you had enough sleep?"

"Yes."

"Are you hungry, do you want to buy a meal?"

"I'm not hungry." Xu Yu turned his head and rubbed his shoulder on the cheek that Duan Hefang had just touched, itching.

"I just chatted in the group and said that we want to have dinner together."

"And Sui Sui and them?"

"No, it's Ban Qun."

Xu Wei said softly, he is not interested in the dinner party in the class, he was willing to participate in group activities before because of Duan Hefang, now Duan Hefang is by his side, and he wants to go back to the quiet corner as the center, silently Wherever Duan Hefang's gaze was followed without making a sound, Xu Wei felt a little sad.

Why didn't he think of a way to chase after him, so he was with Duan Hefang.

Xu Wei's mobile phone popped up the WeChat message sent by Xu's mother, asking when he would arrive, Xu Wei unlocked it and was about to go in to reply. After opening the lock screen, there was an unfamiliar wallpaper, which shocked him.

"I just took a picture, does it look good?"

Xu Wei looked up at him, then looked at the phone: "...it looks good."

Duan Hefang pinched the lock screen of the phone, and shook it at Xu Yu: "I changed it too."

Xu Yu pressed the corner of his mouth: "En."

Xu's father came to the high-speed rail station to pick up Xu Yu home, so the two of them separated at the station. Duan Hefang reached out and hugged Xu Wei, and after delivering it, he looked at his watery eyes and hugged him again.

"I'll see you tomorrow."

Xu Yu was stuffed in Duan Hefang's arms, and he let out a sigh of relief.

Duan Hefang likes to express warmth and love with his body movements, whether pinching his face, rubbing his hair, or hugging his chest full of warmth, Xu Wei feels that he is loved by God every time Only then can I enjoy Duan Hefang's warmth alone.

"I will miss you." Xu Yu said slowly.

Since falling in love, because of shyness and panic, the excellent Xu Wei who likes to restrain himself usually does not take the initiative to show his favor. He only pours love into various details of life, such as the water that is always served half-warm, Duan Hefang never used to order his favorite dishes in person, the desk and coffee table are always neatly arranged every time he comes out of the shower, and the sweet grapes that have been pitted and peeled every time they are brought into the study.

Xu Wei seems to be in love quietly, but it is deafening.

Duan Hefang was stunned for a moment, then showed his white teeth and smiled brightly. He quickly lowered his head and kissed the corner of Xu Wei's mouth: "Me too."

This was Duan Hefang's first kiss, and it was also Xu Wei's first kiss.

This one-touch kiss made Xu Wei's head disconnected for a whole night. He tossed and turned on the bed, his mind was full of Duan Hefang's bright cheek that he remembered countless times.

It's amazing, the last time I was lying on this bed, I couldn't sleep all night because of several people in Duan Hefang's circle of friends taking pictures with him, but this time it was because I fell in love with Duan Hefang and kissed .

Xu Wei scratched his hair, his eyes were dazed in the dark night, and everything he could see was darkness.

It's like dreaming.

Xu Wei stretched out his arms to hug himself, and put his right hand on the tattoo on his left shoulder. It seemed to have returned to the night when the tattoo was just done, boiling, hot, and painful.

"Duan Hefang..." Xu Wei murmured.

It was agreed to see you tomorrow, which is a class reunion. Xu Yi didn’t have much fun with other students in the class. The only thing he said was a few more words with the boy sitting in front, so Xu Wei waited downstairs in the ktv. After He Fang arrived, he went upstairs with him.

Duan Hefang strode forward and walked away, grabbing Xu Wei's cold hand: "Why don't you go up and wait?"

Xu Wei was about to answer, when he suddenly heard a crisp and familiar "Duan Hefang" behind him, Xu Wei immediately pulled out his hand, and took a step back slightly under Duan Hefan's astonished gaze, calling him the sports committee member, seeing Duan Hefang approached enthusiastically to say hello.

"Long time no see." Duan Hefang hugged him slightly.

"Are you still going up?"

Duan Hefang glanced at Xu Wei, distractedly replied: "Get ready to go up."

The sports committee member put his arms around Duan Hefang's shoulders and led him to the elevator. Duan Hefang paused for a while, and seeing that Xu Wei was still in place, he called him: "楒...Xu Wei, let's go together go up."

Xu Wei narrowed his eyes, gave a grace, and followed into the elevator.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, when did you return to China?"

"Come back this year."

"That's right. Have you been staying in City H during the summer vacation? Come and play when you have time."

Duan Hefang nodded: "Okay."

Many people had already arrived in the private room. In high school, everyone’s friendship was still very deep. Later, many people arrived one after another. Xu Wei was dragged by Duan Hefang and sat beside him, surrounded by the crowd uncomfortably. The back is slightly stiff.

"Duan Hefang, which school in the United States did you study in?"

"Duan Hefang, have you found a girlfriend yet?"

"Duan Hefang, why didn't you contact us to come out to play after you returned home?"

……

Duan Hefang was also absent-minded, and his mind was full of the subconscious movement of Xu Wei's hand-drawing just now. After finally waiting for Cen Suisui and Xue Mo to arrive, the topic began to shift to their relationship. Duan Hefang sat back Beside Xu Wei, he picked up a piece of watermelon and handed it to him.

Xu Yu said thank you in a muffled voice.

The alienated tone made Duan Hefang's body slightly stiff, but he knew very well that when two boys fell in love in the United States, they could kiss and hug on the street openly, but in China, this is just a relationship that outsiders seem ashamed of. An absurd love affair.

The more sensitive the person, the stronger their self-esteem. Duan Hefang couldn't figure out the reason why Xu Wei was unwilling to disclose it, but he could faintly sense that Xu Wei hadn't really entered the role of a boyfriend.

Not enough, not enough love for him.

Xu Wei didn't have enough.

Thinking so, Duan Hefang stretched out his hand to shake Xu Wei's hand, and then quickly released it in the gap of his astonishment.

"Do you want to sing?" Duan Hefang asked.

Xu Wei shook his head, he pursed his lips, leaned forward, and asked in a low voice, "May I sit on the edge?"

"Then I'll go with you."

"No, there are too many people here, I want to stay by myself."

"Can't I stay with you?"

Xu Wei was a little helpless, facing Duan Hefang, he was always helpful and soft-hearted, he frowned, his nose was small, and when he called Duan Hefang, his tone softened: "Duan Hefang..."

"Okay, then I'll come find you later."

Feeling relieved, Xu Wei got up and walked to the small corner where he used to sit. He was surprised to find that there was another person sitting there, the boy in the front row.

"Xu Yu? Long time no see."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Xu Wei is not a talkative person, he knew it when he was in high school, so the small corner chats are basically Xu Wei passively answering each other's questions, which is not so boring.

"Are you talking about a girlfriend?"

Xu Wei subconsciously glanced at Duan Hefang, and found that the other party was staring at him too. He was afraid of being noticed, so he quickly looked back, and then replied, "I'm in a relationship."

"Is it from your school? Isn't it beautiful? Let me see."

Xu Wei coughed lightly, changed the subject and said, "What about you, are you in love?"

"Forget it, there are only seven girls in our majors."

Xu Wei was amused by his bitter expression, and felt the same way: "We are also professional."

"Duan Hefang, can you play games? Duan Hefang, Duan Hefang!"

Duan Hefang snapped back to his senses.

"What are you looking at?"

"Nothing." Duan Hefang slowly withdrew his gaze, "What's wrong?"

"Play a game?"

Duan Hefang: "Ah, fine."

He turned his head and glanced in the direction of Xu Wei. The little liar who he said wanted to be alone for a while was chatting enthusiastically with others, and seemed to be much happier than being with himself. Sour, so sour that he didn't care about any gentleman's gentleness, and he raised his voice and shouted:

"Xu Yu, come and play with us."