longing

Xu Wei didn't dare to think about what Duan Hefang said "the reason why he had to rush here". When Duan Hefang was in high school, he was a close friend with him, even if he was a stranger in another class. It's all about giving the other party enough decency, let alone being a friend, Xu Yu couldn't figure out what Duan Hefang meant for a while.

He slowly threw the new clothes he bought into the washing machine, and when he opened the bag of his underwear, Xu Yu suddenly remembered that Duan Hefang was carrying the bag.

The thoughts that had just been sorted out in the brain fell apart in an instant, Xu Wei closed his eyes fiercely, and cursed: "Fuck."

The next day, as Duan Hefang said when they parted at night, he brought PPT and lesson plans to make up lessons for Xu Wei, which made Xu Wei very stressed.

"My mother is, she just said it casually, so it doesn't need to be so troublesome."

"No trouble, have you brought your books? If you don't, you can read mine."

A weird feeling ferments between the two getting along.

Xu Wei scratched his hair in distress, he stared at Duan Hefang with an unclear expression, and then frowned slightly: "I don't want you to be like this..."

"How?"

Xu Wei broke the jar and said, "I don't know, maybe it's sympathy, or maybe you don't care about the things I like about you."

Ever since he chose a silent secret love, Xu Wei has imagined a hundred kinds of things to express his heart, but he also understands in his heart that some likes do not have to be said. Treat him well with all your strength, and follow his footsteps without hesitation.

But now that Duan Hefang knew about it, Xu Wei didn't dare to continue to be unscrupulous and stand by his side as a good friend.

Xu Wei is not afraid to stay away.

but--

"I care." Duan Hefang said.

The classroom he was looking for was very well lit, with bright light pouring in from the windows, occasionally the professor’s voice of making the students roar with laughter could be heard from the next classroom, and the half-opened windows let in the wind, blowing up the curtains. The wind of the season is quite comfortable.

Suddenly, there was a feeling of time and space disorder, as if the quicksand hourglass had been turned around by someone, and now it was just an ordinary high school afternoon, and Xu Wei waited nervously and joyfully for Duan Hefang's tutoring.

"It's my fault that I didn't express myself clearly yesterday." Duan Hefang supported his forehead, and when he put his hand down, it fell to the side of Xu Yu's hand, and his little finger touched Xu Yu's lightly, "I mean, I care about you very much." I like my things because I like you too."

Xu Wei's mind seemed to be sucked out of air in an instant, and it went blank.

He had a magnificent dream, and now this dream suddenly came in reality.

"After I went abroad, I always thought about you, and worried that you would fail the exam and study hard." Duan Hefang recalled, "Actually, I tried you many times when I was in the third year of high school. I was afraid that getting too close would hurt you. , but being too far away from you will also hurt you, I don't want to take away your focus on preparing for the exam, so I went abroad early."

Tried it many times... Xu Yu recalled slowly, his memory of those days was a little fuzzy, only some scenes were particularly deeply engraved in his mind, but it is not difficult for him to imagine that he was fooled by Duan Hefang's light temptation restless.

"But I never hated you or found you disgusting."

Xu Wei's eyes slowly focused.

"So D University is the school you helped me choose."

"Yes, sorry, I was too self-assertive."

Duan Hefang was aware of all his thoughts, and each of his temptations was answered, so he was sure that he would follow his light sentence, "I hope I can go to D University to see the Albizia julibrissin when I have time".

Xu Wei smiled wryly and pouted his mouth: "I'm a bit of a fool again."

"You don't look like that." Duan Hefang reached out and rubbed Xu Yu's hair, "I'm stupid, I helped you in a way I thought was good, but I didn't expect to make you so uncomfortable."

"During the college entrance examination, I didn't dare to reply to your messages. I was afraid that you would be influenced by me. Who knows that you never sent me any messages after that."

Xu Wei said dumbly: "I'm afraid you ignore me."

Duan Hefang was wearing a white shirt, just like the handsome boy back then, with gentle eyebrows and eyes: "I really didn't dare to talk to you at that time, because I didn't sort out my heart at that time, but after I sorted it out, I went back to China immediately. I know I've never been in a relationship, so I'm not very good at expressing my liking, and I also know that you like me very much, more than I like you, but you can't stop giving me a chance to like you because of this."

Xu Yu followed Duan Hefang's light for four or five years, how many nights of silent thoughts gnawed at his bones, Xu Yu was very happy, and he never thought that he would be chased by Duan Hefang one day.

Xu Wei's eyes turned red instantly, he opened his mouth with difficulty, and slowly choked out a sentence: "Why, why?"

Duan Hefang leaned forward lightly, stretched out his hand to wipe away the half-drop of tears beside Xu Wei's wet eyes, and gently comforted him: "Because your vision was blocked when you were chasing the light, and you always ignored it. In fact, you also Good thing."

Xu Yu suddenly regained his senses, and he subconsciously hid back. This Duan Heyou, who was softly telling his liking, was so lethal that Xu Yu couldn't judge anything rationally at all.

Xu Wei pressed her lower lip tightly with her teeth, and said nervously, "Can I not give lectures today? I want to go back to the dormitory."

Duan Hefang also knew that there was no rush for this matter, so he helped Xu Wei tidy up the stationery on the table, put them into the schoolbag one by one, zipped it up and handed it to Xu Wei.

"it is good."

In June and July, when the school was relatively busy, the library was overcrowded every day. Xu Wei got up at seven o'clock and couldn't get a seat. He was too hot to study in the classroom and dormitory. He felt very miserable, so he found a milk tea shop. Staying there every day, if things go on like this, I will be fed up with sweet and greasy milk tea.

Duan Hefang probably also received the task arrangement, and he didn't come to the last few classes of the final exam, which was supervised by the professor himself.

Xu Wei was not worried about his score in the translation class, because he helped Duan Hefang complete the reception work last time, so all members of their team were excellent grades.

Duan Hefang didn't come to school recently. After talking about it last time, we chatted with him more frequently on WeChat, and Xu Wei was a little overwhelmed.

[Duan Hefang: What are you doing? 】

[Xu Yu: I'm reviewing. 】

[Duan Hefang: Is it a library?I saw that Lin Quanfa's circle of friends said that you can't get a seat. 】

[Xu Yu: Well, I found a milk tea shop. 】

[Duan Hefang: Are there many people? 】

Xu Wei looked up at the gradually bustling milk tea shop. The owner also hung a small wind chime on the door, and whenever someone came in or out, it would jingle.

【Xu Yu: A little too much...】

[Xu Yu: But it's cool. 】

Xu Wei sat directly under the air conditioner, and ordered a glass of iced drink, which made him feel refreshed and cold.

Duan Hefang didn't reply to the message again, Xu Wei thought he had something to do, read the chat record just twice, and then put down the phone and continued to write the question, so he didn't write a word, and his thoughts followed the tip of the pen and the notebook. The outline of the shadow began to loosen.

Today's sunshine is as bright as every pleasant afternoon in high school. Xu Wei sat in the back row, raised the stool legs slightly, and made himself into a comfortable position, with white earphones hanging in his ears. He liked to wear them at that time. With soft earplugs, hold one in the palm of your hand and feel the slight vibration at its sound hole. When Duan Hefang is not in the classroom, he always stares at the front door of the classroom, waiting for the boy in school uniform to bring some cool wind. , coming towards you.

Duan Hefang walked towards him.

"楒楒." Duan Hefang called softly.

When Xu Wei came back to his senses, the person who came in from the door in his vacant gaze had already walked to him, but he was not wearing the blue and white stereotyped school uniform of City No. [-] Middle School, but a straight suit.

This is the second time Xu Wei saw Duan Hefang wearing a suit. The first time was when he was the host of a cultural evening in high school. The photo of Duan Hefang wearing a suit at that time was still posted on the school post bar for a long time. Xu Wei Also stored in the phone.

"How did you come?"

"I'm here to see you."

The effect of the crush's words of love is almost double. Xu Wei blushed, and he hesitated and asked, "Why are you suddenly wearing a suit?"

"I just came back from the report." Duan Hefang took a look at the half-eaten cake on Xu Yu's table, and asked, "Can I have dinner with me tonight?"

Xu Wei picked up a few thick new books, wondering: "But I still have..."

Duan Hefang pinched the tips of his red ears: "I'll review with you after dinner and highlight the key points for you."