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The preparation for the mid-term exam has entered the sprint stage. Xu Wei has been studying very hard recently, and he has allocated 5 minutes for the self-criticism to be done next Monday, so that he was very nervous when he came on stage. What made him more nervous was , the spokesperson under the national flag this week is still Duan Hefang. After he finished his speech actively, Xu Wei felt a little too embarrassed.

"Last week, there was a fight of an extremely vile nature in our school. As a senior high school student, I didn't have the slightest awareness of what I should do. I actually fought in the school after school. Now let these two students fight in front of me. All the students in the school came to conduct a deep review.”

Xu Wei followed Wang Lin onto the stage. The huge crowd made him a little weak. He cleared his throat and consciously leaned over to the microphone.

"Uh, hello, everyone. I'm Xu Wei from Class 33. I was arrested for violating school discipline and rules. Oh no, I was caught." Xu Wei pursed his lips, not daring to turn his head to look at the dean. He quickly followed The self-criticism read on: "We are now at a time when our studies are stressful, and we shouldn't be distracted by dating girls at this time..."

The three words of falling in love made Xu Wei's throat choke. Amidst the roar of laughter, he flipped back in a panic, and found that what he had copied was a review of puppy love, and the language was extremely perfunctory.

"Uh, I shouldn't fight. I will study hard in the future and try to correct my mistakes. I hope that my classmates will learn from me and maintain a proper relationship between men and women...maintain a proper relationship between classmates." Xu Wei cleared his throat and stiffened Scalp finished his last sentence, "Don't fight."

Xu Wei swears that this can definitely be compared to the degree of embarrassment he wore to the stage in the kindergarten for the Children's Day performance. The main reason is that Duan Hefang is standing not far behind him.Xu Wei didn't dare to look at the dean with a cold expression, so he had to walk down with his head down. Duan Hefang's speech under the national flag was over, so he followed Xu Wei and walked into the class team. He lowered his voice and asked: "Where did you get the review paper?"

Xu Wei wanted to cry but had no tears: "I copied it from the Internet."

Duan Hefang let out a few laughs crisply, and comforted him: "It's okay, the midterm exam will be tomorrow, and the director probably won't have much time to bother you."

Xu Wei felt even more uncomfortable: "Yes, the midterm exam is tomorrow..."

Xu Wei hates exams very much, firstly because he is basically not sure that he can pass it smoothly, secondly because every time he sleeps in the exam room, he will be very restless by the voices of other students answering the answers, and thirdly because he is in the exam room and The first examination room where Duan Hefang is located is very far away, and there is basically no chance to meet him.

Xu Wei finished the math papers slowly, as if he was tired after fighting the enemy on the battlefield. Maths was a headache in junior high school, and he couldn't keep up with it in high school, so he only attended the class a little The few questions and the few questions that Duan Hefang explained carefully were written more smoothly, and the other ones really consumed the mood of wanting to earn a good score in the test.

The classroom of the third year of high school has always been suppressed. After the mid-term exam, Xu Wei was temporarily arrested by the head teacher. He lectured on the last fight and the subsequent review incident for more than 20 minutes before being put back in the classroom. There was a lot of voices, everyone was busy restoring their own desks. After the whole day of the exam, Xu Wei was exhausted. He walked through the crowd at the door in a low-key way, just in time to see Duan Hefang talking to Cen Suisui and the others. His slender fingers are arranging his straight collar, and there are two ink stains on his right index finger, making his fingers even whiter.

"Xu Yu, how did you do in the exam?"

Xu Wei walked over slowly: "It's not very good."

"Me too, the exam is so bad, the parent meeting is over."

Xu Wei tried his best to make his eyes less rigid. After all, he has been in front of Duan Hefang for so many days, and the system desensitization should have begun to have an effect. He can even stutter to talk to Duan Hefang: " And you?"

"It should be okay." Duan Hefang said.

Xu Wei couldn't think of half a sentence.

Because there was going to be a parent-teacher meeting, the results of the midterm exam papers came out very quickly, and Xu Wei's total score was only in the early [-]s. When he took the report card home to sign, his face was numb, and he didn't dare to say a word.

Mom was silent for a while, and then asked: "Jiu, Mom asks you seriously, what kind of work do you want to do in the future?"

Xu Wei was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't expect her to ask this suddenly: "I, I don't know."

"I used to think that it is not good to use the college entrance examination to determine a person's future, but we can't change this society, we can only adapt to it. If you have a direction to work hard, you have to pass the college entrance examination first. of."

Xu Wei pursed his lips and said hoarsely, "I know."

He is used to being an ordinary kid with no direction. Since kindergarten, he has been a kid who doesn't make much trouble in the corner and doesn't make trouble. He was never in the boys' team in elementary and junior high school. His grades are average, his height is not outstanding, and his personality is not flamboyant. , a well-off family can basically meet Xu Wei's food and clothing expenses. He has never had any particularly strong desires. When asked suddenly what he wants to do, Xu Wei really can't answer.

There are many ordinary children like him in the world, and there are also many melancholy that cannot be solved in the heart.

"I will sign the report card for you, but I will sign it for you after you have determined the direction you want to work hard."

Xu Wei went back to the room with his report card in his hand. He stared at half a cabinet of books in a daze. As a mediocre person who barely climbed to the side of the single-plank bridge under exam-oriented education, he had no special love since he was a child. A cabinet of books was full of textbooks and exercise book.Except for a Rubik's Cube that he played with when he was a child, there is basically nothing in the room that can make Xu Yifan have any memories of liking.Xu Wei is an only child, and his parents don’t like to force Xu Wei to study. When he was in elementary school, he was able to get [-]% proficiently, but the gap gradually became apparent after the fifth and sixth grades. Xu Wei is not a very smart child. But he's not stupid either. He reluctantly learns from his classmates, makes friends who don't have any special deep friendship, and grows up in a dull and lonely way.

Xu Wei crawled back to the bed sullenly, he took out his phone and looked through it, but he didn't receive any news, and Duan Hefang didn't update Moments either.

He slowly locked the phone again.

His face was reflected on the pitch-black screen. When singled out, there were not many good-looking facial features. When put together, they could only be considered comfortable and well-behaved. In fact, only a pair of eyes were more beautiful, but they were filled with depression and depression all the year round. Although a small tear mole is not ugly, it is not always good-looking.

He pinched the screen open again, and the lock screen was a photo taken secretly with Duan Hefang when he went out for an autumn outing last time.

Xu Wei's heart skipped a beat.

His passionate and loyal love for Duan Hefang seems to be all the emotional pouring out of loneliness and lack in the past ten years.

He has no experience in giving love, so when he meets someone he yearns for, he can't restrain his sincere love.

Xu Wei clumsily and slowly chased after the light, thinking about love.

What do you want to do after that period?

This somewhat official question Xu Wei naturally couldn't ask, he has learned to bear it well through the long experience of secret love.

During the parent-teacher meeting, the students were brought to the auditorium for the mid-term exam summary meeting. It was already very cold, and there were frozen molecules floating in the air. The students standing under the stage shrank their necks and put their hands in their pockets. Applause was sparse.

The school leaders are still very inspiring. A series of beautiful numbers were reported, and the high school students in the audience were all eager to try, as if they had already entered Peking University and Tsinghua University directly at 680, and they were full of energy.

The student representative of the summary meeting this time was Xu Huai'an from the next class who spoke on the stage. Xu Wei still had a deep impression of him. Every time Duan Hefang went to tutor the top students in the evening self-study, he would go with him.Xu Yu lightly set his eyes on Duan Hefang, who was not far away, so he could clearly see Duan Hefang's fluffy lock of hair pressed by the collar of his school uniform, lying softly against the back of his neck. Pressed into the neckline.

As if any sounds around him had been frozen at this moment, Xu Wei gently outlined the magnetic field of only himself and Duan Hefang in his heart.

Duan Hefang turned sideways, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and remained silent.

Xu Wei stopped, his eyes were sentimental, and he remained silent.

Suddenly, this magnetic field was broken by Duan Hefan turning his head slightly. The small voice pried open the barrier and slowly penetrated into Xu Wei's ears. With Duan Hefan's gaze gathering, all cold and distant things began to To be dyed.

Duan Hefang waved lightly at him, and he called out, "Xu Yu."

Xu Wei let out a puff of white mist lightly, straightened his back slightly, and got through.

"this is for you."

Duan Hefang handed him a small white cube-shaped object, and Xu Wei took it in a daze.

"My mother just brought it for me. You can put it in your pocket to warm your hands."

"Why didn't you give it to me?" Cen Suisui asked deliberately.

"Don't you?" Duan Hefang nodded her head lightly, with an intimate gesture.

"Yes, and there are a lot of them." Before Xu Yu's envious gaze could be taken away from Cen Suisui, Cen Suisui stuffed a large handful of unused hand warmers, "Xu Yu, don't use him. Yes, use mine."

Duan Hefang couldn't understand, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong with mine?"

Cen Suisui snorted coldly: "Smelly man's stuff."

Xu Yu couldn't help but bent his lips together with them, and quietly stuffed the thing Duan Hefang gave him into his palm, the pocket was instantly filled with warm temperature, and when he took it out again, he only felt the coldness for a second. Immediately gave it back.

When the four of them returned to the classroom together, the parent-teacher meeting was almost over. Some parents were still waiting for the students to come back at the door of the classroom, including Xu Wei's mother.

Xu Wei's mother patted him on the shoulder and asked, "Is it cold?"

Duan Hefang and the others followed up and met Xu Yu's mother face to face. They all stood obediently in place and called auntie hello.

"Hello, hello, 楒楒, are these all your friends?"

Xu Wei glanced at the three of them, then nodded: "Yes, yes."

"Hi, you have made so many friends. I'm afraid that he won't be able to find someone to talk with until he graduates from high school." Xu's mother joked.

Xu Wei's face was slightly numb, and he called out embarrassingly: "Mom!"

"Take care of Xu Wei a lot, he is a bit clumsy and not very good at talking."

"Hahaha Auntie, Xu Wei is very good, not stupid at all." A generous and decent girl like Cen Suisui will especially please the elders.

Duan Hefang answered softly: "Yes, Auntie, Xu Yu is very nice."

Xu Wei's mother smiled and said: "Okay, everyone come to play at home when you have time, then I will go back first."

She turned to look at Xu Wei, raised her head slightly and asked, "Ji Yi, what do you want to eat tonight?"

Xu Wei's face was numb, and he didn't know what to say. He blushed and hummed a few words, and said in a low voice, "Fish..."

She replied in a good mood, and then bid farewell to everyone and left. Cen Suisui came up and said, "Xu Wei, your mother is so beautiful."

Xu Wei felt a little flattered in his heart, and said, "I think so too."