seven years later

Meng Liang is a brother Gu Ye met when he was a graduate student. He majored in the history of the pre-Qin period. He is very active on weekdays. As long as he is around, there will be no awkward moments.When he was in the second year of graduate school, he worked as a planner in one of the top game companies, with a good income, and he was also handsome. Many little girls chased after her, but he was out-and-out gay.

Meng Liang is very popular, but because of his sexuality, he generally doesn't have close friendships with others, except for a few people in one circle, such as Gu Ye, who would occasionally go out to have a meal together at school, hang out in a bar or something, sometimes Meng Liang joked with Gu Ye after drinking too much for the first time, saying, why don't we live together.Gu Ye really thought about it seriously. He likes Meng Liang's personality, but he can't regard him as a lover. Fortunately, the other party only treats him as a joke.

After Gu Ye got together with Qian Wei, most of his time and energy were taken up by Qian Wei, and he gradually faded out of the previous circle, and the chances of seeing Meng Liang were less, but he still had gatherings with friends occasionally, Meng Liang could still be seen at the gatherings in the first few years, and he became more and more capable. He has become a senior executive, and his elite spirit has become more and more eye-catching.

After that, I suddenly heard from a friend that Meng Liang quit his job and went to another city. He didn't say goodbye to everyone, nor did he say why.

When Gu Ye received a call from Meng Liang back then, he guessed that his life would not be so smooth. On the phone, Meng Liang was a little depressed, saying that he missed his former friends very much, and wanted to get together with everyone again. The family came out of the closet, and advised Gu Ye, if possible, never come out of the closet, and hide it if you can.

After that, there was no news for a long time, and Mian Gu Ye almost forgot that he had such a friend when he was a student.

When I got news from Meng Liang again, I was surprised to find out that he was in a nursing home.The whole story was heard from a friend in the know.The process is too complicated, and it is not possible to talk clearly in a day or two nights. Simply put, Meng Liang fell in love with a heartless man, gave up his job, fell out with his family, and went to a strange city without hesitation, thinking that Start a bliss with your boyfriend.

But that man is more in love with lower body games, Meng Liang is just a drop in the ocean.Meng Liang gradually couldn't stand the other party's repeated betrayals. He wanted to leave but kept cutting, stayed and was repeatedly hurt, until the man left a note and took away all Meng Liang's savings and left.

Meng Liang returned to his parents, obediently accepted the scolding of his family, accepted the blind date, and then prepared to get married.

On the eve of the wedding, his fiancée discovered Meng Liang's strangeness and sent him to the hospital for examination. The doctor said it was schizophrenia. Meng Liang's parents felt that it was too embarrassing to have a mental illness at home, so they simply put him in a nursing home.

Gu Ye came to see him once, and Meng Liang was in a trance and then sober. When he was in a trance, he would cry when he wanted to cry, and he would scream when he wanted to. There was a man's name mixed in his heartbreaking heart, and he could still call Gu Ye when he was awake. name, and smiled and blamed Gu Ye for coming to see him.

This is Meng Liang's life that Gu Ye knew, from 23 to 29 years old.

The call came too hastily in the morning, there was no time for surprise or grief, so Gu Ye hurried over, Qian Wei wanted to send him off, but Gu Ye refused.

How should I put it, he felt that this kind of occasion was not suitable for Qian Wei. Qian Wei seemed like a complete bystander when he went. He was a strong man, so he probably couldn't feel certain emotions.

When he arrived, there were only a few deserted people standing there, his parents could not be seen, and there were three or five friends who took care of him inside and out, including classmates and friends in the circle.

A piece of white cloth separates yin and yang, no one will care about your love and hatred in the past, who will care about your struggles, there was none before, and there will be none in the future, until you are forgotten in the world.

Gu Ye really wanted to ask Brother Meng if he had any regrets, but what's the point.

Gu Ye left in the afternoon, but didn't go home directly. He walked into the nearest subway, sat on a bench inside, and watched the crowds passing by. What flashed in his mind was Brother Meng The last face was very calm, as if I no longer owed the world anything, and didn't pursue anything.

Let's sit down again, I haven't packed up my mood to face Qian Wei, I am afraid that I will lose control of my emotions when I see Qian Wei, I was not afraid before, but now I am a little scared.

Is it because he is afraid of Qian Wei leaving, so he is more cautious?

Mr. Qian Wei said that he has no heart and lungs, but he dare not have it. The ending of the heart is like Brother Meng. Not everyone will be so lucky. Meeting a lover who can grow old together is a myth in the gay world.

Qian Wei made a few calls, but Gu Ye didn't answer them. He just sat in the subway station like that, and it would not be so uncomfortable in crowded places. Look at the expressions on everyone's faces, and think about it with relief, maybe he is still a Live very well, at least alive and healthy.

Taking the last subway home, standing downstairs and seeing the lights on in his home, Gu Ye smiled and rushed up.

He didn't take out the key, but slammed the door. When Qian Wei opened the door, he hugged his man tightly, smiled foolishly, and leaned into Qian Wei's ear and said, "It's good to be alive, my mother said so." Yes, it’s better to die than to live.”

Qian Wei ruffled Gu Ye's hair, feeling a little distressed, and said:

"Why don't you answer my phone, I'm about to send someone out to look for it."

"Send someone? You won't go find me yourself?"

"Of course, you can find more people quickly."

"Qian Wei."

"Ok?"

"Let's not separate easily, shall we?"

"Well, no."

"Can I promise?"

"can."

"Tch, the devil will believe that you are going to get married."

"Trust me, I'll fix it."

"it is good."

"Brother Meng is a good man. He once found me a part-time job."

"Ah."

"He used to be very fond of laughing, a very hearty man from the Northeast, we all love to hear him tell historical jokes."

"Ah."

"Several games I played before were planned by him, he is old and talented."

"Ah."

"They said Brother Meng loved that man very much."

"Ah."

"I haven't seen Brother Meng's parents all day today."

"Ah."

"I even wonder if that man will know that Brother Meng has passed away."

"leaf."

"Ok?"

"People can't be resurrected after death, think about it."

"I know, I'm just a little sad."

"Go wash and sleep, tomorrow will be fine."

"Ah."

"Qian Wei."

"Ok?"

"Forget it, it's okay, wash and sleep."