Rebirth: Yu Haishengbo

"Then, "The Beating Note" is your atonement work in your later years? Because that genius boy died unfortunately because of your ambiguous attitude, but you have a lifetime of guilt?" Qi Miaoyi asked.

After listening to Qi Miaoyi's question, Mr. Rong's expression proved that the light in his words dimmed a lot.He pursed his lips and remained silent for a long time, causing the living room to fall into an embarrassing silence for a long time.

After Qi Miaoyi finished asking, he regretted it, but out of regret for Shi Yu's short life and the cowardice of the man in front of him, he still asked the question.

To be honest, ever since he watched "The Beating Note", he has been wanting to ask this person in front of him if he really loves Shiyu, does he really love Shiyu?

Wei Huaisheng glanced at him helplessly, seeing that although he looked a little regretful, he was firm, so he didn't say anything.

"...Actually, when I decided to shoot this movie, I already expected that someone would ask me this question, but I didn't expect that this day would come so soon." I don't know how long it took, Mr. Rong Only then broke the silence in the living room, and said dryly: "Actually, when I first started writing this story, I didn't want to hide the fact that I loved Shi Yu but abandoned him to marry another woman. , I have been waiting for someone to ask me, why did you abandon him? For responsibility? For the family? Or dare not face the pressure given by society? I am cowardly, timid, and selfish, and I have failed Shiyu’s love for me , For so many years, I have been in pain, but I have been unable to relieve it..."

"Wait." Qi Miaoyi interrupted him in surprise: "You said, you love Shi Yu, has it always been like this?"

"...Yes, I have always been in love, past, present, and future. Even though I have a wife and children, my heart fell when I saw the church for the first time in that year..." Mr. Rong's face turned A dazed look began to appear, as if he had seen something that made him lose his composure, "I will always remember that he was sitting in front of the church piano and playing concentratingly, as holy as an angel. And my Appeared, but forcibly dragged the angels from the pure and immaculate heaven to the filthy secular world."

"However, the novel and the script didn't express your feelings towards Shigu?! If you really love him and want to make an autobiography for him, why don't you write yourself in it?" Regarding the old man's statement , Qi Miaoyi obviously didn't believe it, "Please forgive me, I really doubt that your love for Shi Yu is as deep as you said."

Mr. Rong shook his head, seeing a hint of admiration in his eyes, he clapped his hands, and the butler who brought Qi Miaoyi into the living room came in with four luxuriously bound books on a silver tray.Mr. Rong distributed the four notebooks on the silver tray to Qi Miaoyi and Wei Huaisheng respectively.

"The two that were given to your company are copies. What I'm giving you now is the full version of "The Beating Note". Please take a look and tell me what you think after reading it." Mr. Rong indicated Qi Miaoyi re-read the novel in his hand.

Qi Miaoyi was speechless. He really didn't understand why Mr. Rong made such trouble with a script.But he still took the novels and scripts, and read them carefully. Gradually, his expression changed from the initial casualness to seriousness, and he even felt a sense of dazed.

This is a novel written from the perspective of two people. Previously, Qi Miaoyi read the plots from the perspective of Shi Yu. No wonder he always felt that some places were not very clear, and some details were vague and obscure. It turns out that other details All supplemented from the perspective of Rong Kuangyun.

For example, why did Shi Yu fall in love with Rong Kuangyun, Rong Kuangyun's feelings towards Shi Yu, some ambiguities when the two got along, why Rong Kuangyun didn't choose to be with Shi Yu in the end, why he chose to marry a woman and his The mood after hearing the news of Shi Yu's suicide by jumping into the sea, etc., these are things they have never seen before.

It took a whole morning for Qi Miaoyi and Wei Huaisheng to finish the complete novel. Mr. Rong sat quietly opposite them all the time, not disturbing them.

Qi Miaoyi touched the title page of the novel with mixed feelings in his heart.

After he finished reading the plot of the novel, he no longer knew what words to use to accuse Rong Kuangyun or Shi Yu.For these two people, the former resolutely decided to stay away from and curb this love that was medically classified as "mental illness" at the time for the sake of morality, family and the future of the one he loved; He was too absolute and infatuated, and then desperately proved his heart with the most tragic behavior after receiving no response.

It is said that they were wrong, each of them loved each other deeply, but under the overall social background at that time, the future of their love was destined to be more difficult and dangerous than all other loves, they thought they were thinking about each other, but in this kind of situation In self speculation and misunderstanding, we missed each other.

They were right, their love was not integrated into the family, society, or the world at the time. They knew that entanglement with each other would be fruitless in the end, but they still let their hearts sink.One is willing to sink into the most beautiful purity in the world and not far from extricating himself, and the other is naive to think that as long as there is love, there will be the whole world.In the end, I can't let go, can't let go, can't break, and finally end up in the end of heaven and man forever.

Shi Yu and Rong Kuangyun, one of them is emotionally tolerant, the other is unrestrained; Crazy in the center of pain and belated awakening.

In the end, future generations can only sigh a sigh of evil fate...

"I've been thinking, if I hadn't given up on Xiao Yu back then, would we have had different lives? Perhaps this life would have been painful, full of twists and turns and thorns, no one understood, abused and despised by others, but as long as we If we feel happy, then we don’t need to care about everything, such as morality, ethics, principles, family..." Mr. Rong murmured, "But it's too late, too late..."

Qi Miaoyi and Wei Huaisheng looked at each other, Wei Huaisheng cleared his throat and asked, "So, you saw us today, yes?"

"Oh, look, I'm so confused, I forgot the important thing that called you here today." Mr. Rong recovered, smiled apologetically, and asked, "Now, I'm officially asking for your wishes. , are you willing to participate in this movie and act as the leading role in this movie?"

Qi Miaoyi was a little hesitant. Although the investment in this movie was high, the topic of homosexuality was still very sensitive in today's society. He had to consider a series of consequences after participating in this movie—ah, especially he and Wei Huaisheng He is still in a secret relationship, if the relationship between them is exposed because of this movie, then the road of acting between him and Wei Huaisheng will be over.

Although the tolerance and recognition of homosexuality in today's society is much higher than in the previous world society, the celebrity effect is different. He has no way not to show his love for Wei Huaisheng during the filming process... But he really wants to play the role of Shi Woo... It's so embarrassing... Although he has the confidence to challenge this role, but the role is a role, and he has to consider the attitudes of all walks of life in society after the film is broadcast and the problems of public opinion... ...Although it is a bit premature to think about these things now, but—ahhh—what should I do? ! !

Qi Miaoyi's face really proved the color palette, the color changes from black to red and blue in a while are very interesting.

Wei Huaisheng's heart was not as intense as Qi Miaoyi's general ideological struggle. He just thought about it for a while, and then happily signed his name on the contract.For him, the role of Rong Kuangyun is a new challenge for him.

As for Xiaoyi...

Wei Huaisheng respects Qi Miaoyi, so he doesn't intend to intervene in Qi Miaoyi's thoughts - although he also wants to act with Qi Miaoyi, he still respects every decision of Qi Miaoyi. After all, Qi Miaoyi is an independent individual. He wants to impose his will on him.

...Well, if the little guy really refuses to agree, then I will try to persuade you with a roundabout strategy...

The actor stared at Qi Miaoyi who was still struggling with his mind, and rubbed his chin to think.

In the end, Qi Miaoyi restrained his thoughts temporarily, and asked Mr. Xiangrong: "Mr. Rong, I would like to know the reasons why you consider me to play Shiyu. If you want, can you tell me?"

Mr. Rong nodded, and said: "Speaking of the reasons... one is that you have a spirituality, which is very similar to Xiao Yu; the second reason is that I have heard your piano before, and you are very good at playing with Shi Yu. You are talented, you are so similar to Shi Yu in this point, your music has a kind of emotion that can move people, I can hear it - although you are still very immature, but I believe that as long as you practice it, you It will definitely bloom in the world with a brilliance that is not inferior to that of Shigu! My child, I really hope that you will act as Shigu in this movie, because when I look at you, I always feel that my Xiaoyu It seems that he has been resurrected, and he has gained a certain continuation in you, especially when you saw Shigure's feelings for me in the script and came to question me, my feeling was even stronger...cough cough cough……"

Qi Miaoyi had to interrupt Mr. Qin, who was getting more and more excited, and asked the final question: "Then what is your purpose for shooting this movie? What exactly is it?"

Mr. Rong coughed for a while, the excitement on his face gradually disappeared, replaced by a calm smile: "Purpose... besides making Xiaoyu's talent known to the world again, my ultimate goal is to bet my last dignity And pride, let our relationship be revealed to the world. This is a belated promise, although it comes very late, and the other person may never know if it is late, but even so, I have no regrets or regrets. "

Hearing this, Qi Miaoyi closed his eyes and thought for a long time. Finally, he opened his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I'll sign!"