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59. Confession...

Li Xuesheng glanced at Shen Yixuan who was pretending to be deep in thought, and laughed and scolded this person for being glib, but he also put on a serious expression on his face.

"Maybe the quality of the vegetables and meat in the supermarket here is better. You might as well buy vegetables from here and bring them back to 'Shuxiangyuan' to cook."

Shen Yixuan looked sideways at the serious Li Xuesheng, thinking to himself: "Xuesheng, you can't be so dull, right? Do you really not understand what I mean? Or are you just pretending to be stupid?"

He stretched out his hand and gently pinched Li Xuesheng's cheeks that were as smooth as tofu, and asked with raised eyebrows: "Big stupid cow, how dare you pretend to be my Xuesheng to deceive me. Tell me! You hid my Xuesheng!" Where are you going!"

Brat, how dare you turn a corner and scold me!

Li Xuesheng slapped Shen Yixuan's hand away, rubbed his chin, and thought hard: "Are you stupid to graze, or are you stupid to play the piano?"

Shen Yixuan immediately understood that Li Xuesheng was pretending to be stupid, and was immediately happy.

He hugged Li Xuesheng and said with a smile: "A cow is stupid! People are even more stupid! They are all stupid together!"

Li Xuesheng smiled slightly, but anxiety quickly flashed in his deep eyes.

Yixuan, you are not implying anything to me, are you?

You must not be like Chen Shuhua!

After being tossed and tossed by Chen Shuhua, I'm already in a state of exhaustion.

Hope I'm just being neurotic!

Shen Yixuan and Li Xuesheng worked together to cook a sumptuous dinner.

The two chatted while eating, happily cleaning up all the food.

After tidying up the kitchen, the two walked side by side in the yard where the moon shadow was hazy and the fragrance was floating, breathing the cool night air.

Shen Yixuan carefully considered his words, and tentatively said: "Xuesheng, there is something that I would like to ask for your forgiveness."

"What's the matter?" Li Xuesheng turned his head and looked at Shen Yixuan's blurred side face under the moonlight.

"I've been quite busy recently, and I had another business trip. I didn't know that Chen Shuhua had been hospitalized for 15 days until today..."

Seeing Li Xuesheng's footsteps stopped abruptly, Shen Yixuan closed his mouth consciously.

Li Xuesheng stood silently for a while, and asked in a distant tone: "What's wrong with Chen Shuhua that he has been hospitalized for so long?"

"He fell off the upper bunk, and when he was found, he had fallen into a coma with a high fever, and was taken away by an ambulance." Shen Yixuan said.

"I heard that he was diagnosed with a concussion, intracranial hemorrhage, pneumonia, fractures, and has a high fever.

"The school leaders and department leaders have visited him. Because of his fall, the school decided to add guardrails to all the upper bunks in the student dormitory.

"Right now, the school is holding an activity of 'lighting candles and praying for Chen Shuhua' with great fanfare, which has been reported by major media and has a great influence."

"Everyone is sick like that, and the school doesn't forget to put on a show. His fall made a lot of people happy." Li Xuesheng said with a pale face, gnashing his teeth, "There are too many villains in this world! The truth is from the bottom of my heart. How many people care about him?"

Shen Yixuan felt the same way, and couldn't help reaching out to gently shake Li Xuesheng's shoulder.

Feeling that Li Xuesheng's body was trembling slightly, his heart was full of pity and regret.

If Shen Yixuan was sure to hide Chen Shuhua's injury and hospitalization from Li Xuesheng perfectly, he really didn't want to tell the latter, lest it would only cause grief.

If Shen Yixuan has enough ability, he really wants to create a pure and beautiful world for Li Xuesheng, so that this person with seven apertures and exquisite heart will always be carefree like a child.

Unfortunately, Shen Yixuan couldn't do it.

Unfortunately, Li Xuesheng was unwilling.

Li Xuesheng looked around at the spring garden under the hazy moonlight, and felt even more desolate than late autumn.

He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

After repeating this cycle, he still felt that his chest was very tight.

He once said that he never wanted to see Chen Shuhua again in his life.

Could it be that after just 22 days, he will personally break his oath?

He felt that he should not visit Chen Shuhua.

However, when he thought of the lonely and helpless Chen Shuhua lingering on the sick bed, with no one around him who really cared about him, he couldn't help himself at all.

Even though Chen Shuhua was wrong in every possible way, he couldn't bear to ignore him in this situation.

Now he only hoped that Chen Shuhua could recover as soon as possible, and he really didn't have the energy to think about the rest.

Li Xuesheng took another deep breath and asked hoarsely, "Which hospital is he in?"

Shen Yixuan's expression darkened, and he replied: "The First Affiliated Hospital of Xuanhu Medical College, Ward 301."

After answering, Shen Yixuan suddenly felt confused.

He didn't know whether he should express his comfort to Li Xuesheng's empathy and kindness, or express his disappointment at his failure to keep his oath.

He didn't know whether he wanted Li Xuesheng to visit Chen Shuhua, or he didn't want him to go.

Li Xuesheng stood silently for a long time before turning back to the room.

He turned on the computer and continued programming.

He typed on the keyboard for a whole night, and he didn't turn off the phone until his ten fingers were so stiff that they couldn't move them at all.

He didn't care about washing and undressing, he fell headfirst on the bed, and fell asleep in an instant.

After Shen Yixuan got up, he gently opened the door of Li Xuesheng's bedroom.

Seeing Li Xuesheng sleeping in his clothes, with a haggard face and black eye circles, his heart ached beyond measure.

After covering Li Xuesheng with the quilt, he secretly decided that no matter what method he used, he would send Li Xuesheng to the United States as soon as possible to keep him away from the scourge of Chen Shuhua.

Li Xuesheng slept until the afternoon.

He washed up hastily and ran into the kitchen to find food.

He found a note paper on the refrigerator door, and he leaned forward to take a look, only to see English written on the paper, the font was stretched, generous, well-proportioned and beautiful.

"Dear Hubert, the food is in the refrigerator, you must finish it all. Go home to stay at night, I will wait for you. I have replaced the anti-theft lock at home, and the new key is on the dining table. Love you Alvin."

Li Xuesheng caressed the name "Alvin" lightly, and felt that his whole body was embraced by the golden sunshine, and his whole body was warm.

He took out the food that Shen Yixuan left in the refrigerator and warmed it up, looked at the brand new key lying quietly on the dining table, and ate with gusto.

Happiness is actually very simple.

Sometimes, just a line of words, a bowl of rice, and a key can make people feel warmer.

Li Xuesheng took a set of clean clothes and socks, underwear, and underwear in his bag, and went out wearing sunglasses and a baseball cap.

He hired a taxi and told the driver to drive to the First Affiliated Hospital of Xuanhu Medical College.

At 3:12 in the afternoon, it was the university's class time.

Ward 301 bid farewell to the noise at noon, and was rarely quiet.

Chen Shuhua was resting on the hospital bed dizzy, with a plaster bandage on his left arm.

After 16 days of high fever, he was so sick that his cheeks were obviously sunken, and he was as thin as an African refugee.

Li Xuesheng walked through the hospital corridor full of flowers, gently pushed open the half-covered door of Ward 301, and gently closed it behind him.

He took off his sunglasses and baseball cap, and glanced around the single room full of fruits and gifts, feeling a little dissatisfied with the mess in the room.

Standing on tiptoe, he silently walked to the hospital bed and stood still.

He stared at Chen Shuhua's haggard face with high fever and flush, and felt that the person lying on the hospital bed was lifeless, and he was completely different from the big boy who was always lively, cheerful and full of vigor.

After only 23 days apart, he realized that he could not recognize Chen Shuhua any more. Li Xuesheng felt a sharp pain in his chest, and his grief swept over him like a tide, drowning him in an instant.

With trembling fingers, Li Xuesheng gently caressed Chen Shuhua's thin cheeks, his nose felt sore.

Chen Shuhua's sleep quality was poor, and he was always half asleep and half awake.

Feeling his cheek being touched vaguely, he struggled to open his sleepy eyes and looked towards the bed.

Finding that Li Xuesheng, who was thinking day and night, was standing by the bed, watching him silently, he thought he was hallucinating again, so he couldn't help but make a self-deprecating smile.

"Snow... born..."

Chen Shuhua closed his eyes slowly, murmuring in a sleepy voice, and tears silently rolled down the corners of his eyes.

"sorry……"

Li Xuesheng felt great pain in his heart, and immediately blurted out harsh words.

"You're really sorry for me! I've always raised you as my own son, how did you treat me? Do you know what it's like to be betrayed by the person you love the most? Chen Shuhua, you bastard!"

Chen Shuhua's eyes widened suddenly, and he stared at Li Xuesheng in amazement. The expression on his face was like the sun jumping out of the sea level at sunrise, shining brightly.

He didn't know where the strength came from, but he grabbed Li Xuesheng's left hand with a swift speed, like a dying person grabbing a life-saving straw.

"Xuesheng, I'm sorry!"

Chen Shuhua expressed his regret deeper than the sea with all his strength, and tears flowed thousands of miles like the water that opened the gate.

Li Xuesheng stretched out his right hand, covered the back of Chen Shuhua's bony right hand, and held it tightly.

Chen Shuhua's tears of repentance, like a heavy rain, washed away the dust in Li Xuesheng's heart, making his dusty heart clear and transparent again.

At that moment, Li Xuesheng suddenly understood a truth: hatred only makes people suffer.Only tolerance can calm the mind.

Chen Shuhua cried bitterly, exhausting the little strength left in his body, and unloading the heavy burden on his mind.

The author has something to say: update at 6:22 pm on June 6.

60. Secret...

Tiredness and sleepiness are like a boundless black