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The car is going to the side of the road.

He didn't have the mind to discern the direction, just turned right at every intersection, and kept walking forward with his head buried.

After living two lifetimes, Li Xuesheng has never had the experience of kissing a man.

Being hugged and kissed by Zhou Guangtong tightly this time was a big shock to him.

Although he knew that Zhou Guangtong was drunk and kissed the wrong person, he still felt very awkward.

Li Xuesheng walked carelessly on the side of the road at night for a long time, and his chaotic mood gradually calmed down.

He raised his left wrist and glanced at his watch, surprised to find that it was past 11 o'clock.

Thinking that the lights in the student dormitory had been turned off, he decided to take a taxi back to "Scholarly Garden".

Before Li Xuesheng inserted the key into the keyhole of the apartment door, the door had already been opened from the inside.

Shen Yixuan was wearing a royal blue cotton pajamas and stood in the dimly lit entrance, looking deeply at Li Xuesheng who was standing outside the door.

"have not sleep yet?"

Li Xuesheng put away the keys, picked up the luggage bag on the ground sideways, and stepped into the house with one step.

As soon as the door closed, Shen Yixuan immediately hugged Li Xuesheng.

Li Xuesheng's body froze slightly, and then he relaxed.

He dropped the bag in his hand and explained: "It's too late, the dormitory has turned off the lights, so I have to come and sleep for one night."

Shen Yixuan didn't speak, but buried his face in Li Xuesheng's neck, his arms tightened more and more.

Li Xuesheng stood quietly for a while, seeing that Shen Yixuan hadn't let go of himself, he stretched out his hand and patted the other person's back lightly, and said, "I have to take a shower first. After eating all night, my body almost stinks!"

Shen Yixuan hesitated for a moment, then slowly let go of his embrace.

He silently watched Li Xuesheng take off his tie, unbutton his buttons, take off his clothes, and change his shoes. His dark eyes were as deep as the dark night sky.

"Why haven't you spoken?"

Li Xuesheng looked up at Shen Yixuan, then walked towards the bathroom with his slippers on.

"You have been gone for 6 days without a single call."

Shen Yixuan followed behind Li Xuesheng with a somewhat sad tone.

Li Xuesheng smiled and said, "I'm not a child, so you don't have to worry about me."

"If you had me in your heart, would you not call me at all?" Shen Yixuan said with resentment.

Li Xuesheng stopped in his tracks, turned around and looked at the lonely Shen Yixuan, with doubts in his eyes.

"Not only do you not have me in your heart, I'm afraid you don't have Chen Shuhua either?" Shen Yixuan complained, "Chen Shuhua participated in the National College English Speech Contest on the 28th, and you didn't call back to inquire about his competition. Do you really care about him?" ?”

Li Xuesheng's complexion was complete, and he couldn't help but look up and down at Shen Yixuan.

"When the winter vacation is over, you should go to the United States, right?" Shen Yixuan asked, "If I keep not calling you, will I never hear your voice again? If I never go to the United States, will I never see you again?"

Li Xuesheng frowned slightly, looked at Shen Yixuan's deep eyes with a puzzled expression, and asked, "Yixuan, what's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

Shen Yixuan ignored Li Xuesheng's question, but said in a bitter tone: "Xuesheng, no matter how busy I am, I miss you at least once a day. Ask yourself, do you miss me? How often do you miss me? Do you really have me in your heart? Is there really someone in this world who can enter your heart?"

Li Xuesheng was stunned, staring blankly at Shen Yixuan who turned around and walked quickly to the bedroom.

Hearing the sound of the door closing with a "bang", he felt as if his head had been pinched hard by the door, and he was stunned for a while.

Li Xuesheng lay in the bathtub, letting the warm water wrap his whole body, feeling the exhaustion in his body flowing out from his open pores.

Shen Yixuan's words lingered in Li Xuesheng's mind like a thick fog, making him lost in it and completely lost his direction.

After thinking about it for a long time, Li Xuesheng was still in a foggy state.

He decided to talk to Shen Yixuan, so he couldn't be in such an unclear stalemate.

After putting on his pajamas and drying his hair, Li Xuesheng knocked on the door of Shen Yixuan's bedroom.

Seeing that there was no sound coming from inside, he hesitated and opened the door gently.

There was no light in the room, but the light was not too dark.

The moonlight shone in through the white tulle floor-to-ceiling curtains, looking hazy and soft.

Shen Yixuan lay on his back under the quilt, motionless.

Li Xuesheng listened intently for a while, and noticed that Shen Yixuan's breathing was short and unsteady.

Knowing that Shen Yixuan was pretending to be asleep, he smiled slightly, walked into the bedroom, and gently closed the door.

Li Xuesheng quietly walked to the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, got on the bed lightly, and lay side by side with Shen Yixuan.

He groped to find Shen Yixuan's right hand, and gently held it.

Shen Yixuan's body stiffened a little, and then returned to normal.

He let Li Xuesheng hold his hand, and continued to lie down and pretend to be asleep.

"Yixuan, I haven't called you in the past few days since I went to the United States, which made you worry. I'm sorry!"

Li Xuesheng looked at the ceiling covered with silver frost by the moonlight, and apologized softly.

Seeing that Shen Yixuan hadn't moved, Li Xuesheng continued: "I'm away from home, so I don't have the habit of making phone calls. Besides, there are two other people in the room, so it's not convenient to make a phone call. Xiaohua has already done the best for the National College English Speech Contest. Prepare, I believe he will win the championship. Because I have full confidence in him, I don’t need to call back to ask about the result of the game.”

Li Xuesheng paused for a while, then said softly: "Yixuan, every time you go on a business trip, I will think of you. However, I know that you are an independent adult who knows how to take care of yourself, so I will not worry about you, nor will you The mother-in-law called to ask about your situation.

"I don't miss you every day, and I don't remember how many days I miss you. However, I can tell you with certainty that in my mind, you, like Xiaohua, are my important relatives.

"When I go to the United States, I will be very busy. I will be too busy to call you and miss you. However, your position in my heart will not change."

After Li Xuesheng finished what he wanted to say, he waited patiently for a while.

Seeing that Shen Yixuan was still lying down without making a sound, he sighed softly and let go of the other party's hand.

Li Xuesheng was about to get up and get out of bed, but Shen Yixuan suddenly turned over and pressed him under his body.

He propped his upper body up on his elbows, and stared at Li Xuesheng's beautiful face like a sculpture made of ice and snow by the moonlight.

Li Xuesheng raised his right hand, gently stroked Shen Yixuan's handsome eyebrows, and said in a soft voice: "Yixuan, don't be angry, okay? I have always had you in my heart, but I didn't express it through words and actions."

"You neither say nor do, and I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, how can I know your thoughts!"

Shen Yixuan complained softly, with a hint of coquettishness in his tone.

"This is my personal habit, it is difficult to change in a short time, I hope you can understand." Li Xuesheng stroked Shen Yixuan's sharp cheeks, and said, "I will try my best to correct it, please give me some time."

"You must change it! Otherwise, my heart will be very uneasy."

Shen Yixuan buried his face in Li Xuesheng's chest, gently stroked the latter's tender skin exposed from the collar of his pajamas with his lips, almost greedily inhaled the warm body fragrance with the fragrance of green tea deeply.

"You have no idea how much I worry about you and how much I miss you. You haven't called home or called Mom or Dad, so I have no way of finding you. I've sent you so many emails, You haven't replied yet. I feel like you disappeared out of thin air, and I've been in a state of anxiety for the past few days.

"Don't do this again in the future, and don't let me not find you again. Otherwise, I will never forgive you!"

Li Xuesheng felt pain in his heart, and cursed softly: "Fool, how could I disappear out of thin air? I went to Los Angeles to participate in the competition with the teachers and classmates in the department, and I didn't travel alone. What could happen? You, you love to be blind." worry!"

"It's obvious that you are too careless and don't know how to be considerate, yet you have the guts to scold me!"

Shen Yixuan put all his body weight on Li Xuesheng as a punishment.

Li Xuesheng was oppressed by Shen Yixuan's chest and short of breath for a while, while stretching out his hand to push away the opponent's body, he urged: "Pig! It's dead! Get up!"

"You have to remember this lesson and don't do it again!"

Shen Yixuan deliberately twisted his body to increase the pressure, and issued a warning in a serious tone.

"I know!" Li Xuesheng nodded and complained repeatedly, "Get up quickly! Do you know how much you weigh? Zhu Bajie is probably lighter than you! You have the nerve to press me hard, really No self-knowledge!"

Shen Yixuan chuckled, and lay down beside Li Xuesheng.

He hugged Li Xuesheng's upper body with both arms, and wrapped his slender legs around Li Xuesheng's two legs. His whole body was tightly wrapped around Li Xuesheng like an octopus.

The author has something to say: update at 6:14 pm on June 6.

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"Xuesheng, do you want to know the result of Chen Shuhua's competition?" Shen Yixuan pressed against Li Xuesheng's ear and asked softly.

"Is there even a need to ask?" Li Xuesheng said confidently, "With a strict teacher like me, how can we still produce high-level apprentices?"

"Look at you stinky jerk!"

Shen Yixuan stretched out his hand and pinched Li Xuesheng's nose, his tone was full of smile and indulgence.

"Chen Shuhua did win the championship. However, this competition is different from previous years. It is a selection for the International English Speech Contest