take a break

Then choose vegetables with Li Xuesheng.

"I can't figure out why Chen Shuhua would be hostile to me." Shen Yixuan said.

"It's hard to explain this matter." Li Xuesheng sighed softly, "Just ignore him. If he offends you, please be generous."

"That's for sure. How can I care about a child." Shen Yixuan said, "I just want to find out the reason and solve the problem. He is hostile to me, it must be because I have something wrong."

"The problem is not with you, don't think too much about it." Li Xuesheng advised, "Let him go, leave him alone."

Shen Yixuan did not agree with Li Xuesheng's statement, but seeing that Li Xuesheng was unwilling to tell the reason, it was inconvenient for him to ask further questions.

The two cooperated tacitly to wash rice, wash vegetables, chop vegetables, and cook...

An hour later, all four dishes and one soup with delicious color and flavor were freshly baked, and the fragrant rice was also put on the table.

Shen Yixuan took an extra pair of chopsticks, and enthusiastically used this pair of clean chopsticks to pick up vegetables for Li Xuesheng.

Li Xuesheng tasted every dish and gave Shen Yixuan a thumbs up.

"You have been in the United States, and it is not easy to cook Chinese food so well!" Li Xuesheng praised.

"Both my parents love to eat Chinese food, and under their influence, I seldom eat Western food." Shen Yixuan explained, "My mother forced me to learn this skill. She was afraid that I would not be able to eat Chinese food if I found a foreign wife in the future. "

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17. Exposure...

Li Xuesheng smiled slightly, and said: "Mom, this worry is early enough, how old are you!"

"That's right!" Shen Yixuan responded, "Don't look at my mother who lives in the United States all year round, but her way of thinking is completely Chinese. Before I returned to China, she was nagging me to find a wife in China."

"Then did you find it?" Li Xuesheng asked with a smile.

"What are you looking for! I'm busy!"

Shen Yixuan sighed, and briefly talked about his job hunting experience and various setbacks after returning to China.

Li Xuesheng did not expect that Shen Yixuan, a dignified Ph.D. from Harvard University, would run into obstacles everywhere after returning to China, and he couldn't help but feel pity in his heart.

"Why do you have to hit a wall in China? People like you should be very popular in the United States!"

"I'm serving the country loyally." Shen Yixuan laughed at himself, "Unfortunately, I've been in the United States for too long, and I don't understand the country's conditions and can't keep up with the situation. The most troublesome thing for me is the complicated interpersonal relationships in China. Years, I feel very tired every day. Not only the body is tired, but the heart is especially tired!"

Li Xuesheng silently watched Shen Yixuan with a frustrated face, hesitated for a while, and said at the risk of exposing himself: "You are a researcher, and you should not waste your time and energy on administrative work. I think you may be more suitable for University education research institutes. Do Peking University and Tsinghua University have such research institutes? You’d better go to a big city, where it’s more open and easier to accept your theories.”

Shen Yixuan pondered for a while, then nodded and said: "You are right. Back then, I only thought about being in a position of real power, which would facilitate my implementation of educational reforms, but I forgot that I would waste a lot of time and energy. The position of vice president is really not suitable for me. I will check the information of the domestic university education research institute to see if there is any suitable position for me. "

After saying these words, Shen Yixuan suddenly remembered that he was only talking to an 8-year-old child, and immediately stared at Li Xuesheng dumbfounded.

Li Xuesheng understood Shen Yixuan's thoughts, and said in a serious tone: "Yixuan, don't ask the same question again. If you insist on getting to the bottom of it, I won't tell you a word from now on."

Shen Yixuan's heart trembled, and he quickly said: "I won't ask! I respect your privacy!"

Li Xuesheng secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded in satisfaction.

"Very good. In the future, I will communicate with you on an equal footing in private. You can tell me anything that goes wrong. I may not be able to help you, but at least I can be a qualified listener. This After more than a year, have you been holding back? Now that I am here, you don’t have to hold back in the future.”

Shen Yixuan was touched by Li Xuesheng's words, and the grievances, unwillingness, anxiety, depression and other emotions that had been buried in his heart for more than a year surged up all at once, making him unable to vomit.

Thus, Shen Yixuan narrated all his experience, mood, etc. like beans in a bamboo tube.

Li Xuesheng listened carefully, occasionally responding.

The conversation between the two lasted until the early morning, and it was not over until Li Xuesheng fell asleep uncontrollably.

Shen Yixuan looked at Li Xuesheng's beautiful and innocent sleeping face tenderly, and thought: "You are still a child after all, you can't stay up all night."

Then he thought of Li Xuesheng's maturity, wisdom, tolerance and consideration, and he overturned the idea that Li Xuesheng was just a child.

Xuesheng, who are you?

The appearance is immature children, but the inside is a mature adult, why is it like this?

I will not pry into your privacy, I only hope that one day you will be willing to tell me the truth!

When Li Xuesheng woke up, it was already high in the sun.

After having breakfast at Shen Yixuan's place, he hurried back to the student dormitory.

The curtains of the student dormitory were drawn tightly, blocking the bright sunlight outside the window, and the light in the room seemed a bit dark.

Seeing Chen Shuhua sleeping on the bed, Li Xuesheng was startled, and hurried forward to test Chen Shuhua's temperature.

Knowing that Chen Shuhua didn't have a fever, he secretly felt relieved.

He helped Chen Shuhua tuck the quilt, and noticed that there were mottled tears on the other's face, he felt a little distressed, but more helpless.

Sitting by the bed for a while, Li Xuesheng thought it over and decided to go find Shen Yixuan.

Shen Yixuan opened the door and saw that Li Xuesheng was visiting, he was very happy but also a little puzzled.

After closing the door, he asked: "I left you for lunch just now, but you left in a hurry, why are you back now?"

"I have something to ask you, and I want to ask if you can help me."

Li Xuesheng went straight to the sofa in the living room and sat down with a serious expression.

Shen Yixuan followed and sat on the sofa opposite Li Xuesheng, looked at him seriously, and said, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Chen Shuhua once talked about his life experience at the dinner table, do you still remember?" Li Xuesheng asked.

Shen Yixuan nodded.

"He has never gotten out of this psychological shadow." Li Xuesheng's tone was a bit heavy, "He is extremely insecure, highly dependent, and very clingy."

"Stick to you?" Shen Yixuan asked doubtfully, "You are just an 8-year-old child, can you bring him a sense of security?"

"My relationship with him is similar to yours and mine. He doesn't treat me like an 8-year-old child. Whenever there is something, he will discuss it with me." Li Xuesheng said truthfully, "He has always listened to me and treated me very well. rely."

Shen Yixuan was secretly curious, but it was inconvenient to ask.

He really wanted to know how much Chen Shuhua knew about Li Xuesheng's secret, and how Li Xuesheng made Chen Shuhua let go of his doubts.

"I thought that as he got older, he would gradually become independent. Unexpectedly, the older he got, the more clingy he was. Since he entered puberty, he has become very sensitive, emotionally unstable and clingier than before. " Li Xuesheng said, "His possessiveness has also obviously become stronger. His hostility towards you is a manifestation."

Shen Yixuan suddenly understood, and secretly laughed.

"He used to be very sensible and obedient, but now he has become a bit clumsy and stubborn. He doesn't dare to confront me for the time being, but he already knows that he is obedient and obedient. If I neglect him, he will be pitiful and hurt me. I can't bear it anymore."

The more Li Xuesheng talked, the more he felt a headache and a tight feeling in his chest.

"This child has a miserable life experience, which makes me always tied up. He has many problems and needs to be disciplined urgently, but I dare not act rashly." Li Xuesheng sighed heavily, and said, "I really don't know what to do with him now. Do it! You study pedagogy, teach me."

Shen Yixuan stared intently at the distressed Li Xuesheng, as if he saw a parent who was worried about their children's education.

A strange feeling rose in his heart, and his curiosity became more and more vigorous.

"You raise him as your son?" Shen Yixuan asked tentatively.

Li Xuesheng was stunned for a moment, then sighed: "Almost. Facts have proved that I am an unqualified father."

How old are you?

Should be bigger than me, right?

who are you?

from where?

What happened to you to become a child?

……

Shen Yixuan wanted to ask a series of questions, but he didn't dare to ask them.

He was silent for a while before he managed to suppress his eager curiosity.

"Children in adolescence will have various problems, it's normal." Shen Yixuan comforted, "I also had a period of rebellion, but after that, it gradually got better."

Li Xuesheng nodded and said, "Perhaps, I was really worried too much. However, I dare not take any risks. It is not easy for him to get to where he is today. I don't want him to make detours."

"In this world, how many people reach the finish line in a straight line?" Shen Yixuan said, "Sometimes, on the surface, it seems that they have taken a detour, but in fact they can reach the finish line faster."

Li Xuesheng nodded slightly and fell into silence.

Shen Yixuan has been quietly looking at the thoughtful Li Xuesheng without disturbing him.

After a long time, Li Xuesheng raised his head, looked at Shen Yixuan and asked, "What should I do specifically, can you give me some advice?"

"When he clings to you, don't act impatient or reprimand him.