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Xu Xiaotian had long imagined that his father would be hands-on, he might chop it with his palm, he might kick it with his feet, he might smash a wine bottle down, or he might pick up a stool and swing it... He thought about various ways of doing it, But he never thought that his father would change his unrestrained style and use such a small and exquisite weapon as chopsticks.

Because chopsticks are too small, they can often reach a fairly high speed of movement, making it impossible for people to dodge.

Xu Xiaotian felt that his reaction was very fast, especially in today's situation, although the baijiu he drank within a few minutes was sharpening his stomach and preparing for a revolution, he still remained awake under the pressure , He reacted in time, and if he didn't hide, he would have to ask.

But because he was sitting, and his father burst into high speed due to his anger, when the chopsticks drew an arc and pierced him, he only had time to get out of the way a few inches.

The chopsticks stuck below his collarbone, and broke due to too much force the moment it hit him.The stubble of the chopsticks pierced through the clothes and stuck into the flesh. Xu Xiaotian was so painful that he didn't even cry out, and even the chair fell backwards on the ground.

Dad didn't seem to pay attention to where the chopsticks were stuck, or where the chopsticks would have been stuck if his son hadn't dodged. He cursed, "You're a bastard!" Kicked over.

Xu Xiaotian had thought about kicking with his feet before, but he didn't expect to be kicked in this situation, and his father kicked him in the stomach without showing any mercy.

"Ah——" Xu Xiaotian finally yelled out, clutching his stomach, his body arched up, the feeling of overwhelming his stomach was unprecedentedly strong, his father kicked so hard, he felt his belly was directly attached to the On the back of the spine, as for other organs in the abdominal cavity, it is estimated that they are about to explode from the throat.

"Do you know it hurts?" Dad kicked him on the back again, "Do you know it hurts?"

Xu Xiaotian rolled to the side, and stood up with his body supported. His father stepped over in two steps, and he quickly squatted on the ground again. The area he was standing on was too large to protect.

He just squatted in the corner of the wall, protecting his head with his arms. Dad kicked and kicked him mercilessly and greeted him for more than a dozen rounds like a thief, and finally stopped breathlessly.

"How did you raise such a retribution son!" Dad was tired from beating, and he cursed bitterly while leaning on the chair.

Xu Xiaotian didn't make a sound, didn't move, he was very dizzy, and his ears were full of inexplicable sounds, like the beginning of a good show.

Since he was a child, he hadn't been beaten very much. Whenever his father wanted to do something, his mother would scream and rush to protect him.He never dreamed that one day he would be beaten so severely by his father, whether it was beating his son at all, or not, it was like beating an outsider, and he was a heinous outsider.

"You fucking talk! Um! What else do you want to say? Say it!" Dad pointed at him with trembling hands, "Do you know that your mother is in the hospital! If you don't force us to death, you don't plan to stop!"

"What?" Xu Xiaotian suddenly raised his head and stood up, panicking in his heart, "Is my mother hospitalized?"

"Hospitalized! It makes you angry! Do you just want this result?" Dad came over and punched him in the chest, Xu Xiaotian didn't hide, was beaten back several steps, and hit the wall of the box .

"I wanted to discuss it with you today, so that you can settle this matter and stop making your mother angry and anxious. I didn't expect you to still get involved with that Luo Xuan." Dad was so angry that his lips trembled a little, " It's been so many years, was the guarantee you gave us back then a lie? Is it fucking fart!"

After Dad said these words, he stared at Xu Xiaotian, as if he was going to burn two holes in his face, Xu Xiaotian bit his lip and kept silent, he didn't know what else he could say at this time.

He knew that his father was waiting for him to say something, but he couldn't say it. On the one hand, he was very anxious about his mother's hospitalization, but on the other hand, he would never say the answer that his father wanted.

"If your mother has something wrong, I will kill you!" Dad dropped this sentence, turned around and slammed the door to leave the box.

Xu Xiaotian hardly knew how he got back, he originally wanted to go back to the dormitory, but in the end he went to Luo Xuan's.After entering the door, I rushed into the toilet and vomited for a long time. Finally, I turned on the nozzle directly and drenched myself and my clothes before recovering.

This time, the severe pain on his body showed its power little by little, Xu Xiaotian felt that there must be something broken or cracked on his body.He sat on the ground, took off all the clothes on his body, and struggled to stand up to check in the mirror.

Needless to say, his face was swung by his father several times before his arms were protecting his head. There were two small holes under the collarbone that were still oozing blood, and the bruises on his body also began to appear.

"Zebra..." Xu Xiaotian looked at himself in the mirror, smiled wryly, pulled the wound on the corner of his mouth, and frowned in pain, "Sika deer..."

He leaned against the wall and stood under the nozzle for a while, his head was a little dizzy, he drank too much wine, and vomited again, he probably couldn't hold it anymore.He heard the phone ringing dimly, he opened the bathroom door and listened, and it was indeed the phone ringing.

The majestic Internationale couldn't let him have a faster speed. Xu Xiaotian dragged his aching body everywhere, and he didn't have the strength to wrap around the bath towel. He just walked into the living room naked, picked up his phone, it was Luo Xuan .

"Hello?" Xu Xiaotian took a deep breath and adjusted his tone.

"Why did it take so long to pick it up?" Luo Xuan seemed to be lying on the bed, stretching.

"It's taking a bath." Xu Xiaotian said a little vaguely, mainly because there was a wound on the corner of the mouth, and it hurts when it's wide.

"That water heater is not working, the water is a bit cold, I'm going to change it."

"It's good, it's such a hot day." Xu Xiaotian poured a glass of ice water and put it on the corner of his mouth. It would be better if the bath water was also ice water, which can relieve pain.

"Are you okay? Why do you speak strangely?" Luo Xuan was a careful person, and noticed his strange tone.

Xu Xiaotian gritted his teeth and rubbed the corner of his mouth twice, his mouth hurt and numb, and then he said: "I just ate a piece of candy."

"Oh, what a grown man to eat sweets." Luo Xuan laughed.

"That's right, how old are you and you still eat sweet-scented osmanthus?"

"I've fed the birds."

"Fuck, I'll bring you bird food all the way..."

Xu Xiaotian lay down on the bed and chatted with Luo Xuan nonchalantly. The alcohol was a little bit up, and his eyelids began to sink, but Luo Xuan didn't intend to hang up the phone. It was rare that he was interested in chatting. Xu Xiaotian forced himself to talk with him , I can't remember what I said.

I have no memory of when I fell asleep in the end.

Xu Xiaotian has been working for this period of time, and his biological clock has basically been adjusted to seven o'clock in the morning, and he will wake up at that o'clock.But today he was woken up by the ringing of the phone. He opened his eyes in a daze, and found that the phone was still in his hand, and the number displayed on the screen was Tan Zhe's office.

"……Hey?"

"Sleeping soundly?" Tan Zhe's voice came over, and Xu Xiaotian was more than half awake in an instant.

"Manager Tan..."

"Do you know what time it is? Are you planning to miss work or run away?"

Xu Xiaotian took the phone in front of his eyes and scanned it, 10:30, fuck!It's all over!He jumped up from the bed suddenly, and fell back on the bed before he landed, hurting.

"Come to the office at eleven o'clock and report the meeting plan to me." Tan Zhe gave the order and hung up the phone without waiting for him to say more.

Xu Xiaotian hesitated for a while whether to ask for leave, the pain in his body was stronger than yesterday, there must be something broken by his father, even standing up he swayed in pain.

But in the end he decided to go to the hotel and take a taxi.There are still three or four days left for the meeting, and after completing this order, he will be able to meet the standard for this month's internship, even if he had arranged the meeting in the past and reported it to Tan Zhe before asking for leave to go to the hospital.

He didn't know why he acted like a high-spirited model worker at this time. He obviously needed to go to the hospital, and there were still a lot of things he hadn't discussed with his father, but now he was like an excellent employee who loves his job like home, procrastinating. With the mutilated, no, the mutilated body swayed into the marketing department.

"Ah——" Yu Jia was the first to see Xu Xiaotian, who was wearing a T-shirt and jeans without changing his uniform, and shouted with his eyes wide open.

The people in the marketing department were all attracted, and they all looked at him in surprise.Xu Xiaotian had to touch his face. When he went out, he didn't look carefully in the mirror. Could it be that it was so tragic?

"Xiao Xu, what's wrong with you?" Liang Bin walked over and looked him up and down.

"I drank too much yesterday..." Xu Xiaotian made up now.

"Did you fall?!" Yu Jia continued to shout.

"what……"

"Xu Xiaotian come in!" Tan Zhe's voice came from inside, interrupting the discussion of the crowd.

Xu Xiaotian immediately walked into Tan Zhe's office and stood in front of the desk: "Manager Tan."

"Ouch," Tan Zhe raised his head, with a pen in his mouth, and when he saw Xu Xiaotian, the pen dropped to the ground, "You are..."

"I'm going to ask for leave later."

Tan Zhe stood up and closed the office door, closed the blinds, turned around and lifted Xu Xiaotian's T-shirt, a sika deer jumped into his eyes, and raised his eyebrows: "Did you fall from drinking too much?"

Xu Xiaotian didn't say a word, and pulled off his clothes.

"You've been beaten, what's going on?" Tan Zhe reached out and pressed his ribs.

"Ah——" Xu Xiaotian yelled, and sat back on the sofa, "I'll be gentle..."

"What's going on?" Tan Zhe's face darkened. His employees can be dishonest, lazy, big or small, but fights are absolutely not allowed. "If it's a fight, I'll review your internship comments again." consider."

"...It's not a fight." Xu Xiaotian pressed his ribs with one hand and covered his mouth with the other, feeling extremely frustrated that he had left such an impression on the leader not long after he started his internship. "It was a beating."

"By whom?" Tan Zhe opened the drawer and took out the car keys and stood up.

"can not say."

"Can't say?" Tan Zhe raised his eyebrows, with an indistinct smile on the corner of his mouth, "Let's go, go to the hospital first."

Xu Xiaotian sat in Tan Zhe's car, and every time the car bumped, he grinned in pain, and every time he grinned, he pulled the wound on his mouth. He grinned all the way, and finally arrived at the hospital. He got out of the car and leaned against the car door, feeling I'm going to fall apart.

After the doctor checked him, he took another X-ray, checking whether it was necessary or not. Sure enough, as Xu Xiaotian expected, he had broken ribs, broken forearm, and soft tissue contusions on N places on his body.

Tan Zhe pulled Xu Xiaotian to the corridor: "I'll give you one last chance, who can beat you like this, with your physique, unless you fucking don't fight back...or you say I can only call the police."

"No," Xu Xiaotian was anxious, looked at Tan Zhe for a long time, and finally gritted his teeth, "My dad."

Tan Zhe was obviously a little surprised. Looking at the case in hand, how could this father beat his son like this?He slowed down his tone: "Why did your father beat you up like this? Are you a relative?"

"Of course dear!" Xu Xiaotian was a little depressed when he was asked, and squatted on the ground along the wall. The indescribable feeling in his heart made him almost out of breath. He wanted to cry so much.

"Can you say it?" Tan Zhe also squatted down beside him.

Xu Xiaotian looked at Tan Zhe, and suddenly felt that he wanted someone he didn't know very well to listen to him talk about these things, which he had almost never told anyone. He just panicked, hesitated, and said softly : "Will sexual orientation affect my internship reviews?"

Tan Zhe was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "There is no such indicator."

"My dad beat me because I... like men."