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Xu Xiaotian's mother's words resounded in his ears - quit the man... quit the man... the man... quit...

His hand holding the mobile phone was trembling a little. It must be a lot of determination for my mother to say such a sentence, but it sounds awkward: "Mom, what you said is a bit..."

"What's the point! There are so many beautiful girls in the world, are you crazy and don't want any of them!"

Xu Xiaotian was a bit stuck, he knew that the figure who was chasing after him must be his father, and judging from his mother's reaction, his father must have reported to her that he changed a man for dinner every day, and was still in the woods with one of them. Intimate contact, but he really didn't know how to answer the question from his mother who obviously lacked relevant knowledge.

"It's not as simple as you think..."

"How complicated is that? Huh? I can't figure it out. If you say you can't hold it back, even if you spend money to find a lady, I'm not that angry. Why do you find a man? You have everything that he has. , he doesn't have what you don't have, how can you feel comfortable hugging a man like yourself..."

"Damn, don't talk about it, Mom." Xu Xiaotian was going crazy when his mother shot him with a mortar shot, "What are you talking about...Why don't you calm down, I'll give it to you later Call up."

"I'm so calm right now!"

"Are you so calm?" Xu Xiaotian lowered his voice, "My ears are almost useless when you shout."

"You say what you want to say." Mom took a breath and let it out slowly.

"You tell my dad to go home first, he doesn't have to follow me, I only like one man, but there are many male friends, he don't meet one and report to you, it makes me seem so horny... ..."

"You think we think about it! Your dad went all the way there, it's such a hot day! You don't even know how distressed you are!"

Xu Xiaotian's brain hurts a bit, he poured a glass of ice water and drank it in one gulp, his teeth were almost cold: "It's because I feel sorry for you that you asked him to go back, there's no need for that, even if I like men, I won't mess around."

"If you really want him to not worry so much, don't think about men all day long. You can try to find a girlfriend. You haven't had a girlfriend before. How do you know that you don't like girls?"

His mother's voice was full of tears, and Xu Xiaotian's heart twitched when he heard it. He couldn't say he was a filial son, but the last thing he could see was his mother's tears, and he would feel distressed.

"It's not that I haven't had a girlfriend before, I really... really can't, I don't have feelings for girls at all." Xu Xiaotian's mind was ringing, his mother's crying made him confused, and he was almost incoherent.

"How do you know that you don't feel it? You don't feel it when a girl is naked standing in front of you!" My mother was anxious, and she closed her eyes and said it regardless of the effect of what she said.

Xu Xiaotian was forced to smoke, he opened his mouth uncontrollably and replied: "I just don't feel it..."

"Then have you tried it with a man! Do you feel it!"

The mother's voice came out of the earpiece sharply, piercing Xu Xiaotian's brain like a hidden weapon, and he replied without thinking as if his brain had been scorched: "Yes."

As soon as this sentence was said, the other end of the phone suddenly fell silent, and my mother was completely silent.

Xu Xiaotian was so regretful that his intestines were green, and he pinched his paw on his thigh. Fuck me, the short circuit can't be short at this time. It's hard to let my mother rush to talk and force her to speak.

He tentatively called into the phone: "Mom? Are you listening?"

There was no sound over there, Xu Xiaotian suddenly became anxious, stood up, his voice was trembling: "Don't scare me, Mom, are you okay..."

"My God—" Mom gasped, and suddenly let out a scream.

Xu Xiaotian's hand softened, and the phone fell directly to the ground.

Xu Xiaotian had never experienced this feeling of being completely clueless. He just stood in the middle of the room, looking at the phone that had fallen and turned off under his feet.I don't want to move, I don't even want to sit down, I just want to just stand there in a daze.

His mother's helpless, sad and frightened scream at the end made his mind go blank.

He didn't know how long he stood like this, until his whole body was numb, and then his legs softened and he knelt down on the ground.He wanted to turn on the phone, but his hands were trembling all the time, and he couldn't make any effort. It took him a long time to see the boot screen.

"Qiao Yang," he pressed the shortcut key, "come out for a drink."

Qiao Yang came here by taxi, and the driver became irritable all the way, and yelled at him, brother, you don't want to kill me, I want to save my life to hug my grandson!

When he got off the car, he saw Xu Xiaotian leaning on a trash can on the side of the road to smoke, Qiao Yang jumped over the guardrail, pulled Xu Xiaotian's arm and pulled him away: "What does this mean?"

"Look for a place first, and have a drink with me." Xu Xiaotian threw the cigarette on the ground and stamped it out, then left with his arms around Qiao Yang's shoulder.

"I watch you drink."

"piece."

"Get out, do you want me to talk with you? If not, I'll drink it. After you finish drinking, just send me back and it's over."

"You drink Coke."

"I want some iced tea."

"Okay, fill up."

Ever since Xu Xiaotian started his internship, he has never sat face to face with Qiao Yang in front of a barbecue stall to chat like this. Every day, there is always one who comes back late or doesn’t go back to the dormitory, or is too tired to see the bed. Sleep to death.

Now I have the opportunity to sit and chat, but it is in a state of rain and wind.Qiao Yang took a cigarette and held it in his mouth. He lit it for a long time before he lit it. After taking a sip, he found that the mouth was reversed: "Damn it! I said it smells like plastic!"

Xu Xiaotian handed him the cigarette he just lit, and took out another one himself to light: "You are more alive than me."

"Didn't I scare you? The way you called me, I thought something happened to you..."

"I was slippery when I called my mother." Xu Xiaotian shook his beer glass.

"What slipped out?"

"My mother asked me if I had tried it with a man, and I admitted it as soon as I snorted."

Qiao Yang was drinking iced black tea, spit it out in one gulp, grabbed the paper on the table and wiped it carelessly, staring at Xu Xiaotian: "You and Luo Xuan...you two..."

"Can you get to the point?"

"Isn't the point that you two went to bed?"

"The point is that I fucking told my mom about going to bed!"

"Ah!" Qiao Yang choked again, covered his mouth with a tissue, frowned and said indistinctly, "Did you f*cking short circuit? You're still too excited. You can say it anyway."

"You don't know the state at that time..." Xu Xiaotian sighed, and he didn't feel the meat skewer in his mouth biting on the bamboo stick. "My mother probably wants to kill me now."

"Is it delicious?"

"what?"

"Sign."

Xu Xiaotian looked at the bamboo stick in his hand and threw it on the ground: "Baby, what do you think I should do."

"I don't know what to do for a while, my mother's reaction must be different," Qiao Yang held his chin, "Aren't you usually very thoughtful, and you can't think of any tricks?"

"My father is here. I'm afraid he will kill him and go to the dormitory when he hears about this."

"There is no one in the dormitory, Zhiyuan went all night, Weige is guarding Taoran at the hospital...how about you call your dad?"

"What did you say?"

"I don't know, I would definitely not dare to fight..."

"Fuck, then you let me fight?"

"Aren't you a little bit better than me?" Qiao Yang smiled.

"Well, I can take a beating better than you," Xu Xiaotian sighed, and took out his mobile phone, "But my dad didn't do it for beating people. He has been doing it for more than ten years. With that strength, he can shoot directly with one palm. Fold me."

"Does Luo Xuan know about this?"

"How can I let him know, it's not enough to cause him trouble." Xu Xiaotian replied without thinking, but after speaking, he remembered Luo Xuan's words, and he was a little entangled. Should this be something that should be told to him, or shouldn't?

"Let's talk if you have a chance, don't make any misunderstandings."

"Well," Xu Xiaotian bit his lip and dialed his father's number, "Pay attention to your surroundings, and remind me to run if you see someone rushing over suddenly..."

"Don't worry, I will cover you." Qiao Yang squeezed the black tea pot to make a loud noise.

The user you dialed is busy, please try again later...

"Busy..." Xu Xiaotian tapped his chin up and down with his mobile phone, "It's probably my mother who made the call. It must be a big mess now, and they may already be discussing how to deal with me."

"Don't go back to the dormitory at night, I'm afraid your father will really kill you when he gets angry, and it's just the two of us here, and you can't fight back, it's a bit too sad and indignant to be beaten..."

"Stupid you, how can I let my dad beat you up."

"The key is that I can't let your dad beat you, can I?"

Xu Xiaotian drank a lot of wine in one night, and it would be more poetic to discuss with Qiao Yang from how to escape the beating to where to buy a piece of land to bury himself after he finally passed away one day... The topic is unpredictable, and I got off topic He didn't have the nerve to count how many times, in short, he was unwilling to stop and not speak, as long as there was a little silence, he couldn't help feeling a little sad.

If it wasn't for Luo Xuan, he might really "quit" the man, and work hard in the direction his parents wanted.But now Luo Xuan is right in front of his eyes, by his side, not to mention "getting rid of" Luo Xuan, even if he can't see Luo Xuan one day, he will be a little lost.

He didn't want to give up on Luo Xuan, but he also didn't want to hurt his parents no matter what. Now he's stuck in the middle, neither up nor down, neither left nor right, stuck quite accurately and ecstasy. He didn't expect this kind of situation of advancing and retreating. However, it was just that when I really faced it, I was somewhat at a loss.

Parents all over the world react differently to this matter, even if it is the same anger, they will adopt different methods, so there is not even a single experience that can be used for reference...

After eleven o'clock, Xu Xiao just remembered and asked Qiao Yang: "Are you going back to the dormitory?"

"Hui Mao, I'm too lazy to climb the second floor, I'll take a taxi to Ling Xiao later... What about you? How about..."

"How about going to Ling Xiao together?"

"Ah."

"Fuck off, Ling Xiao secretly promised that I would be beaten up by my dad."

Xu Xiaotian stretched his waist and moved his neck. At this moment, the phone rang, and there was a text message.His heart twitched, and he quickly took it out and took a look. It was Luo Xuan, and he was suddenly relieved.

have you slept?

No, drinking with Qiao Yang, the meeting is just about to end.

tell you something.

what's up?

I miss you.