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When Xu Xiaotian came out of the shower, Luo Xuan was leaning against the bed and watching TV with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"You..." Xu Xiaotian looked at him, when did Luo Xuan become short-sighted?He looked at it from another angle, "Wearing a plain mirror?"

"It's anti-radiation, try to see if it works." Luo Xuan pushed his glasses with a serious look.

"You look good in glasses," Xu Xiaotian wiped his head with a towel, "does it work?"

"I don't know, it's just that my eyesight hasn't declined anyway." Luo Xuan took out a hair dryer from the drawer under the bed, patted the edge of the bed, "Sit here."

"Why?" Xu Xiaotian walked over and sat down.

"Dry your hair." Luo Xuan knelt behind him and scratched his wet hair with his hands.

Xu Xiaotian didn't speak, just sat quietly, Luo Xuan gently grasped his head, the warm air blown from the hair dryer caressed his face from time to time, there was an indescribably comfortable feeling, he closed his eyes.

"Luo Xuan." He returned his hand and touched Luo Xuan's leg lightly.

"Ok?"

"What are you thinking?"

"Without distracting thoughts, blow your head seriously."

"Why do I always have distracting thoughts?"

"Aren't you always like this?" Luo Xuan plucked his hair and threw the hairdryer aside, "Okay, you can sleep now."

"I'll sleep on the sofa." Xu Xiaotian felt that Luo Xuan had been sleeping alone all the time, and suddenly many people might not be used to it.

"It's okay, you go to sleep." Luo Xuan dimmed the lights, and continued to lean on the bed and watch TV.

Xu Xiaotian lay down on the side of the bed next to the wall, the pillow was full of Luo Xuan's breath, surrounding him.He turned sideways, staring at Luo Xuan's side face in a daze.Luo Xuan's face was drawn with a soft halo by the light, and there was an unreal feeling that he was really by his side?He couldn't help stretching out his hand to scratch his face lightly, Luo Xuan turned his face: "What's wrong?"

"See if you're real."

Luo Xuan smiled, turned off the TV with the remote control, lay down, and turned to face him: "It's a fake one."

"Could it be that I'm still in school now? It's just a dream. When I wake up tomorrow morning, I will see Wei Ge in our dormitory wandering around beside me, shirtless and trembling..."

"What are you shivering all over?"

"His meat."

Luo Xuan laughed, unable to see his expression clearly in the darkness, Xu Xiaotian reached out and touched the bridge of his nose.

"What are you looking for?" Luo Xuan also touched his nose.

"Crinkle."

"Did you find it?" Luo Xuan pulled an air conditioner and threw it on him.

"found it."

"Go to sleep."

"Go to sleep, I'll open my eyes again."

Luo Xuan sighed, grabbed his hand, and pinched the injured finger.

"Ah——" Xu Xiaotian yelled, and withdrew his hand, "What are you doing? Are you looking for a light switch?"

"Look, it's not a dream. When you wake up tomorrow, you will definitely see me. If you can't see me, it means that I am in the kitchen and the bathroom. If you wake up later, I will be in the back room."

"... Got it." Xu Xiaotian buried his face in the pillow, this was not a dream, even if it was a dream, he would hold onto it and not let go.

In the morning Xu Xiaotian was woken up by the ringing of his mobile phone, he opened his eyes in a daze, and found something in front of his face, very close, he had to lean back while rubbing his eyes to get a closer look.

A picture frame, inside is Luo Xuan with a bright smile on his face, with a note next to it: I'm going to buy breakfast.

Xu Xiaotian picked up the frame and kissed it, jumped up from the bed to answer the phone.

"Son, where did you spend the night, come back when we get home." Mom's voice came out.

"You two are really strong. I didn't ask you this last night. I will remember to ask now. Your son spent the night in a self-service bank with a cardboard box. Does your heart feel bad?" Xu Xiaotian lit a cigarette, opened the window, Head out for a smoke.

"What's so distressing, I'm not a daughter, and I don't have any money on me, so I can't rob you of anything..." My mother said in succession, "Pick up your paper shells and go home, son, Mom misses you to death. "

"In a while, I'll go back after eating something," Xu Xiaotian saw Luo Xuan's figure downstairs, "hang up."

He hung up the phone, opened the door and ran out, ran down the stairs, and when he heard Luo Xuan's footsteps going upstairs, he felt the urge to jump directly down the stairs.

"Why don't you sleep more?" Luo Xuan looked at Xu Xiaotian who ran down the stairs, "So hungry?"

"I miss you." Xu Xiaotian took the bag from Luo Xuan's hand, and felt a little pretentious after speaking, so he turned around and walked upstairs.

Luo Xuan looked at his back and smiled, and followed him, going up the stairs one by one, as if returning to four years ago.He and Xu Xiaotian always walked slowly to the classroom like this. They went out very early, but arrived at school very late, and entered the classroom by stepping on the class bell every day.

"I'll be home in a while, my mother is home." Xu Xiaotian changed the breakfast that Luo Xuan bought back into a bowl.

"Well, what are your plans for the summer vacation?" Luo Xuan leaned against the kitchen door, watching his cautious and somewhat clumsy movements.

"No, eat, drink, sleep," Xu Xiaotian turned his head, "How many days will you go out? How soon will you be back?"

"20 days."

"Crack," Xu Xiaotian was scalded, turned on the faucet, and felt a little depressed. He really wanted to say where are you going and I'll go with you, but he thought it was a foolish thing to say, so he changed his words. , "Isn't it uncomfortable to go out on such a hot day?"

"Who made the Lotus Festival have to be held here?" Luo Xuan took over Xu Xiaotian's work and took the breakfast to the living room, "Go and take some photos or something."

"Lotus Festival..." Xu Xiaotian's heart moved.

"Well, are you going to practice soon?"

"There is still half a year."

"Do you want to stay over there?" Luo Xuan looked at him with his chin in his hand.

Xu Xiaotian didn't answer right away. This was the question that caused him a bit of a headache. Should he stay there? He took a sip of soy milk: "It depends on the situation. Theoretically speaking, the development there must be better than ours, so I will consider staying there." ..."

"Ah."

"But if you don't consider these things, I will definitely come back," Xu Xiaotian looked at Luo Xuan, "find a place where I can see you every day."

"It's fine by the trash can downstairs in my house. I throw out the trash every day, so you can squat there." Luo Xuan said with a smile.

"Set up a street stall..." Xu Xiaotian was delighted when he thought about it, "What do you want to sell?"

"Then are you coming back or staying there?" Luo Xuan interrupted him with a serious expression.

Xu Xiaotian looked at Luo Xuan, not knowing what his purpose for asking this question was, but he answered honestly: "If you can stay there, stay there."

"why?"

"Huh? It's a very realistic consideration. If you can find a job with development, you will stay, and then work hard to earn money, so that you don't have to answer that annoying phone call." Xu Xiaotian stuffed a small ball into his mouth, "I think Draw as you want, shoot as you want, draw whatever you want to paint, shoot whatever you want to photograph..."

Luo Xuan looked at him quietly, with a smile in his eyes: "I'm so touched."

"Why do I think your words are not good?" Xu Xiaotian put his hands on the table and leaned in front of Luo Xuan, "You are not laughing at me, are you?"

"I'm serious."

Xu Xiaotian dragged his suitcase and stood downstairs and rang the doorbell, suddenly feeling like he didn't want to go home.

Luo Xuan wanted to send him back, but he didn't let him. In his memory, every time he watched Luo Xuan walk into the building door and then turned to leave, he didn't want to change this memory.

"Son?" Mom called on the intercom.

"It charges the electricity bill." Xu Xiaotian replied feebly.

The house is still the same, the house is tidy and tidy, not even a hair can be seen, my mother does not go to work, the job at home every day is to clean up, from the inside to the outside and from top to bottom, when Xu Xiaotian enters the door, my mother He was standing at the door with a mop to welcome him, and when he saw him, he jumped up and hugged him with the mop.

"Oh, why is it dark? It's dark when summer just started, and it's so white during the winter vacation..." My mother held his face and looked at him, but she couldn't get enough of it, and finally lifted his shirt .

"Why is this?" Xu Xiaotian grabbed her hand, "Your son has never been 'so white', he has always been this color, his whole body is this color."

"Change shoes, change shoes!" Although the mother was very excited to see her son, she still saw the footprints of her baby son on the floor in running clothes.

Xu Xiaotian kicked his shoes indiscriminately, and walked to the balcony: "Where is my dad?"

"I went out to buy wine, and I forgot to bring a bottle along the way when I came back. Your dad told you to have a few drinks with you in the evening." Mom followed behind, "What do you want to eat at night, Mom will make it for you."

"Whatever, don't be too busy, it's so hot," Xu Xiaotian went back to his room, intending to change clothes, turned around and saw his mother continued to follow into the house, "Mom, don't change careers around me, I'll change clothes, I'll chat with you later, you're making me dizzy now."

"I'm not bothering you, you change yours, mom still has something to ask you." Mom sat down on the bed.

Xu Xiaotian sighed, and began to take off his clothes: "Madam, you make me very embarrassed, you know, I have to change my pants."

"Yo, I didn't have any troubles when I gave birth to you, but why are you in trouble now?"

"My mother," Xu Xiaotian knelt down beside his mother, holding her hand, "what do you want to ask?"

While pinching his shoulder, his mother leaned over and asked mysteriously, "Did you have a very beautiful girlfriend?"

"What?" Xu Xiaotian almost fell to the ground, where did the news come from?

"Why are you nervous, aren't you? Let's talk after talking, and no one will let you find a girlfriend!"

"Where did I get a beautiful girlfriend?" Xu Xiaotian was a little puzzled.

"Oh, your fourth aunt went to your place last month. Time was tight, so I didn't tell you. They saw you in the car, walking with a very beautiful girl..."

last month?Xu Xiaotian's mind was spinning rapidly, it was basically impossible for him to go to the street alone with a girl, unless... Tao Ran caught him as a young man.

"That's not my girlfriend..." Xu Xiaotian originally wanted to talk about the relationship between Tao Ran and him, but considering his mother's inquiring interests, he could only explain simply, "That's my classmate, and I just went shopping with her."

"Really?" Mom's tone clearly revealed great disappointment.

"No." Xu Xiaotian sat on the floor, leaning against the bed, "Why are you in such a hurry."

"I'm not in a hurry, I'm in a hurry," my mother sighed, "My son brought a daughter-in-law with him when he came back from college. You have been studying for several years, and you haven't even heard the name of your female classmate. .”

Xu Xiaotian didn't say a word, he knew what his mother meant.

After the family found out about the high school incident, my mother was so angry that she was hospitalized. Although he knelt in front of his parents and said that he absolutely didn't like men, she still had a lump in her heart. She didn't see her girlfriend for a day, even if it was just She won't feel at ease if she just plays around casually.

"I have my own affairs, so don't worry about it all the time." Xu Xiaotian stood up and took off his pants, "You really don't want to go out? I'm going to take it off now."

"I'm telling you seriously, if you want to find a girlfriend, find one. Once you graduate and get married, your father and I will be at ease." Mom stood up and walked out while muttering.