Rebirth Night Talk

Zhao Xuejun opened his eyes, looked at the roof and spent a full 10 minutes before finding himself.He sat up, rubbed his messy hair, and stepped on the soft carpet with bare feet to go to the bathroom. After coming out of the bathroom, he looked at the living room with his eyes that had just regained focus. He couldn't help feeling upset and didn't know what to do.

On the sofa in the living room, Wang Xi closed his eyelids and continued to snore with his mouth half open.Why is this person so shameless?His words were so ugly yesterday, he just followed him without saying a word.In the end...he still hangs on.

Zhao Xuejun has always felt that Wang Xi is a rare species among human beings.It's not easy for him to describe this person... How many years has it been?That day, after he revealed the truth in a moment of grief and anger but did not get an answer, he thought that the matter would be over soon.But in the days after that, the relationship between him and Wang Xi was in a state that was difficult to sum up in words.Their relationship is always on and off, seemingly distant and close.Seeing that everything is coming to an end, and inadvertently discovering that they are all connected, seeing that they will not be connected in this lifetime, but then discovering that they are growing together at the root.

At first, Wang Xi would call him every day, but after he got through, Wang Xi didn't speak, just panting in silence.Zhao Xuejun didn't know what face to use to face him, so the last ruthless phone call was unnecessary.From that day on, Wang Xi switched to calling others, and this time he talked quite a lot.Ask him if he is well, how is his body, is he fat or thin?Occasionally he would ask others if Xuejun was depressed.Damn, he was depressed, didn't he just want what he wanted and didn't get it, at worst, he didn't want it, at worst... live alone.

From cutting off the phone to breaking contact with his family, Zhao Xuejun lived freely.In a blink of an eye, a few years have passed, after graduating from school, Zhu Chen and the others stayed in Tianzhou, and gradually changed from pure white idiots to social printed matter in a uniform format.Zhao Xuejun put the focus of his life on his new career, and gradually his feelings almost became the least thing he cared about.Later, unless Zhao Xuejun took the initiative to contact him, no one in his own family could find him.

"Oh! You're up!" Wang Xi shivered and stood up neatly.He raised his knee so hard that it hit the sharp corner of the coffee table, and there was a bruise in it immediately.He touched his knee, and looked at Zhao Xuejun, who was indifferent and opposite. Before, Zhao Xuejun was very considerate and considerate of him. At this moment, he was lost again.

"I'll go down and book a room for you." Zhao Xuejun wanted to drive him out.

"No, I'll make do with you. You have a double bed, right?" Wang Xi bent down and opened the purse to look for washing utensils.

"I'm not used to sharing a room with others. I also have a job and often stay up late. You should change the room!" Zhao Xuejun didn't want to argue with him anymore, so he made up his own mind.

"Success, you make up your mind." Wang Xi took the travel bag and went into the bathroom. After a while, there was the sound of water coming out of the faucet, the sound of taking a bath, the smell of the soap that the man was using, and the sound of the razor urn vibrating, which I haven't heard for a long time. The gurgling sound of gargling came out again, Zhao Xuejun bit his lower lip, his heart felt so tight...even...accompanied by a burst of numbness, he shook his head violently, and hammered his forehead fiercely to encourage himself: "Be strong, be strong..."

He chattered, entered the bedroom in some confusion, and sat on the bed blankly.After a while, someone in the room called him: "Junjun, go to my bag and help me get a change of underwear, I forgot!"

Zhao Xuejun groaned, stood up and walked to the leather bag, bent down to open Wang Xi's box naturally, he rummaged for a while, and suddenly remembered something!So, he stood up, raised his face and cursed, turned and went back to his room, got dressed, picked up the camera and stood at the bathroom door and said, "I'll go out for a while, remember to lock the door when you leave."

With the loud bang of the door in the house, the sound of running water in the bathroom disappeared instantly.Wang Xi opened the room with a head full of foam, and looked out disappointedly... In fact, he came here this time, and he wanted to try it very much. He gave himself one last chance to get rid of this knot, just like the past few years. He looked for that kind of books everywhere, whether it was psychological or medical, and he even asked relevant people abroad.At first he wanted to help Zhao Xuejun.He felt that Zhao Xuejun had a problem, a big problem!

He has read a lot of materials, even philosophy books he has never touched before, such as the "spiritual love" advocated by Plato, etc. For him, as long as he can help Zhao Xuejun, no matter how obscure or difficult He will read and understand all the books he understands.

After a lot of understanding, Wang Xi found that... what he found was exactly the opposite of what he wanted.He wanted a solution, only to find that he had found an answer to his horror.

As the distance becomes more and more untouchable.He began to miss Zhao Xuejun, he began to miss the letters he wrote to himself like crazy, he began to miss his smell, his every frown and smile, he missed Zhao Xuejun's concern all the time, he missed Zhao Xuejun's always The most solid support for him when he needs it most and at the most appropriate time!yes!He missed him, and this sudden miss turned Wang Xi into ashes. Obviously, an invisible lock found the most suitable key and opened a door that Wang Xi ignored.The emotion that evolved from longing slowly gave him an answer. It turns out that in the world... the person who understands him best is not himself, but Zhao Xuejun who understands him best. Something closed in the depths of his heart is related to him. One of Zhao Xuejun's items is a perfect match.

After Zhao Xuejun went out, he wandered for a day. He returned to the hotel at 12:30 that night, opened the door, and couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. Wang Xi's luggage was gone, and he disappeared strangely.At this moment, Zhao Xuejun couldn't help scolding his mother again and swearing!

"Wang Xi, Lao Tzu said... you're so rigid!"

In February [-], Zhao Xuejun returned to Wanlin City with his family to organize the wedding for his elder brother Zhao Xuewen.In his busy schedule, Zhao Xuejun quickly forgot to think about that person.The weather in February was still bone-chillingly cold. After the banquet on the third morning, Zhao Xuejun leaned against the window on the top floor of the hotel and looked out. He was looking for the landmarks of his childhood.It's a pity that the landmarks that he missed and gave him emotions were all buried in the concrete and steel forest by tall buildings. Today's Wanlin City makes him feel strange and nostalgic.

"Brother! What are you looking at?" He turned his head and asked his second brother.

"Look at our sister-in-law! It's so pitiful. It's so hard to be a woman in a skirt in the cold weather!"

Zhao Xuebing lay on the window and looked at his sister-in-law.She was wearing a thin woolen red dress, standing against the cold wind of early spring, she looked really miserable.Marriage is not that simple!It's the third day, and the endless banquets and banquets have turned the joy of marriage into exhaustion. This is really a marriage by one person and the whole family is buried with them.For three days, Zhao Jianguo has not been sober for a day.During the day, the whole family goes out to work, and at night Gao Juzi has to work overtime with the gift list.The two uncles who opened the coal mine came, and this time they were successful, really successful!This time they didn't show off their wealth, but silently gave 20 yuan to their niece and daughter-in-law, said some caring words that adults should say, and then quietly left. Before leaving, they asked their sister to take care of their health.Tan Xiaokang also came, paid 30 yuan, ate for three days, and ordered a bottle of wine before leaving...

Looking back at the waiters going back and forth in the busy banquet hall, Zhao Xuejun felt a sense of relief that the [-]-mile long march was coming to an end: "Today is the last day."

"No! I can finally rest, brother, listen to my advice, don't get married! Really! A woman is the one who takes over from your mother and continues to take care of you! The only difference between a woman and a man is that the mother does not nag When you are here, they can make up for this gap... In short, don't get married, it's very troublesome!" After Zhao Xuebing persuaded half-truthfully, he suddenly changed his smile and ran towards a beautiful female guest: " Qin!! I miss my brother to death!!!!”

"Zhao Xuejun!" With a joyful call, Zhao Xuejun turned his head, his eyes turned from surprise to surprise in an instant!

Xu Butang and Min Shun stood there, shoulder to shoulder, still smiling at him like that old ruffian.The only difference from before is that Min Shun's free hand is half holding a little fat boy.Zhao Xuejun looked at the little baby and felt embarrassed and funny at the same time.

The little chubby kid was not very big, about one or two years old.White and fat, he was wearing a set of antique button-up padded jacket and cotton trousers made of bright yellow satin fabric, and a melon cap with braids on the back was buttoned on his head.certainly!What to wear is not the most important thing, the most important thing is that this little baby has a street ruffian face exactly like Min Shun.The same eight-character eyebrows, all with disdainful expressions.That is exactly the same as Min Shun's pretentious eyes that always roll their eyes to look at people.Pretty thin lips, this baby just pulled the corners of her mouth into a sarcasm.Looking at the faces of the two ruffians, one big and one small, it was as funny as they matched together.

"What is this!" Zhao Xuejun walked over while restraining his surprise, and stretched out his arms to hug the little fat boy.Min Shun's eyes changed, before he could stop him, he saw his dog son, and slapped Zhao Xuejun firmly.

"Watch (don't)! WOW!!!!!!!!!"

The brain-piercing magic sound sounded in the restaurant, and Zhao Xuejun hurriedly threw Min Shun's son back to him: "What is this! What is this!"

Min Shun hugged his son, kept patting him on the back, and after coaxing him, he said loudly to Zhao Xuejun: "This is a human! What could it be? Little bastard! Stick to me now!" He said this When talking, there is a sense of showing off that makes people want to slap.

Zhao Xuejun hesitated for a moment and asked, "Where's the baby's mother?"

Min Shun snorted disdainfully: "Look for him all over the world!"

"What do you mean...you?" Zhao Xuejun didn't understand.

"Peng Juan is going crazy! He stole this child!" Xu Butang put his arms around Zhao Xuejun and explained with a smile. After hearing his explanation, Zhao Xuejun was also happy. This seemed to be something Min Shun did.

"Your own child, what are you stealing? Are you angry with Peng Juan? Don't, it's not easy for childhood sweethearts to stay together, so cherish it."

Min Shun sat down with his son in his arms, and patted it again and again. After patting for a while, he suddenly raised his head and said bitterly: "I can't do it if I don't steal it. They won't even admit that this son is mine! When will she admit it?" Now, when will I return my son to her!" After he finished speaking, he turned his son, who rolled his eyes and looked like a street ruffian, to accuse Zhao Xuejun of anger and grievances: "Look at the face of my balls, don't let me go to school again!" Look at my face! Do you think she can give birth to this by herself? Do you think the evidence is not clear enough! She said that the child is not mine, isn’t that farting?!”

Xu Butang answered with a smile on the side: "Jun'er, you don't know, what Peng Juan said is well-founded. She said that she admires Min Shun so much! She loves Min Shun so much! I am so grateful to Min Shun! So When I was pregnant, there were pictures of Min Shun hanging all over my home, and I saw a lot of them, and the baby I gave birth looked like that! People Peng Juan said it was the result of prenatal education.”

Zhao Xuejun laughed out loud. Although he didn't know what happened between Min Shun and Peng Juan, this scene was really funny.He finally felt that it was good to return home, at least he was happy to see his childhood best friend become a father.The heart that has been depressed these days has finally been activated.Zhao Xuejun likes children very much. Although he knows that he cannot have such a great blessing, he is very close to the children of his friends.When eating in the afternoon, Zhao Xuejun devoted all his energy to Min Shun's Dandan.

He watched the chubby paws fight against the vermicelli angrily, and he watched the little brat keep throwing things on the table on the ground. Min Shun scolded and bent down to pick them up for him tirelessly.After urinating his own crotch, he went to urinate on his father's crotch, and finally the father and father had a pair of wet crotch.Gao Juzi likes Dandan very much, and gave a 1000 yuan gift as soon as they met. Dandan slapped Gao Juzi, Gao Juzi opened his mouth and bit his chubby hand in his mouth.Eggy was so frightened that snot and tears flew all over the place.After Gao Juzi spat out his chubby hand triumphantly, Eggy stared at her little brother with tears in her eyes for 2 minutes, and then showed a disdainful expression again.Zhao Xuejun was simply delighted.

When old classmates meet, it is inevitable to miss the past. Xu Butang is now working in the procuratorate, which is actually a career establishment.During the meal, he kept complaining, how could there be two establishments for the same service to the people?Zhao Xuejun didn't know how to comfort this old classmate, in his previous life he had always envied Xu Butang's iron rice bowl, but in this life he was surprised to hear that the iron rice bowl turned out to be a clay rice bowl.Min Shun seldom spoke, he was busy fighting with his son in the corner, the boy was really disobedient, he held up a chopstick to poke his father's nostril.

"This child is not safe without his mother. If you want to steal it, take good care of him. Scold him!" Zhao Xuejun stretched out his hand and hugged Eggy. He was afraid that the brat would slap him again, so he hugged him backwards.Eggy struggled a few times, probably because of the turmoil just now, Zhao Xuejun hugged him comfortably, he hummed a few words and calmed down, and ate the meat porridge that Zhao Xuejun fed him with big mouthfuls.

Min Shun relaxed his whole body, he took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke, turned his face to look at his son, he suppressed the addiction again and said: "When a person grows up, it's a fucking trouble."

"Fart you! You live in a big house, you drive a famous car, and your lover is the chairman of the noble club in the provincial capital. You have the ticket, you have the son, how dare you speak sarcastic words, and you are not afraid that God will send down a dull thunder and strike you? "Xu Butang looked at those noble people shuttling between the banquets, and couldn't help being envious.Zhao Xuejun's family has really not concealed their wealth in recent years. It is rumored that his family can have several million. As a close friend who knows about the old Zhao's family, Xu Butang can't help but sneer in his heart whenever he hears the news. What is that?The old Zhao family pulled out one at random, and the pocket money is more than that!

Xu Butang had something on his mind today, he drank one cup after another, and raised his glass to toast everywhere after drinking.After toasting, he even grabbed the other person's skirt and asked, "Are you convinced!" Zhao Xuewen dragged him away by the collar, not knowing whether to laugh or laugh.

Patting his sleeping son, Min Shun looked at Xu Butang's back and said to Zhao Xuejun: "It's not easy for him. If anyone has no idea to worry about, just help him if you have a chance. The people I know have nothing to do with politics. You can tell uncle." If you can help, please help, his career system is worrying him to death. His girlfriend refuses to get married because of that broken system!"

Zhao Xuejun looked at Zhao Jianguo who was drinking too much and nodded: "Sure, let me tell my second brother that he is much better than me. In fact, I have always disapproved of iron rice bowls. I am busy facing a table. It's a lifetime, but Butang is just digging into a dead end..."

"Don't stand and talk without back pain, how many aunts can there be in the world? Maybe Xu Butang thinks that's good. Come on, my ancestor fell asleep, you drive me off." Min Shun took off his coat and wrapped himself Son stood up.

Zhao Xuejun glanced at Eggy who was asleep. At this moment, the expression on his white and tender face was so innocent, so pitiful and cherished. The small mouth was slightly opened in the sound sleep, and the long curled up Eyelashes, there is still a drop of crystal tear hanging from the corner of the eye, and he inadvertently muttered to his mother's snoring, which broke Zhao Xuejun's heart.At this moment, Eggy looked very much like the somewhat arrogant Peng Juan in her childhood.

Min Shun was driving the car, Zhao Xuejun was hugging Eggy, the two of them chatted one after another, the street scene of Wanlin City was slowly regressing backwards, the two were silent for a while and began to chat.

"There are two days until the Spring Festival!" Min Shun added.

"Well, no, it's another spring, and today is the beginning of spring, right?" Zhao Xuejun also coped with it, but he patted his balls lovingly.

"I don't know the lunar calendar, so who knows that day will be Lichun! I think it will snow this day?" Min Shun looked at the gloomy sky and muttered: "It's a pity that there is no New Year's Eve this year. When we were young, It's time to set firecrackers on the radiator."

"I don't like shooting cannons. That's what Zhao Xuebing did... Let me tell you, what happened to you and Peng Juan?"

"It's nothing! My mother said that even marrying a widow is better than marrying a broken shoe. I was afraid that my mother would be angry, so I simply didn't marry anyone. Peng Juan...Peng Juan, no one wants to marry me .He is so capable, so beautiful, and he can speak English from the Three Kingdoms...I am just a country boss, can people think highly of me? If any two women fight, I will live with my balls."

Zhao Xuejun was amused by the sentence of Three Kingdoms English, and Eggy choked up a few times uneasy, Zhao Xuejun's heart melted immediately, he patted and hummed a few nursery rhymes: "This child is very disturbed, then you just do it like this." Wasting? What a poor child!"

"Can I do it without spending too much time? Who can I offend? My mother threatened me with death! I'm just a mother! I threatened Peng Juan with death, but she didn't take it seriously. Now I... I I'm the... hostage, good luck... oh! I'll see if that damn girl can hold back, I'll tell her to hold back!"

Min Shun babbled angrily, and parked the car in front of a small building in a villa area in the countryside. Zhao Xuejun handed the child to him carefully: "Can you do it without a car?"

"Yeah, you've only used it for a few days, and I still have an old one in my garage. Are you really old enough to hide in the mountains during the Chinese New Year? Let me tell you, Zhao Xuejun, you have a problem with your thinking, and you have the problem of becoming a monk! This is a disease. It must be cured." Min Shun took the child, patted it a few times, and continued to nag Zhao Xuejun.

Zhao Xuejun stopped talking, just smiled, closed the car door, lowered the seat, and walked away in a hurry.Min Shun hugged the child, looked up at the falling snowflakes and sighed: "It's a difficult book for a family, these bastards all think they are smart, hey, I'm Benz...the two cars are so stupid Lend it to you... I'm going to be a fart for the New Year's Eve! Eggs... Poor dad, no one wants my dad, and no one wants my balls..." He babbled, kicking the door with his foot but kicking it. So empty, almost kneeling on the ground.

Holding a pair of pliers, Peng Juan triumphantly stood at the porch of Min Shun's house and raised an eyebrow at him, mockingly: "Oh! Master Shun! What's the matter, you can! Learn to steal people!"

Chinese New Year means going home and reunion for Chinese people.But this year, the old Zhao family still couldn't get together. Zhao Xuejun told his family that it was an evening flight, and the family was used to him flying around, so they just told them to take care of their health and went off to their own business.Zhao Jianguo is going to work at the unit.Gao Juzi and Zhao Xuebing have to manage the shopping malls. For merchants, the Spring Festival means a war without gunpowder. Now the market is a buyer's market. The country is still suppressing expansion. There are more and more shopping malls. Sanxin Group has long been no longer the only one in the province. It's the only one, doesn't it look like it can be done!Zhao Xuewen was going to travel with his beloved wife, and the air ticket and hotel had already been booked.The old Zhao family has been used to being separated for a long time in the past few years. Although there are regrets, there is no way to do it.

A long time ago, godfather Chang Yu spent three years building a small antique dwelling on the mountain.A few years ago, after a protection plan launched by the government, the value of the house increased by more than ten times immediately, and the house was fully occupied by the right time and place.With the expansion of the forest and green belt, it hides deeper and deeper. Among the green mountains and green waters, it is like a fox house revived in the mountains.Although it occupies a small area, it also has two courtyards, and there are about twenty rooms upstairs and downstairs.That house exhausted Chang Yu's mental effort, even a simple gate was very particular, with four carved lintels and taotie copper rings on the gate.After opening the gate and entering, you will see a wall of water chestnut flowers made of blue bricks, and you will immediately feel a sense of time travel when you bypass the screen wall.

At a glance, the door of the Second Courtyard is a screen door that has not been seen much for a long time.The carved pillars and stone steps in the courtyard are all made of white marble, all the doors and windows are carved window lattices, and the four partition doors are carved.Those carvings are quite exquisite, even if they are works of art, you can see pomegranate bats and fan-shaped bottles everywhere, and the entire yard is dominated by the purest blue bricks and blue tiles.The building style in the courtyard is simple. There is only a tall and beautiful Taihu stone mountain. The stone mountain is surrounded by a circle of flower-shaped pools made of blue bricks. It is winter and there are not many people here. If people live here, they will be placed here in late spring and early summer. A pool of clear water, raise a few koi, and plant a few water lilies at the bottom of the water.Although there are few houses here, there are quiet rooms, teahouses, piano rooms, bathrooms, study rooms, etc. There is a small garden outside the bedroom in the backyard, where a few crabapple plants and a small clump of miscellaneous bamboos are planted. The crabapple tree is still small now, but Keep it for a few more years, and once it reaches the flowering period, the yard will be so beautiful that it cannot be exchanged for ten thousand gold.

It is easy to build a house, but it takes more than ten or twenty years of effort to maintain a house.Today I will add a painting here, and tomorrow I will plant a peony in that place. Although the peony is good, it will take many years to wait for it to bloom.Good flowers need to be raised quietly, but this good house is the same.When Zhao Xuejun was free, he would sneak back and add something to the house, such as putting a Lingbi stone, adding a plum vase or something.Ever since grandma passed away, Aunt Gaixia has lived in the small West Room here, and she usually opens the windows to let in the air.For the sake of Aunt Gaixia's safety, the family also raised two purebred German blackbacks to accompany her. These days, when Zhao Xuewen got married, Aunt Gaixia went to live at the foot of the mountain.

The snow fell more and more before the Spring Festival. Zhao Xuejun parked the car in a supermarket on the side of the road and bought a lot of things and stuffed them into the trunk.He thought it over, this year he stayed until the 120th day of the first lunar month before going down the mountain. This time he went up the mountain to repair those sets of books, and there were also a few incomplete ancient paintings that needed to be pasted and repaired. Zhao Xuejun made [-] kinds in his heart. Planning, just hope that I will be busy, it is best to fill up all the time.

Unable to bear the loneliness, the naughty boy found out the firecrackers for the Spring Festival and disassembled them in advance. They were scattered and messy on the side of the street. Zhao Xuejun drove carefully. The road in the first snow was not easy to walk, and some building materials were also blocked in a mess. On both sides of the road, many antique buildings similar to the appearance of his house are slowly being built along the road around the mountain.In addition to these, many villa areas have also started construction in the mountains.It seems that people who know how to appreciate the beauty of gardens are not just their own family. After a few years, this place will become a noble residential area sooner or later.After driving for about twenty minutes, Zhao Xuejun stopped the car and looked at the small garage outside his courtyard.A Crown car was parked carelessly, blocking the garage door.

Zhao Xuejun got out of the car, leaned on the window glass and looked in. He saw a person sleeping behind the car seat, so he knocked on the car glass and shouted: "Master? Master! You blocked the door of my house! Master! Wake up! "

The people in the car moved a few times, unfastened the blindfolds covering their faces, rubbed their eyes, and shook the glass, a foul smell burst out.Zhao Xuejun covered his nose in surprise and shouted: "Wang Xi?! You are crazy! How long have you been here?!"

Wang Xi got out of the car and shook his sore waist: "How long did you say? It's been a few days, and my waist is broken."

Zhao Xuejun pointed at him tremblingly and scolded: "Then... then what if I don't come back?"

Wang Xi looked at him disdainfully: "You cave-dwelling animal, where can you run away from your den?" After he finished speaking, he looked at the sky: "It's going to snow heavily tonight, so hurry up... open the garage, or the car will get out of the way." It's going to be freezing, and I didn't buy antifreeze. It's Min Shun's car!"

Zhao Xuejun ignorantly took out the key and opened the gate of the yard, pushed the switch from the inside, and opened the garage. Wang Xi parked the cars one by one, and began to move the big bags from the trunks of the two cars. He also bought a lot of things.

Looking at the busy figure, Zhao Xuejun felt useless and had an indescribable expectation.He hated himself for being useless.He wanted to drive him away, and missed him for several years, fearing that he would never come back after he left.He wanted to grow up his ambition to be awesome in front of this person, and it would be best if he could get some cheap and abuse him to vent his anger.But, look at him, he's stinking all over the place, how many days have he been waiting here?He was a little distressed, but also a little angry!It's just that I don't understand why I am angry?

I'm 25 years old, and in my previous life, that's an age that I can't bear to look back on!Now I have everything, and I can get whatever I want, but the loneliness beside the pillow is terrible, we can't give our happiness to our left and right hands, can we?We have to find something to be human, right?But no one can find him?Those words a few years ago and the back of that futile escape were not hurtful enough? !But a few years ago, if he was with me, my father's body would be completely cold by now...

Zhao Xuejun's heart was full of self-criticism, self-comfort, and self-sarcasm, but his body was moving according to the feeling. He pushed the big switch, turned on the air-conditioning and heating in the bedrooms, bathrooms, and small living rooms, and went to the boiler room to light up. He turned on the boiler, turned on the heater, and casually made a bowl of vermicelli and added two poached eggs on the table.

When Wang Xi entered the room, he ate his stomach unceremoniously, and then took clean clothes into the bathroom with a pool of hot water.Zhao Xuejun listened to the rattling noise in the bathroom, he stood blankly for a while, then suddenly slapped himself twice.After finishing, he went back to his bedroom and unpacked his luggage... One by one, he began to hang clothes in like a robot. After hanging up for a while, there was a familiar smell slowly, along with the wet clothes. The vibration of the soles of his feet on the carpet was transmitted, and he trembled again, looking forward to but terrified.

what to do?What should he do? ? !

Wang Xi didn't wear anything, just hugged Zhao Xuejun in his arms, the water droplets on his hair flowed down Zhao Xuejun's neck, Zhao Xuejun turned over and pushed him away: "Get out!"

"You are the cruelest and most cunning person in the world!" Wang Xi accused him while sitting cross-legged on the carpet.

Zhao Xuejun felt that this accusation was completely groundless: "What did I do, you hate me so much? Is it the cruelest?"

Wang Xi patted his cheek and shivered from the cold, Zhao Xuejun got used to throwing the quilt to him.He watched him curl up on the bed wrapped in a quilt, and he took another cup of hot water for him.After giving the water, he sat down depressed and slapped the table with his fingers, spurning himself for being worthless.

Holding the cup, Wang Xi took two sips: "You are so cruel!"

This time Zhao Xuejun didn't answer, in fact, he was guilty.Sometimes, he himself feels unforgivable.Some things, in fact, can not be deeply thought, can not be studied deeply.

"What do you want?! Deep in the mountains and old forests, if you want to vent your anger, no one will know if you kill me." Zhao Xuejun muttered in a low voice.

Wang Xi put down his glass and waved to him: "Come here."

Zhao Xuejun stood up and walked over in a daze, his heart was like a deer jumping around, ah!Pooh!Bah bah!Pooh!Little deer shit, what age is this still a little deer?Thinking wildly, he walked to Wang Xi's side involuntarily. He looked at the smiling face stupidly, and felt a pang in his heart: Damn, why is my love journey so long!

Wang Xi took his hand, rubbed his face against his palm for a while, and smelled it, then pulled him into his arms with all his strength, and sighed a long time: "What should I do, Xuejun, We're all stuck in..."

Zhao Xuejun didn't know what to do. He had been holding back for more than 20 years in his life. Being hugged like this made him dizzy. The two tubes had long nosebleeds, which flowed out without warning...