Rebirth Night Talk

When Zhao Jianguo returned home at 10:30 in the evening, Gao Juzi didn't disturb his family.He just quietly cooked for him, and quietly brought it to the bedroom for Zhao Jianguo to eat.

Zhao Jianguo was so hungry that he ate three bowls of noodles and drank a bowl of noodle soup.After dinner, he burped, seeing that his wife was not doing well, so he walked over to her for a few incense sticks.Then, he stood up neatly, picked up his clothes, threw the tall oranges hanging in the sky with reddish eyes on the bed, and said heartlessly: "I have something to do in the county, I have to go back overnight. Oranges, please work harder , watch at home. Comrade Juzi! You handle things, eh! I don’t worry! Mm! I’m leaving..."

Gao Juzi was indignant, and hadn't seen her husband for a month.She was angry and distressed, grabbed the pillow and threw it over.Zhao Jianguo took the pillow with a dazed expression, not knowing why his daughter-in-law was angry.

"Hey...you want to fight, don't fight, Juzi, let me tell you, the boss is going to take the college entrance examination, you have to do things well, that...don't be blah, look, when you get angry, the boss can't take a break. Well, that's not good! I can't go to school properly! Cough... right!"

Gao Juzi jumped up, put on the tara slippers, jumped over, rode on Zhao Jianguo, and slapped his ears hard.Zhao Jianguo was injured, lying on the bed, not daring to scream, so he twisted a pillow cover hard, and suppressed his voice, saying, "Stinky bitch, you want to rebel."

"Yes, I want to rebel, tell you Zhao Jianguo, next time you come back, remember to put on the iron pot, I'm going to give you a big one, blow you to death!" Gao Juzi pointed at him angrily, and cursed in a low voice.

"Don't, I'm afraid... Here... This is the salary for these two months." Zhao Jianguo took out the money and handed it to Gao Juzi. The moment he took over, he became a little timid: "Juzi, hehe, look at it." , There was an explosion in the county today. The family is very poor. They left behind an old woman and a baby. I donated... my salary... Don't be angry. Next month... I will definitely not keep a cent , all turned over to the organization."

Gao Juzi lowered her head, looking at the odds and ends of less than 40 yuan bills in her hand.It's not the first time that I feel like my liver is going to explode.There are old and young in the family, and the eldest will take the college entrance examination in July, so it is no problem to pass the exam.But what about tuition fees?The old lady needs to take medicine every day, what about the money for the medicine?

Besides, after being admitted to university, can the child go alone?Always follow.Travel expenses, staying in a hotel, going to see a teacher, don’t you bring a cigarette?Also, it doesn't cost money to buy something for the child?I now get a basic salary of 30 yuan.The second child will take the college entrance examination next year, and the third child will go to high school. These are all money. The question is, where is the money?

Well, she knew that what Zhao Jianguo did was right, but, can you think about your child's wife if you promote your style?

Gaixia has five yuan a month, so she has to give it away.What can you do with five dollars these days?You have to pay an increase of one yuan and eighty cents to be considered conscientious, right?Although I have a small private room, there will always be a time when it runs out.He, Zhao Jianguo, saved the 3000 yuan and thought it was bigger than a millstone. What kind of society is this? You should pay back 3000 yuan and spend your whole life.In the past two years, seeing it, the price has risen.

Gao Juzi cried, hurting her liver and lungs. She didn't dare to cry loudly, so she could only whine softly... After crying, she waved her hand to the bewildered Zhao Jianguo: "Get out, I don't want to see you for a moment."

Looking at his watch, Zhao Jianguo sniffed him again and then rolled away.When he rolled to the door, Gao Juzi rushed out again, stuffed 50 yuan into his pocket, and brought him a pair of peony cigarettes and a bottle of stomach medicine that he had prepared long ago.Her husband was a secretary, and Gao Juzi, a smoker, did not want him to suffer and lose face.

Zhao Jianguo felt quite embarrassed, took Gao Juzi's hand awkwardly, groped for a while, turned around and got into the jeep without hesitation, Gao Juzi could guess that this trip would take at least another two weeks.

In the middle of the night, the stars are blinking brightly, and Gao Juzi is wearing slippers, sitting at the door of the house in a daze.In the past few years, she has traveled all over the world and met countless people in the world. Her thinking has long surpassed that of women of the same class in this small city.She knows what it's like to make money and count money.She also knows how comforting it is to live with money in her pocket. When she went to the factory this morning, she met Section Chief Li.The old section chief, who has worked hard all his life, now uses a flat cart to pull burnt soil for people every day, and earns only [-] cents per cart.

How should I do it?Gao Juzi was at a loss.

"Mom." Zhao Xuejun's voice came from behind, Gao Juzi immediately wiped away his tears, turned his head and smiled and said to his son: "Heard the car ringing?"

"Yes, I heard that. My dad is leaving." After Zhao Xuejun answered, he sat next to his mother, leaning against her, without any sleepiness.

"Get out, Junjun, didn't you say you went to your godfather's house?" Gao Juzi asked his son.

"Godfather went to Beijing to restore historic sites, and I'm bored facing a big courtyard alone." Zhao Xuejun explained.

The crickets on the street exchanged and sang, Gao Juzi patted his son's head and said, "Go to sleep, I've caught a cold and I'm going to be hospitalized again."

"It's okay, it's going to be summer, Mom, you're not happy." Zhao Xuejun sat down.

"Well, I'm not happy. Mom went to the factory today." Gao Juzi liked to chat with his youngest son.

"Don't you go there every day?" Zhao Xuejun moved to his mother's side, feeling his ass was cold.Gao Juzi stood up, changed places with his son, and asked him to sit on the side where he was warming himself.

"Hey, Mom is like this. She has feelings for the factory. Son, you don't understand. When Mom married your father, she was a mountain girl who went to the second grade of junior high school. She didn't even wear a pair of new shoes. I introduced it to your dad. On the day I went there, I was wearing my eldest sister’s wedding dress. My mom bought me a plexiglass clip, which made me cry.

They all say I am blessed.Later, he joined the army, got a city hukou, got a job, and ate imperial food.I just thought, I, what kind of bridge was built and what kind of road was paved in my previous life, how could I be so happy.During that time, my mother was afraid that my luck would be too great, and that day I would be struck by lightning.

But let me tell you, you are in the countryside, you want to be in the city, and when you get to the city, you want a house. With a house, I want a son, and with you, my mother wants a daughter.If you don't have a hukou, you want a hukou, and if you have a hukou, you don't need a man to get a job.Finally, I got a job and found myself.I feel that we are not from the village, and we also eat with our hands, and we are not inferior to anyone.Now that you are grown up, what you want in this day is still endless.son!Do you think mom is too greedy? "

Gao Juzi took his younger son's hand and chattered.

Xuejun smiled: "My mother is not greedy. My mother is the most capable woman in the world. She dares to run to Laoye Mountain in the middle of the night alone, and she is not afraid of wolves. She dares to go to Guangzhou and Beijing alone. , Dare to go to Shanghai, dare to go to Wuhan. I have never lost it. Many of our classmates’ mothers have never been out of Wanlin City. Mom, don’t worry, it’s not me, there are big brothers and them, and my dad.”

"Your dad? Son, your dad is a good man, but... I've seen through it. He knows how to work and doesn't know how to take care of the family at all. I don't despise your dad. What's wrong with his county party secretary? Didn't he rely on me to get high? Raising oranges. Shhh...it's a secret!"

"Hehe... I know, I know. Mom, what are you going to do?"

"What should I do? Let me tell you, do you understand? Every child is full, let's play with you."

"In case the handicraft factory is completely over, have you thought about what to do?"

Gao Juzi thought for a moment: "You kid, don't worry about it, you have a mother, study your book well."

"Mom, I'm not young anymore, you see, you have encountered so many things, tell me, I never told anyone, right?"

"That's true. My third son has a tight mouth. In my opinion, you are suitable to be an excellent party member. You specialize in the job of keeping secrets."

Zhao Xuejun snickered, and rolled his mother over: "So, tell me? Please, please, Mom..."

Gao Juzi unscrewed his son's ear, and said seriously: "Son, what do you think, how would your mother be Ashin?"

These days, Gao Juzi has been obsessed with a Japanese TV series, "Oshin", in which Ashin tells a story adapted from real people.Ashin, the founder of the Japanese department store giant Yabaiban, started as a rural vegetable shop and gradually developed into a giant in the Japanese retail industry. In the story, Ashin experienced being sold to the city as a nanny when he was young. Abuse, mother-in-law abuse, child miscarriage, husband suicide, son killed in battle, business bankruptcy and so on.As a woman, she is strong, fearless, hardworking and sincere.In the end, she founded the huge department store retail kingdom of Yaoban.

This TV series is a must-watch for Gao Juzi every day. Others, who may not have done business or seen money, feel only moved and moved, and will not have the same sentiments as Gao Juzi.Gao Juzi knew a certain process. These days, he was disappointed again and again, and more and more people relied on him.She must stand up and give the children a future.She is tall orange, and she clearly understands that she is excited, and she really, really wants to be Ashin!Be that kind of woman.

Zhao Xuejun smiled, just clung to his mother's cool arm that was blown by the night wind and said, "Mom, if you want to try it, just try it, it's a big deal, I'll lose it, I sold my little money..."

"Oh, my son, you are always your little money, your little money. Don't you think it's ridiculous when you're old enough to think about this? It's ancient money. You just saved a few boxes and got food. The store can't exchange a catty of grain. My son..."

"Ok?"

"Mom has made up her mind. After a while, Mom will officially resign. Wait for a few more years to wait for the news, and everything will be missed. I won't think about eating imperial food anymore. I will keep that job, and I will live in peace every day." Thinking about it, looking forward to it, when there is news, I guess the cucumber dishes are cold. It will be broken if it is broken! In this life, I will fight!"

Thank you Ashin, in this life, Zhao Xuejun has never been grateful to that Japanese devil.Looking at his mother looking at the night sky full of ambition, Zhao Xuejun couldn't help being proud. In this era, as long as you work hard step by step, you will achieve great things in the end.My own mother is like the mother tree on the land of China. As long as she is given a little hope, as long as she has children, she will become a warrior, chopping thorns and chopping the moon, with incomparable bravery.

"Mom, my little money is really valuable..." Zhao Xuejun acted coquettishly, and Gao Juzi happily pinched his face: "Yes, yes, it is valuable. Our army is in junior high school. Dreaming of getting rich. Come on, go to sleep, don’t tell your father, he will definitely disagree, rely on him! Hmph, starve to death!”

For a while after that, Gao Juzi was terrified. After finishing the formalities, she wandered around the grove every day.Sometimes, at night, Zhao Xuejun would find his mother quietly climbing up to the roof to smoke, coughing unbearably, she would go to a nearby small shop to buy loose liquor, and after buying, she would sit on the roof alone in the middle of the night and drink, occasionally drinking happily Yes, she still has a little pickle or something.

It stands to reason that it is not difficult for Gao Juzi to have a job now, but the difficulty is that Zhao Jianguo at home said with a serious face, "Don't try to take advantage of me, my secretary is not for you, but for the people. "

This time after time of persecution, Gao Juzi finally became like the first batch of self-employed people in this era.Those who are unemployed and unemployed, desperate, go into business.Those who came out of the labor camp became desperate and went into business.Desperate for nothing, go into business.Here, they need to be deeply polished by life to give them a kind of pain before they can fully wake up.

Zhao Xuejun did not disturb the mother's self-compassion and her self-healing stage.He and his eldest brother can only be good children and not let their mother worry about them.In the days of high orange wine and pickles, Peng Juan's matter was settled.

Just as Zhao Xuejun thought, it was a despicable and shameless crime that could not be prosecuted.No one spoke good words for Peng Juan and made decisions for him.Peng Juan could only hold her stomach up and protect herself.This girl, who was less than 15 years old, broke into other people's house with her stomach pouted, and fought for the final right for herself.The four families combined 4000 yuan, and Lao Ka's parents took Peng Juan to Linshi for an operation.

After a heavy rain in early July, Min Shun led his men to beat Lao Ka's gang half to death.After the fight, Min Shun took Peng Juan to an open hilltop of Laoye Mountain. Zhao Xuejun followed them silently as before, and he followed them on the mountain road.I have been walking for a long time... to the top of the mountain.

On the top of the high mountain, Peng Juan shouted heartbreakingly to the bottom of the mountain:

Wan Lin...I fuck your mother! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I'm never coming back! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

child!sorry! ! ! ! ! ! !

mom!dad! !I hate you! ! ! ! ! ! !

Zhao Xuejun faintly felt that his stomach was full of sour secretions. He understood, but he didn't sympathize.Peng Juan now has a process of self-degeneration that is afraid of loneliness. Wan Lin doesn't owe her anything, that innocent child doesn't owe her anything. Pregnant.But there is an inevitable cause and effect between them.

It is not clear whether it was bad luck or fate.The only thing that can be said is that Peng Juan and Min Shun have grown up.In the confrontation with those adults, they understand that the world is not so simple, either talking back in front of the teacher or being fearless.It's not that you can pay to treat guests in front of your partners, or you can play well.They know that not all people are kind, they know that not all people are tolerant.

After Peng Juan finished venting on the mountain, she packed her luggage and was about to leave the small town to go to the provincial capital. She was rich, and the school also expelled her.Grandma is going to be demolished, and grandma will live with her father soon.So her home is gone.Go to the provincial capital, open a small restaurant, and live well, this is the only thing Min Shun and Zhao Xuejun can tell Peng Juan.

Later, they went to the photo studio together. Peng Juan stood in the middle and stretched out her arms, embracing Zhao Xuejun and Min Shun. They left a big picture of their youth with eight front teeth exposed for the camera.This was Peng Juan's last beauty. After that, she fell into the world of mortals and was brave and fearless...

As the college entrance examination approached, Zhao Xuejun looked at his elder brother every day.He asked Aunt Gaixia to add an egg to eldest brother every day.I also asked my godfather to buy a lot, a lot of chocolate from Beijing Yonghuijuan.These tall tangerines bought piles of milk powder and malted milk for my son, and let him eat them.see.Zhao Xuewen is a lucky baby.

On the day of the college entrance examination, the whole family went to see off the eldest brother, and grandma also went. When Zhao Xuewen entered the examination room, grandma said very carefully: "Grandma bought you firecrackers. If you pass the exam, grandma will give you ten yuan when you go back!" When grandma said this, it felt like a strong man cut off his wrist, and the whole family was happy.

Zhao Xuewen himself was quite relaxed. He looked at his two younger brothers, and pretended to be cool and said: "Come on, it's just an exam, you all go back. At noon, I go back to eat dumplings, just... the news of my victory." !"

The whole family laughed, but they didn't leave. They watched Zhao Xuewen walk towards his most splendid life, disappearing among the candidates.Leaning against the big tree, Zhao Xuejun thought of his elder brother's rickety corpse weighing less than [-] jin before his death. He did not die with peace in his eyes, and Zhao Xuejun helped him close his eyes many times.This time, he stood up straight and went in. I wish he would never get down again!

Summer came quietly without knowing it, and a few days after that, Gao Juzi and Zhao Xuewen dropped two big bombs on their husband and father.

Gao Juzi resigned and was going to sea.Zhao Xuewen made his own decisions and did not fill in his volunteers in the Army Command Academy that his father expected.He went to one of the best military medical universities in the army.Facing his disappointed father, Zhao Xuewen said: Dad, in my life, the most frightening time is when Junjun is in the operating room.I can't do anything, can't help at all.Haven't you seen it yet?The age of peace has come.Moreover, I am not suitable to be a general.Those who shoot well are actually small soldiers.I often hear old uncle Chang talk about those current events.People live a lifetime, they have to see clearly what they can do, and then do what they can do, at least if you have a cold, I can give you a prescription, not just a pill.

As for Gao Juzi, she said boldly to her husband: Get out, leave me alone!Then, Gao Juzi took his eldest son and ran away from home...