Su Wei

Su Wei is a psychoanalyst.

So when Lin Yinran rushed into the room in a hurry and threw himself on Su Wei, ready to make a move, Rhubarb, who was wearing an apron and holding coffee, came out of the kitchen just in time to see this scene. Sharp, with a flattering smile: "Sir, are you schizophrenic or personality disorder?"

Lin Yinran: "..."

In fact, most of the psychoanalyst's visitors are normal people who are temporarily unable to balance their minds and come to seek help. Visitors who really suffer from serious mental illnesses such as personality disorders and split personalities are rare, and Rhubarb is one of them.

A week ago, Su Wei picked up rhubarb in a garden near the community and took it home.

At that time, Rhubarb had run away from home for an unknown number of days, and even the facial features on his dirty face could not be seen clearly, but his eyes were still big and bright, and the light was not covered at all.Su Wei thought he was a little beggar who wandered here, but Da Huang didn't have any begging tools around him, and he didn't make any gestures of begging. He just squatted by the flower bed and watched curiously one after another as people walked past him. Pass.

Su Wei was fascinated for a moment, walked up to him, and bent slightly.The sunlight hit his side face, making his expressionless face look very soft: "Name?"

Rhubarb stared at him blankly, and did not speak for a long time.It wasn't until a big yellow dog with its tail cocked passed behind Su Wei that Da Huang suddenly woke up, and murmured: "Rhubarb..."

Su Wei twitched the corners of his mouth and nodded politely: "Hello, Rhubarb." After speaking, he slowly straightened up, turned and left.

Su Wei's facial features are standard, his skin is fair, his eyelashes are long and dense, and there is a tear mole at the corner of his left eye, which adds a bit of melancholy to his temperament.It is precisely because of this tear mole that it reduces his heroism and makes him look a bit feminine - of course, that is not the same as femininity, but just not so masculine.

It stands to reason that Su Wei's appearance does not belong to the type that would surprise people, but that's what it means to say that Sesame and Mung Bean look right.From the moment when Su Wei walked to Da Huang's side and blocked the sunlight that originally belonged to Da Huang, Da Huang's thinking became stunned like a tape cassette, and he followed him belatedly.

After walking for a while, Su Wei found that Rhubarb had been following him not far or near. His professional sensitivity made him turn around and walk back to Rhubarb, smiling politely and distantly: "Do you need help?"

Rhubarb stared at Su Wei for a long time before he suddenly realized, and said in a low voice: "I was shot by the arrow of the little bare butt..."

Su Wei looked at him amusedly, stood there for less than three seconds, then turned and left.Da Huang suddenly grabbed the hem of his clothes, and said with some distress and a little shyness: "Sir, I don't remember who I am."

"Oh?" Su Wei turned around, his whole face soaked in the sunlight, and asked in a drawn-out voice, "Amnesia?"

After that, Su Wei took a bath for the rhubarb he had picked up, and unexpectedly discovered that he was a handsome young man with red lips, white teeth, thick eyebrows and big eyes.Su Wei took him to the city hospital, and after a comprehensive and thorough examination, the doctor concluded that everything was normal.

Su Wei asked Da Huang a few more questions, and confirmed that his amnesia was caused by psychological reasons.So Su Wei took him to the police station to file a case, and finally took him home.

It is true that Su Wei is not nosy, and he does not have such kind intentions. He does this out of selfishness.

Later, Rhubarb asked about this matter and pressed him if he fell in love with him at first sight. Su Wei just replied calmly: "Before you, I only read such cases in books. A patient with amnesia is very important to a psychiatrist. Said to be of more value to a medical student than a fresh, whole body."

Rhubarb choked speechlessly.

Su Wei's home is in Puxi, Shanghai, with three bedrooms and two living rooms of about [-] square meters, and he lives alone.The Su family has done a lot in the real estate business, and Su Wei is the second child among the brothers, so he should be the second young master Su.However, Su Wei didn't ask for more material from the Su family except for a car and a room.

Su Wei sat on the sofa and looked at Da Huang calmly: "Do you remember how old you are?"

Da Huang replied without hesitation: "Eighteen." After speaking, he was stunned.

Su Wei glanced at him: "What do you remember?"

Rhubarb turned his head and thought seriously for a while, then said with a bitter face: "I don't know, or if you ask me, I will answer you if I remember."

Su Wei asked some basic questions, and found that Rhubarb was normal in terms of IQ and knowledge system, except that all memories about his identity were lost.

Su Wei tidied up a guest room for Rhubarb to live in, and decided to study the little white mouse slowly.

In order to understand Rhubarb's condition, Su Wei, apart from observing Rhubarb's every move in life, also spends two hours talking with Rhubarb every day, trying to dig out the self-blocked memory deep in his heart-the reason why the memory is blocked. Loss, if it is not caused by external forces, is often caused by a person's psychological defense mechanism.Su Wei is almost certain that Rhubarb must have experienced a past that he himself could not accept, which caused the memory to be blocked.This shielding may be temporary, or it may never be restored.

But after a few days, Su Wei found that he seemed to be in a big trouble and went home.He found that he was not only an observer, but also an observed——

"...What are you looking at?" Su Wei couldn't bear to put down his chopsticks, "Are there rice grains on my face?"

Da Huang showed a nympho smile: "Doctor, you look so good-looking."

Su Wei was silent for a few seconds, then picked up the bowl and chopsticks again.

"...What are you looking at?" Su Wei sat at the desk reading a book, Da Huang moved a small bench and sat not far away, his eyes almost pierced his profile.

Da Huang licked his lips: "Doctor, your eyelashes are so long."

Su Wei was silent for a few seconds, then picked up the pen again.

"..." After taking a shower, Su Wei came out of the bathroom wearing a towel, felt the burning eyes of Da Huang sitting in the living room, turned around and walked back to the bathroom without saying a word.Close the door and lock it.

A few minutes later, Su Wei, who was fully dressed, came out again: "If you are ready, are you free to talk to me now?"

Rhubarb nodded repeatedly, and obediently walked to the sofa and sat down.

Su Wei twisted the pen in his hand: "Did you sleep well last night?"

Rhubarb lowered his head, and said with worry, "Doctor, I had a dream last night..."

"Oh?" Su Wei asked with great interest, "What kind of dream?"

Da Huang quickly raised his eyes to look at Su Wei, and quickly lowered his eyes again: "Doctor, you, you know that I like you. I told you not to be angry..."

Su Wei held his pen and remained silent for another two seconds, and asked unmoved, "What dream?"

Da Huang's cheeks flushed: "Cough...I dreamed that I was taking off the doctor's clothes..."

This time Su Wei didn't pause for a long time: "How to take it off?"

Rhubarb was stunned for a moment, and said foolishly: "I dreamed that I unbuttoned the doctor, and I unbuttoned it for a long time." After a pause, he said regretfully, "But I didn't unbutton..."

Su Wei said: "Buttons represent closure. It just means that you want to get closer to me and get to know me. No need to think about it. Well, are you still dreaming?"

rhubarb:"……"

A few minutes later, Rhubarb asked wearily, "Doctor, you always ask me questions. Can I talk about you?"

Su Wei shrugged: "Of course."

Rhubarb regained his energy, and approached with a smile: "Doctor, why do you know how to be a psychiatrist?"

Su Wei narrowed his eyes, as if he was recalling the past, and after a while he smiled wistfully—of course, that expression was only fleeting: "I have suffered from depression before, and after I was cured, I became interested in psychology. Interested, so I went to the United States to study psychoanalysis.”

Rhubarb asked, "Is it interesting?"

Su Wei said: "If you are interested, I have a lot of books here, you can read them when you have nothing to do."

Da Huang leaned forward with a smiling face, resting his chin on Su Wei's knee: "Doctor, teach me."

Su Wei frowned: "Get up. Do you really think you are a dog?"

Rhubarb just giggled.

In fact, Rhubarb is not stupid, on the contrary, he is very smart.

Since that day, he really started to study psychology by himself, finished reading Freud's "Introduction to Psychoanalysis" in just two days, and started to enter other works of Freud.

There are many remote terms and explanations in the book "Introduction to Psychoanalysis". If no one mentions it, it is difficult for laymen to understand these contents.

Su Wei asked Rhubarb if he could understand, and Rhubarb replied with relish and even reluctant to take his eyes off the book: "Ah, let's get the general idea. It seems that someone taught me these things before, I feel a little familiar."

In addition to the talent for psychology, Rhubarb is also very virtuous in life.

Su Wei is a very independent person. When he lived alone in the past, he almost did all the housework by himself.After Rhubarb moved in, he did almost everything from cleaning to washing and cooking.Cooking and stewing soup are even better, and he does not bring heavy samples every day. From pork knuckles and tendon to abalone and sea cucumber, there are almost no dishes that he can't handle.

The so-called to grab a man, you must first grab his stomach.Su Wei didn't take Rhubarb's frequent overtures very seriously, but when it was meal time every day, seeing Rhubarb bustling in and out in an apron, he found it very pleasing to the eye.

Rhubarb doesn't like to go out, and spends almost every day pleasing Su Wei except for self-studying psychology and doing housework.His favorability and enthusiasm for Su Wei greatly exceeded Su Wei's expectations.

Su Wei was very indifferent to Rhubarb except for the routine conversation time every day, but Rhubarb didn't seem to mind at all, and had a tendency to become more and more frustrated.

Naturally there will be times like this, Da Huang holds his chest and hurts and said: "Oh, doctor, you really can't understand the painstaking efforts of a crush. If you can smile at me more, this is more attractive than an NDS to an otaku Much bigger."

Of course, if Su Wei took out a brand new NDS from the drawer at this time, Rhubarb would pounce on it again with bright eyes.

That day, Su Wei was sitting in the study room reading a book at noon, with rhubarb four-color soy milk made from black beans, soybeans, white beans, and red beans in hand, and the other side of rhubarb brought over a bowl of boiled pork bone soup with a flattering smile: "doctor……"

Su Wei tapped the table casually: "Leave it alone."

Rhubarb put the pork bone soup by the table, and stared at Su Wei's side with his chin in his hands.Su Wei was used to being harassed by his gaze, but he still read the book calmly.

After the pork bone soup cooled down, Su Wei didn't touch a spoonful, and Rhubarb finally felt dissatisfied.

He tried to harass Su Wei and get Su Wei's attention, but Su Wei always seemed indifferent, so Da Huang salivated and took the book in Su Wei's hand: "Doctor, I will help you turn the book."

Su Wei looked at the words flying in front of him calmly: "Rhubarb." He stopped Dahuang, "If you are holding a picture book in your hand, at the speed you flip the book, I think I can watch animation. "

In the end, Su Wei drank the bowl of pork bone soup heated with rhubarb.The soup was indeed delicious, but it was still difficult to offset his dissatisfaction with Rhubarb's actions just now.However, at this time, Rhubarb, who had consciously completed the task, had already gone to take a nap with satisfaction.

In addition to being a psychiatrist, Su Wei also taught in a university, teaching an elective course in the introduction to psychoanalysis.

This afternoon, he was about to go to class, but before leaving the door, Da Huang grabbed his hem: "Doctor, I want to listen to your class."

Before that, Rhubarb rarely offered to go out, most of the time Su Wei drove him out for a walk and he refused to move.

Su Wei glanced at him, Da Huang's expression was very sincere.If a boy of this age hadn't had such an accident, he should have been one of the many students on campus.

Su Wei said, "Go and change clothes."

The two went out and got into Su Wei's black Camry.

Rhubarb was wearing the T-shirt and jeans that Su Wei wore at home (Su Wei tended to wear shirts and trousers when he was outside), and the two were similar in shape, which fit them well.

On the way, Rhubarb pinched his collar and sleeves and sniffed non-stop, and said disappointedly, "Why doesn't it smell like a doctor?"

Su Wei was helpless: "I washed it."

"Ah..." Rhubarb sighed in disappointment.

Su Wei was very impulsive at that moment, grabbed his collar and threw him out of the window.

When the car drove into the school, Su Wei saw Da Huang looking around at the window, so he raised his hand and looked at his watch: "I finish class at eleven o'clock. If you want to go shopping, come to me before eleven o'clock."

Da Huang turned his head in surprise: "What are you shopping for? I'm here to see the doctor for a class."

Su Wei was stunned: "Are you interested in psychoanalysis?"

Da Huang shook his head, showing two rows of white teeth with a smile: "I'm just interested in doctors. If the doctor is willing to let me watch when he goes to the toilet, I will be very honored."

Su Wei stepped on the brakes calmly and quickly, and Rhubarb, who was not wearing a seat belt, slammed into the front glass of the car.

Su Wei said, "Here we are, get out of the car."

Due to being harassed by rhubarb last night, Su Wei didn't have the heart to prepare for the class. In this class, he randomly found a film and television work related to psychology for the students who came to class to watch.

This class is an episode of the Japanese TV drama "Psychiatrist". It is about a woman named Xiaochun who was overstimulated when she saw the dead body of her enemy and suspected that her fiancé did it, and then split into a new personality. Start life again and forget everything about the past.In Japanese dramas, this symptom is called "divergent split personality".

After class, Da Huang Pi Dian Pi Dian followed Su Wei out of the classroom, and asked distressedly: "Teacher, are my amnesia symptoms the same as Xiao Chun's?" At home, Da Huang likes to call Doctor Su Wei; After going out, in order to avoid suspicion in front of the neighbors, Su Wei asked Da Huang to call him second brother; when he arrived at school, Da Huang started to call him teacher as usual.

Su Wei paused and looked at him in surprise.Before that, Su Wei thought that Rhubarb might be caused by psychogenic amnesia, but he didn't think of the possibility of split personality.However, in psychology, many symptoms are similar, so it is difficult to diagnose.

Su Wei thought for a while with a serious expression, but instead of answering directly, he changed the topic: "Do you want to eat in the school cafeteria or go out?"

Da Huang said: "Let's go to the cafeteria. I want to eat what the teacher usually eats."

Da Huang was still struggling with this question while walking on the road: "Teacher, if you say that I have amnesia, is it because of some stimulation that I can't accept? Or I got into a car accident, and the unscrupulous driver left me and ran away?"

"It wasn't a car accident. You didn't suffer any organic damage." He stopped and looked at Rhubarb, "You are in good health."

After lunch, Su Wei had nothing to do in the afternoon, so he decided to take rhubarb for a stroll around the campus.He hoped that life on campus would evoke a sense of familiarity with rhubarb, which might help his condition.

The two lay on the artificial lawn, and Su Wei closed his eyes comfortably, enjoying the afternoon sun.When he opened his eyes, he saw Da Huang's magnified face, and he couldn't help being shocked.

Da Huang backed away with a blushing face: "Teacher..."

"Dolores?" A young teacher walked across the lawn and gradually slowed down when he saw Su Wei and Da Huang.

Da Huang took a closer look, and found that the person who came was the man who made a fuss about Su Wei as soon as he entered the door yesterday.So he immediately moved closer to Su Wei like a chicken guarding food, his eyes full of hostility and provocation.

"Yo," Lin Yinran raised his eyebrows, showing no less hostility than Rhubarb: "It's you, Rhubarb Dog."

"Mr. Lin." Su Wei slowly sat up straight, with a lazy and indifferent expression: "This is China, please don't call me by my English name."

Lin Yinran shrugged with a embarrassed expression, "OK. Awei."

After Lin Yinran left, Rhubarb lost interest in basking in the sun, pestered Su Wei and asked, "Teacher, what is his relationship with you?"

Su Wei frowned slightly: "He was my classmate when I was in America."

"That's it?" Rhubarb insisted.

"That's it." Su Wei was indifferent.

"I feel threatened." Rhubarb approached Su Wei pitifully. If he had a pair of dog ears growing on his head at this moment, it would be drooping: "Second brother, I think he wants to snatch you from me."

Su Wei stared into his eyes for a long time, then sighed softly: "Your empathy is too serious. Besides, Da Huang, I'm a man."

Rhubarb was puzzled: "Empathy?"

After returning home, Su Wei gave Rhubarb a book "Psychoanalyst and Patient", in which Chapter 4 is about the role of empathy.

After Da Huang finished reading, he broke into Su Wei's room unhappily, took away the manuscripts he was holding for preparing lessons, stared into his eyes and said earnestly: "Doctor, fuck his empathy, I'm sorry for you!" It was love at first sight!"

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Transference refers to the patient's projecting of his past feelings on the psychoanalyst, which is an irrational emotion.For example, patients yearn for power, and treat psychoanalysts as a symbol of power during treatment, resulting in irrational feelings...