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Lin Fei walked all the way down the mountain without wasting any time, so he stopped the car and went to the station.

After buying the ticket, Lin Fei felt as if he was about to fall apart. He took a short rest on the way.

After getting out of the car, I went to the No. [-] Hospital for reexamination almost without a break.

When he was on the road, he always had a fluke idea.

But when the final result came out, he was still calm.

That was the worst outcome, and by this time he had calmed down instead.

Lin Fei calmly asked the doctor about the treatment plan and which hospital is more authoritative for surgery. He even asked the name of the best doctor in the industry, Lin Fei.

He carefully wrote it down on a piece of paper, and carefully put it in the inner pocket closest to his heart.

His desire to survive made the doctors in the hospital couldn't help but comfort him.

Lin Fei didn't delay in the hospital, and went to the store again. This time he had a purpose.

When he arrived at the store, he first dealt with all the things in the store, and then he started to settle the wages of the shop assistants, each of them paid an extra month, and finally Lin Fei told everyone that he was going to close the store. , Let the people below have a preparation.

There are not many guys in his shop, but he has been working here for a long time, and Lin Fei is a very kind boss. Everyone was surprised and asked him what happened.

Lin Fei didn't say much, he just said that he wanted to change careers.

After everything in the store was settled, Lin Fei estimated in his heart the money he could have left, which was probably tens of thousands. Lin Fei had made some money over the years, so it would be no problem to travel far away for an operation. question.

After figuring everything out, he told the landlord again, telling the landlord that he had been renting the house for this month, and that he would not hand over the items inside, and asked the landlord to look at it and give him the rent.

Three times, five times, two times, Lin Fei quickly dealt with everything in the store.

In the end, looking at the places where he had spent so much painstaking effort, Lin Fei couldn't even find any sadness, and only then did he realize that his heart was beyond harm.

Lin Fei didn't think too much about it, he just took a breath.

He thought that with the surname Lu, he would be so sure that he was a short-lived ghost, and he would not die, not only would he not die, but he would also want to live well.

As soon as Lin Fei finished the business in the store, he thought of Li Duoqin.

He hurried home.

The house is still the same, the pots and pans are full of the breath of life.

This place once brought him warmth and happiness.

Lin Fei finally couldn't stand up anymore, he collapsed on the sofa curled up, wanted to cry, but couldn't cry, the tears seemed to dry up.

Only at this time did Lin Fei realize his weakness, he really couldn't hold on anymore.

He couldn't help but regret and wondered if he was being a little hypocritical.

Why should he face the pain alone? Although Lu Zai is not a good person, that person's feelings for him don't seem to be fake. At this time, he will take care of himself for a while... and the Lu family also promised to help him...

Maybe he shouldn't have shut it down...

But in the end, Lin Fei still felt that he couldn't do it.

He really didn't want to see Lu Zai again.

Now he feels disgusted when he thinks of Lu Zai, and he can't say how much he hates Lu Zai, but he just doesn't want to see that person again.

Lin Fei stayed alone for a long time, and later, Lin Fei gradually calmed down.

It was as if his blood had been drawn away, and his whole body was cold.

However, in this kind of aimless thinking, Lin Fei suddenly thought of something to be thankful for. He was very sad after being kicked out by his parents. Now that he thinks about it, this may not be a bad thing. , at least for his parents, he would still think that he was living in some unknown place.

Thinking of this, Lin Fei thought of several benefits of a short life. Although Lu Zai hurt him, but now that he thought about it, it was better than finding a woman to marry and cheating others for the rest of his life.

Thinking of this, Lin Fei remembered Lu Zai's miserable cry again. He knew that when he was going down the mountain, Lu Zai had been crying behind him, and Lin Fei's heart softened.

He couldn't deny his feelings for Lu Zai.

Even if it is a dog that has been together for a long time, it is familiar, not to mention Lu Zai is such a person, but Lin Fei doesn't feel sorry for him, he thinks that Lu Zai is unlucky and he found it himself...

Lin Fei thought a lot in a mess.

He couldn't tell the difference between his feelings for Lu Zai anymore, he just thought about it in a daze, thinking that in the end Lin Fei decided not to think about it, he wanted to completely forget about that person, no matter if he hated or loved him, after parting When you don't know whether it's the original mind or the Gu, it's better not to have either.

Li Duoqin didn't come back until it was dark in the end.

Li Duoqin was taken aback. He originally thought that Lin Fei would follow Lu Zai back to stay for a few days, but he didn't expect Lin Fei to come back so soon.

Li Duoqin was so happy that he even forgot to close the door. He ran to Lin Fei and hugged Lin Fei.

He said to Lin Fei, "Why did you come back so soon, are you in good health?"

Lin Fei stroked Li Duoqin's hair, he couldn't bear to say goodbye to Li Duoqin, he pulled Li Duoqin to sit on the sofa.

After rubbing Li Duoqin's hands for a while, he slowly said, "I'm leaving for a while."

Li Duoqin looked at Lin Duo blankly, but he was very sensible, he didn't ask why Lin Fei was leaving, he waited for Lin Fei to tell him.

Lin Fei's voice was very deep, and at this time he would appear melancholy: "I'm going to another place for surgery, and there are good hospitals and doctors there, so I'll take a gamble... You have to study hard after I leave, you know?" ?”

Li Duoqin slowly digested Lin Fei's words, and he paused for a while before nodding his head very vigorously.

He wanted to tell Lin Fei that he was going to follow, but he was still a child, and he couldn't help much if he followed.

Li Duoqin also looked back at Lin Fei, and said to Lin Fei with all his strength: "Then you must be well."

Lin Fei nodded, and put Li Duoqin's hand on his face, comforting the child, "I'll be fine."

After finishing speaking, as if worried about Li Duoqin, Lin Fei said again: "After I leave, no one will stare at you, you should study hard, you know, so..."

Lin Fei was at a loss for words. He thought that the operation might not be successful. He wanted to give Li Duoqin some hope, so Lin Fei said indiscriminately: "My operation is quite serious, and it will take a long time. Talent is good, now that the city has changed so much, maybe we will lose contact, and if you study hard, you will come out ahead in the future, and I will be able to find you in the vast crowd..."

Li Duoqin nodded again very vigorously, and he promised: "I will, you must come to me when you are well, I only have you as a relative..."

On the day Lin Fei left, Li Duoqin went to the station to see him off.

The weather was fine that day, but when we got to the station, it snowed for some reason.

Lin Fei waved to Li Duoqin on the platform, wanting Li Duoqin to quickly find a place to avoid the snow, but Li Duoqin still stood stubbornly on the platform, waving his arms vigorously.

Lin Fei knew that Li Duoqin would not leave, so he found his seat, sat down and looked at Li Duoqin outside the car window.

Time will pass bit by bit, and people will grow up slowly.

Lin Fei thought, he wants to live, no matter what he wants to live well.

Then he wants to find this child in the vast sea of ​​people and find himself...

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