Glory of Rebirth 1989

"That's what you're used to. I said back then that he wasn't worthy of you abandoning your wife and daughter. I didn't know how many people in the entertainment industry are good-looking people who are celebrities, but how many people are there behind their backs... er , Of course you don’t count, Shaorong.” Mr. Zhou obviously forgot that Zheng Shaorong was still there, and he forgot to cover up the consciousness that he didn’t think highly of artists as a high-level executive.

Zheng Shaorong didn't care about Mr. Zhou's words, he had a clear conscience, there was nothing to be guilty of insinuating about what he had never done, but he finally understood where Jiang Lan's inexplicable hostility and relief came from, probably she also thought that she and his father It's not a good feeling to be misunderstood, but no matter whether there are too many such things in the inner circle or outside the circle, whether forced or self-willed, it always makes people sigh, Lin Yao It’s fine if the Soviet Union failed, and if it really came back after earning tens of billions of dollars as he said, others would just gossip about it. However, life is the life of two people, so it doesn’t matter what others think or say.

"Zhou Sheng! I don't know who leaked the news in the company. A fan of Mr. Zheng climbed to the top floor and threatened to jump off the building. Now there are many people around the company downstairs. Everyone doesn't know what to do except call the police." The door was opened without warning, and Mr. Zhou disappeared. His assistant was sweating profusely while panting, holding on to the door frame and throwing out an explosive message.

"Take me there!" Looking at each other, Zheng Shaorong stood up almost at the same time as the voice, grabbed the assistant and ran to the elevator. He rushed into the rooftop at a fast speed, and saw an astonishing scene.

"Why, why..." A little girl in a high school uniform with two small braids was sitting on the edge of the guardrail and tearing up Zheng Shaorong's posters one by one and scattered them downstairs, crying hoarsely, "I knew it was impossible Why don’t you even give me a chance to fantasize.”

"Whisper." Zheng Shaorong ordered the assistant softly, and the two sides quietly approached the girl who was immersed in her own world. Seeing that she was getting closer step by step, but because of the dark sky, she accidentally stepped on an iron barrel and made a loud bang. The sound made the little girl wake up suddenly and she turned her head just in time to meet Zheng Shaorong's eyes.

"You're here, why don't you marry me, but want to be with a man?" The little girl turned her back to the light and couldn't see her expression, but her voice was a little erratic, as if her spirit was not normal anymore." Mom said clearly and waited. You will marry me when I grow up, don't you think I'm not good-looking..." While speaking, the figure slowly moved out, as if it was about to fall off.

"Quick!" Zheng Shaorong flew over and hugged the struggling girl, but the floor was too high, the crowd was like ants, and his misplaced vision made him dizzy suddenly, and many scenes he had never seen before flashed through his mind. In a trance, half of the body was almost out of the guardrail by the girl, and it was almost impossible to catch it. At this time, a strong force came from behind, dragging Zheng Shaorong and the girl who were almost rolled up with the girl and fell downstairs together. back.

Suddenly there seemed to be a lot of people on the top floor, Zheng Shaorong was still in dizziness when he landed, he seemed to see a piece of red just now. .Big chunks of red. .and. .I was clearly awake, but it seemed like I had a nightmare, my heart was full of cold sweat and panic, until a warm embrace and breath surrounded him.

"I'm back... I'm back..." The visitor just patted his back over and over again, repeating the same words in his ear over and over again.

I don't know how many minutes passed before the dizziness became less intense, and those messy pictures disappeared without a trace. Zheng Shaorong fixed his eyes on Lin Yao, who had driven back from the Soviet Union by some means, and suddenly smiled, "I didn't even know that before. My fear of heights is so serious that I have the illusion of seeing past and present lives, and I will never go to the rooftop again.”

"Okay, I won't go to the rooftop again, let's go home." Lin Yao just wanted Zheng Shaorong to leave here quickly. He had many expressions on his face, but he had never been full of panic like now. It's unimaginable if he came a step late . .

"Wait..." Zheng Shaorong looked back at the girl who was surrounded by a lot of security guards and policemen, and wanted to say something to her, but he felt the wetness in the palm of his hand, and finally left him with strength up the top floor.Taking the elevator down to the ground floor, Zheng Shaorong got into the black car driven by Lin Yao, which was different from when he came, and was not noticed by everyone.It was originally a farce that happened on the TV station, and this incident was reported almost immediately. Before the two of them broke out of the crowd, there was a report on the radio, "Today, a girl suffering from mental illness broke away from her parents' supervision to participate in fan activities, and suddenly became ill. Suicide attempt by climbing to the top of TV station, police..."

"That's why I'd rather keep it from everyone for the rest of my life. It's fun to tell, but there will be endless troubles..." Lin Yao turned off the radio and sighed softly. Every face in the crowd outside the window was different, either excited, expressionless, or Discard the token and turn away.

"It's impossible for me to only love myself and only think about myself..." Lin Yao was afraid that Zheng Shaorong would be discovered by the media and fans through the front windshield, so he specially advised him to sit in the back seat. At this time, he was able to wrap his arms around Lin Yao's neck from behind. You have always said you love me, but I never said it...all because of, ILOVEYOU."

"Has anyone ever told you that you are so self-willed? Life will be much easier if you love yourself more than me." Lin Yao stabilized the steering wheel that he almost let go of, looked left and right when no one was paying attention, tilted his head slightly and kissed the other person on the cheek "ILOVEYOU, TOO."

"Except for Sister Chen, you are the only one who has said this, so this is just your subjective opinion." Regarding willfulness, it must be argued, no matter whether Lin Yao thinks it is sophistry, as for selfishness. .Zheng Shaorong turned sideways to carefully distinguish the emotions on the hundreds of thousands of faces through the glass film that can be seen inside or outside, and tapped on the car window "My fans and movie fans have given me a lot for so long, but I have always only done what I want It’s selfish enough, I know that many people will leave me after tonight, and there’s no one in the circle who can’t be replaced, that’s fine.”

"Suddenly became pessimistic?" A group of fans followed a certain vehicle and ran in front of the car. Lin Yao concentrated on watching the road and dared not turn his head. He could still hear some out-of-this-world thoughts in Zheng Shaorong's words.

"Although I said it myself, I don't want to be followed and secretly photographed every day. I just want to leave here for a while, to travel, to study, to give people space to digest, and to give myself space." Zheng Shaorong thought of Lin Yao's long-term absence He has been wanting to be a director for a long time, so he has been wanting to be a director for a long time, so why not shoot his own ideas and try to transform into another way of life in the entertainment industry that is not in front of the mirror. The premise of doing these things still needs to be learned and systematized theoretical study.

"Want to go to France? The United States? Or where?" If the filmmaking is not in Hong Kong, it is nothing more than these places.

"You guessed wrong, you are going to China." Zheng Shaorong's answer was unexpected. In the eyes of Hong Kong people at that time, China's film level could not catch up with Hong Kong and the United States, and it was almost a desert. "For example, the old man of Chen KG's family It's very interesting and knowledgeable. When we were filming, we agreed that we could be his student whenever we had time. I could learn a lot of things from him that I couldn't learn abroad. These old people die and never learn."

When the car drove to Diving Bay, the reporter only thought that Zheng Shaorong was still at the TV station and hadn't come back, so he didn't set up his defenses. There was only a familiar boy Lin Wei squatting at the gate smoking, his eyes squinted by the high beams on the car.

"Get up and move around." Lin Yao got out of the car and patted Lin Wei to urge him to make way, and opened the iron gate to let Zheng Shaorong, who had changed to the driver's seat, drive the car into the garage.

Lin Wei threw away the cigarette butt and flicked her long legs and straightened up, "I saw the report, so I came here to see if I can help. You have someone in your family, but you can't call them. Didn't you go on a long trip with Cao Cheng? back."

The two opened the door one by one, and pushed the door together. Now that they met Lin Wei head-on, Lin Yao hesitated for a while about what he saw before returning, but decided to tell him, "Cao Cheng, it's nothing. Good lover."

"I know." Lin Wei didn't stop closing the door, as if he didn't care. "When he was in Hong Kong, he often went out for one-night stands. He didn't like me, and I didn't like him either."

"Then you have been together for so long?" Lin Yao was taken aback by Lin Wei's insipidity.

"He looks for a certain person's shadow in me, and I look for comfort in him, to see if another person can let go, each takes what he needs, that's all." Lin Wei locked the door, turned around and lit a fire again. Cigarettes "pretending to be lingering, flirting and cursing, men and women have tried it, it's only in the past few months that I discovered that feelings are just like that, it's better to be brothers for a lifetime, and find a woman who only loves me for the rest of my life, yes, I Hurry up and be a father, get married next month, and bring me the red envelope!" Lin Wei's eyes kept staring blankly at the front as he spoke, only when he talked about becoming a father did he show some anticipation and excitement.

"I will definitely give you a big red envelope at that time." Zheng Shaorong happened to hear the last few words when he came back from the garage. He was glad that Lin Wei was able to let go of his childhood infatuation similar to that of a baby bird. As for Cao Cheng, Lin Yao had already met with him in the car. He said that in the case of the Soviet Union, it would be a good thing to let go as soon as possible. "It's just why the knot was so hasty. I've never heard of it before."

"It's been eight months. She's a student from Bolin Academy whom I met last year. We broke up after dating for a while. She has been hiding her pregnancy from me. Some time ago, her parents came to her and forced her to marry her. She didn't know she had a child. Do you have to wait for it to come out?" When I get married again, I already have no father and no mother, and I don’t want my son to be like this. It’s hard to be called a bastard.” Lin Wei didn’t say that the reason for breaking up was because the girl discovered the abnormal love in her heart, and cleared her throat a little embarrassed , looking at Lin Yao earnestly and pleadingly, "Brother Yao, I told Big Brother Xiang that it is still valid to quit the club. Do you have a job where you don't have to go out to fight and kill, and just sit in the office to support your family? She is still young , I haven’t read a book for a few days, and I promised my parents-in-law to quit the arena, but it’s really hard to earn diaper money if I don’t go to the underworld, so I have to be cheeky and ask Brother Yao for a meal. When the child grows up, I can tell He, Dad, is a good citizen working in a decent company."

"At the end of the year, I plan to set up an investment company in Hong Kong, and you can do things for me." Lin Yaoyuan planned to wait for the accumulation of capital to a certain level before starting to acquire companies with development potential that are still undervalued. "Although the position may not be high at the beginning, The salary is not too much, I will order to take care of you more, you can follow along and learn slowly, and when you are able to work independently as a teacher, I will give you a better position."

"Thank you, brother Yao." Lin Wei put his hands on his waist and bowed deeply to prevent Lin Yao from seeing his complicated and difficult emotions. The feelings should still be there, but after knowing that he has a child, he no longer It is a person who lives alone in the world, and a sense of responsibility that he has never had before guides him to do all this. Its driving force comes from the yearning and expectation for a happy family that he had when he was a wanderer when he was a child.

"ma~ma~, ma~ma~" It was too late, Lin Yao invited Lin Wei to stay in the guest room, and as soon as he opened the door, he found that he had to follow Luca who came to Hong Kong to collect Zheng Shaorong The red wine mixed with whiskey was completely drunk, and Luca was half lying on the sofa reeking of alcohol, with one hand stuck into his shirt and holding a necklace, chanting and crying.

"When did you bump into him again?" Zheng Shaorong looked at the empty bottles all over the floor and had a headache, and he glanced at Lin Yao wordlessly. The cold sweat that Lin Yao had just disappeared broke out again, and Zheng Shaorong walked to the sofa. Pat the drunk on the shoulder, "Mr. Luca?"

"ma~ma~"

"..." Luca has lost his composure to the point of sucking his thumb and calling him mother. Zheng Shaorong has given up hope whether he is awake or not. He takes out a thin spread from a cabinet in the living room and covers it for him, so as not to let the guests catch a cold. .

The comfort of the sofa is worthy of its expensive price, Luca rolled himself into a ball and squirmed a few times, rubbing the corners of the bed and falling asleep.

"Don't worry about this lovelorn drunkard." Lin Yao tried his best to make his eyes look more innocent and helpless, "Ah Wei... The servant hasn't come back from the holiday, I have something to tell Brother Rong, you know the guest room, Take care of yourself." After that, he and Zheng Shaorong went upstairs to the room, Lin Wei has played here many times, and he is familiar with everything, so there is no need to worry.

Lin Wei waved his hands and didn't answer, just watched them walk into the master's room, the whole person was limp on the other sofa, silent for a long time, after a long time kicked and kicked Luca who didn't respond and sighed, "You are also a poor man... "

Lin Yao closed the door, and the first thing he did was to explain, "Luka just met by chance in Ukraine. Cao Cheng didn't listen to me very much. Thanks to his relationship, he was able to rush back to Hong Kong so quickly. He used this as a threat to insist on talking to me." Come on, I have nothing to do."

"Why bother to explain." Zheng Shaorong made Lin Yao's anxious appearance make him want to tease him, "Usually you need to explain when you are guilty. What you thought in the previous second will change in the next second, just like Lin Wei's reaction to your sudden disappearance. Infatuation, occasional derailment I see a lot... "

"Heaven and earth conscience!" Lin Yao had nowhere to complain about his grievances, anyway, there were only two people in the room, and they simply acted like rogues, "If you don't believe me, just verify your integrity."

Noncommittal?Perhaps a tenderness offensive is more effective?

"I've been away for three days and I've been thinking about someone every day..." Lin Yao moved step by step to Zheng Shaorong's side and gently hugged his arms. Seeing that there was no conflict, his hands and feet began to behave improperly. If possible, quickly forget about Luka and Linwei. "And someone, did you miss me too?" The teasing technique gradually aroused the deep passion of both parties, and the air was filled with surging and turbulent passion "No!" The entanglement of lips and tongues was more intense than fire, and they parted But when he spoke insincere words, Lin Yaoshun forcefully fell on the soft bed, loosened the tightly buttoned neckline with one hand, and opened the bedside table to explore the lubricating fluid in it with the other, but stared at Zheng Shaorong's unconcealable excitement "I I remember meeting a little girl in the TVB elevator, she said..."

"I miss you." Zheng Shaorong tried his best to hold Lin Yao between his arms, and it should be enough to tease him enough. Enough is considered fun, and teasing too eagerly made Lin Yao furious. How to do what he wants to do next.

Lin Yao smiled and gave up resisting and handed the hose in his hand. A part of Zheng Shaorong that was more honest than his master was only two pieces of cloth tightly against him. Lin Yao soon realized that his overactiveness might be a mistake. Zheng Shaorong's collision was more intense and longer than ever before, even making Lin Yao feel the pain, but the pain was filled with overwhelming pleasure. The pleasure is not purely from carnal desires, but also from the inner fit that finally expresses love for each other, so that many unhappiness can be squeezed out of the mind and temporarily forgotten. There was no redness in the opening.

No matter how strong his physique was, he didn't stay out often after being exhausted by boats and cars. Lin Yao squatted in the living room early in the morning to help Zheng Shaorong pack some necessary things, but he still felt a little uncomfortable, but he was too embarrassed to say it, but it was inevitable that there would be leaks during his actions. .

After waking up from sleep, Uncle Luca looked like he was lying on the sofa with two legs on the coffee table. It really wouldn't work with a kind of excessive indulgence. His eyes glanced at each other from time to time. Luca only picks out wines from good vintages and good wineries. It’s hard to buy this stuff if you have money. Zheng Shaorong is usually not willing to open it. Let Luca drink it, but this guy has it. It’s cheap and good-looking, counting the empty wine bottles and pointing, “Oh, the taste of Mr. Zheng’s collection is not mellow enough, I have a bottle of balabala~ and another bottle of balabala~”

"Not mellow enough but still drinkable?" Lin Yao picked up the empty wine bottle beside him and wanted to stand up and pat him on the head.

"What are you doing?" Zheng Shaorong pressed Lin Yao's shoulders. After all, they were just foreign objects. Although it took a lot of effort to collect them, it was a pity, and Luca's words were provocative, but it was not worth making a fuss about, "Mr. Luca Sure enough, I am an expert. It is an honor to taste my wine cabinet. I spent a lot of effort to collect those famous wines you mentioned, but since Mr. Luca has so many good wines, why don’t you give up two or three bottles, which can be regarded as mutual exchange. collection."

"I'll send it over when I have time." There will be a report in this world, and Luca gritted his teeth in pain and agreed, which is very suitable for this sentence. After all, he is a figure who controls the dark forces in a certain area. It's also impossible to drink up other people's wine cabinets with the cheek to show nothing, especially not enough alcohol, but compared to the very small number of famous wines in his collection, the murder weapon in Lin Yao's hand is also a good thing that is extremely difficult to collect.

Luca, who suffered from the loss, finally shut up and pretended to watch TV, switching between various Cantonese channels that he could not understand, and the two of them plus Lin Wei, who joined in the middle to help, had no time to pay attention to him and concentrate on tidying up. It also took nearly an hour and a half to clean up.

The doorbell rang, Zheng Shaorong ignored the cameras gathered in the gap of the iron gate, and greeted Chen Shufeng who came in a hurry. When he just got up, Zheng Shaorong called Chen Shufeng and said that he hoped to find an opportunity to enrich his thoughts. I don’t have any comments. Artists can’t do it for life. The audience’s love for stars is like a man’s love for a girl. It’s still a familiar rule and place. It might be better to change it, but I just insist on coming in person on the phone see off.

"Brother Rong, let's go." Lin Yao Lala stood at the door of the room and looked at Zheng Shaorong again in the house.

"Let's go." Zheng Shaorong patted the wall of the entrance and stepped out of the threshold. The bodyguards who stayed in the house with Cao Cheng helped them lift the boxes and put them into the trunk of the Land Rover parked in the small garden. The time is not long, but it also left a lot of memories. This residence was discovered and stalked by the media. When I return to Hong Kong in the future, I will have to change to a new residence. It is inevitable that I will have some nostalgia.

As soon as Lin Yao touched Zheng Shaorong, the shutter sounded one after another. The clicking noise made Bai Zi and the others get used to it from nervousness and precaution at the beginning, even though it sounded a bit like hammering, Zheng Shaorong smiled and surrounded the gate together. Reporters from various media waved their hands, and the shutter sounded more urgently.

Zheng Shaorong pulled up generously and looked gloomy after seeing too many shots. Lin Yao sat in the back seat of the car with his palm open, opened the window and pointed at Lin Yao and joked with a few familiar reporters, "Are you handsome enough?"

"The whole car is full of pretty boys. Can you tell me where Mr. Zheng is going when he packs his bags? I lost a lot in betting on horses this month. Give me a chance to earn a bonus." Lin Wei was driving, and Luca was the co-pilot. A carful of handsome guys would scream if there were female reporters present, but unfortunately the reporters on the scene were just a bunch of ordinary men, so they were not affected.One of the reporters put down his camera, and before approaching, he also cheekily inquired about news that he knew it was impossible to get a definite answer.

"Traveling for a while, as for the destination, I have no comment. I remember that you still have a daughter who is studying at the private St. Mary's College. The tuition at that college is very expensive. It's better for your daughter to avoid gambling. We still have to catch a plane. Can I trouble everyone to get out of the way?" Zheng Shaorong's memory has always been good, this reporter only had a few encounters with him, and occasionally mentioned a few words about his own situation, and he has not forgotten it for a long time.

Although the reporters present were reluctant, the ten or so bodyguards who stood behind Zheng Shaorong, who was smiling and smiling, exuded a vicious atmosphere. The performance of martial arts is of course a big news, but the salary given by the boss is not worth it. It is for their own safety. Ji had no choice but to compromise with a dry laugh and give way to the main road.

Zheng Shaorong will not have anything to do with Zheng Shaorong for a long time, and it is hard to have such leisure time. Zheng Shaorong plans to travel around before going to the imperial capital. The plane will first go to Japan and then transfer to the Soviet Union and Ukraine. Before boarding the plane, Zheng Shaorong I gave the keys of my Land Rover to Lin Wei as a wedding present, hugged and said goodbye to Chen Shufeng and others who saw me off, stood at the boarding gate and waved goodbye to them who were looking at them through the glass of the waiting hall, until the JAL crew The staff began to persuade him to go back to his seat before he gave up.

"Goodbye, Hong Kong..." The scenery outside the window became farther and farther until it was completely covered by clouds. Zheng Shaorong said goodbye silently and closed the curtains. Looking at Lin Yao, who was sleeping deeply because of exhaustion, he also felt drowsy, so he simply put down the seat Covered with a thin blanket, he gradually became dazed. Before he fell asleep, a clear blue sky flashed in Zheng Shaorong's mind, and an inexplicable voice seemed to be calling in his heart, the Soviet Union came back. .Should I go see the sky there?

After staying in Ukraine for a short period of time, Lin Yao accompanied him to experience the style of Eastern Europe. One day, Zheng Shaorong suddenly told Lin Yao that he was going to Tibet. It happened that Lin Yao and Cao Cheng were busy poaching the corner of the Ukrainian Design Bureau recently. Being noticed by the KGB, fearing that something might happen to Zheng Shaorong due to negligence, Qian Dingling asked Baizi to wait for a few veterans who were stationed in Tibet in the early years and then selected to go to Beijing to follow, and then reluctantly let him go.In the first week, Lin Yao received a call from Zheng Shaorong telling him that he was in Chengdu every few days, and there was no news after that. When he asked Cao Cheng, he only knew that Baizi helped to contact an off-road vehicle with an army license plate, and called a driver who often traveled to Tibet. Then, a group of people rushed to the highest peak of the earth just like that.

The author has something to say: There is really a bottleneck, and I can no longer get up to [-] characters. The first half of the chapter follows the small words route, and the latter part becomes a running account. TAT

Let's talk about the next chapter, write some. . .what happened in Tibet.

62. Real body relic

No one can now imagine that the Soviet Union's behemoth will collapse in a few months, but everyone can see, or feel the turmoil.Lin Yao and his group were not responsible for poaching the corners of military design bureaus around the world. Almost every powerful country on the planet targeted the high-end Soviet technicians.Ukraine, as the center of the Soviet Union's military industry, is naturally very popular. Some of the researchers Lin Yao came into contact with would even tell them what price the United States offered, what price Israel offered, and Japan... Are you sincere enough?

Cao Chengcheng asked Mr. Ye for instructions on the quotation, and the old man's instructions came back after a few days. It is obvious that there was an internal discussion [people can try to get as much as possible, if they can't get it, the drawing is the first, and we can make our own on the basis of the drawing. Cultivate】

Lin Yao disapproved of this. Because of historical reasons, China and the Soviet Union have many similarities. Even the education system is almost the same. Originally, it should be similar in terms of cultivating cutting-edge talents, but some things that have been handed down for a long time have changed its shape. , in the research institute of the Celestial Dynasty, it is very difficult to live comfortably if you don't please your superiors, don't flatter your ass, and don't do academic fraud.From primary school to kindergarten, teachers and parents will tell children that freedom of thought is not necessary, you can only choose one of the routes we have planned, one, two, three, and sometimes there is no choice, everyone They are all like precision parts and gears doing what they should do. No one has thought about it, or no one has the opportunity to think about what would happen if I change the way of operation, and geniuses often come from these gears trying to change. produced in.We can only wait for a lot of things to come out, and then conduct research on this basis, and explore the routes that others have already explored, but at this time, others have reached another fork in the road ahead. He invented the bicycle, invented the car, and the rear The gap is getting farther and farther.So we can imitate the original things very well, but we lack innovation, inspiration for sudden explosions, and masterpieces that allow human beings to change the times.

Lin Yao can't manage education if he doesn't want to. No matter how many times he is reborn and how much money he earns, it will not change. There is no shortage of basic researchers who can perfectly complete the tasks according to the outline drawing instructions. What is lacking is The person who drew the blueprints and issued instructions, since Cao Cheng gave up poaching people, for the purpose of starting the industrial research department in the future, Lin Yao paid quite generous conditions to contact some outstanding researchers, too frequent contact caused Lin Yao had been cautious for a while after getting the KGB's attention, but the Soviet Union had been so poor that he couldn't even pay for the airfare of the diplomatic corps to Zurich for a meeting, so the hungry KGB really didn't have much energy To take care of these things.

When doing these things, Lin Yao would ask Cao Cheng and Zheng Shaorong for the latest news every day, but Cao Cheng always replied that he didn't know, and had no news.The state of disappearance lasted for a whole month. Although he knew that it was difficult to communicate between Tibet and the Soviet Union at this time, Lin Yao couldn't stand the lack of news for a month. Thick letter.

Remove the paper inside, and the rest are photos, the mountains wearing snow-capped hats, the forests dyed yellow in early autumn, the corners of the vast grasslands, dotted with prayer flags and white pagodas far away, and the happy and smiling ashes with outstretched arms. Zheng Shaorong, I am afraid that Zheng Shaorong has never been so embarrassed in the first half of his life, but I am afraid that he has never had such a knowing smile.

The entire letter was written in the form of a diary, and each photo was numbered, corresponding to the date of the diary. The combination of pictures and texts gave Lin Yao the illusion that Zheng Shaorong was standing next to him and telling the journey, and locked himself in the room for a whole day. .

The most recent date was seven days ago, far shorter and more scribbled than the other days.

1991.9.12

"Yaozi, seeing a letter is like seeing a person. I don't know when this letter will be delivered. After entering the plateau, there are very few supply points along the way. I don't want our private messages to go around half the world and then pass through other people's mouths. Convey, I write letters every day, but I can't find a chance to send them out.

Yesterday, the car we were in had a little trouble when passing a section of the stone road in Mangkang. I can’t walk for a while. Don’t worry too much. I’m fine. I’m just going to stay in a nearby temple for a while. I heard this** The Tsering Living Buddha said that a postman would come to receive letters every ten days. Today is the tenth day. I don’t have much time to sort out the letters and photos on the way. I was worried that the negatives would be exposed when I sent them. There are even monks who can print film.

I have seen a lot of beautiful scenery along the way. I have never seen a world that only exists in my imagination. It is all in front of my eyes at this moment, and my heart has never had peace of mind. It is a pity that you did not walk with me, so I have to send you a few photos to satisfy my greed .

Also, I don’t know if you wear the Buddhist beads you bought in the imperial capital last year like me every day. If you don’t have them, you must remember to find them out and wear them close to your body. They have great fate, so I won’t disclose them in the letter. After finishing the trip to Tibet, I won’t let you know. Tell you in detail, thousands of thousands. "

Lin Yao put down the letter and raised his wrist, staring at the 80 jade beads that Zheng Shaorong repeatedly reminded him for a long time, but he couldn't see anything special about them. Based on the feeling of planting jade in Hetian, what happened to Zheng Shaorong in Tibet to make him say these words?

What Lin Yao didn't know was that Zheng Shaorong, who was far away in Tibet, was not as good as what he said in the letter. The belated strong altitude sickness and the accidents he encountered were unbearable. .

Even in the 21st century, when the Sichuan-Tibet South Line has been greatly repaired, it is still one of the most challenging routes for travel friends, let alone the early 90s, when walking on the narrow and winding mountain roads in the Hengduan Mountains, some roads even It is not parallel to the mountain. It can be inclined at an angle of [-] degrees or [-] degrees. While testing the grip of the tires, it is very easy to make people think that it is suspended in mid-air. Occasionally, scattered wood can be seen on the side of the road. , the vehicle carrying it has plunged into a nearly [-]-meter-deep canyon, always reminding how many souls have passed on the most difficult and long road in the world.

At the beginning of September, the long rainy season in Tibet had not yet passed. In the midst of the rain, an off-road vehicle turned over the hill and entered a sharp bend on the Huanshan Road. The wiper ran across the front window at the highest speed it could reach, so as not to obstruct the driving line of sight. .

"Mr. Zheng, there is a Tashi Monastery [-] kilometers ahead. Lao Song said that at this time in the past, there would be a living Buddha who is proficient in Tibetan medicine to practice there. When you arrive at the place, stay there for a while and ask the living Buddha to take a look." It has been more than ten days since the departure, the road As time went on, it became more and more difficult to walk, and the people in the car were bumped up and down by the unavoidable potholes along the way. Baizi glanced through the mirror every few seconds at Zheng Shaorong, who was leaning on the back of the seat and frowning. He served in the plateau in his early years. , I am not used to returning to the inland area after staying for a long time, let alone Zheng Shaorong who is used to living in coastal areas?Since leaving Sichuan and entering the Tibetan area, the oxygen has become thinner and the altitude has increased. Despite some precautionary measures, Zheng Shaorong's situation is still getting worse.When Baizi was still a recruit, he saw his new comrades stay on the plateau because they couldn't adapt to the environment and caused pulmonary edema.If there is any accident, how can he explain it to Lin Yao and Ye Er.

"Well... I'm fine, just a bit of a headache, I'll be fine after a night of rest, Master Song, how much time is left to reach Mangkang?" Zheng Shaorong gently rubbed his temples, and forced a smile to ease the uneasiness of the accompanying people, revealing in his tone His weakness made his words not very convincing, and his dizzy mind, which was tossed by the high anti-hypoxia, could not appreciate the masterpieces carved by nature like a few days ago, but even though the encounters along the way were far more difficult than what they looked like The environment did not give him the idea of ​​returning to the original road and coming back in another season. The sky that occasionally flashed in his mind on the plane became clearer since he entered Tibet. The vague call in his heart, leaving Tibet Every step closer to the hinterland will become clearer, and every dream will keep echoing, echoing, there should be a mysterious force calling him to move on, although he doesn't know where it came from, but respect Guided by the voice, maybe the answer will be revealed when you reach the end...

"If the weather clears up, we can reach Mangkang in half an hour. If the weather is still like this, it will take about two hours." Master Song firmly held the steering wheel without daring to distract himself, and responded to Zheng Shaorong one after another." There are muddy puddles on the road, and I can’t get up quickly. What I’m most worried about is the mountains..."

Suddenly there was a thunderstorm, a line of light and the top of the mountain in front of him formed a line, the thunder sound he had heard before was different, and there was a continuous blunt small rumbling sound in it, Master Song stopped speaking abruptly, stepped on the brake and pulled the rag Wipe off the thin mist film formed on the front window due to the temperature difference between the inside and outside of the car, stretch your neck and look ahead, but you don't know what you are looking at.

"The sound should be right ahead. I'll go explore the road..." Master Song parked the car as close to the rock wall as possible, pulled up the handbrake and jumped out of the car against the pouring rain and ran around the next corner. In 10 minutes, I was drenched and shivering and got into the large car trunk. While taking the hand towel from Baizi, I wrapped the luggage in the prepared plastic sheet and threw it outside. The landslides and falling rocks make it difficult for cars to pass, and the road is too narrow for cars to reverse, Brother Bai, you guys carry your luggage and get ready to walk to Mangkang, and when you arrive at Mangkang, contact Chengdu to borrow a car from the military depot and go to Lhasa."

"Do I have to go? When the rain stops, we'll clear the road..." Bai Zi was really worried that Zheng Shaorong would get caught in the rain again, and if he caught a cold on the plateau, he would be playing with his life if he lacked medical care.

"No, the biggest rock must weigh more than ten tons. We don't have the ability to move mountains and seas like Monkey King. I just checked, and the whole rock wall is unstable. I can't tell when it will fall in the car. Two big rocks smashed us into cakes, we were rained and there were medicine and doctors, and we couldn’t fight back if we were killed, and you guys came back from the Laoshan frontline spy company, can’t you bear this bit of suffering?” the old man Song's tone was not very good. He was on the road for more than a year and a half, and the rest of the time he was either spending time with his wife or