body buying

The New Year of 2010 has passed quickly.

When Dong Xi came to me with a big belly, her expression became much softer than before.

"I heard you got Chen Xu abroad?" she said.

"Hmm..." I really want to say it's not me, but this matter is not important anymore.

She stroked her slightly swollen belly and asked, "Do you want to know whose child it is?"

I looked at her for a while, shaking my head silently.

So Dong Xi couldn't help laughing, and finally burst into tears.She wiped her tears and said, "That's right, it doesn't matter who this child is. Anyway, his father is destined to be Chen Xu."

Then she stumbled away.

In fact, I am not curious about the father of the child.

It's not that I don't sympathize with her.

It's just that everyone's life force always has so many unbearable but must-bearable heaviness.Mine is enough, and I don't need another one to make myself breathless.

On the morning of Chen Xu's departure, Yao Ying called me and asked me to remind Chen Shi to see him off.

But until the moment the plane took off, Chen Shi was sitting at his desk, writing that never-ending biography.

"Director, Chen Xu's plane has already taken off." I reminded him.

He glanced at me and smiled inexplicably: "Xiao Li, what kind of feelings do you think Chen Xu has for you?"

emotion?

He has feelings for me?

Maybe it was because my eyes were too dazed, Chen Shi opened his mouth to explain, "I think he really likes you."

Maybe they didn't remember that the reason why I appeared in the sight of Chen's father and son was because of Chen Xu's so-called "like", but in the end, with Chen Xu, he liked me again.

This is as ironic as the illegitimate child of three generations.

I thought about it: "Maybe."

In this whole matter, the only person who benefited was Shu Yuanfan.

Like a dusty pearl, he shone brightly.

Chen Shi laughed that my move to drive Chen Xu away was to make a wedding dress for Shu Yuanfan.I ignored him.However, even though Chen Shi said so, his attention to Shu Yuanfan was increasing day by day. In a trance, I always felt that Chen Shi transferred his attention to Chen Xu to him.

Chen Shi would sometimes say to me: "Xiao Li, this is my peak. There is no better time in my life than this."

I later met Song Jianping once.

That was after Chen Shi bought a furniture factory in Langfang through a certain channel.

When I opened the door, Song Jianping was standing under the eaves and stamping the snow on the ground. His extremely thin gold-rimmed glasses were shining in the snow light, and then he slowly raised his head, as if he glanced at me from the corner of his eyes. , then pursed his thin lips and smiled: "Is Director Chen at home?"

I opened the door and let him in.

The two of them talked like old friends for many years. I have never seen Chen Shi so relaxed.

Finally, Chen Shi handed Song Jianping a document.

"It's from the furniture factory." Chen Shi said, "It will be yours from now on."

Song Jianping smiled: "Okay, thank you this time."

When he was leaving, Chen Shi grabbed him, thought for a while and said, "Ju Song, I advise you, when the moon is full, it will lose money, and when the water overflows, it will overflow. Don't go too far in everything..."

Song Jianping laughed and said, "You mean I bought the company through your factory?"

Chen Shi looked at him silently.

Song Jianping patted him on the shoulder: "Old Chen, I understand that you care about me. I have a measure."

When Song Jianping left, Chen Shi had been watching him by the window.

I asked Chen Shi: "You care about him so much?"

Chen Shi looked back at me after a long time and smiled: "No, I'm jealous of him."

I didn't understand what he meant at the time.

But by chance, I saw the person next to Song Jianping.Chen Shi once pointed to his back and said to me: "He is Bureau Song's heart."

At a certain armor toy conference held by Guangzhou Alto in Beijing, he was brought to the rostrum by several senior executives of Alto.

I was off stage.

Almost instantly, I understood Chen Shi.

Some people in this world are naturally suited to their circumstances.Some people can't let go of it all their lives.

Qu Xiaoyi is the former, and I am the latter.

In this world, some people can get everything they want even without fighting for it, and some people can only end up miserable even if they try their best.

Qu Xiaoyi is the former, and I am the latter.

In this world, some people can sit on the stage and be watched by everyone, while some people can only remain unknown in the audience forever.

Qu Xiaoyi is the former, and I... am the latter.

Where there is light, there must be shadow.

The place where Song Jianping and Qu Xiaoyi stood was bright and clean.

And Chen Shi took me, standing in their shadow... standing in the shadow of all the people like Song Jianping and Qu Xiaoyi.

Quiet, silent, vigilant.

I envy him.

Jealous of him having everything I don't, of being so comfortable in a situation like mine, of being blatant and careless.

When I came out of the hotel, I was a little sober by the icy wind.

I don't have the MINI that was given to me when I drove it.

I walked all the way from Dawang Road along Guomao, I don’t know how many hours I walked, when I stood blankly on Chang’an Street, looking at the traffic flow that was fighting bravely, I was a little confused.

There is a car driving slowly around.

It's Lao Chen's old Bora.

The windows rolled down.

Chen Shi poked out his thin face wearing glasses: "Sir, do you want to hit me?"

he asked me with a smile.

I looked him over carefully.

When I met him, he was 45 years old with gray hair.The storms and waves in the past few years have not changed him much.After dyeing his hair black some time ago, he always felt that he was about the same age as Song Jianping.

He is like a monster, has not changed.

And it seems to be going on like this forever.

I couldn't help laughing at myself as I got into the car.

Chen Shi drew a line between light and shadow, and kept me firmly in it.

Jumping out of the shadow is not a difficult task, it will hurt but not die, but I am too lazy to do it.

Actually, I'm not jealous of Qu Xiaoyi...

I just hate myself for being like this.