body buying

It's been about a week or so.

I have left the Chen family and his son behind.

It was about midnight on a weekend, and I was a little high, so I didn't pay much attention to who the man standing downstairs smoking was.It wasn't until I walked over that he suddenly called out to me: "Xiao Li."

I was taken aback.

He had come over, grabbed my shoulders, and turned me back.

I could see his face clearly, my stomach was gripped by tension and curled up into a ball.

"Xiao Li." Lin Yuqing stood in front of me, his face that he hadn't seen in more than three months looked a little strange, he stubbed out his cigarette, and leaned over to kiss me, "I've been waiting downstairs for more than four hours, you do you know?"

I stared blankly at him.

The dull thinking stimulated by alcohol was in a mess, and I didn't push him away until he kissed me.

He opened his hands and looked at me in surprise: "Xiao Li, you..."

I look at him.

There was a chill down my spine, my hands were shaking, and I was extremely nervous.

He took another two steps forward, even with a sad expression on his face, and asked me in a low voice: "Xiao Li, is it your birthday today?"

I nodded slowly.

He smiled, put his arms around my waist naturally, and led me into the corridor: "Let's go to your house and talk about it."

I was taken home by him in such a daze, until I sat on the sofa in the living room that my mind gradually cleared up.He just remembered that when my birthday was celebrated, I immediately gave in, like a boneless maggot, and even felt sick to myself.

"Xiao Li, happy birthday." He handed me a present.

I took it and opened it, and inside was a Versace tie.

"What are you doing with this?" I whispered, "I don't need it."

He moved from the opposite sofa to sit next to me, put his hands on my lap, and said, "Xiao Li, I'm here to apologize to you."

"apologize?"

"Yes, sorry." He sighed. "Xiao Li, I'm so stupid. After you left, I realized what a serious mistake I made." He paused, then looked at me again, this time with a wry smile on his face, "Xiao Li, you know I shouldn't be so decisive to you just because I want to get married."

Decisive?This word disgusts me.

"I thought this was the best way to protect you. It was the best choice for you and for me. We couldn't be together. My family situation, and my career, didn't allow me to tie you down." In such a small circle, I think I did the right thing." He held my hand with emotion and said, "Now, look how free you are living now. How plump, how much like a living person."

He spouted nauseating words, every sentence was twisted and strange like a crabapple grafted on an apple tree, as if he was the one who could dominate me in this world.

"Whether I live well or not has nothing to do with you." I said.

He froze for a moment, then laughed, "Yes, you're right." Then his smile became sad, and finally he was about to cry, and he kissed my cheek and ear, and said, "My God, you don't Know how much I miss you. But I know I can't-"

I jumped up from the sofa and asked him angrily: "Lin Yuqing, I've had enough of you! You can't be with me and I'm going to fuck off, why are you looking for me now? What the hell is wrong with you?!"

He froze for a moment, probably because he had never seen me so tough before.

He asked me: "I just heard that you have been in close contact with Chen Shi recently, you..."

"Do you know Chen Shi?"

"...he has important relationships with several bidding projects in his hands, and I need them very much."

I thought I was going to fly into a rage and beat him up, but in the end I didn't do anything.I just went to the kitchen to make a pot of tea and even took two pieces of pastries from Daoxiangcun.

I opened all the French doors in the living room, and Lin Yuqing drank a few pots of Tieguanyin in the afterglow of the neon lights. The two of us lay on the recliner, and he hugged me and whispered in my ear repeatedly how much he missed me.And I sadly found that he even brushed the corner of my mouth with his thumb, which made me feel numb like an electric shock, and I couldn't help myself.

But so what?

The past is the past, just like the expired and rotten food in my refrigerator. You still remember how those aromas once seduced you, but now it is a plate of stinking garbage in front of you.

I asked Lin Yuqing how he knew about Chen Shi and me, he hesitated for a long time before telling me that he talked about me at the dinner table with Chen Shi not long ago.

After five o'clock, the sky began to light up.

Lin Yuqing put on his coat and gave me a passionate kiss before leaving contentedly.

He doesn't know, this is just my farewell ceremony to him.

"Do you know Lin Yuqing?" I made an appointment with Chen Shi, and that was the first thing I asked him when we met.

He was flipping through the tea list, but when he heard this, he paused slightly, slowly raised his eyes to look at me, and then smiled: "He has already looked for you. The action is really fast."

This is a declarative sentence, and I couldn't help getting angry: "Mr. Chen, what do you mean?"

"Xiao Li." He closed the tea list and put it back on the table, then put on a serious face and said to me: "Young people can't be so impetuous. It's true that Lin Yuqing knew me, but what did he say to you? I really don't know. What kind of agreement you have reached is beyond my control, isn't it? It's too much for you to speculate on me like this."

What he said was very logical, but I didn't believe a word of it.

"Let me guess..." He casually sketched the pattern on the armrest of the sofa, "Lin Yuqing has a few projects that cannot be approved. He heard that you have something to do with me, so he begged you to find a way?"

I stared at him, speechless.

"Oh...he should have said 'If he can't get these projects, he will go bankrupt', right?" Chen Shi said, "He also said, 'If you don't help him, no one can help him ', am I right?"

"Enough," I said.

Chen Shi ignored it, and his voice was still ringing in my ears: "Who would have thought that Lin Yuqing is the person you like, and my relationship with you is really unusual? What a coincidence."

"It's not a coincidence at all," I replied.

He smiled, and it took a while to answer my question as if aftertaste.

Chen Shi said: "Xiao Li, the human heart is really a very interesting thing. Just a hint, or even a look, it can think and act in the direction you want. Don't you understand? Lin Yuqing put you sold."

He handed me the final straw.

Just for a moment, my anger could no longer be suppressed, I slammed the table and stood up, then grabbed his collar and held it tightly.I was pushing hard, which probably made him uncomfortable, and he turned pale and his lips were blue.

However, he didn't struggle and still looked at me like that.

The smile on the corner of the thin mouth was full of cold ridicule.

"Xiao Li." His voice was a little hoarse, but he was still calm, "You are being stupid. Are you not being stupid enough for Lin Yuqing? What else are you going to pay for?"

What he said made my mind spin, and then involuntarily let go of my palms and sat back to the original place.

I have to admit that Chen Shi is a powerful character hidden deep in the crowd.He seemed to know everything about me and had a way of reaching out to everyone around me.

My go to bar.

A picture of me and Tang Kun in Che Zhen.

Even my relationship with Lin Yuqing.

Inadvertently, everything about me seemed to be under his control.

"Xiao Li, this is already your best choice." He took a breath, "You are already in your early thirties, do you still plan to live a normal life? Can you have a few more years of youthful food? Or rely on that?" 20 to spend the rest of your life?"

I thought about it for a long time, but there was nothing I could say to refute him.

"Xiaoxu is still young, and the freshness will wear off soon. I will give you a sum of money at that time, and you can do whatever you want." He whispered like a tempting demon, "House, money, a free life, Not something you want? Who doesn't want it?"

Yeah, who wouldn't want that?

I hesitated.

He had already tidied up the tie that was messed up by me, sat across from him and looked at me with a smile, as if he knew my choice already.

"I... I'll think about it again..." Finally I said in a panic.

But he knew the answer as well as I did.

Whether it was because of Lin Yuqing's request or for himself.

I have no choice.

"What? Say it again?!" Ah Hai yelled at me with a sharp voice.

I put down my wine glass, glanced at him, and said, "I'm going to move in with Chen Xu."

"Why?!" Ah Hai continued to destroy my sense of hearing, "Just because Lin Yuqing went to find you, does he want you to get in touch with Chen Shi? It's too cheap, for this kind of man——"

"Am I that cheap?" I glared at him impatiently, "You think I'm a fool?"

"Then what are you for?" he said.

I thought about it and said, "I'm tired."

Ah Hai closed his mouth.

"I don't want to live alone. I don't want to be lonely." I said, Lin Yuqing had successfully dispelled the last trace of my attachment to him, and I urgently needed someone to comfort my heart and body.

This is only part of the reason.

I'm talking nonsense with my eyes open.I know it clearly in my heart.